Time: 2009-4-24:43:38 Words: 1871
At the beginning of junior high school, the impulse of desire began to sprout in his heart. The temptation of the outside world bred the abnormal impulse in his heart. He could not resist the temptation that came from the front of his eyes. The realistic and accessible goods were helpless and he was short of money. His family, which was almost penniless, could not satisfy his vanity. The heart of comparison was not used to seek knowledge and study. He lost in the competition with his classmates in the county. The beautiful dissuasion was useless. He even felt that Yanmei's help was also a disguised pity. Although Zhiyuan felt that he had to repay Yanmei for helping her selflessly and unconditionally, he still couldn't refuse other people's help. Yanmei wasn't an outsider, but there was no reason for them to help other than friendship. Yanmei's help became a burden in his heart. He thought of the day when he could earn money independently and achieve his pride, and regain his lost dignity in front of Yanmei.
More than ten years had passed, and Zhiyuan had grown up from a child to a teenager. The society and environment in his memory changed day by day, but their family's situation still did not improve. Now, the old house at home was still his home after wandering around. It was still the house that was built in the spring of 1981. Zhiyuan was only three years old when the house was built, but he vaguely remembered some of the scenes at that time. However, the chicken nest on the windowsill had disappeared at some point. The scene of picking eggs at that time was still clearly printed on the wall that was stained with soda. The memory of his mother rushing to sell eggs in the morning was still on the road between his home and the county town, although the road had long been widened and the narrow path had become a straight and flat asphalt road. The memories were not washed away by the passing traffic and replayed in Zhiyuan's mind.
Zhiyuan walked out of the school gate with pride. The blow of reality quickly burned out his passion. Today's situation was not the sorrow of life, nor was there a need to complain about the injustice of fate. He blamed his suffering on God's teasing. All the consequences were caused by his own shallowness. He lay in bed and thought about it for a long time. He could not see through the fog of the world. The traces of his home were hidden in the dusk of the sky. He couldn't fall asleep even if he lay down, so he might as well go for a walk. He had been here for so long and had yet to see how others worked. He gently got off the bed and put on his shoes. His head was a little swollen, and the gauze wrapped around his head was tightly stretched. He was still a little dizzy when he got off the bed just now. It was time to take his medicine. He swallowed the medicine with the cold water in the rice bowl. There were still some vegetables floating in the water that hadn't been washed. It was Hei Zi who took the initiative to help him wash the rice bowl. Hei Zi, who was half-hearted, always failed to do the simplest things. When he needed it, he didn't care about anything.
Zhiyuan walked out of the dormitory and came to the busy brick kiln. The dust inside was a little suffocating. He gently covered his mouth and nose and came to the place where he stacked the kiln. As soon as he entered the cave, he heard Yang Wu's shout. Yang Wu was directing the repair of the collapsed bricks. When he came to the front, Zhiyuan saw that Hei Zi was also there. It was Hei Zi who restacked the collapsed bricks. Hei Zi was an old hand at stacking the kiln, but he did not want to worry about it. Some of the people inside were sticking straw paper on the stacked billets. They had to use the paper to paste all the places on the billets that were exposed to the wind so that the kiln would not be blown randomly to avoid affecting the even firing. Seeing that Zhiyuan was back, Yang Wu said to him,""Miao, it's done so quickly. Your carelessness almost affected my plan to ignite the kiln. I'm still waiting for you here.”Zhiyuan knew that Yang Wu's words were both true and false, teasing and teasing. How could he recover so quickly? Seeing that Zhiyuan was silent, Yang Wu continued,""Xiaomiao, count how many broken bricks there are on the ground. Two bricks are equivalent to a whole brick. Look at how many you've ruined.”Zhiyuan remained silent. He could hear the dissatisfaction in Yang Five's words. He didn't know what to say or what not to say. He was afraid that if he said something wrong, he would offend Yang Five and drive him away. He was afraid that he would have no place to recuperate. Fortunately, the mistake had been fixed. Although it was not Zhiyuan's fault, Yang Wu still left in satisfaction. Everyone was also cleaning up the scene. This time, there were more than 100 pieces of broken bricks in half the truck.
Another day passed. With the uneasiness of a guilty conscience and the pain on his head, Zhiyuan stood at the entrance of the cave. The lights of the distant mountain village were lit up, and the stars were like candlelight embedded in the foot of the mountain. The lights behind them went out, and everyone walked out of the cave. The dark cave was deep and mysterious. The darkness brought terrible fear, as if it was going to devour Zhiyuan's body. Zhiyuan quickly followed behind everyone and left.
Zhiyuan was a person who couldn't sit still. Perhaps he was born to work hard. After resting for a few days, he felt full of strength again. He wandered around every corner of the brick kiln. He looked at everyone's busy figures and couldn't resist his impulse. He felt that he had been abandoned by the brick kiln. He was a little afraid that fate would deprive him of the right to work.
Zhiyuan spent the next four days with conflicting thoughts. This was the rest time he had been looking forward to for a long time. Other than the first day when he could sleep soundly, he could not sleep peacefully these days. His mind was full of wild thoughts. According to the doctor's instructions, he went to the clinic to remove the thread on the wound. The doctor said that the wound was healing well and the gauze wrapped around his head could finally be removed. He had been running around in a hurry during the day. He wanted to go to his second uncle's house in the mine because it was not suitable to go because his head was wrapped in gauze. It would also bring unnecessary worry to his second uncle's family. His bag still contained a letter to Yanmei. He wanted to go to the post office in the Kuangqu to mail the letter to Yanmei personally. The letter contained his love, guilt, apology, and concern for Yanmei.
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