Time: 2009-3-920:48:06 Words: 1942
In the evening, I walked past the village that I hadn't seen for many years, guided by the last sunlight that was gradually dimming. Everything here began to hide in front of my eyes, as if I was hiding from an old friend who had been separated for a long time. Their faces hadn't changed much, but I didn't feel much familiarity with them. Perhaps I knew them, but they didn't know me. It was still as lively and noisy as before. Queen Azshara's palace was still as majestic and magnificent as ever, as if its color had never been eroded by the wind and rain. I looked at it as if I wanted to see the distant dream of a thousand years ago.
The guard looked at me suspiciously. He didn't understand my feelings. He wouldn't recognize me, a young man who had been out adrift for a very long time, yet he used his gaze to expel an elf who was born and raised here. How sad was this? This was my hometown, but no one knew me.
Darkness has descended, but I am not afraid, because we Night Elves are never afraid of darkness. Thus, the mages in the palace used magic to light up the light. However, the light didn't illuminate anything. Instead, it increased the darkness in my heart. I could only leave in disappointment and return to the path I came from. In this night elf village shrouded in darkness, I felt as if I had lost everything. Yes, this village had never brought me a trace of light. Here, I only saw endless disappointment and endless indifference!
I once gave the elves a chance, but they didn't cherish it. What else was there for me to protect such a race with my life?
The road was still lively, but this liveliness had nothing to do with me. Everything here did not belong to me, and I was just a passer-by here. It was in the past, it was now, and it would be in the future! Looking at those cheerful faces that were so familiar yet so far away, I couldn't help but think of the past. The past was still vivid in my mind, drowning me like a tide.
A thousand years ago, an unknown Elven Priest told me that you would definitely become a great person in the future with a pair of golden eyes. At that time, Aunty Ollie gently stroked my head and smiled at me, telling me that I would use my own hands to protect the Night Elves in the future. It turned out that at that time, Aunty already knew that this day would come! At that time, my thoughts were very simple. As long as I was with Auntie again, I would do anything! Because I never knew what a mother's love was. I didn't have a mother in my previous life, and it's the same in this life. It's Aunt Ollie who takes care of me like a mother. If this continues, I think I'll personally protect my happiness!
However, such an arrangement was destroyed by a " coincidence ". This should have been an " accident ", but this " accident " mercilessly shattered my last bit of fantasy. In the end, I still suffered the same fate as Illidan in the storyline of my previous life. I no longer understood the indifference of my people and was treated as an accessory of my brother. I don't understand. We both have the same surname, Stormrage, and we both work hard. Why is my brother considered a genius, while I am an accessory of a genius? Why is all my hard work taken for granted? I tried to change everything. Why didn't you give me a chance? Elves, do you know that I have tried to gain your approval? Why do you only see Malfurion Stormrage and ignore Illidan Stormrage? Descendants of the great Kaledor, how unfair are you?
I gave you all a chance, but you didn't cherish it. So I left with a heart full of hatred. I didn't believe in fate, so I made plans for my future, but I never told anyone about it, not even Jarod. However, no one knew how heavy the pressure was on my exhausted heart. How much I yearned for peace, but I was on the verge of chaos. I was powerless to change all of this. How much I yearned for freedom, but I was controlled by fate like a puppet. Step by step, I walked down the path of no return. How much I yearned for freedom to fly, but my wings were broken by someone! I yearned for all of this, but it will never happen.
In the world of Azeroth, I played the role of a tragic character. I was not a good actor in terms of fate, because I was constantly thinking about how to escape Illidan's fate. Perhaps, some people would say that my resistance to fate is a powerless struggle, a waste of life, time, energy, feelings, sadness, and helplessness, but what can I do? Let history repeat itself? If it was someone else acting in this scene, perhaps I would watch it with relish and even clap my hands and shout. However, the actor in this scene is me. Can I watch history develop? The answer was definitely yes!
In this place where I was born, I spent a thousand years. I spent a lot of effort and helplessness, and also consumed a lot of energy and helplessness from others. I was born in a hurry, then grew up in a hurry, and then left in a hurry, just to escape my fate. However, fate once again brought me back here. I think I really can't escape this time! After experiencing the battle with the Black Dragon, I understood that when it was my turn, I wouldn't be able to escape, no matter where I was!
I was happily born, but I left in pain again. Here, I tried again and again, but I was disappointed again and again. I tried again and again, but I lost again and again. I was so disappointed that I was numb. I had tried enough. What I tried to save was useless. What else did I have left?
There was nothing left, only hatred and frustration.
I finally understood the pain, anger, and sorrow that Illidan had felt in the original storyline. He had been under his brother's glory for his entire life, and could only silently hide it. If I hadn't experienced it myself, I wouldn't have been able to understand why Illidan hated the Night Elves so much. But now, I understood, and I was deeply hurt!
" This is fate. If you want to resist fate, you will have to pay a heavy price. Now, I've experienced it, but I have no choice.
The streets were still bustling, but it had nothing to do with me. I just wanted to end my destiny as soon as possible and complete this reincarnation to prepare for the next one…
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