Dongmei sobbed, her eyes misty." Dongmei didn't expect Young Master to be so sincere to Dongmei. It's enough for Dongmei to die."”
What the hell? I have a headache.
"Dongmei was born in the streets and knows that her status is low. How could she dare to dream of climbing up a high branch? She doesn't even have the qualifications to be Young Master's maid. As long as Young Master comes to Wenxiang Yard and is willing to let Dongmei serve you, Dongmei will be satisfied.”
So that was how it was! I was so scared that I broke out in a cold sweat. It seemed that I was too kind. The prostitutes who came to the brothel only knew how to play with them. Who would treat these pitiful women sincerely?
Thinking of this, I couldn't help but feel both sympathetic and glad. I sympathized with these poor women who forced a smile, just like the song in " Red Dust Woman ": Young Master casually offered three thousand gold coins, do you know that my heart is broken?
Fortunately, I didn't fall into a brothel when I transmigrated. Otherwise, I don't know how I could escape from this beautiful brothel that was built with the blood and tears of countless women.
If I could go back to my own era, I would definitely tell everyone to be careful when you transmigrate. Don't fall into a bad place. It's best if you can dress up in a good family. Not only will you be rich, but you can also meet handsome men, such as me, hehe.
Thinking of my happy life, I couldn't help but laugh foolishly again. When I came back to my senses, I saw everyone looking at me in surprise. Their jaws almost fell to the ground. Seeing me looking at them, they retracted their gazes and pretended to tease the girls beside them as if nothing had happened.
Little guy! Still pretending! I smiled and ignored the two of them. I reached out to hold Dongmei in my arms and opened my mouth to drink the wine she had brought to my lips.
"Today, Fourth Young Master came to see Sister Wenxiang again. Sister Wenxiang is really blessed to be doted on by Fourth Young Master.”When Chun Lan opened her mouth, my expression changed. What did he mean by visiting Wen Xiang again? What did he mean by pampering her?
"That's right. Fourth Young Master comes to find Sister Wenxiang every now and then. He doesn't want anyone, as long as Sister Wenxiang serves him. If Fourth Young Master wants me for a night, I'm willing to die.”Xia Zhu had a look of yearning.
The hands under the table were already clenched into fists.
"Sigh, stop dreaming. How could Fourth Young Master like you? Fourth Young Master only has eyes for Wen Xiang. I heard that Wen Xiang Courtyard was built for her. This is called hiding a mistress in a golden house." Chun Lan giggled.
My anger is burning above my head.
"Sister Wen Xiang is really blessed. With the care of the fourth young master, those profligate sons of the rich do not dare to have any ideas about her. If they don't want to, they don't have to receive guests.”Xia Zhu said enviously.
"Which Fourth Young Master is that?”I suppressed my anger and asked word by word.
"Which other Fourth Young Master is there? It's the Fourth Prince. However, I can't call him the Fourth Prince anymore. I have to call him King Jie.”Li Yun Jie and Ling 'er's expressions changed.
"Isn't Prince Jie going to have a concubine? "Why are you still…" Li Yun Jie looked at me and asked carefully.
"So what? Our Sister Wen Xiang has been with King Jie for many years. Although she can't be a Princess Consort because of her background, King Jie dotes on her so much. I think Sister Wen Xiang can at least be a concubine.”Chun Lan didn't know my identity and spoke excitedly.
I stood up in anger. How dare you make a cuckold out of me and even want to take a concubine? Watch how I deal with you!
I clenched my fists and grabbed Dongmei as if I was killing someone." Take me to Wenxiang's room!”
Dong Mei looked confused, but she still nodded obediently.
A soft and flirtatious laughter came from the room, making me even angrier.
I pushed Dongmei to the side without any pity. Dongmei hit the wall and frowned in pain.
"You may leave!" Ling 'er quickly waved her hand to signal for Dongmei to leave. Although Dongmei was reluctant, she could only obediently lower her head and leave when she saw my ashen face.
"Wangye, come, have a cup of wine." A soft and flirtatious voice sounded. I kicked the door open in anger and rushed in as if I was killing someone.
Seeing someone rush in, Chu Fengyang was about to flare up, but when he saw the person in front of him, his expression immediately changed.
"How dare you disturb His Highness. Men, drag them away.”Her warm and soft body was still hanging on Chu Fengyang's body. A charming smile hung on her beautiful face, and her voice was sweet but sharp.
"You shameless vixen!”Ling 'er rushed up and gave Wen Xiang a hard slap, causing half of Wen Xiang's face to swell.
"You dare to hit me? Wangye, you must seek justice for Wenxiang.”Wen Xiang leaned against Chu Fengyang in a delicate manner. Her beautiful face was filled with tears, like a pear blossom drenched in rain. Any man who saw her would feel pity for her.
"Shut up!" Chu Fengyang pushed the woman away with an unnatural expression." Rou 'er, I just…things aren't what you think. Listen to me, I…"
I just looked at him. All the anger in my heart had dissipated when he called me gentle. All the courage in my body had disappeared, leaving only a stomach full of sorrow and grievance.
I looked at him. Large teardrops rolled down disobediently. You're not allowed to cry! I wiped away my tears. How can I be so useless? Why am I crying? Crying was useless!
I told myself not to cry. I had to face it with strength and pride. I couldn't let this adulterous couple look down on me. However, my tears still flowed out in disappointment. I fought with them and refused to stop.
"Don't explain. I understand, I understand!”I wiped away my tears, my voice choked with stubbornness. I hated myself for being so useless. I only knew how to cry. I should have rushed up to give that woman two tight slaps and beat her until she was looking for her teeth. Then, I would have chopped this heartless man who betrayed me into meat paste and made meat buns to sell on the streets. However, I didn't do anything. I only knew how to cry. After seeing him, I knew that I couldn't do it. I knew that I was useless, but I still couldn't bear to do it.
"You understand? Rou 'er, you know everything?" Chu Fengyang didn't believe it.
I nodded firmly. Of course I understood. In this era, all men had multiple wives and concubines, especially when he had such a noble status. He had talent, wealth, looks, and status. He was so outstanding and perfect in all aspects. All the women in the world fell in love with him. How could he let me have my wish and only have me as his wife?
The Mei had left and could only appear in my dreams. I blamed myself for being greedy. I was indeed greedy. How could I ask for this noble man to only have me?
I feel even sadder and miss Mei even more. If Mei fell in love with me, maybe he would only want me, maybe he wouldn't hurt my heart like he did.
I wiped my tears and looked at the handsome man in front of me. I once swore to marry the most handsome man in the world. He was still handsome, but my heart was scarred by him. I was too greedy.
"Rou 'er, since you understand, then I won't explain further.”Chu Fengyang smiled and walked over.
I hate his conceited smile. It's as if all the women in the world will marry him. I swear I'll be the exception. I don't want such a fickle man.
I avoided his hand that was about to hug me and looked at him coldly. My voice was cold and firm." King Jie, our engagement is over!”
Chu Fengyang was stunned." Rou 'er, you…"
After thinking about it, he suddenly understood and hurriedly explained,"Rou Er, listen to me. I was just…"
"Are you just putting on a show?" I interrupted him coldly with a contemptuous smile on my face. I hated his self-righteousness the most. He played with women in his hands." I don't want such a fickle man! You can't be my only woman. Why did you agree to my conditions back then and give me hope? Now, you're treating me like this!”
" Rou 'er, I…" Chu Fengyang hurriedly explained.
"You don't have to hide it. You dare to do it but don't dare to admit it! What kind of man are you?" I coldly interrupted him," Let me tell you, Chu Fengyang. Other women treat you like a treasure, but I, Su Piaorou, don't care!”
I coldly uttered the last sentence and turned to leave. Tears surged out the moment I turned around. I hated myself for being so useless. Why did I cry?
Ling 'er fiercely glared at Wen Xiang and Chu Fengyang before snorting in disdain. She then stuck out her chest and followed behind me.
"Since you don't cherish her, why did you ask the emperor to bestow her a marriage? If you don't love her, then don't hinder her happiness.”Li Yun Jie said coldly.
"This is this king's family matter, it's not your turn to meddle!”Chu Fengyang said fiercely.
"I only know that I love her more than you do. If she is willing to marry me, I will never let her down!”Li Yun Jie looked at Chu Feng Yang stubbornly. The scholar's weakness from before had completely disappeared.
"Don't even think about it! I won't let anyone snatch her away!" Chu Fengyang coldly threw down these words and chased after them.
Damn it! How did she see this scene? How should she explain this?
I wandered around the streets in a daze. My anger dissipated, leaving behind only a heart filled with desolation and sorrow. I tried my best to adapt to this completely unfamiliar time and space. I also tried my best to make myself happy and forget my family and friends from that era. I also knew that my parents and brothers from this era loved me dearly, but I was still living as Su Piaorou. If they knew that the woman beside me wasn't their daughter or sister, would they still accept and take care of me?
'Feng, does he love Su Piaorou or me, Su Xiaonuo? Maybe he doesn't love either of them, maybe he loves both of them, including Wen Xiang. He's so passionate. How should I live with myself? Should I accept the three wives and four concubines of this era, or should I persist in finding the only one? How easy is it to have one husband and one wife in this era?'
Because I can't let go of Mei, he didn't become my everything. Is it God's punishment for my greed, so I can't become his only one?
"Rou 'er, don't be sad. Let's go back, okay?”Ling 'er asked carefully when she saw my confused expression.
I squeezed out a smile. I thought I would look uglier when I laughed than when I cried, but I still smiled. I didn't want everyone to worry." You go back first. I want to be alone.”
"But, Rou 'er…"
"Go back. I'll go back later. Don't worry. What's there to worry about? I'll be fine. I've thought it through by myself. Nothing will happen to me. Isn't it just a man? There's more than one Chu Fengyang in the world.”
"Rou 'er, are you really okay alone?”Ling 'er was still a little worried.
"Alright, Sister-in-law, you're so long-winded. You're not like your usual self. Go back first. Brother might already be waiting for you at home.”I said with a smile.
"But, Rou 'er…"
"Let's go back first. I'll walk around alone. There's only so much land in Beijing, and the security is good.”I smiled.
Ling 'er was still hesitant.
"Alright, I'll go back first. I'll go back later. Let's go!”Ling 'er couldn't resist my insistence in the end, so she could only go back first. From time to time, she would look back worriedly. I smiled and waved at her with all my might. Why did she make it seem like they were parting for life and death?
The moment Ling 'er left, my smile immediately collapsed. Forcing a smile was really not an ordinary difficulty.
I wandered aimlessly on the streets. People were coming and going around me. It was very lively, but my heart felt like it had been abandoned on a desolate island. I couldn't find the warmth and beauty I wanted at all. There were only heartless crows flying over my head, occasionally letting out wanton laughter. There was only withered grass accompanying me. There was no vitality. I couldn't describe the loneliness, sadness, and vicissitudes of life.
The love I want, the only love I want, in this time and space, is just a flower in the mirror and the moon in the water. It's illusory. Looking at beauty, thinking about beauty, but in the end, it's just a dream.
As she thought about it, tears flowed out again. What was there to cry about? At least I still had Mei. Thinking of Mei, I laughed again.
The surrounding people looked at this handsome young master who was crying and laughing in surprise. They thought that he had suffered a major blow and that his brain was not working well. He was dressed luxuriously and elegantly. One look and one could tell that he was a young master of a noble family. He was also so handsome. He had contracted such an abnormal illness at a young age. They all felt that it was a pity.
At this moment, if I knew that the people around me thought I was crazy, I definitely wouldn't be able to laugh.
"Such a woman, crazy and without any manners. Other than her beautiful face, she's useless. I don't know what you see in her?”A beautiful man in a red robe said intentionally or unintentionally. He had a beautiful and feminine smile on his face, and the red mole between his eyebrows added to his dangerous charm.
"I don't know what you're talking about." The black-robed man's cold and handsome face was emotionless, and the scar on his eyebrow emitted a murderous aura. When he looked down at the elegant young master who was wandering alone downstairs, the worry and heartache in his eyes betrayed him, and it also made the beautiful man beside him even more jealous.
"I know it's her. You don't have to hide it from me. You can't hide it from me.”The peerlessly beautiful man said softly, his seductive eyes occasionally glancing at the black-robed man.
The black-robed man remained silent.
"That day, you went to the Prime Minister's residence and went to her courtyard. She is the daughter of the Prime Minister, right?”The beautiful man's tone was indifferent as he admired his slender and fair fingers as if no one else was around.
"You followed me?" The black-robed man narrowed his eyes, and a dangerous light shone in them. His tone became even colder as his large hand gripped the hilt of his sword.
"So what if I followed you? Don't tell me you want to kill me?" The beautiful man looked at him gently. He was silent, his tall body stiff, and the air became colder and more oppressive.
"Charm-"
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