Time: 2009-8- 16 12:55:37 Words: 15428
my college
My first impression of the university came from a TV series, Summer in Beijing, so I also imagined that I could experience a vigorous love, just like the passion of the pre-Qin poetry, Shangxie.
I want to get to know you. Long life without decline, mountains without hills, winter thunder, summer rain and snow, heaven and earth together, dare to break off with the monarch.
I made a fatal mistake. Low-level and childish. I equated real life with literary works and entrusted pure love to Utopia. The once pure land of the university was increasingly challenged by the materialistic desires of society. To find an absolutely pure love in the university, without any interest driven love, was far away from us. Although I have witnessed some of our schoolmates experiencing a pure and romantic love, on the day of graduation, we can only say," On the day of graduation, we fell out of love together." Love was once a very holy thing, but now it was being eroded by the smell of rust. Was this the sorrow of the times or the helplessness of university education? It was worth pondering.
my roommate
Since he was here, he should take it as it was. This is what I often say to persuade others and comfort myself. "Since things have come to this, we can only work hard to adapt and adjust our mentality. Only then can we work, study, and live better every day. Only then can we live happily.
I don't know if it was a coincidence or something else, but our dormitory (611) and her dormitory (307) are both from Henan. Our dormitory, my lower bunk Haiwa-from Anyang, me and Dachang Nanyang, Boss, Xiao Ma, and Hui Zai were from Qingzhou, Shandong, Yinchuan, Ningxia, and Xianyang, Shaanxi respectively. I suddenly remembered a line from the lyrics,"We come from all over the world. Because of a common belief, we came together." The thoughts and personalities of the six people were very different, so it was inevitable that there would be many unnecessary conflicts. Fortunately, I was willing to take on the role of a peacemaker and deal with them. Therefore, our dormitory is the model dormitory in the department.
As a result, I always thought of my brothers in distress. Perhaps because of the open nature of university education, our concept of class was blurred. As for where my classmates would go today and what they wanted to do, there was no need to deliberately guess. In short, everyone was very busy. We were so busy, and our relationship as roommates was extraordinary. After all, we lived together most of the time, sharing the same room, breathing the same air, moving on our own tracks, affecting each other until we slowly adapted and became friends who talked about everything. Our relationship was as strong as reinforced concrete.
Everyone's personality determined that he would have a different experience in university. The dormitory we were in was the model dormitory in the department. Our studies were top-notch in all majors, and we had the most positions in the department. We were also at the forefront of the department in finding a girlfriend. No wonder some of the dormitories were envious and said, Your dormitory is really a good place for both love and career. I am proud to be one of them. My memories were like a flood that had burst its banks and began to show its might.
first met
On September 16th, 2001, I went to register. A handsome second-year student led me to the dormitory. There were only two bunks left. As I preferred to climb higher and lower, I chose the bunk above the bathroom. As soon as I entered the door, I met Wang. Dad thought he was a student's parent and immediately handed him a cigarette. He refused. He said,"I'm a student too." I actually thought that the king was in his forties. Perhaps it was because he had lived on the plateau for a long time that his skin had become rough. The first impression he gave others was that he was a little old. In fact, he was younger than me by more than ten days. He introduced himself."I'm Wang *, from Xianyang, Shaanxi. I shook hands with him. My name is Xu **, a local. Wang will be out in a while." My lower bunk arrived late, accompanied by his father.(Due to personal privacy, I deleted the details of this first encounter.) When everyone arrived at night, we introduced ourselves one by one.
The military training started right after the school started. Although I didn't have a deep impression of the military training, firstly, it was because of the unpredictable weather, and more importantly, the instructor really didn't put too much energy into it. After all, the military training at the beginning of high school had left a deep impression on me. As for the parting, there was finally no scene of tears. I don't know if it was because we had matured and there were no tears, or if we were really numb. What left the deepest impression was that there were often men gathered together to comment on the dark-skinned girl at the front of the line who was very high above sea level.
I. Northwest Man-Hui Zai
My roommates and I had already split up. Boss and Hui Zai loved to surf the internet and became internet fans. Ma loved to study all day long. Dachang was a loner and loved to wander around. My lower bunk liked to listen to the radio, especially his pure baritone voice. His singing was really beautiful. He often played the songs of Zhou Wakin, Black Panther and Zero. He sang them very well. Sometimes I liked to listen to him sing. It was also a rare enjoyment. It was so intoxicating that it touched the heavens. I loved reading, so I first bought two of Nietzsche's works,"Dusk of Idol" and "Nietzsche's Collected Works". I still keep them today, and finally finished reading "Dusk of Idol" at the end of my freshman year. Nietzsche's Collected Works was finally put aside and no longer inquired about.
When school had just started, Boss and Hui Zai were already on the same side. They always had more topics to talk about during their bedtime meetings every night-it was all the Internet's fault. They were all talking about the fun and benefits of surfing the Internet. They talked about it clearly and logically. At that time, I really didn't understand what the charm of surfing the Internet was. It made them often unable to sleep at night. They even ignored the advice of the four of us many times. It wasn't until I finally entered this magical world that I realized that I really couldn't extricate myself from the Internet. I would like to thank my classmate Xing Moumou. She taught me how to surf the Internet and applied for an email for me. That email is still serving me today. For the first time, I felt the joy and pleasure that something brought me. Although my relationship with Xing Moumou was getting further and further away due to the restrictions of my circle of friends, my gratitude to her was sincere. When we were in our third year, we only had to say hello.
Perhaps only those who quickly adapted to life could rush to the forefront of love. Hui Zai and his boss were the first to arrive. Hui Zai met " Blue Love " on the Internet, which was his girlfriend of two years. As for the details, perhaps only the person involved could tell. I also solemnly asked about their story and wrote a love story for me in university, but in the end, I didn't get my wish. Although I had always had too many fantasies about Hui Zai's aesthetic standards, I couldn't make wild guesses. That would be very unfair to a beautiful woman. This is the first time I've seen their intimate posture. In short, I feel that his girlfriend is somewhat similar to Karen Mok. Perhaps that was when Karen Mok was hot, so I really had a deep impression of her. On a special night, Hui Zai had already stepped on the train home. He was supposed to send his girlfriend off, but he didn't know what happened, so he finally left without saying goodbye. That night, I hadn't gone home yet. As I was walking on the main road of the dormitory building, a girl suddenly walked over. Due to my poor eyesight, I finally didn't recognize her. It wasn't until she called my name that I woke up from my dream. She was Hui Zai's girlfriend. On such a night, I didn't know what role I should play. I just walked into the girl's inner world and reinterpreted Hui Zai from her little story, relocating this seemingly pure love story.
Thus, on the last night of my sophomore year, I finally got close to Hui Zai's girlfriend. She had booked a ticket for the 2:30 p. m. train. I really couldn't understand this girl. She could have left tomorrow. Thus, in this quiet night, I walked into this girl. It didn't matter whether I was a wise person or a listener. She told me about her family background and her father's past. When she talked about her pride, her face was red and beautiful. She was actually very charming. It was as if I was drunk and lost myself in her story. She finally talked about Hui Zai, how they met, how they got to know each other, and even the misunderstanding now. The topic gradually became a little heavy and dull. I felt a little sorry for Hui Zai. How could I not cherish such a girl? It was probably related to Hui Zai's family changes, which would cause his mood to fluctuate greatly. Those days, he was like an angry lion, and his relationship with the entire dormitory was not good. In the end, everyone regarded him as an alien. During that time, I only occasionally accompanied him to eat and attend classes. Who would have thought that he would feel so much pain in his heart? When he heard this girl say it that day, he finally understood Hui Zai. It also gave him a good impression of this sincere girl.
I had no choice but to cut to the chase and tell her my story to prevent her from getting overly emotional. I told her the story of me and Zhao. I was playing a role, helplessly anticipating the love that came late, or perhaps holding it in. Perhaps Zhao and I were really not suitable. A love that had not even begun had already ended because I loved someone I should not have loved. It's not that I'm not cute enough, but I'm not brave enough. This is the fatal weakness of love-scruples. Love required courage. I even told her about my hatred for Hui Zai and Boss in my freshman year. In desperation, I wrote a science fiction novel to scold the two of them, but the names of the two people in the story were very hidden. She finally smiled." You're really good at scolding people!”I don't know if there's a hidden killing intent in these words. This has always been my style, killing without spilling blood. When the two of them read the story I wrote, they actually clapped their hands and praised it. Who knew that the two of them were the villains in it? It was really ridiculous. I kept chatting with her until 12:30 pm, and I was so tired that I yawned. If she was Zhao, I would chat with her until dawn. Perhaps this was the charm of love.
As for Hui Zai and his girlfriend's love, it was finally pushed to the edge by the real life of the third year. This could not be said to be a tragedy of love. But the love of love didn't come to an end, and I didn't think much of his other love. This time, it was also a netizen. When Hui Zai was surfing the Internet in his freshman year, he met a girl who was in the second year of the five-year program (3 2 junior college). He had always maintained a vague relationship with the girl, and he could not cut it off. We have a natural prejudice against the five-year students. We think that without the tempering of the third year of high school and the baptism of the college entrance examination in July, young friends will never be able to mature. However, the students of the five-year program are all junior high school graduates. They have just integrated into the university community in advance. Therefore, the ivory tower gives them feelings that they shouldn't have. In the five-year program, there are always things that we university students who are "officially married" will never understand. For example, once, I stood on the sixth floor and saw six female students beating up a weak girl. First, they collectively stomped with their feet, and then they slapped each other. The sound was shocking. I stood on the sixth floor and heard it very clearly. Another example was a five-year-old girl who drank two bottles of white wine because of a breakup. Fortunately, the hospital rescued her in time and saved her life.
Also, this five-year-old girl was very strong, and her looks were very abstract. My roommates and I were very critical of her. Most importantly, Hui Zai didn't think much of her. This bubble love died in less than half a year.
However, my roommate and I have experienced the pestering of women before. Hui Zai's five-year-old girlfriend never gave up. Even when Hui Zai and his new girlfriend were very affectionate, she still lingered. Therefore, every night from the first year to the third year, we carefully guarded against that unpleasant harassing phone call. We had thought of many countermeasures, but it never worked. Sometimes, my roommates and I (including Hui Zai), could this be the persistence of love, even a little perverted? Hui Zai had already said goodbye to her. Forget it, such a tasteless girl didn't even know when to stop. So I thought that one day, I would meet a girl like this. I would either jump off a building or jump into a river and commit suicide.
Hui Zai's story continued. When he was in his third year, he finally couldn't stand living in a group. He rented a private house in the west district. The monthly rent was 60 yuan on the second floor. The environment was not bad, and it was spacious and bright. I had a meal there with my roommates (except for Old Dahe's girlfriend). It seemed that his third girlfriend was really nice. He had been working hard on creating webpages. He had once co-founded a website with his boss, but it was abandoned because he was too busy. Hui Zai finally had a farewell ceremony with me on November 26, 2003. I treated him to four drumsticks and a few bottles of beer. I rarely heard from him recently. I contacted him in 2005. He was working. I didn't understand. He was still working overtime at 10:30. It seemed like he was under a lot of pressure. A few days ago, she received a letter from a friend telling her that he was working in a Japanese company, and her patriotic feelings surged again. At the end of March 2007, I was looking for a job in Liaobu, Dongguan. I stayed at Hui Zai's place for a while. He treated me really well. We were classmates.
The Northwest men raised on the Yellow Plateau dared to love, hate, think, and do. They were always rough and romantic, and they were always passionate about work.
After she came to Shen Zhen, she finally got in touch with him and married a wife. In early 2009, she became a father!!!
II. The First Chapter of Liangshan Hero
The eldest was originally surnamed Zhang, from Qingzhou, Shandong Province. He was originally from the same family as the Liangshan hero, 100 Dan Ba Tiao. In addition, he was the oldest in the dormitory. Out of respect and for various reasons, the title of boss was definitely his. The first time she met him was during military training. Because he was the highest in the class, he was the vanguard, but she did not have a deep impression of him.
Since I was close to Hui Zai when school started, we didn't have much direct contact. It was only during the election organized by the department that he used standard Mandarin to conquer the whole class, but I was defeated. Even though we were in the same room, I still held a grudge against him and Hui Zai. It wasn't until that law foundation class that he completely moved me with his actions.
The teacher who taught us the law was about forty years old. In terms of qualifications and ability, he should at least be an associate professor. I think he should at least be the deputy director of the Department of Political Science and Law (later changed to the School of Political Science and Law). Unfortunately, he was cynical. Although he was proficient in legal knowledge to the point of perfection, he was still a teacher. We all feel sorry for him. He was full of passion in class. He seemed to be able to talk about all the trials in ancient times and in modern times. However, for some reason, it actually involved Chinese football. He then criticized them harshly, saying that China's football did not pay attention to technique, physical strength was not good, and tactics were conservative, especially the old way of thinking of attacking on the right flank for many years. He hated it very much. This last sentence seemed to have really angered the hardcore fan boss. He stood up from his seat with a whoosh and retorted. The teacher was really embarrassed and almost vomited blood. "Get out!" Boss really swaggered away and never returned. Fortunately, the teacher took the initiative to apologize to the boss in the next class. The boss's final exam results were more than 90 points, which was considered excellent.
I have always loved to talk about his love story. It is a classic. He is simply a role model for our class. As for their first encounter, Boss had talked to me many times. It was my fault for being absent-minded. After all, it was not my personal experience. It was said that he had met her through an online friend or someone from his hometown. In 2001, on the first National Day of our school, Boss was restless. We advised him to go out for a walk, but he pretended to be mysterious and said,"You don't understand!" I laughed at him for being mysterious. As night fell, he told us with a smile that he had succeeded. From then on, his girlfriend, Fan, was inseparable from him.
Later, he heard that he had met Fan a few times when school started, and they had a good chat. They felt that they got along well. As their relationship deepened, his girlfriend had a wise saying: Although a girl didn't say that she loved you, but she didn't reject you, it meant that there was a chance for your love. We rejoice. Finally, the boss launched a fierce attack on her. He wanted to give her seven roses, but the big sister guarding the building did not give him face. He rushed in like a gust of wind. Big sister actually couldn't see him, he managed to muddle through, and successfully shot the golden arrow of love at Fan. He was lucky that Fan didn't reject him. All in all, from then on, he bore the infamy of valuing sex over friends. The boss naturally participated in fewer group activities, which was a huge loss for the roommate tribe.
I once heard that the Shandong men were good drinkers. They probably inherited the characteristics of the Liangshan men. The 108 men of Liangshan were all my idols, the objects of my vomit. Therefore, I, who always boasted of being a wine god, could not let go of such an opportunity. The National Day of 2001 was a memorial for the first time we met. I suggested it, and everyone hit it off. Although my roommate had already marched towards love, she had not yet reached the point where she could not extricate herself from the quagmire of love. The atmosphere was very lively. As we were eating in Longgang, we were afraid of the embarrassment caused by our lack of money, so we chose to eat hotpot. The only thing that made Boss unhappy was that our little horse was a pure **. In order to take care of the emotions of the ** brothers, we didn't order pig trotters and pig tripes. These were Boss 'favorite things, so we didn't drink to our heart's content. Our stomach was full of vegetables, and there was no oil to filter. So our faces were like green eggplants, so we couldn't see the boss's alcohol tolerance.
At the end of April 2002, all my roommates celebrated my birthday, so I was naturally very proud. In the afternoon, I accompanied Xiao Ma to the street to buy two roast chickens. The whole room and the three female friends who came from Room 307 came to congratulate him. The boss also took time to come. Recently, he had been very close to his girlfriend. Other than during class and rest, they were almost always together, making us envious of this model couple. The boss's Liangshan character, the rich guest in the wine, was finally revealed. He was a good hand at boxing. I couldn't keep up with the rhythm and risked my life to accompany the gentleman. Who else can I choose? He drank and drank in a new way, but I didn't know what he was talking about. After a few rounds, he became more and more brave, while I could only parry. I was like a defeated rooster who was about to raise his hands to surrender. I was forced by the three girls to watch the battle, so I could only persevere until the end of the party. I finally lost control and vomited. In the end, I paid the heavy price of two bottles of infusion. I had experienced the alcohol tolerance of the Shandong macho man.
An accident at the end of 2002 put the friendship of the whole dormitory to the test again. It was an unexpected disaster. Our dormitory had an accident. Legend has it that the main reason was XXXXX. The exact situation has not been concluded to this day, and it has become one of the unsolved cases in my school. I can't tell if it's Hai Wa's fault or not. I have an unshirkable responsibility. When a disaster struck, everyone revealed their inner world. It was a naked human nature, and Boss was no exception. He was a sentimental person. When he entered the school, his father had gotten him a certificate of being an active member of the party. Now, he was also a cadre of the student union. Whether it was his academic performance or work performance, he was second to none in the department. He could not get away with this accident. As the saying went, a fire at the city gate would bring disaster to the fish pond. Therefore, when Fatty, who didn't perform well, became a probationary party member, and his party membership was put on hold, he naturally hated me a little. In addition, his girlfriend kept throwing tantrums, and their love " flew down three thousand feet ". Perhaps after experiencing the impulse of first love and the stimulation of passionate love, it was inevitable that the two of them would think rationally about maintaining their love relationship. Love and career had both suffered setbacks. Thinking of this, I wouldn't ask him to be a saint. After all, it was too difficult for a prime minister to have a boat in his stomach.
Therefore, I had the impulse to join the army. Later, Boss wrote to me, saying that he had joined the Chinese Party with honor. Moreover, after reconciliation, he finally convinced his girlfriend to go to Qingzhou after graduation. This was the ending that I had always seen. Boss's love and career were both fruitful.
A few days ago, when she was in Dongguan, she chatted with him online. He said that he was busy renovating his house. It was said that the two of them would be getting married around the National Day of 2007. As the saying goes, lovers will eventually get married. The heavens are clear. Their love finally withstood the test of the Goddess of Time.
* Brother-Little Horse
Xiao Ma was an authentic Chinese horse. He has a very open-minded personality and is more tolerant, which is somewhat similar to me.
My first impression of Xiao Ma was that he was a complete **, with his own beliefs and ethics. He was not like some fake ** who were full of benevolence, righteousness, and morality. He was holding non-halal food in his hand and chewing it, but he read the meat like it was the Koran. That was a great insult to **. Although I don't advocate that some minority people cling to the so-called last moral doctrine, I absolutely respect my brothers. Xiao Ma was also a person of character. He was simple and trustworthy.
His Chinese and English were a little terrible, so we often found fault with his language. However, he could take it easy and laugh it off. On the contrary, he really had a lot of points in the disdainful ridicule of others. These strengthened and enriched his vocabulary. I once said to Haiwa, who was on the lower bunk, that Xiao Ma's cultural foundation was so unbearable. Was it caused by the lack of oxygen on the plateau? Now that he thought about it, it was really ridiculous. I really have been to the plateau. I will never forget the snow falling on Mount Kunlun in August. It was not a place where humans lived. Even the crows that were used to flying on the highlands were slowly circling around Mount Kunlun, panting heavily. Rumors often fell apart not because they could not withstand scrutiny, but because they were weak in the face of practice. Therefore, from the first year to the second year, his words didn't convey his meaning, but they made us feel more intimate. This was the real Ma, this was a friend that was always trustworthy. Little Ma's dullness would not affect his extensive social network. He would forgive people if he offended them.
He had to start from the beginning. In 2001, we entered this school together. It was fate's beckoning and love's beckoning. During this national festival, my professional Tao Tao (I think she wouldn't mind calling me that) invited Xiao Ma to visit the White River tourist area. I really don't know how they got together. I had also asked Xiao Ma in private, but he was actually very secretive, as if he was afraid of shocking the person in question. This was the first courtship between an innocent and cute girl and a handsome man (I never doubted that Little Ma was handsome, although his intelligence or language ability worried me, especially his literary talent). Xiao Ma didn't explicitly refuse. On the contrary, I could tell that Xiao Ma didn't hate Tao Tao. The National Day outing was like adding fuel to the fire. The relationship between the two of them went one step further. However, the result was always unexpected. They broke up, not because they could destroy it, nor because they deliberately hurt it. Perhaps it was just because of their discordant personalities, or because of indescribable reasons, they did not end up together in the end. All of us roommates then had a big discussion about this. Because we loved her and hated her, we didn't have a good impression of a good girl like Tao Tao. Laughing at her hypocritical feelings, laughing at her teasing one of the most sincere brothers in our dormitory. Their little things, from knowing each other to knowing each other, and then separating, became disdainful. All of our roommates used to treat her unanimously and try to keep in touch with her. It was her fault for hurting an innocent boy. Even her fellow countryman, Hui Zai, kept a certain distance from her, but in any case, I still maintained a normal classmate relationship with her. I advocated forgiving everyone's mistakes. This was Xiao Ma's first love. His first love was tasteless, but the evil Tao Tao, a revolutionary in the old Yan 'an area-a natural arsonist, a daunting woman, in her own unique way-self-indulgence to resist the failure of her first love, and her character was colorful. Later on, we thought that she had really embarked on a path of destruction. We didn't know if we should explain it as fickleness or impetuousness, or if she was blatantly demonstrating to Xiao Ma,"Look, I'm so charming, so many handsome guys are chasing me!”，What a despicable and childish method, but Little Ma was indifferent. Instead, he was glad that his choice was correct. Tao Tao's actions could only prove her ignorance once again. So in 2005, she took the lead in marriage, and in 2006, she was the first to embark on the path of a baby mother. Perhaps his personality decided that she should find someone who loved her, wishing her choice was right, and that was all for her life.
Although Ma was not a Muslim, he still abided by the teachings of the Koran. Therefore, on many occasions, whether it was a person or a group of people, he insisted on not eating meat. This was his bottom line. The school had a window. There was one time, probably due to his master's carelessness, that it was mixed with pork fat, and he actually had diarrhea after eating it. Therefore, on many occasions, at all kinds of gatherings and birthday parties, we have always been careful, afraid of hurting his national feelings. His tolerance lay in the fact that he did not eat meat. Others could talk about this in front of him and even eat it. He was also very clear that anyone in this world would have the right to stick to their beliefs. A real man had things to do and things not to do. This was his true nature. On the contrary, I've met some people who always tell others that they don't eat meat, that it's a forbidden item. They're afraid that the whole world doesn't know about it, but they secretly eat like crazy without any faith. Xiao Ma's honesty was the reason why I had a good impression of him, so we were relatively close.
The biggest advantage of a pony was that it was important to learn with perseverance. When he first entered the school, whether it was in advanced mathematics, general physics, or other courses, there was a clear gap between him and us, but he was never discouraged. In the early morning, when the school's horn sounded throughout the campus, while we were still stuck in bed shamelessly (although the final exam and the English test were exceptions), he got up early and rushed to the self-study classroom in the east area in high spirits. This was obvious to all, and it was also a typical example that our dormitory had always promoted. Our dormitory is a model dormitory. Whether it's academic performance or scholarship quota, or the cadre lineup of the entire class, or even the rain and dew of love, we have always been very confident. Although his efforts did not receive a corresponding response, this was where he was distressed. Therefore, sometimes he could not help but complain about the injustice of life and his lack of intelligence. Therefore, I once joked that "the lack of intelligence was caused by the lack of oxygen at high altitudes" spread like wildfire, which somewhat hurt the enthusiasm of the pony. There was always a reward for his efforts. In the 2002 final exam, he finally won the second-class scholarship. This was perhaps the best reward for his two years of hard work.
However, there are also some areas that I'm not satisfied with. There is a fellow countryman association in university. I don't know if I should support it or not? Perhaps it was because a group of people wanted a sense of security while studying far away, so they naturally formed an alliance with their fellow countrymen. This was understandable. Xiao Ma was a typical fellow countryman protectionist. He had put in a lot of effort to maintain some unnecessary relations with his fellow countrymen. Some people praised his deep feelings for his fellow countrymen, while others laughed at his narrow-minded fellow countrymen. He sometimes wasted a lot of his precious time on this. We feel sorry for him. Humans are emotional creatures. Sometimes, we must dare to let go. It is impossible for everyone to be consistent. Because everyone had their own thoughts and rationality. An unexpected thing happened. The collapse of love was so fragile that the long-simmering resentment was finally about to erupt. So every night, I would suddenly wake up from the nightmare and walk towards Little Ma's bed. He really slept very well. Why was it always me who was hurt?
Xiao Ma's hometown complex made his relationship with her too ambiguous. Their inseparable relationship affected my mood more or less. He became an insurmountable gap for me to move forward. He couldn't blame Xiao Ma. He could only blame himself for not being charming enough. Perhaps Mark's strength of personality had surpassed mine for a period of time. I was studying Sherlock Holmes hard at that time. I had secretly followed him and had a different feeling in my heart. The unbearable past didn't affect my relationship with Ma. This stemmed from our mutual tolerance. He also knew the bitterness in my heart, so he tried his best to avoid this kind of embarrassment. She was deliberately provoking my nerves. Perhaps she was blaming me for not being brave enough. I also had diarrhea at a critical time. I fled to Java to cultivate. This was what he hated about me.
Just like that, they walked together like a pair of intimate partners, eating together, studying together, and every time Little Ma came back, he would tell me everything. Who knew that although I pretended to agree, my heart was bleeding. So when I realized that there was nothing I could do, I pretended to be generous and wished them happiness, because her happiness was my greatest happiness. During the summer vacation of 2003, after the outbreak of SARs, everyone was still immersed in this shadow. It was too difficult. In August, I found a job as a tutor. It could be considered as a practice. I once went to the train station to see them off. During this period, I called her twice. Her coldness (perhaps it was my illusion) deeply hurt me.
Xiao Ma is still with her, but I don't think they have that kind of feeling. It's all because of their hometown complex.
Our dormitory suggested that I bravely chase after him. They unanimously rejected the relationship between Xiao Ma and her. Some even said that he stole my girlfriend. I waved my hand helplessly. This was fate. I would never want to see a situation like this. Besides, Xiao Ma and I have always been like brothers. I didn't expect Little Ma to walk away silently. I kept laughing at my ignorance. The two of us held each other's hands, hoping that we would ignore each other's persistence in love.
The story of the pony was interrupted with my enlistment. Later, when I was studying in Jinchang, Gansu Province, I wrote to him. His reply was very kind, giving me and my comrades who were far away from home a lot of warmth. He was sprinting for the college entrance examination and finally got into Xinxiang Mechanical and Electric College. This was unexpected. With his results, this was an unexpected harvest. I congratulated him and bought a set of military uniform to send to him. He sent me 10 catties of wolfberries-Ningxia red as a reward. I gave half to my comrade Xiao Zhou (he sent it to his master) and the other half to my parents. To this day, my father still soaked wolfberries in wine to solve his heavy work pressure. Magical Ningxia red, mysterious Ningxia, cute pony, I gradually lost contact with him, and later learned that he was doing well in Xinxiang Mechanical and Electric College. A few days ago, on May 17th, 2007, I contacted Xiao Ma. He is now studying electric welding automaton in a company in Chongqing (maybe Chengdu). In 2008, she finally found a satisfactory job and married the person she loved the most.
No matter when, I will always think of our brother-in-law, think of his little things.
The brother who sleeps on my lower bunk--
Haiwa was not his roommate's real name. It was just that once, his family called him so affectionately. Since we were as close as brothers, we went with the flow. I don't think he would care too much. I wrote about him with mixed feelings because many of his changes were beyond my expectations. The days he spent with me were full of magic, and everything he did was inextricably linked to his future (present) life.
Haiwa was from Tangyin, Anyang, and was the hero of the Southern Song Dynasty. Yue Fei, who had the words " loyal to the country " engraved on his back, was also from Tangyin. He always liked to talk about it, but I thought Yue Fei couldn't become a national hero. If he did, it wouldn't cause ethnic division.
Haiwa's personality was really strange. He was introverted and sometimes he was righteous. He was open-minded and sometimes he was weak. In September 2001, the two of us had something in common. We were depressed and lost. During the first regular meeting for the freshmen, everyone pretended to listen to the counselor's talk. Haiwa was already getting restless. She threw a note to a 170cm tall girl with a decent hairstyle and good looks, Little A. This girl was really a sentimental person. She cooperated and threw a note over. This was their first meeting, and those notes were their love signal flare.
I honestly said that my lower bunk was not handsome, and the altitude was not high (168cm, this height caused him to feel inferior at times), but his deep baritone voice made up for these shortcomings. That magnetic baritone voice made many girls fall for it. After all, Haiwa and Little A were not lovesick birds that lived on the same tree, so it was difficult for sparks of love to collide between them. It was just a joke, but in any case, this was Haiwa's first step towards love.
The window of love hasn't opened yet
The window of love hasn't opened yet
But the sun shines through the glass
Warm light shines on my heart
The angel flapped her tired wings and tried to fly
Fly to the heaven of love
The wanderer is lost on the wrong road
Which one is yours?
Which one is mine?
Which is love?
Please push open that window with all your might
Not by brute force
But with a sincere heart
The window of love hasn't opened yet
But I walked into your world firmly
you wherever you go
Half acre square pond, July 23, 2006
I wrote about Haiwa with complicated feelings. First of all, our first meeting was very awkward. I had tried to describe it, but after thinking about it, I decided to give up. After all, it was not convenient to exaggerate it. Secondly, Haiwa really influenced me, and his deep baritone voice once brought me a lot of happiness. Especially when he loved to sing "The Brother Sleeping on My Upper Bed" to me. How many times have I been intoxicated? I've long forgotten the lyrics. I only remember "The brother sleeping on my upper bed gave me memories of cigarettes and wine…He said that he had many friends…Now they have gone their separate ways."”All of this stemmed from my experience. In September 2003, perhaps when I was at my lowest, Haiwa had given me so much comfort. As a loyal anti-smoking advocate, I actually bought two bags of Dihao to accompany him through the most unforgettable days.
Back to the main topic. In short, Haiwa had a unique understanding of computer science. I could only describe his method of learning computer science as envy. In his freshman year, he passed QB Level 2. In his sophomore year, he passed Information Management Level 3. In his junior year, I had already left school. It was said that he passed Computer Science Level 4 (which was not common in the history of our school). This laid a solid foundation for him to find a job in 2004, and also laid the foreshadowing for his current online e-commerce. Therefore, many of Haiwa's stories were inseparable from computers.
He didn't feel anything when his first girlfriend said goodbye to him because it was one-sided love. The second time, he was really, really in love, and we laughed at him for being a playboy. He was really into it. We laughed at him for not having good taste."Don't keep me in suspense. Tell me the truth.”，He was calm and collected. He always liked to spoil other people's appetites.”Boss and Great Chang seemed to have come to a realization. "You said she looks like Zhou Xun." Her words woke him up from his dream. This guy actually discovered a celebrity. Just like that, Haiwa became our target again and again. Perhaps it was just like my love with so-and-so. Because of its inherent imperfection, there were always many remarkable points. Therefore, my roommates had been hyping it up from the first year to the third year. If what's done is done, everyone will become very calm instead, which will lack the joy of life. Haiwa was suspected of having a foot in two boats because not long after, he met another girl, Little C, at a hometown gathering. When Little C made a big decision and looked for someone to confide in, Haiwa became the best partner. Therefore, we concluded that their relationship was extraordinary. However, I had a vague feeling that they had no chance because I had been in contact with Little C before. We shared our thoughts and felt that she was a very boring girl. No wonder Haiwa was lukewarm towards her. Thinking about it, such a girl was really pitiful. Would Haiwa be as protective of women as I was?
In the end, Haiwa and Little C did not collide with each other. Strands of sadness floated in the air like smoke. Perhaps this was the best ending because there was no harm to each other. In fact, Haiwa had already made up her mind. Just like how he had always been interested in the forbes rankings and the emperor series of February River, Haiwa had not given up on pursuing Zhou Xun. Little B was also considered to be responsive. Every time he was willing to stay with Haiwa, I think Haiwa's magnetic baritone voice was stirring up trouble again. His voice was always very fascinating. However, this relationship didn't take a decisive step because, by chance, my roommate and I discovered that Xiao B was hugging a handsome man and walking away. In public, he showed his love unscrupulously. It was obvious that their relationship was extraordinary. I wonder what she thought of Haiwa? Not long after, Haiwa invited me to drink. I risked my life to accompany him. Who asked me to sleep on his upper bunk? I was destined to do anything for my brother and share his worries. However, his actions really hurt my heart.
Sometimes, I wondered why Judas was willing to be a traitor. Could it be that the price of an undignified death was 30 silver coins? What was Haiwa's motive? Jealousy or love? He actually attacked me. When my relationship with Zhao was in full swing, he didn't add fuel to the fire. Instead, he added fuel to the fire, making me in a dilemma. He invited Zhao to dinner frequently. Zhao had always been gentle and kind, and was never good at rejecting others. In the process of Haiwa pouring everything out to Zhao, trust was born. I felt that I was put on hold. The fight between reverse infiltration and reverse subversion had finally begun.
My relationship with Heiva started to become a little tense. Could it be that we became the fuse of the Troy War like Helen? But we didn't hate each other because everyone had the right to interact with others. Gradually, I was not very satisfied with her, so many unpleasant things happened between the two of us. If we suppressed too much, we would have to change. As a result, distance was created. The furthest distance in the world was when I was by your side, but you were indifferent and shed tears at sunset. Haiwa had just found the perfect opening at the right time. Seeing their cheerful smiles, she knew that it was impossible for them, but her heart ached. A lonely wanderer who was rejected outside the door, who would guard the fragile door of your heart for you?
I finally lost contact with Haiwa. Before I left, he had an urgent matter to attend to when he returned home. It was said that his father died of illness. After that, he stayed with us for a few days. We didn't dare to speculate until I lost contact with Haiwa. This was a regretful farewell banquet. There were five men and two women. This was the biggest regret in life. Even after parting, he couldn't be with the person he loved. This matter was difficult to complete since ancient times. Haiwa was not around, and his lover was not around. Delicious food was tasteless in his mouth.
Hou Haiwa wrote to me and gave me encouragement, but she refused to talk about her own matters. However, I learned from my roommate's words that his changes were very shocking. First, I met a little sister from Guangdong on the Internet. I didn't expect to fall in love at first sight and live together. That time, I finally took the time to call him. He said that he was about to have a child. Oh my god, isn't it too fast? A boy who I thought was always very conservative took the first step in life. It's not easy! Could it be that he really needed someone to care for him? The old woman in " The Peacock Flies Southeast " might be jealous of her daughter-in-law, so she separated Liu Lanzhi's love. According to my analysis, it was not only caused by feudal ethics, but more of a love complex. Could it be that Haiwa was the same? This girl also knew how to choose the right time to conquer my lower bunk line of defense.
May 21, 2006, I contacted Haiwa again. He left a message on the Internet and I came as promised. He is now shopping online. It seems that he has finally applied his own forbes theory into practice. I admire him. His girlfriend has lived with him for 3 years. I advised him whether he needs a legal proof-such as a marriage certificate. Since both of them don't care, let's leave it to fate! When she contacted him again in April 2007, he said that he was very depressed. Perhaps buying things online was really risky. Sometimes, he could earn tens of thousands of yuan a month, and sometimes he could not make a single cent for months. Haiwa had also advised me to buy things on Taobao, but in the end, she didn't have the courage to take the first step, so there was still a big gap between us. Now, he was also an old veteran of Taobao. As the saying goes, remote control. In Beijing, he could buy things all over the country. The source of goods was in Guangdong. He was impressed!!
The cynical and favoritist-Dachang
Logically speaking, Great Chang and I are from the same hometown and should always stand on the same front, but this is the reality. However, we never discussed grand plans together and engaged in collectivistic and splittist practices because we were both liberals who advocated taking both sides in. Thus, even if we lived in the same room, there was no need for us to fight against each other. Instead, we would conquer each other with an open heart and unite all the forces that could be united. However, reality was cruel. Whether in private or in public, Great Chang and I supported each other's approach. It was a fatal blow to the narrow-mindedness of my fellow countrymen, and I shot myself in the foot with a stone. Dachang and I went to Xiao Li's house to celebrate his birthday. His father was naturally very happy. Later, we found out that his father was a leader in the art department. Xiao Li hid his identity very well, which also showed that he was cautious. He also had his difficulties. It really wasn't easy. During the banquet, his father kindly criticized me, Dachang, and Xiao Li, saying that we should look to the future and the world, and not just bury ourselves in the circle of fellow villagers. Now that he thought about it, Xiao Li's father was indeed worthy of being the backbone of the art department and an associate professor. He was impressed.
Great Chang had always been known as a flower protector. I had ridiculed him countless times for having different intentions and advised him as a sincere friend to be faithful in love. In the end, it proved that my worries were unnecessary. He had always been waiting and searching for the woman of his dreams. Ever since we stepped into the university together, he seemed to have been searching for it. When his love came, he would definitely love it fiercely. I suddenly recalled a past incident of mine. I was looking for Dai Peni. I inserted it at an inappropriate place to exaggerate the process of Dachang's pursuit of love. It was somewhat similar to what I had done. I was persistent, determined, impulsive, and passionate. The first half of 2003 was the last half of our college English course.(English teacher 25, I 22), or because I and Haiwa are equally matched in English class and academic performance.(The first and the second take turns), or perhaps because she was approachable, my personal relationship with the teacher was really good, so the English class became our paradise. We had two meals at her place, so we especially liked her class. It was popular in the university to fight for seats. Of course, the class that Ni liked would naturally be in the front row. This was the style of our dormitory. This was the honor dormitory.
During the break, we always liked to play the music with the loudspeaker that Teacher Xin used in class. It was just to relax. Once, we occasionally chatted with Teacher Xin and said,"Recently, I heard a song on our school radio. It was very sad." I asked,"What song?" She replied,"Beautiful Mood." I paid special attention to it. It was really good, so my heart was a little touched. I must find the CD/tape of this song and play it during class. She will be happy. Just like the song "Birthday Gift" said, for the sake of October 6th, I walked through the entire bustling street. I also traveled through the streets and alleys just to find this song,"Beautiful Mood." Perhaps the singer, Petunia Dai, was really not very famous, so the outcome was unknown. I went to ask Zhao. Her interest in music was no less than mine. She said it might be Mao Mao. I thought it was a little similar to Ah Du, but it didn't work. I went to ask Haiwa. He is the prince of love songs. Good things are hard. He couldn't even satisfy such a small request. I would never be able to see Miss Xin's cute little canine teeth again. I think her boyfriend is happy. I've seen them together with my own eyes. They're a very happy couple.
Perhaps it was because Ah Du was so popular in 2003 that the voices of other singers were drowned out by Ah Du's love songs. In my subconscious mind, I really wanted to find Dai Pengni's song. Until today, this dream has not been realized. But I've never regretted it. One day in 2005, I found a poster of Dai Peni. She was sitting quietly on the grass, so serene, so enchanting. Looking at the colored pages of this book, I suddenly had a feeling of tenderness. Her delicate arms were mesmerizing, and she had the beauty of a fragile Lin Daiyu. Perhaps I should admire the beauty of her harmony with nature from afar. Perhaps this was also the best result of my search for Dai Petunia. A faint sadness and faint feelings ended with the ignorant youth's dream.
Xiaofang's appearance was very coincidental. Because the Physics Department's status in the school was not very successful, the self-study room naturally became the base for us self-conceited "studious people" in the Physics Department. We played guerrilla warfare. Today we ran to the Foreign Language School, tomorrow we ran to the Political Science School, and the day after tomorrow we didn't know where to run to. Just like the "Self-Study Song of College Students", we really traveled through mountains and rivers to find a suitable learning place. One day, we came to a classroom. There weren't many people there. It was the territory of the biology department, and most of the students were female. We went in. As we were busy with the final exams, we studied really hard and didn't have time to care about other leisure and elegance. Meanwhile, Da Chang always had that cynical look on his face, as if he was determined to win. Everything was going according to his plan. In 2001, I planned to find ten people I liked. It was the so-called " casting a wide net and focusing on catching them." When I was immersed in my love for English, I suddenly looked up and found that Dachang was chatting passionately with a certain woman. As expected of an expert in love, it made me feel ashamed. This girl was Xiaofang. From then on, Da Chang began to have intimate contact with him, and Xiaofang's dormitory became our dormitory. If there were any activities, the two dorms would go together. With the combination of men and women, nothing would be tiring.
But every time I hear Dachang talk about Xiaofang, I have a strange feeling. He seems to be talking about someone else's story. I think they probably don't have a chance. Actually, my roommate and I always thought that they were really compatible. They were at the same altitude, and Xiaofang's looks and figure were not bad. After a period of contact, she was a pretty good girl. She wasn't the kind of girl who would pester others. However, they didn't develop according to common sense in the end. They didn't successfully land in Northwestern. In the dark, there was a sincere love waiting for Great Chang. I think this might be the fate of love in Great Chang.
Finally, one day, Dachang excitedly told the entire dormitory that he had fallen in love with a girl at first sight. We laughed at him for being lovestruck in an era of material desires. Pure love had been squeezed to the point of no return, yet he actually believed in love at first sight?
The next day, Dachang announced the results. He had already sent a love flare to the girl. He used appropriate language to write a note to express his admiration for her. The girl did not express it clearly, saying that she would go back and think about it. I think she also has a think tank like Dachang.
There were many talented people in our dormitory. However, Boss and Hui Zai were the first to enter the ocean of love. The other comrades were also eager to take action. They were ready to fight. This might be the charm of love. The two successful people could talk about their experiences for reference. Hai Wa and I were self-proclaimed theoretical experts in this area and provided direction and guidance. Everything was ready except for the east wind. We could only wait for the reaction of the dream lover of Dachang. Hard work paid off. The other party agreed and agreed to meet the two in the library. Therefore, on a certain day, the two young men who had only met once began to talk wholeheartedly. The result was obvious. After a few tests, they finally established a formal love relationship.
From then on, they were inseparable. It was really suspicious that they had agreed to have three lives. Great Chang had one more errand to report the situation to Hui (his girlfriend's nickname) every morning. Great Chang actually took the initiative to report his thoughts. It was obvious that he was really moved and had put in a lot of effort. Dachang had even used a more advanced communication tool, the mobile phone (this was not as popular in 2002). This was love that could not be stopped. Wandering in the ocean of love, he was willing to invest unlimited sincerity.
I used to think that Da Chang was acting on impulse to deal with this love. I was wrong again. Xiao Hui was destined to be his nemesis. My roommate and I walked directly into Xiaohui's spiritual world from the front, and from the side-other people's evaluation of the relationship between the two-we comprehended the profoundness of Zen.
Actually, I've seen Xiao Hui a few times. He looks very proper and belongs to the small and exquisite type. His personality is very easy-going and he is very charming when he smiles. However, Dachang gave people the image of a strong Chinese man. Because he loved Chinese songs and often liked to sing, he had the demeanor of a Chinese man. Perhaps this was the reason why birds of a feather flock together. Imagine what it would be like for Da Chang to hug Xiao Hui. A strong man hugging a weak woman was like a father hugging his daughter. Xiao Hui had a baby face and a childish face, while Da Chang had experienced many vicissitudes of life, so this pair was a perfect match. We discussed in private. Great Chang was indeed an expert in love. They actually deceived a little girl and loved each other so sincerely. We were envious!
At first, I thought their relationship was just a compulsory course in university. It was like a child playing house. However, in 2003, when we were not as good as the third-year graduating class, I realized that they actually began to talk about marriage, and the idea was decent. This might be a fatal blow to the ending of "The Day We Were Lovelorn Together on the Day of graduation." It turned out that there were many endings of love, and parting ways was only the most common one. Dachang's love might be the perfect ending. Da Chang and Xiao Hui destroyed all the beautiful lies with their actions. In 2005, I made a phone call to Dachang (I got his phone number through my classmate curve). For a vow, Dachang really left his hometown and traveled thousands of miles to the Ningxia autonomous region. This is the bomber of love. It was love that allowed them to break through the shackles of time and space and realize the nirvana of the phoenix. This should be the most successful example of love at first sight I have ever seen.
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