There was a feeling called happiness!
He felt like he was going crazy. He had been searching for her day and night for two days. In the mirror, who was the person with dark circles, red eyes, and an unshaven beard? He almost couldn't recognize him. Was this still him?
He took off his clothes and went into the bathroom to clean himself up before looking for her.
He had asked himself why he was doing this. Love??" Duty?" Or both?
No matter what, the feeling of not being able to see her was real! It was as if he had gone crazy looking for her when he knew that she was missing, even if she was hiding on purpose.
When he walked out of the bathroom, he saw three missed calls from Dong Yuanqing on his phone. He was overjoyed and quickly called back.
"Hey, where are you?"
"I'm not her."
"Then who are you?"
"Don't worry about who I am. Is Jingjing with you?”
"No, what happened to her?"
"Someone knocked on the door just now, so she went out. It had been almost half an hour, and he still hadn't returned. She also left her phone at home. I saw that your phone was full of missed calls, so I thought you went out to look for her.”
"Tell me where you live first. I'll be right there."
"I live in…"
…………
When he arrived, it was already three in the morning. He frantically searched for her figure in the alley and finally found her in a small alley.
She hugged her knees and squatted by the wall with her head lowered. He stood in front of her, panting. She was right in front of him, so he was not afraid that she would run away.
When he caught his breath, she walked in front of him, squatted down, and called out softly,""Jingjing."
She trembled and threw herself into his arms. She hugged him tightly.
He gently stroked her hair." Alright, it's alright. I'm here."”
However, she suddenly pushed him away with all her strength."Get lost! Get lost! I don't want to see you!"
She was so angry that he was caught off guard and was pushed to the ground. He looked at her, his heart filled with grievances and had nowhere to vent."Listen to my explanation. It's not what you think…"
"Shut up!" She cried and shouted. Tears trickled down the corners of his eyes and fell drop by drop, hitting his heart.
He went over and pulled her into his arms. In the beginning, she struggled a few times, but the more she struggled, the tighter he hugged her. After struggling for a while, she obediently stayed in his arms.
"It's all my fault. If you want to cry, cry.”
His arms were strong and strong as he hugged her tightly. His chest was as warm as ever. She leaned against his chest and whimpered softly. However, when she thought about how she might never be able to enjoy this hug again, she could not help but cry even louder. Her cries were blown away by the wind and became ethereal. It sounded like a ghost crying in this cold night. Only one word could be used to describe it as miserable.
When she was tired from crying, she leaned into his arms to rest and said weakly,""You already know."
"I know, but I don't care."
"You care! I know you care! No one would not care, I know.”
"I really don't care, I really don't care! The past is in the past. I only care about your present and future.”
"You really don't care?"
"What do I have to do for you to believe me?”
When she faced him, she would never be able to resist. He had never known what willpower was. He would always lose himself. This was also the most vulnerable part of her loneliness. She would always disguise herself in the crowd, pretending to be very happy to play with her friends, fooling around, pretending that she did not care about anything and looked indifferent.
However, the real her still felt lonely even in a crowd. His appearance eased her loneliness. She believed in him because he always had the ability to make things that she thought were impossible possible little by little. "Alright, I believe you."”"I'm sorry about that." Before I met you, I didn't fulfill my responsibility to protect myself. However, I promise that I will protect myself well in the future!”
He smiled silently and said gently,"Shall we go back?"”
She left his embrace and looked at him sadly.""But I can't move. My legs are numb.”
He helped her stand up, turned around, and bowed slightly."Get on, I'll carry you."
She leaned on his back and smiled happily. She had only seen such scenes in her dreams and on television. She had once thought that she was destined to be alone until she was old. In this world, there was no one who could love and treat her like this.
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