The hazy sky revealed a rotten and turbid aura. Unknowingly, she had returned to his side for half a year, but the scar on her face had not disappeared, and her hands still could not exert strength. She stood outside the window and looked at the cloudy sky. The invisible pressure made her unable to catch her breath. She faced him coldly every day, and he always responded to her with gentleness. She wanted to indulge her feelings and love him so passionately, but her experience and countless injuries told her that she could only pretend to be cold in order to protect her most passionate love for him.
Yin Mohan put down the documents in his hand and walked from the study to the bedroom. He wanted to see what Leng Yiran was doing. He would think of her whenever he did not see her. He walked into the bedroom and saw her standing on the balcony in a daze. He walked forward and hugged her from behind, holding her cold little hand with his big hand. He lowered his head and whispered into her ear, his voice filled with affection. "What are you thinking about?"
"It's going to rain soon." Leng Yiran said sadly.
"Yes, the weather hasn't been good recently.”Yin Mohan followed her words and rubbed her small hands.
"When it rains, Yu's temper becomes irritable.”He muttered to himself. It had been almost half a year since he last saw Gong Cheyu. The only news he knew was that L.Y.R had become a business under Dark Night. In the end, he still couldn't escape the same fate as Gong. She sighed, worried about him.。。
The large hand that was rubbing her palm stopped. It paused for a moment before continuing to rub her. Although it was a hot summer day, her hand was frighteningly cold.
Ran Ran, do you want to see him?" She asked gently. In just half a year, his love for her had reached an uncontrollable level.
"Will you let me see him?" Leng Yiran turned around and asked, her eyes shining brightly.
"Do you really want to see him?" Yin Mohan continued to ask gently without any threat.
"Forget it…" Leng Yiran's eyes suddenly dimmed. Her face was already in this state. Furthermore, she knew that Gong Cheyu's defeat had something to do with her. How could she face him?
"Ran Ran, it's almost your birthday. I'll give you a gift. How is it?" Understanding her disappointment, he asked softly. He wanted to divert her sadness.
"What gift?" He asked indifferently. She was actually looking forward to it, but she didn't show it. This was the first time he remembered her birthday.
"You care about this very much." Yin Mohan gently caressed the scar on her face and said with some heartache.
Leng Yiran did not answer and lowered her head in self-abasement.
"Do you know what Yan has been doing for the past six months?”Yin Mohan threw out a question to arouse Leng Yiran's curiosity. In the past six months, she had not stepped out of this house. She rarely watched television or newspapers. She was just in a daze.
He shook his head, indicating that he didn't know. These names sounded very distant to her.
"I told him that before your birthday, he must erase the scar on your face. He called this morning and said that he was confident that he could erase all your scars.”There was joy in his voice. He thought that she would be happy to hear it, so he omitted the process of threatening Gu Yan.
"Really?" Leng Yiran asked happily. This was the only time in half a year that she did not have to respond to him coldly.
"Of course." Yin Mohan buried his face in her neck childishly and took a deep breath of her fragrance.
Leng Yiran's heart was stirred by his intimate action. She really wanted to ask him why he was doing this.
"Han... Why are you so good to me?" Leng Yiran said awkwardly. She didn't know what to say. She was afraid that he would hurt her again.
"Because I love you." Yin Mohan no longer avoided her and admitted it openly. He had long thought that if Leng Yiran asked him again one day, he would tell her honestly.
Leng Yiran was stunned. Her eyes widened as she looked at him. Her lips were slightly agape, and her face was filled with disbelief.
Yin Mohan looked at her cute face and couldn't help but peck her red lips. He smiled seductively and said,""I didn't treat you well at all. I want to make up for all the bad things I did to you in the past.”
Leng Yiran's brain returned to normal, and tears as big as beans rushed out of her eyes. She looked at his handsome face in disbelief. Suddenly, a thought came to her mind. No, he must be playing with her. How could he fall in love with an ugly woman?
"Yin Mohan, is it fun to play with me like this?”Leng Yiran pushed him away angrily, her tearful eyes filled with hatred.
"Do you know why I destroyed Gong Cheyu? Because I want you to know that I'm the only one who won't be destroyed. Ran Ran, I love you, but I won't give up power, status, and money for you. It doesn't matter if it's L.Y. R or Clover, I'll get them sooner or later. I don't want you to hate me because of this. As for Dyson, I think you should know what he did to Yan. So, even if you know what I've done, don't use my love for you to threaten me to give up. Let's treat each other fairly, okay?”
Leng Yiran couldn't digest all of his words, but she understood that he wanted to hurt them. Her voice was slightly hoarse and filled with sadness as she said,""You want me to believe that you love me? You intend to hurt the people I care about. Is this how you love me? Yin Mohan, I love you. Why are you torturing me like this?”
"I've said it before, your heart belongs to me alone. Why must you accommodate them? Heartbreak is inevitable.”Yin Mohan returned to his usual cold voice. He didn't like her heart hurting because of someone other than him. Because he had bet his entire life on her. Who would believe that the evil man who was once called Satan would actually love a woman? When a person who lived in the dark was prepared to use everything to love a woman, did it mean that he had already begun to destroy himself? In the end, he would lose everything.
This year, Gong Cheyu became the loser. But I think everyone will know that he won't let go so easily. He won't trust Yin Mohan with Leng Yiran.
Yin Mohan in the chapter outside the chapter: Confession.
I never thought that I would fall in love with her. Perhaps I had already decided that she was mine when I was 10 years old. Perhaps I was destined to fall in love with her from the first time I saw her. Before I was 10 years old, I only had one friend, Yan. No one was willing to play with me. Whether it was my father or the elders, they were strict with me, just like how I treated Ran Ran. They didn't allow me to have anything I liked or have feelings for anyone. The elders all said that feelings were the best tool for others to use me and threaten me. So even though I cared about Yan, I never showed it. I was really afraid that he would be like those playmates, distancing himself from me because of the pressure from my father. From the day I was sensible, I longed for the love and care of my parents. However, when I truly understood how dark my life was, I gave up the dream that every child had. The day I saw her, I was attracted by her beautiful eyes. I couldn't accept why my childhood was so cruel, but her face was always filled with happiness. Destroying her and insisting on dragging her into the same hell as me was the only thing I wanted to do at the age of 10. I wanted to know if her naivety was really so tenacious. But reality is cruel. She has finally become as cold and heartless as me. I thought that this was good. At least in the future, even if it was dark, even if I was dispirited, she would still be by my side. This might be the first time I've thought of relying on her.
Later, I didn't expect to adopt Xue 'er. At that time, when I saw her innocent eyes, I instinctively felt that they were very familiar. I wanted her, I wanted to cherish this beauty, I wanted to worship her to the heavens as a ray of sunshine in my life. At that time, I really forgot that the familiar eyes were on Ran Ran.
In the next few years, I ignored Ran Ran and only thought of Xue 'er because she was as innocent as her name. I couldn't accept her death, but it wasn't as sad as I imagined. On the contrary, Gong Cheyu and Ran Ran made me angry again and again. I attributed all of this to Xue 'er's death. Torturing Ran Ran was the only way I could stop my anger. But no, torturing her would make my heart ache instead.
Letting her go was just to get the palace without any effort. But this actually made me miss her for four whole years. It was the third year since she left me. That day was Xue 'er's death anniversary. I walked into Xue' er's room with a hint of nostalgia. It had been three years, but I had never asked anyone to empty this room. It was just like the original model. Perhaps I was still hoping that she would come back to life. However, it was just a thought for himself. He accidentally opened the dusty drawer and found a diary. He didn't want to open it at first, but after much hesitation, he opened it to take a look. (The following is a clip from Lan Xue's diary.)
"I think Han might have fallen in love with me, but I don't have any feelings for him, but I don't want to say it out loud. I'm afraid that he'll kick me out of this house.”
"I'm already sure that Han is in love with me, but I really don't have any feelings for him. I can't say it. Once I say it, he might not dote on me as much as he does now. I don't want to live a life without anything.”
"Today, I found out that Ran Ran fell in love with Han. So now, I have to try my best to make Han think that I like him very much. This way, Han won't focus on Ran Ran, which means that I won't lose Han's favor.”
"Heavens, I saw Yu today. I seem to have fallen in love with him. What should I do? What should I do? If I can be with him, even if Han doesn't want me, I won't have nothing. Yu's power was still acceptable.”
"Yu agreed to date me today, but he told me that he liked Ran Ran and that he was using me. I really had no choice, so I sprinkled salt on the gauze that Ran Ran wanted to change. Let me be selfish this once. I wanted to make Ran Ran suffer so that I could get balance.”
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"Today, I'm sure Han won't leave me. No matter what I do, he won't leave me, but I know he's going to hurt Yu. I've already prepared for the worst. If Yu dies, I don't want to live alone. I want him to understand that I love him and only I can sacrifice for him. If I can't get Yu's love even after I die, I must let Han know my resentment and let him hate Ran Ran and torture her. If I can't get it, I won't let Ran Ran get it. Perhaps this will be the last time I write in my diary. I hope I can win Yu's love.”
After reading the entire diary, my hands were trembling. I didn't expect that I could see through everyone, but I couldn't see through the most scheming person beside me. I even treated her as my favorite. But after all, I really loved her in the past, so I couldn't hate a dead person. I also knew what she had done to Ran Ran. But I still wanted to torture Ran Ran because I loved her so much that I didn't know how to express it. I even used Xue 'er's death as an excuse.
In the fourth year after she left me, I finally couldn't stand it anymore. I pretended to be calm and declared war on Gong Cheyu. I understood that he must have panicked, but I was very happy because Ran Ran had finally returned to my side.
After Zhong Lin's incident, I finally admitted that I loved Ran Ran and made a promise with Gong Cheyu. He put L.Y. R under my name, and I promised that I wouldn't let Ran Ran get hurt at all until the day he had the ability to defeat me.
I will love Leng Yiran very much in the end. But I'm not as stupid as Gong Cheyu to lose everything for her. There are too many people who have lost their fame and fortune because of women. But I will never have such a day.
As for Dyson, I promised Yan that as long as he healed the scar on Ran Ran's face, I wouldn't hurt him. But I still had to go back on my words because I once said that I cared about Yan, so I wouldn't allow anyone to hurt him. Perhaps he would hate me if he knew that I hurt Dyson, but I still had to do it because I cared about him so much that I wasn't afraid of him hating me.
Ran Ran. Flame. These two people who were dragged into hell by me. She will be the only person in my life that I can treat with sincerity.
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