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Yiren wanted to understand and reflect on that period of history, but from whom? Mu Jianshe only knows how to spray oil and tell jokes (There were also some jokes about sex.) President Nian did not say anything other than closing cases and making money. Mu Dawang was like the Maitreya Buddha. He was a person who had nothing to do with himself and only smiled. Li Xixiao and Hu Chunyi only talked about gambling every day. Nian Linshen rarely came to court. If he did not talk to you in court, you'd better not talk to him. He would be rude and think that you were the best friend of "Nian Niu Fu". There was also Young Master Gui Tang who had bad intentions towards him. He didn't talk about sex either. He only talked about how a certain secretary was very evil and how a certain mayor liked women…
Yiren had collected some books about **, but they were not comprehensive. Yiren wanted to go to the Hewang County Library to read. The library needed a library card, and a library card was 50 yuan. Every time she read, she had to pay extra. It was fifty yuan, so be it. After all, with a library card, he could borrow other books to read, not just books about *. How could he not read if he wanted to write a good 'life path'?
Yi Ren felt that almost all of the books that wrote about the Tang Dynasty treated that period of history as a joke. It was as if they were watching the fire from afar. It was not painful, there was no pain, no historical atmosphere, no deep exploration of the reason, no responsible calculation of the losses of the Tang Dynasty, and no one reflected on it. Learn from it.
The first evil consequence of the uprising was to engage in personal worship, trample on democracy, and lead to tyranny and violence. He pushed the party leader, Comrade Xu, to the point where he was not an immortal but more than an immortal (the emperors of the past dynasties only regarded themselves as the Son of Heaven, but the Tang Dynasty actually regarded Xu as an immortal. His creativity was really at the peak of perfection), thus seriously trampling on the inner-party democratic system and forming the Tang Dynasty's one-man-rule. Xu's words became golden words. What was right was right, and what was wrong was right. No one could distinguish whether Xu's words were right or wrong. At this moment, the Chinese government had lost its mind. It was actually so obsessed with those who harbored evil intentions and some people who followed suit to praise him. It had completely forgotten the concepts that the Chinese government had to keep in mind for a long time, such as the legal system, democracy, science, and human rights. In the end, the legal system and the democratic system were trampled on, science was thrown out of the nine heavens, and human rights became a term that could not be mentioned…
The second evil consequence of the uprising was the inevitable decline of the national economy, which was on the verge of collapse. The lives of the people were very difficult, completely deviated from the purpose of the party to benefit the people. Under the banner of class struggle, almost all the state institutions were destroyed, which brought great obstacles to the normal operation of the country...
The third evil consequence of the revolution was that science suffered an unprecedented destructive blow. Almost all the scholars were locked up in the cowshed indiscriminately, and scientific research could not be carried out at all. Science and technology were the catalyst for human progress. If science and technology were defeated, it would mean that the path of progress and development for the people of China would be cut off…
The fourth evil consequence of the ** was that it directly led to the indifference of family relations, the deterioration of social ethos, and the complete lack of trust between people. It led to everyone feeling insecure (the Red Guards, the so-called ** The wife of a famous person who had made great contributions to the country and society was seriously ill.(He was also a famous person who had made contributions) was the "object of dictatorship". At that time, no hospital dared to accept this patient who was in danger of life. The hospital's natural responsibility of saving the dying and healing the wounded was crushed by the pressure of class struggle. This famous person found his friend-the director of a hospital-and this friend actually avoided him as much as possible. He reluctantly accepted the patient. He even repeatedly warned the doctor to take class struggle as the key link and to distinguish between friend and foe. The director even instructed him to stop taking medicine and chase him away many times. In the end, the hospital director did not feel guilty at all when the patient died. There was also a man called Gu Zhun, who was beaten to the right wing. His five daughters left him, and his wife divorced him. Later, he became poor and fell into poverty. Before he died, he wanted to see his children, but none of them were willing to meet him. His mother wanted to go, but her sister stopped her…(After his death, Gu Zhun's works were compiled and published by his younger brother. At this time, his children stood up and said,"The original image of his father is now completely tall and clear.")
The fifth evil consequence of rape was the serious distortion of society. There were often jokes in social life. It was well known that during the rape period, a female middle school student wrote a limerick in the English exam: I'm from China, why should I learn a foreign language? I don't need to learn the basics, I can still operate the machine. As a result, she was criticized by the teacher. She didn't know how she found out about this matter, but she made a big fuss out of such a small matter. She cried, made a fuss, and "complained". She said that this was the result of the teacher's implementation of the "revision, intellectual education first". She called for the destruction of the dignity of the teachers and arrested the principal and the teacher involved. Another was the case of the hero who failed to pass the physics exam in 1973. Zhang Tiesheng, a student, failed to pass the physics exam and became the "anti-trend hero". Not only was he accepted as a college student, but he also became an official in the Party and became a member of the Standing Committee of the National People's Congress. There was a worker who had written the word "former servant,""former servant," and "later broken" by mistake when practicing calligraphy. There was also a little intellectual who had studied a little and named his three sons " Aiguo,"" Airen," and " Aidang." It was originally a red heart, but the flaw was seen. When it was connected together, it was " Aiguo Party." This was bad enough. Of course, it would be enough for him to suffer in the future...
The sixth evil consequence of the ** was to fabricate lies and deceive oneself. The grain production was projected to the satellite, boasting that the yield per mu was 10,000 catties or even hundreds of thousands of catties. In fact, it was just cutting the rice from other places and putting them all into one mu of land to pretend to be high-yield. How high would hundreds of thousands of catties of rice be piled into one mu of land? How could such a simple lie fool the great leaders? The people could not eat their fill, could not wear warm clothes, but could not speak. Even with their stomachs tied, they still had to sing praises. When the doctor saw a person who was so hungry that his whole body was swollen, he did not dare to say that it was a disease caused by hunger. He could only say that he did not know what the disease was. They could not report the deaths of people who starved to death, and they had to smile and look forward to the bright future…
Are there any more? There should be. Ten years *, a great disaster, it's not something that can be explained with just a few words…But why didn't he use the word 'crime' but the word 'evil' instead? Yiren asked himself, wasn't "crime" more accurate than "evil consequence"? Yiren tried hard to think about why he unconsciously avoided using the word "crime"... Oh, it turned out that this word was used too frequently in the book. If he used this word, he would be suspected of using it against the book. Moreover, there was also a feeling of "if you want to add a crime, why worry about not having a word"... Thinking about it further, it turned out that the damage of the book to people was really too great, so great that people were unwilling to use the word "indignation". Such a disaster was so serious, so what was the use of indignation? The most important thing was to sit down calmly and reflect and summarize…
The more Yi Ren thought about it, the more she couldn't understand it, and the more she thought about it, the more confused she became.
Yiren wanted to visit a rebel who was active in the Tang Dynasty, but the rebel said that he couldn't explain it clearly.
As a result, the history of the Chinese Medicine Association became a sore spot in Yiren's heart. He thought about studying the Chinese Medicine Association in the past. He heard that there were people studying this period of history overseas, but there was no such thing in China. The pain in his body had to be studied by others. Could this be one of the reasons why medical development was not fast? Was this one of the reasons why history often repeated itself? Where should he start? There is no information among the people, and there is also very little written information. What can you do? What was he researching for? Aren't you doing something useless? People will soon forget about politics and actively devote themselves to economic development. Why do you still want to dwell on that painful history? * It has nothing to do with you. When it ends, you are not in primary school yet. You can completely ignore this period of history. You said that you want to write about the trajectory of life, the most real life and society. You only need to start from the time you can remember…However…history is coherent. It can cut off memories, but it can't cut off history. If you don't figure out the time, you will never write the most real life trajectory. It's like you don't have a clear father.(Even the memories of their ancestors), it was impossible to have a real life history. Whether it was thoughts or systems, they were all related. Could you cut out an unpleasant history like cutting out the cecum? Only by facing reality and figuring out the path they had taken could they walk the next path correctly. They were all people who walked on the road. What reason did they have not to return to the path they had walked before? Because they had never looked back, reflected on it, had no painful memories, and had no mental preparation to prevent the same mistakes…
Yiren kept thinking about the people and things around him to see if there was any relationship between him and the Tang Dynasty. He thought about it almost in detail and compared it…
Did the people who were in the *** back then also think that ** was wrong? If the people, who were the protagonists of life, could not perceive the right and wrong of their own lives, then what was the point of all living beings having brains? So who could announce the fault of the government? Could it be that the right and wrong of history was just " if you say you are right, you are right. If you are wrong, you are right "? Then, do we have the right to think about whether the society we live in is right or wrong? Would our current peaceful society be completely denied? Would he wake up from a dream after completely denying it? Then who could control the waking and sleeping of the people?
After I become a high official, I have to retire immediately after the age of 60 and let an elected person take over.
After you retire, you have the heart to watch others walk a different path from you? A path that you don't think is right? A path that you think is not beneficial to the country and the people?
Who is responsible for the **, who is repentant for the **? * Was he repenting now? Did they feel wronged and resentful? We have to punish the bad guys, punish those who have forgotten their humanity, who forget who they are when they are popular, who take pleasure in pranking others, and who do not respect others. We have to distance ourselves from these people and isolate them. We have to make them suffer in their hearts, thoroughly reflect on themselves, and finally discover their conscience. We have to make them suffer the losses they deserve for the evil they have done…Zhou Yang pranked others, but they were pranked instead. Isn't this the good end of people with bad intentions? * And? And the bad guys around him, most of them lived a bad life, and they deserved it…Everyone could consciously not be a bad person, and society could not become bad again.
Yi Ren saw Li Xixiao slowly distancing himself from Xiao Liu.
Little Liu " committed suicide " for the second time. She slit her wrist and blood flowed all over the ground. Fortunately, she was rescued in time and did not die.
At that time, Yi Ren thought that Xiao Liu was just playing a trick. In fact, he never thought that people in love were crazy and stupid. How could it be a trick?
Things had gotten out of hand. Xiaoliu's mother wanted Li Xixiao to say," To marry or not to marry! In fact, how could Li Xixiao have a choice? I heard that Li Xixiao did something he shouldn't have done!
What could it be? Wasn't it just a nap?
Do you think it's so easy to shed your skin after sleeping?
Xiao Liu's mother went around persuading people, saying that Li Xixiao had no conscience. She had already talked to Yiren five times and even asked Yiren to tell Li Xixiao that he would go to the dean next.
Why would he look for the dean for such a thing?
Yi Ren passed the message to Li Xixiao.
Later on, he heard that President Nian had done his job for Li Xixiao and was preparing to get engaged.
President Nian was the matchmaker, and Yiren was the deputy matchmaker. Three people from Li Xixiao's side (Li Xixiao, President Nian, and Yiren) went, but Xiao Liu's family made it especially grand. They received and sent firecrackers, and three relatives and six families sat at several tables…
There were many teachers (technical secondary school teachers) who lost their jobs. Weren't they engineers of the human soul? Didn't he swear to work hard for the cause of education? Why did he lose his job? Why didn't he give her a chance to serve the country? If everyone stopped breaking the law, would I lose my job too? No way. If everyone doesn't break the law, everyone will have less to worry about. The whole world will be in order. Of course, it's a good thing. In that case, is it worth it to ask everyone to gather some money, or to ask the country to take out some money to feed us? So I won't lose my job. However, if there were really no lawbreakers, would anyone be willing to raise funds? Would the country be willing to pay? If no one pays, we will lose our jobs. Once we lose our jobs, people who break the law will appear. Will everyone regret it? Will the country regret it? Why couldn't he just pay a little money in exchange for peace? Why didn't he have a long-term perspective? However, even if there were no more lawbreakers, I would still lose my job. In that case, wouldn't the lawbreakers be our parents?
Mu Jianshe said that the law was unreasonable. Did you say that the law was unreasonable? You're not a legal expert. Others have considered more than you. Isn't the law sacred? You, Mu Jianshe, can even point fingers at me, what is there to be sacred about? In fact, there was nothing sacred about the law. In the eyes of the officials at all levels, it was just a tool to control people. Since it was a tool, of course, they could choose what was suitable for their use! Since it was a tool, what was the point of being sacred? Since it was a tool, it definitely wouldn't have any killing effect on him. In this way, it didn't matter whether it was right or wrong. As the saying went," If I say it's right, it's right. If I say it's wrong, it's wrong."" It's power that controls the law, not law that controls power." What exactly was the law? Yi Ren also felt that the law itself was full of problems, and with the lack of authority, how could it be done according to the law?
"I am a person who truly has my own opinions. It is impossible for others to easily change my views. No matter what bewitching methods or goading methods others use, I will always maintain a clear mind. I will not change because of so-called authority, the temptation of power and wealth, disguised propaganda, flattery, the schemes of the lowly, the cries of the weak, or the impact of popular views." It would not change because of the different views of the girl he loved, nor because he was irritated by the plain life, nor because he pursued snobbery. What was right was right, and what was wrong was wrong. There was no ambiguity.
I'm afraid of panicking. I don't trust my leaders, friends, or myself. I'm afraid of being cheated when I buy things, I'm afraid of being cheated when I listen to conversations, I'm afraid of being seduced when I watch television. I'm also afraid that I'm lying when I talk to others. What could he do? The doctor might be lying to you when he said you should take some medicine, and after lying to you, he would get a kickback. The leader patting you on the shoulder and praising you might be lying to you. He might be lying to you to work in peace. He would give the real benefits to those who benefit him. The teacher may be lying to you about the course you take, or he may be keeping an eye on the money in your pocket. If the seller said that the goods were good, he would be lying to you. When a girl said that you were elegant, she was lying to you. Her purpose was to make you happy so that you would be willing to be deceived by her. If a friend advised you to do something, it might be to incite you. He was originally entrusted by others to use you to do something. A certain professor was talking about the scientific nature and creativity of a certain theory, but in fact, he was only relying on nonsense to make a living…What should he do? All professions are a "cheat" word. Are there any good people around? Do you still have friends? I look down on reporters, doctors, teachers…I have to survive in this world. I can't live in fear for a long time! It was said that only people could adapt to society, but not society. How should I adapt to this society? Should I go with the flow? Was it getting worse? No way, he wouldn't be able to accept himself if he completely changed into another person!
He hated polyphone characters. There was no other use for him to make a few pronunciations of a word except to make it profound.
Na Ying and Yu Qiuyu's rise to fame was exactly the same. Some people had flowers blooming within the walls, while they had flowers blooming outside the walls, but they had flowers blooming within the walls. Both of them had struggled in the mainland for many years without any improvement, but they were appreciated in Taiwan and became famous overnight. It wasn't that Taiwan didn't have capable people, nor was it that the mainland didn't have Bole [1]. It was just a rule. The Taiwan media, who were used to supporting the people around them, wanted to praise the foreign monks who were slightly further away and had some cultural connections. It could be considered as a change of taste. The two of them became famous just like that, from Taiwan all the way to China. This was another rule. The moon outside was rounder, and our media also needed a change of taste, so we fulfilled the two of them. Therefore, working hard was one thing, and becoming famous was another. Of course, some people said that becoming famous was not success, but what was success? It was also Xuan Xuan's.
Old things could form authority, while new things always made people suspicious. This was also a regular thing, so authority was also unreliable. The reason for authority was more because it was not authoritative.
I want to make a movie too, a movie that will truly move all of humanity. I will never imitate anyone. "Zhang Yimou is unique, but he's not considered authoritative. He has too many worldly aspects. I definitely want to surpass Zhang Yimou and win a bigger award. I want to move and conquer more people.
The word "honest" really had a rich meaning. Was it loyalty? Was it steadiness? Loyalty? Was it his duty? Was it stupidity? Was he incompetent? They were all incredible. Originally, he hated to complicate simple problems, but some problems were indeed not simple. He used to think of himself as an honest person and took pride in being honest. Later, he revised it and thought that he could be loyal but not too honest and dutiful. If he was too dutiful, he would be deceived and bullied by others, so he thought that he was not really an honest person. He always thought that his classmate He Gongcheng was the real honest person. He never lied or talked big, so he was always deceived. He was deceived and drank a glass of boiled drink. Because of his dutiful behavior, he waited for him at the fork for an hour. However, he did not know that his classmates had already taken a shortcut to the cinema. He was the only honest person, but others thought that Yiren was an honest person. Yiren was not convinced at first, thinking that others looked down on others. However, those who said that Yiren was honest were also called honest people by more flexible people, such as not knowing how to exchange gifts for benefits, not knowing how to observe people's expressions... There were also more flexible people who said that this person was an honest person, saying that he did not fight for an official position, and did not bully others. They pushed him up one level after another, so there was no real honest person. It seemed that everyone was an honest person in the eyes of some people and a cunning person in the eyes of others. Later, Yi Ren realized that he was really an honest person. He insisted too much and thought too much. He often couldn't avoid letting himself suffer. How could he not be an honest person? The leader always said that Yiren was honest, but Yiren didn't know how to be an honest person. Why should she be an honest person? If I become a dishonest person, will it be good for my career and my leader? Is your leader an honest person? If you're not an honest person, what dishonest things have you done? Why didn't you tell me honestly when you did something dishonest? Why did he always flaunt that he was a good person and a good official? Was everything fake?
As long as he worked hard and succeeded in one place, he could drive many other successes. For example, if he sang well, he would perform well. If he performed well, he would do business. For example, if one person achieved the Tao, chickens and dogs would rise to heaven.
There was no sex in platonic love. The two of them were far apart. They had never met, so how could they have sex? Was a spiritual love a higher level of love? Will I develop a spiritual love?
There was a problem in the county court.
Actually, it wasn't really troublesome. President Liang of the economic court accepted a case of debt. The defendant was the police chief's driver (using the term "chief's driver" should not be considered fabricated, right?）The case was sentenced for a long time, but it could not be executed. President Liang made up his mind to close down one of the defendant's hair salons. This hair salon was a big deal. The director's driver had negotiated with President Liang and the president many times, and the president agreed to unseal it. However, President Liang was stubborn and would never unseal it unless he paid the execution fee. The director's driver became angry and found a few gangsters.）After beating up President Liang, the police officers in the court were boiling over. They strongly requested to arrest the chief driver, but Director Sun evaded them by saying,"Beating people is the responsibility of the public security department. We can't do things illegally!”。Why would the police deal with the chief's driver? So no one cared about this matter? It was President Liang's wife who had a plan. He brought the child to Director Sun's house to cry. Director Sun had no choice but to agree to a meeting to discuss it. During the meeting, Director Sun's attitude was very clear. Last year, the Public Security Bureau and the Public Security Bureau had a huge fight. Only the court was not involved. The relationship between the Public Security Bureau and the Public Security Bureau is a little delicate. I think for the sake of the overall situation, we should not touch the chief's driver.
The "conflict" between the Public Security Bureau and the Public Security Bureau that Director Sun was referring to was like this: The prosecutor's office arrested the former driver of the police chief because the driver extorted a confession by torture.），The police had negotiated with the prosecutor a few times, but the prosecutor didn't give them any face and sued the driver. The court said,"We were forced to do so. The driver did indeed extort a confession through torture, and the impact was bad. We could only follow suit and try our best to give him a suspended sentence. Consider it our hard work." Of course, the police were not to be trifled with. A few days later, they detained the chief prosecutor's driver. He was used to gambling. The prosecutor thought that the police would not be able to come up with any good ideas. As long as the police handed him over for investigation and prosecution, they would immediately release him! However, the police's move was even more damaging. But this is the original words) The three years of hard labor for the driver, is this really called "the good show is coming"? The court had jumped out to mediate again. The prosecutor could file an administrative lawsuit, not the police! However, the prosecutor seemed to be more familiar with the laws of China and did not file an administrative lawsuit. They said that they would find a way to make the driver suffer, so the driver naturally became a national hero who suffered for the country. What did Director Sun mean by the subtle relationship between the court and the public security organs? Was it because they sentenced their driver? Or was it because he was too talkative and asked the prosecutor to file an administrative lawsuit?
However, the truth was still in the hands of the majority. Most of the leaders requested that the police chief's driver be detained. Director Sun could not resist it and issued a detention warrant.
However, the bailiff who detained the driver was disobedient. He didn't imprison the driver in Ganyang County but in a neighboring county. He even said that he had to take good care of him. Director Sun panicked. He had thought that detaining the chief's driver was just a formality, but he did not expect it to be true.
After only four or five days, Director Sun couldn't take it anymore. He took the initiative to release the chief's driver. This was going to be a good show. President Liang and his wife went to the court to make a scene. Then, the entire economic court went on strike. Then, no one from the other courts went to work.
You "stop" your work, and I'll continue to be an official who's as stable as Mount Tai. It was almost time for the new term, but the anxious Director Sun couldn't wait for the new term to succeed. He bought a new 2000 Santana sedan in advance and still sat in the car to guide the work.
A piece of news quickly spread from Ganyang to Qiu Long as if it had wings. In Ganyang Town, a girl was tricked into raping a young man on the mountain with just a piece of bubble gum. Dozens of young men from the same village as the girl rushed up the mountain and beat the young man to death!
He thought of the Tang army again. There were so many passionate Red Guards in the Tang army. What was the difference between them and those young men who killed people? Why did he always talk about killing people? Could it be that the "passion" of young people was so easily ignited? Has Yiren ever been passionate? Yes, there was. If a young man didn't have passion, would he still be called a young man? But regardless of the consequences, regardless of the purpose, pure passion ignited like wildfire is also harmful. If you are in the **, do you also want to participate in literary and martial arts? If the ** is still not denied, do you also want to follow it? What a terrifying scene!
There was also the election of county-level people's congress representatives.
It was fine to choose, but the town had to call the electorate to a meeting before the election day, saying who should be elected and who should not be elected. This was the first time Yiren heard that the election had to listen to the instructions of the higher-ups, so she was very angry. He had participated in many elections in the past, but he had never heard of anyone being elected according to the will of the leader. You can just arrange for someone. After the meeting, the person who presided over the meeting was still worried, so he asked the leaders of the various units to stay and asked everyone to express their views. During the election, he insisted on choosing who to choose according to the will of the leader.
Yiren wondered how the Chinese government's democratic system had come to this point. Fraud was really pervasive!
Didn't the new county party secretary say that he was a wise leader? But why did he ask for the election to be held in this way? Our Secretary Yu, whether it's your refusal of bribes or your investigation of the officials, if you openly play with the democratic system in Hewang County, how long will your so-called reputation last? How much value will it have?
Originally, when she heard that the town interfered with the village committee election and forced the villagers to choose who they should choose, Yiren hated the dog officials for trampling on democracy. On the other hand, she hated the villagers for being too easy to talk to. They didn't reflect on the higher ups and didn't raise any resistance. But now that she thought about it, what could you do if you reflected on the higher ups? What can you resist? Aren't you powerless against the bureaucrats who trample on democracy?
However, Yi Ren decided not to follow the leader's will to draw circles, even though he didn't know any of the three candidates!
When the election was about to begin, President Nian said,""Choose my ass. I've already decided on someone. I'm not going to put on an act. Let's go to the county to play cards!”。
President Nian was the best. He made a silent protest with his actions.
However, in the county (the leader must have called the county), President Nian called the cook, Gui Tangshao, to vote for the first candidate. Wasn't the first person the leader said he would protect?
Young Master Gui Tang was illiterate!
However, Gui Tangshao was definitely good at playing circles.
The few of them were playing cards in the county. The other places in the county were also holding an election, so the streets were not particularly lively. President Nian suggested that they play "Gong" on the roadside. After all, no one cared about playing cards!
Yiren always liked to let her imagination run wild when she played cards.
Why did he have to play cards? Wasn't this a waste of time? Actually, I still have a lot of things to do. When I'm free, I prefer to read books that I like to read, but people say that reading too many books will only make people dumbfounded…Don't let your imagination run wild, you've already lost several times. President Nian said that Li Xixiao stole the cards, and Li Xixiao said that he learned it from the leader. Who was the leader? Why would they steal cards? Why were they so bored? What kind of people were they? But why didn't Li Xixiao say anything? Did he just have to learn to steal cards when he saw the leader stealing cards? Shouldn't he expose the leader? How did Li Xixiao discover that the leader had stolen the cards? Why didn't you notice? Why would he steal cards when he was just playing cards? Moreover, it was just a few colleagues who were hanging out all day long. Why would he suspect others? However…it seemed that trusting people was unreliable. But how did President Nian discover that Li Xixiao was stealing cards? Was it easy to understand? He was afraid of being imitated after doing something he shouldn't have done, so he easily discovered that Li Xixiao was imitating his leader.
If he lost, so be it. It was just for fun. What was so great about it? Will my life fail like a card game: Half-hearted, unable to find out that someone else stole the cards, and suffer a loss in silence…My card skills are extremely bad. Is it because my card skills are bad, or is it because someone else is playing tricks? There were both factors. I didn't care about my poor card skills, but after losing too much and being criticized by others, I began to face my poor card skills seriously. At first, I thought that big shots and celebrities would not care about trifles because they had great achievements. Therefore, although I wasn't proud of my poor card skills, at least I wouldn't be so upset. But he was a great person and a celebrity. Who were you? How can you compare with them? You're just an ordinary person. Why do you compare yourself to a great person? Their one achievement could cover all their flaws. Do you have any achievements? No! So you can only care about every gain, including winning a small card game. But I rarely win a card game, so what is the point of success in my life?
Will I accomplish nothing? The so-called high and low? Overreach? No, at least I have lofty ideals! What was a lofty ideal? To be a person who was beneficial to society? What kind of ideal is this? It's just a principle of being a person, not a concrete ideal. Think about it carefully. In short, my initial ideal is to be a person who manages society. What kind of person is a person who manages society? It's a high official! Now it seemed that it was impossible to be a high official. Moreover, the ideal of being a high official was the common ideal of everyone who had a little education. Moreover, most people's ideals would be shattered one after another. After they were shattered, what was the ideal that a person was really worth pursuing? It seemed to be writing. It was the trajectory of life. What was the purpose of writing? In order to not stop thinking, what was the point of thinking? In order to be able to write, wasn't this mutual cause and effect, falling into a strange circle? What was the purpose of writing and thinking? It didn't seem clear…
From this time on, he had to pull himself together and stop letting his imagination run wild. He had to play his cards well. "I got a five of hearts. Oh, right, I must win this time. Five of hearts represents victory. Two more hearts. I'm really lucky. One hand of red will never run out…Why did I get a nine of black hearts? It doesn't matter. There are no setbacks in life. A nine of black hearts doesn't mean anything…I got three flowers in a row. The next one must be a heart. If it's really a heart, it means that I will definitely succeed in my generation. Otherwise, it will mean that I will have a rough life." What hardships? In a peaceful era, no matter how bumpy it was, how bumpy could it be? Why was it a square? It wasn't a red heart! Not bad, right? Red is always better than black. Even if there isn't a big success, there is still a small success. Even if you don't get first place, you have to get second place! Oh right," second " might be a characteristic of my life. In the past, it was impossible for me to be particularly outstanding, but I could always rank better. I was second in the court, and I only got into the college entrance examination on my second try…
He had finally won once, and he had won once while letting his imagination run wild. Did I get paranoid? Did she also let her imagination run wild? How could one know if one's thoughts were invisible? Who said that one could not multitask? Didn't I think like crazy while playing cards and occasionally win?
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