Time: 2011-5- 30 18:05:38 Words: 3678
Sensing that someone was following behind her, Young Feng was slightly unhappy. However, when the familiar sandalwood scent mixed with the scent of plum blossoms passed by her side with the night wind, she knew it was him. A very inexplicable emotion immediately replaced her displeasure. Was she going to solve all of this tonight? Young Feng felt her heart was in a mess. She quickened her pace and walked towards the white shore. Looking at her thin figure under the moonlight, his heart ached. Young Feng, have you always been so obsessed? Ha, she was not the only one who was obsessed. Wasn't she the same? However, she was the one who was being intense and enduring it herself. Watching Phiona's figure disappear around the corner, Luo Xuan quickened his pace.
After entering the White Shore, Phiona didn't go to Weiyang Pavilion, but to Eternal Joy Pavilion. In the Pavilion of Eternal Joy, there was a long corridor that was more than 50 meters long. Opposite it was a sea of flowers. Although it was a sea of flowers, there was only one type of flower. Higan.
The blood-red and white Paramita bloomed together, mesmerizing the mind. The flowers that bloomed in the dark night, beautiful sadness, gorgeous desolation.
Standing in the Pavilion of Eternal Joy, Phiona's gaze stopped on a white stalk in front of her. The delicate petals were covered in crystal clear dew, so beautiful that it made one's heart ache. Looking at Xiao Feng standing there, Luo Xuan hesitated for a moment before finally stepping forward.
"Xiao Feng…" She called out softly. There was no longer the lingering feeling she had before, and there was no longer the stinging coldness she had before.
Upon hearing Luo Xuan's voice, Phiona did not immediately answer, nor did she turn around. Her gaze was still fixed on the other side of the pond. Luo Xuan couldn't guess what Xiao Feng was thinking and didn't know how to open his mouth to voice the many questions in his heart. He just walked to Xiao Feng's side and followed her gaze to look at the sea of flowers. It was a very beautiful flower, but it always gave off a very sad feeling.
"Master, are you alright?" Young Feng asked softly after a long while.”He greeted her in a low voice, not knowing whether she was happy or sad.
"Not good." Luo Xuan sighed. At this moment, he roughly understood that Phiona really had no interest in the martial arts world. Then, he should be honest with himself. After so many years, it was time to face it. Although Xiao Feng had a wonderful life in the Phoenix Perch Pavilion, her unhappiness still couldn't escape his eyes. Perhaps, he was the flower that bloomed on her heart, affecting her emotions.
"Hmm?" Phiona frowned, but she was still looking at the Higan Tree.
"Xiao Feng, can you see the deep regret that seeps into my bones and blood?”Luo Xuan's voice was trembling and anxious.
"Regret?" Seemingly puzzled, Phiona turned her gaze to Luo Xuan.
"We can live and die together, but I easily let go of the person who holds your hand.”There was deep pain in his voice.
"Hehe…Life and death? Hold your hand? Is that so?" Young Feng mocked herself with a hint of desolation.
Standing in front of the railing, Luo Xuan took a deep breath and finally began to confess his long-hidden thoughts to Young Feng,"" I never thought that there would be a day like this. I was so regretful and heartbroken that I couldn't even stand. I also never thought that there would be a day like this. You are actually such an important existence to me. Come to think of it, the person in the wrong has always been me. I didn't want to admit this fact, but I had no choice but to face it. Because, Xiao Feng, you really let go just like that. The scene of the Seven Skills Penetrating the Head became an unforgivable regret in my heart. My escape and heartlessness had cut off the connection between us that was deeper than blood. Reaching out your hand, you can no longer touch your fingertips. There is only a desolate and suffocating void. This is my punishment, right? Love is colder than death. I only understood it after you chose to leave. It turns out that my selfishness has caused you so much pain that you're in despair. I spent the past sixteen years in pain and longing. It was hard but not heartbreaking. For sixteen years, you searched in despair, and your heartache was greater than your bitterness. Your departure made me realize why you kept saying that only death could resolve everything. If prolonged despair and heartache couldn't be redeemed, perhaps death would be an easier release. From the beginning to the end, the death you wished for was referring to yourself, right? Xiao Feng, as ruthless as you are, why can't you kill Master? Forgive me for not daring to face it, which is why everything is irreparable. Master has never been as strong and decisive as you.”
"Hehe, is that so?" Young Feng's tone was even colder.
As if he was afraid that he would not have the courage to continue, Luo Xuan did not care about Phiona's coldness and continued to speak the thoughts that had been hidden in his heart for a long time,""After you left, my world seemed to be empty and my heart gradually became tired. The so-called hanging a pot to help the world was just to not let himself sink into pain. In the midst of the chanting, he thought about the past. If it was a love of flesh and blood, the departure of one person would definitely make the other wither. When you left, I declined. My heart grew old and turned to ashes. Sometimes, I think, if I give up my thoughts, you and I will be born in this vast world, each with their own path, will it be easier? However, no matter if I was intoxicated or sober, I could never forget your figure.”He turned around and looked at Xiao Feng. He seemed to have used up all his courage and said word by word,""Xiao Feng, do you know how happy I was to see that you didn't die? You've always been right. You're in my heart. I haven't forgotten you for seventeen years.”
After hearing Luo Xuan's words, Young Feng's heart seemed to sink to the bottom of the cold sea. The deep pain from a year ago seemed to repeat itself, making her unable to breathe. Avoiding Luo Xuan's deep eyes, Young Feng said softly,""Master, do you know what I was thinking about during that final battle?”
"What?" Regarding this, Luo Xuan had always been puzzled. He knew very well that with Zhao Nan and Jiang Xue's strength that day, they were no match for Xiao Feng, but the result was such an accident, leading to the final irreversible.
"A lifetime of a pair, fighting for two places of ecstasy, longing for each other but not blind date, for whom is the spring? Master, do you think this helplessness belongs to us too? From the moment Xiao Feng placed his hand in your palm in the Hall of Great Strength, Xiao Feng has given her heart to you. No matter if you are her master, a divine doctor, or a friend of Jue Sheng, to Xiao Feng, you are the person she wants to spend the rest of her life with. Humph, the heavens never grant one's wishes. No matter how much effort and struggle one put in, they could not escape the hand of fate that could turn the clouds and rain with a flip of the hand. Perhaps someone as prideful as me who doesn't believe in fate, but in this battle against fate, Young Feng was defeated from the start. Even if we spend time together, you won't forget that Xiao Feng is still a witch.”Young Feng's voice was hysterical.
"Xiao Feng, I…" Luo Xuan wanted to defend himself but was stopped by Phiona.
"Master, in the mortal world, there are always people who wake up alone at night, carrying the loneliness of sitting alone on a cliff. Even if the scenery around me is beautiful and the pleasure is close at hand, it can't resist the hope in my heart for you. I haven't let go for sixteen years. Now that I've found you, how can Young Feng be willing to let go? The snow in the Purple Mansion is as cold as the Ailao Mountain. The loneliness of being high above gnaws at my heart that misses you. I thought that after that last night, everything should have ended, but I still couldn't let go of my longing for you.”Young Feng's voice was already choked up.
"Perhaps, too beautiful things never belong to one person alone, just like you, Master. They belong to the Jianghu that you wholeheartedly maintain, belong to the justice of heaven and earth, but never belong to Young Feng alone. It turns out that sometimes, love is also an extravagant hope, and falling in love with you is hopeless. There have always been many people who want to give Xiao Feng happiness, but you're not one of them. Xiao Feng doesn't want to fall in love with anyone in the world, but she fell in love with you. In entanglement, in forgetting, happiness is always like water, moon, mirror, flowers, within reach. It's not that I don't want to give up, but I'm in the middle of it, and I don't want to.”
"Master, do you know? In Young Feng's heart, no matter how beautiful the flowers in Nether Prison were, they couldn't compare to the warmth of the plants in Ailao Mountain. No matter how magnificent the blood-stained mountains were, they couldn't compare to the warmth of your palm. But you gave up on Young Feng once again. Young Feng has never forgotten your words.”Turning around to look at Luo Xuan, Xiao Feng's face was already covered in tears.
Listening to Xiao Feng's words, Luo Xuan was also heartbroken. He reached out his hand to wipe away Xiao Feng's tears, but she avoided it, leaving his hand in the air for a long time before slowly withdrawing it.
After calming down, Young Feng wiped away her tears and smiled faintly, but she was as sad as a blooming spider lily beside her." Master, loving you is like heaven and earth pitying themselves. You are my water, moon, and mirror. You are clearly right in front of me, but it's like the distance between us is far apart. It's only a step away, but it's like the end of the world. No matter how close you are, you can't be touched.”Master, we can't go back anymore. Xiao Feng is already tired. So what if she's braver than you? Xiao Feng doesn't dare to love anymore. I've died once, and I don't want to repeat the same mistake. I still love you, but I can't afford to love you anymore.
"Xiao Feng, it was I who couldn't understand your misery back then, so I let you face it alone. Today, I can finally understand it, and I will do my best to make it up to you.”Luo Xuan tightly embraced Xiao Feng. Young Feng, forgive me. I never knew that your love was so desperate and difficult.
Pushing Luo Xuan away, Phiona endured her heartache. Although she clung to that embrace, she did not dare to touch it again.
Shaking her head, Young Feng said emotionlessly,""Master, it's already too late…"
"Xiao Feng, you refuse to forgive Master?”Luo Xuan asked anxiously. He understood Xiao Feng's personality. If she really wanted to let go, he was afraid that no matter how hard he tried, he would not be able to change it.
"It turns out that there are times when a farewell is a missed life. If you take a wrong step, the sea will be behind you. The first time, you rejected me for a thousand miles. Xiao Feng had been wandering around the world for sixteen years. In the blood pool, you didn't recognize Xiao Feng. We were already separated by the sea. On Ailao Mountain, we were even separated by life and death. It was not that she did not want to forgive him. It was just that Young Feng did not want to go to eternal damnation in her rebirth.”Young Feng shook her head and refused. Her heart was empty, and she had long woken up from her dream.
"Do you really not have Master in your heart? Young Feng, I don't believe it." Luo Xuan never thought that she would let go one day. He thought that she would always be there, but if she really did as she said, he did not know where his heart would go.
"I've thought a lot over the past year. The feelings I put into you are too heavy, and the memories are too deep. I almost fell into oblivion. For a long time, I wanted to sleep in a dream without waking up. This way, I wouldn't have to think of you every time I woke up. However, she would wake up from her dreams eventually. The past was like fragments in her heart, and even mourning felt extravagant. Before returning to the Phoenix Perch Pavilion, it was as if Xiao Feng had experienced a lifetime of fortuitous encounters. Coming back meant that she was reborn. Master, I never thought that I would meet you again. Before you came, Phiona really prayed that she would never meet you again. Even if she did, she would never hand her hand over to you again. That kind of coldness and despair was enough for a lifetime. Rather than clingy, it's better to brush past each other. I don't want to use my entire life to prove that desperate love is colder than a bloody blade…" After enduring the pain and saying what she wanted to say, Young Feng looked at Luo Xuan with determination and determination.
Ignoring Luo Xuan's injured expression, Phiona left. If she really wanted to be heartbroken, this was enough. It was better to be short-lived than long-term pain. Master, I'm sorry.
Watching Phiona disappear under the moonlight, Luo Xuan's heart ached as if it was being pricked by needles. Young Feng, I won't let go. If I say we'll be together, we'll be together. I know you love me. I've been absent from your world for too long, so long that my memories are blurred. I've always thought that you were still the child who followed me to learn books and play the flute. I've always thought that you were still the child who was crazy for love. I've always thought that Master was a part of you that you would never give up. However, I've forgotten that you've already grown up. You can change. However, I still believe that even death can't cut off your feelings for Master.
I will show you my determination. If you don't believe me, I'll show you.
I don't want you to use death to cut off our relationship, cut off this life, and let go of the next life.
Luo Xuan left the white shore. Behind him, a gust of wind passed by. The gorgeous red spider lilies were like elves in the dark night, sighing with emotion about the irredeemable love in the human world.
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