Time: 2009-2- 18 16:22:27 Words: 2459
Aunty Ollie left the village yesterday. She was transferred to another village because of work. I respected this female elf who had taken care of me since I was young. I was very reluctant to part with her. Although she had treated me as a little devil since I was young, she still took good care of me. Therefore, she was my only friend in this world. In front of her, I was truly like a child. I had nothing to worry about. Even if I was wary of this world.
With her departure, I once again felt lonely. Because of the invasion of loneliness, I once again felt that I was no longer the undisciplined king of magical beasts, but the future traitor, Illidan Stormrage. I didn't want to repeat the mistakes of history. From the moment I was reborn, I was Illidan. I really couldn't carry that heavy burden, and I didn't want to carry it. I was stuck between my clansmen, my lover, and my own desires. I've had enough of that feeling of not being understood in my previous life. I don't want to have it again.
Auntie is gone. I need to sort out my chaotic thoughts and think about how I should walk in the future. I had to choose a clear path for myself. Otherwise, if I continued like this, I would only end up being destroyed. I had already lost my life once, so I didn't want to have a second time.
Every world was fair and had its own rules. It would not change because of a certain factor. This was balance. The Night Elves were indeed a special existence in this world because they had broken the balance of the " rules ". If someone asked you which race was the most arrogant in this world? I believe that most people will tell you that they are the Night Elves. Don't doubt it. As the first awakened race, they have smart minds, strong bodies, excellent appearances, and even eternal life. Even the dragons, who have lived for ten thousand years and are ancient creatures from the same era as the gods, are envious of the Elves.
As the most favored race in the world, the night elves naturally had the capital to be proud of. At least at this time, it was difficult for creatures to compete with the elves. After all, as immortal beings, time was their most powerful weapon. Even if an enemy that could rival the elves appeared, the elves only needed to wait for a while before the enemy turned into dust. This was the greatest advantage of the elves, except for a few races.
At this moment, I was sitting quietly on the old tree that had existed for countless centuries outside the village. I looked at the white moon in the sky and the few helpless stars in the sky. I asked myself softly, should I follow the footsteps of " history " and become a " traitor " in the future, or should I walk my own path and defeat my old enemy to continue living in this world? To be alive or dead, this was a real question! I couldn't help but laugh when I thought of the famous quote from my previous life. This was really similar to my current situation! Now, I have officially reached the first crossroad of fate. This choice is extremely important to me and will affect my future path!
Was he alive or dead? However, before Aunt Oriel left, she told me that I would not be an ordinary person in the future. She told me to use my own hands to protect the Night Elves! This made it difficult for me to make a choice. From the moment I was born, Illidan was no longer the Illidan of the past. In order to protect his own kind, Illidan was willing to borrow the power of the demons. In the end, he was exiled by his lover and relatives. In the end, he died a humble death in the cold ice plains, becoming the dust of history. I had already died once. It was not easy for me to be reborn. How could I give up my life so easily? I'm a very selfish person, but at the same time, I'm also a person who makes a clear distinction between kindness and hatred. Auntie's instructions have caused me to fall into a dilemma. I don't want to die, and I don't want to lose my promise.
She raised her head to look at the stars in the sky again. The weak light, the powerless struggle, and finally the darkness. Was he still unable to resist the arrangements of " fate "?”Sighing at the starry sky, will my fate be like those stars? Even if he resisted with all his might, was he still so weak and powerless? Would he be swallowed by fate in the end? I can't accept this, I really can't accept this! But what should I do? Auntie's instructions and the question of life and death have already made me fall into confusion? "Auntie, you're kind and wise. What would you do if you were in such a situation? Tell me, what should I do?" My heart began to howl in sorrow!
All sorts of events from the past flashed past his eyes as they replayed in his mind. Suddenly, a scene surfaced in his mind and refused to fade away for a long time! I remember that Malfurion and I were still very young at that time, but we were destined to be two different people even though we were brothers! Malfurion was very polite to others since I was young, while I was very rebellious. People always compared me to Malfurion in private.
That day, when Malfurion was not around, I blinked my golden eyes innocently and asked the beautiful and quiet female elf,""Aunty Oriel, why do others always like to compare me with Malfurion, but you don't?”Actually, this is a question that I didn't understand in my previous life. In my previous life, my father always liked to compare me to other people's children and then criticize me. I never understood. Why do I have to be like someone else's child? Then I won't be me!
The beautiful female elf looked at the "innocent" me and smiled."What's wrong? Does our little devil care about other people's opinions?”I innocently pouted,"Of course!" Malfurion nagged in my ear all day long, saying that this is good, that is good! She had to learn from him! Annoying!" The beautiful female elf smiled and looked at me indignantly. She reached out and tapped my nose."Why didn't I compare you to Malfurion? It's because you're the only Illidan in this world. Is there a second Illidan? In Aunty's heart, you are you, and Malfurion is Malfurion. Even if you are brothers, your personalities determine that you are two different people. How can you compare them together?”Seeing that what she said made sense, I naively threw out another difficult question."Then why do those people like to compare me with Malfurion?”When the female elf heard my question, she said helplessly,"Auntie isn't that kind of person. How would she know what those people are thinking? You only know how to find difficult problems for auntie. Why do you have so many " whys "! But you have to remember, at any time, do your best and don't care about what others think. Even if there is something imperfect, you won't regret it, right? Don't let others control your life. Your life belongs to you!”
That's right! I am the master of my life. Why should I follow the arrangement of 'fate' step by step? Why would other factors affect my life? Even if I wanted to defy the heavens, what could the heavens do to me? Haha, I understand. I will definitely abide by Auntie's instructions. I will! But I don't want anyone else to interfere in my life.
What could Malfurion do? What could Kil 'jaeden do? So what if it was Arthas? I am who I am, and I will never allow history to develop. Anyone who tries to stop me will be trampled under my feet. I will never allow anyone to interfere with my world, even if it is arranged by history.
" Hehe…" A series of strange laughter rang out in the peaceful night elf village.
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