Time: 2011-10-520:09:05 Words: 2494
“... Nao, there's no need to blame yourself." Looking at the person in front of me, my heart ached slightly.
My sister, who I have always looked forward to, has been in pain because of me.
If I hadn't been stunned back then, if I hadn't stared at Nao in a daze, then this wouldn't have happened…
If Nao had been immersed in this kind of pain for the past few years, I would really…The greatest sinner!
“... Eh... Sigh! Little... Xiao You..." As she sobbed, Nao slowly straightened herself from my arms and looked at me with tears in her eyes.
She was stunned for a second or two, then suddenly screamed and retreated.
"Nao!" I hurriedly grabbed her to prevent Nao from falling to the ground.
"For…Why did Xiao You... Xiao You will be here..." Nao's body trembled slightly before she pushed me away.
"Why is Xiaoyou here!" She cried loudly.
I staggered back a few steps and opened my mouth, not knowing what to say.
Just like that, he watched as Nao knelt on the ground again.
“... Little... Xiao You, are you here to condemn me?" After a moment of silence, Nao lowered her head and stopped crying. However, she sounded as if she was trying her best to suppress herself.
"No!" I hurriedly said.
“... Xiao You... Are you here to berate me…" However, Nao said again.
"No, it's not like that!" I took a step forward.
“... That's right, he had done such an overboard thing to Xiaoyou and was reprimanded... To be hated…It's only right." Nao said as if she had figured something out.
"No, no!" I grabbed Nao's shoulders.
"I've never, never thought of complaining to Nao or berating her! I won't, I won't hate Nao just because of that…" My hands tightly clasped onto Nao's shoulders. Right now, I wanted to convey the words that I hadn't said many years ago to Nao once again.
“... It's okay…Indeed, he had gone overboard…Even myself…Even I'm starting to hate myself. Why did I do that kind of thing? Why? I clearly care about Xiaoyou a lot…However, you did something to hurt Xiao You..." Nao's head was still lowered. Her voice was trembling slightly as she said something that I couldn't agree with.
Why did he have to carry all these things alone!
“... Therefore, it didn't matter if he was hated…Because I left it for Xiaoyou... Bad memories…" Nao paused for a moment.
"But... Even now…She was so happy…I'm really happy…" Tears flowed out once again.
"I've been thinking about when... To be able to meet Xiao You again... How to apologize to Xiao You..."
"Even if I know that I won't be forgiven by Xiao You…It doesn't matter…" A pitiful smile appeared on Nao's face. Then, as if she wanted to touch me, she opened her hand.
But he put it down again.
"Xiao You…Let's go back…I won't…It has appeared in front of you." It was a feeling of relief, but after saying this, Nao's entire person seemed to lose all color.
No…No…This is not the Nao I know…Not that…Nao, who had always been shining!
I hugged Nao even more tightly because Nao's tone made me afraid…It really scares me!
It felt... A friend who was like family…In the next moment, it would disappear forever!
No! Nao, I was clearly coming…I'm here to find you!
So...
"Don't say such disheartening words to me!”I used all my strength to shout loudly!
"Look at you! You're the one I hate! The Nao I knew... The Nao I knew... No matter what happened, she could face it well. She was a big sister who was worth relying on!”
Nao's body paused for a moment before I looked straight into her eyes.
"I've also always... She had always relied on Nao…He had always treated Nao as his older sister!”
“... A person apologizing here…A person shouldering all the mistakes…Such a Nao…That's the Nao I hate…"
“... Then, when I finally mustered up the courage to help the person I yearned for…He said such cunning words again! Such a Nao…That's what I hate…I can't forgive Nao!"
My vision slowly became blurry…However, Nao's face became clearer and clearer.
That's right…Because of that incident, Nao and I…Even Nao, who was like an older sister, had been lost for so many years…
Now that I finally gained the courage, I wouldn't let Nao run away from me again like when I was young. I wouldn't have to bear everything by myself.
"I don't blame you…I will never blame you…Sis... Sister…" I leaned my head against Nao's shoulder and whispered in a choked voice.
Yes, from the very beginning, I never really hated Nao.
It was just that it had happened too suddenly…It's just that neither Nao nor I can accept it.
The experiences we had when we were young had caused us to suffer now…I had already recognized this mistake, but because of my cowardice, it was still buried in Nao's heart.
He had been worried all this time…
Nao's mood had always been like this.
Just like her sister, no matter what, she would always consider her own problems.
but... Right now, I also want to shoulder this problem with Nao and solve the difficulties that are blocking us together.
That was because…Nao is irreplaceable family to me!
“... Really... Really? Xiao You... I really don't. I don't hate me…" Nao's breathing was right next to my neck, trembling as she said those words.
“... I've never blamed him, I've always... I didn't hate Nao." The answer was, of course, like this.
Nao, please reply…Once again, you have become my family!
............
The people who were woken up by the alarm in the morning were the most pitiful.
What about someone like me who was woken up by the alarm and woke up an hour early to take care of my sister?
Uh, don't say... I don't want to get hurt.
"Ah ~" I yawned and stretched my muscles.
"The weather is good…" After muttering to myself, I washed up and prepared breakfast for Qiong.
The sky looks so bright today, just like my mood.
That's right. When he thought about what happened yesterday, he felt as if a huge burden had been lifted from his heart.
Although Nao didn't forgive herself in the end, she no longer avoided me.
“... S-sorry…Xiaoyou, you saw this side of me.”When they parted yesterday, Nao rubbed her eyes like this and said,"
“... Although…Xiao You said it wasn't my fault, but I still couldn't recover in a short time... It's really useless."
" In that case, Nao, you just have to advance according to your own path. Qiong and I will always be by your side.”Looking at Nao, who had regained some of her former vigor, my heart felt much better.
Nao, as long as you can be with us, there will be a day when you can untie the burden on your heart and become a relative like the big sister you used to be.
Just as he was smiling.
“... Disgusting." Qiong's voice suddenly rang out.
I was shocked to find that Qiong was already sitting next to me, taking the bread and butter.
... It seemed that early in the morning…He was scolded…
It was a little awkward…I tried to change the topic.
"That... Qiong, we're going to school today. Let's go to school together, okay?”
ToBeContinued
Feilu Chinese website b.faloo.com welcomes all readers to come and read. The latest, fastest, and most popular serial works are all in Feilu's original!
This book comes from：m.funovel.com。