When he returned home, he opened her bedroom door and saw her lying on the bed, sleeping peacefully. He walked over and sat on the bed, gently covering her with the blanket. His eyes were filled with sadness.
"Xu Zhimo (Modern poet, essayist. Jin Yong's cousin once said that there should be at least one time in my life when I forget myself for someone. I don't ask for results, don't ask for peers, don't ask for once, don't even ask for you to love me, just ask for meeting you in my most beautiful years. That's how I am now. If I put everything aside and love you now. Ran Ran, even if you fall in love with someone else in the future, you have to leave a place in your heart for me. Don't treat me so unfairly. Don't completely erase me from your heart and leave no trace for me.”Yin Mohan murmured, his voice sorrowful. He thought that if Leng Yiran could no longer fall in love with him, why not do a good deed, just like Lan Xue did back then. Since they could not be together, he would let them leave. However, he hoped that he was still the one Leng Yiran cared about the most.
In her sleep, Leng Yiran seemed to have heard the voice that she had been dreaming of, but she was not awake. She mumbled,""Why do you have your back to me?" In her dreams, she had a dream. It was a slender figure who refused to turn around to look at her. She stood alone behind him and wanted to reach out to hold him, but she felt that the distance was too far. At this moment, a woman appeared. She called him brother sweetly, and the man let her hold his arm and leave without turning around to look at her. She cried and begged him not to leave her alone, but he did not stop.
She woke up with tears in her eyes. She sat up abruptly and panted heavily.
"Nightmare?" Yin Mohan asked gently. He had noticed that she was frowning in her sleep, so he stretched out his index finger to smooth her furrowed brows. However, her tears fell and she wiped them away gently with her hands. She knew that she had a nightmare.
Leng Yiran turned to look at Yin Mohan and hugged him impulsively. She said softly,""I dreamed of a man who didn't look at me. Then, a woman held him and called him brother. He left with that woman. No matter how I called him, he ignored me.”As she cried, she recounted her dream. In this man's arms, why did she have the feeling that she was going to be doted on for the rest of her life? It made her slowly release her emotions from that dream.
Yin Mohan smiled contentedly at her embrace. His smile was harmless, unlike his usual playful and bloodthirsty smile.
He patted her back gently to comfort her. He had a rough understanding of her dream, and of course, he knew who she was dreaming of. It turned out that he could still bring such sadness to her even after she lost her memory.
After Leng Yiran calmed down, he said gently,""Ran Ran, do you still remember the man who was with me this afternoon?”
Leng Yiran tilted her head and thought for a moment before nodding.
"What do you think of him?" He asked tentatively.
"I don't know. He had never come into contact with it. Did I know him before?"
"Yes, you know him and are very close to him.”
"So?"
"I'll bring you to him tomorrow. Now, have a good rest.”After saying that, he stood up and was about to leave.
Leng Yiran reached out and grabbed the corner of his shirt. She said timidly,""I don't remember anything. I'm very afraid.”
"I'll accompany you. Don't be afraid." Yin Mohan turned around and caressed her head, promising her.
"Then can you leave after I fall asleep?。”It was a pleading tone.
"Alright." Yin Mohan agreed readily and lay down beside Leng Yiran.
Although Leng Yiran felt a little uncomfortable, she remembered that she should have been very close to him before she lost her memory. She buried her head in his chest and felt very at ease. She fell into a deep sleep.
Yin Mohan hugged her slender waist gently. After losing her memory, she wasn't as cold as she used to be. She seemed to be more innocent, which made Yin Mohan feel a little comfortable. At least now, she trusted him.
The next day, Yin Mohan brought Leng Yiran to the hospital office to look for Gu Yan.
Seeing Leng Yiran, Gu Yan stood up and walked up to her. He pretended to be natural and said,""Hi."
Leng Yiran glanced at him and smiled politely, but her smile was very distant.
Gu Yan's smile faded. He asked,""Han. Why did you bring her here?"
"Do you still remember what I said yesterday?”Yin Mohan asked.
"Why are you doing this to me? I betrayed you.”Gu Yan looked at Yin Mohan in surprise.
"You're the first person who wants to be my friend. You're my only friend." Yin Mohan's eyes were filled with hurt, but he said it coldly, as if it was nothing.
Gu Yan was stunned. The words he had heard when he was a child echoed in his ears.。When he was young, he had secretly vowed that he would never betray Yin Mohan, because he was his only close friend. However, Gong Cheyu had betrayed him again and again, and Leng Yiran had lost her memory. Although Yin Mohan had said it coldly, he understood his heart.
"Han..." She called out softly and swallowed her tears. "I'm sorry. Take Ran Ran back. I can't do that.”
"She will never love me again. I will only make her suffer if I keep her. Why don't I let you take her away? If she falls in love with you, that's great. You will be happy, and so will she.”Yin Mohan said it in a relaxed manner, but his heart was in a tight spot. The thought of Leng Yiran falling in love with someone else made him feel so painful that he could not breathe. Just as she had once said to herself, it was so painful that she could not live.
"Han. Why can't you fall in love with her?”Gu Yan looked at Yin Mohan in pain.
"Because she indirectly caused Xue 'er's death.”Yin Mohan looked straight into his eyes and lied without avoiding him. Since Gu Yan didn't know who he loved in the end, he would keep it a secret for the rest of his life. He didn't want Gu Yan to have any misgivings about chasing Leng Yiran.
Leng Yiran looked at them from the side, not knowing what was going on. She vaguely understood that they were talking about her. She stepped forward and grabbed Yin Mohan's hand in horror.
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