A Man's Heart
20 Chapter Twenty Jin Chang May Snow and Those Days

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Time: 2009-8- 23 21:41:59 Words: 4383

May 1st, Saturday, cloudy

Today is a terrible day. I don't like the weather. It was a little cold, and I could see large amounts of dust floating in the air. Sand flew everywhere. Because it was Labor Day, I was listening to SHE's song. Their voices were really beautiful. Sometimes, I'm their fan. What a wonderful song!

I had plenty of time to write to her. My dear classmates, Xiao Ma and Xiao Jing! I just called her and she said that she wrote me a phone call on March 16th. This matter became a late reply in October. Unfortunately, I was unable to receive it.

I sat there quietly and imagined her smile, which had touched me time and time again. But now I can only think of her. Everything was over. Our love ended like a game. I will remember this Labor Day.

May 2nd, Sunday, heavy snow

I've encountered many strange weathers, such as eight consecutive months of drought or three months of snow. This world was really strange. I can see the snow in May. It snowed heavily, and soon the entire world was covered in silver. I had nothing to do, so I wrote in my diary. I have to admit that I'm still thinking of so-and-so, though I can't see her. All of this was too terrible. I thought that my dreams had been surrounding me.

The snow continued to fall. Let me enjoy my calligraphy feelings. This is my habit. At this moment, I really wanted to call so-and-so, but the class monitor didn't allow it. I could only face the sky alone. Strangely enough, I've always liked this kind of weather. Don't boast about your courage. Armor technology, good friends, beautiful girls, and ancient swords are all very interesting. I can imagine the beautiful scenery. My memory is interrupted by the heavy snow again and again. Please stop thinking!!!

May 3rd, Monday, sunny

Life is full of sunshine. Time changed so quickly. Everyone has their own ideas and paths, and we must respect the ideas of others. Everyone had their own pursuits. I can see him clearly. Haiwa found a job. It's really not bad! I thought of that popular quote from the university,"We need a good fuck." It was brilliant. He really left first. He had already begun to pursue his dream. Xiao Ma continued to study. Dachang finally went to Ningxia for true love. I think he might be unhappy at first. This is my college roommate. Forgetting meant betraying history.

May 4th, Tuesday, sunny

Today was the last day of the May Day holiday. This morning, I finally went out to the streets. This was the first time I went out to communicate with people outside the wall. I want to go to the bank to deposit some money. I was angry that I couldn't find the China Construction Bank. It was too depressing. Where was he? I asked myself again and again. I'm a stranger here. Hence, he had no choice but to walk down the main road. This wasted me nearly 50 minutes, and I only had 2 hours to go out. I want to find an internet cafe. Luckily, I found a quiet place to sit down and play. I really wanted to talk to my old classmate for a while, but I only found my neighbor. He said that it was difficult to find a job and might have gone to Dongguan. I feel very strange. He is very capable. I hope that he will set a role model for us.??

I called her this afternoon and she said she bought a cell phone. The world changed really quickly. I hope she can come and see me one day. I hope that life will give her more happiness. They will be beyond my imagination. Many people were creating their own lives. I hope to have a good future. Four years will pass quickly.

Everything would change.

It was May 1st, and snow was falling. It was the first time he had seen snow in this season. Peach blossoms were falling, and the most beautiful moment was when his comrades stood at the entrance of the camp. He really missed this period of time. This May Day was unforgettable.

Jiangcheng Zi's learning is endless

No one knows how much sweat has been shed by the river after ten years of cold window

Savor it carefully, boss should persist

I stay up all night to watch people leave

It's like a day of fame, and my heart is secretly happy and liberated

CET-4 and then computer science

Everyone is anxious about the final exam, I sigh, I want to take the postgraduate entrance examination

Legend of the Dog (2)

Said the drinker

(The real drinker is not drunk, but he is used to being drunk. He uses wine to talk about wine, and it is all in his words.)

Drunken Dog

Standing foolishly at the crossroads

Smiling at the world, wearing the shuttle

The lights are red, the wine is green, and the eyes are hazy

looking up at the sky

There is a waning moon above my head

cold and clear

Tell the loneliness of the night

The dog is a drunk tango

Dancing the samba and singing love songs

Lovers in the shadows of the trees say sweet nothings

The graduates huddled together and chattered

Being a dog is good

Because only sincerity can give

Because I can hold on to love till the end

Being a dog is good

Because I can bark at pedestrians for no reason

Being chased all over the street, but no worries

The Wolf's Manifest

When the desert doesn't have your howl that reverberates through the night sky

When you are not galloping and killing on the prairie

When the depths of the forest don't have the blood of your prey

Nature has lost its natural order

The sun, moon and stars are eclipsed because of you

The earth is dull without you

The world is dull without you

One day, the wolf actually changed to eat grass

It's not the retreat of passion, it's not the struggle of strangers

But to survive

for love

Waiting for that moment to come

end of the world

This uninvited guest is late

June 14, 2004

In fact, no matter how boring and helpless life was, the purest and most sincere comradeship in the world was silently formed. Especially when the internal affairs department was sentenced to death, I and several other comrades were forced to move to a small room. This was a very humiliating thing. Because the internal affairs department could not stand the test, I got an unexpected harvest. Although the class monitor looked at our internal affairs with a strange gaze, I did not have to be afraid to live under his eyes every moment. The only thing that wasn't worth praising was that we naturally had a lot more time to tidy up the house. When we truly experienced the joy of pouring it, the class monitor let us go. "Let me count the names again: Fatty, Xiao Bai, Xiao Zhou, Zhi Qiang, and me. I felt that it was very laughable. Xiao Hei and I were the first to move into the small room. After several turns, I finally couldn't find a place to put the internal affairs in the big room, so I was exiled to the small room to cultivate. This was fate. Because I was the oldest and had the highest education, I was very active in my work. The monitor showed great respect and trust to me. However, I never used this as an excuse to show off. Instead, I was more cautious and careful. Only by doing so could I adapt to the class monitor's changeable personality.

Cell phone theft incident

I mentioned an unexpected incident in my diary, but I mentioned it again today because the flames of anger of my comrades and I were stirred again and again. Our peaceful lives were disturbed, and we paid a heavy price for it. Today, I finally experienced the flames of anger again like a volcanic eruption. One day in May, it was about midnight. It was very late at night. I was woken up by Xiao Bai. I couldn't help but curse in my heart. Which bastard disturbed my good dreams? This isn't Xinjiang. He said that the class monitor wanted all of us to gather. I was dissatisfied. What was wrong with this guy? When I arrived at the big room in a daze, everyone naturally squatted in two rows. The class monitor was lying on the bed, and the dim candlelight was faintly discernible. Suddenly, it asked,"Everyone is here." Xiaobai turned around to count the number of people present. The class monitor said," My phone was on the bedside table last night. Now it's gone. Guess who took it?"”Everyone started to discuss and looked at each other suspiciously. I said,"It definitely shouldn't be a comrade from our class.”The class monitor didn't say anything. The class monitor looked at Little Black. He had the same opinion as me. The class monitor seemed to be deliberately mystifying and hinted that he was indeed a powerful character. While we were still uncertain, the class monitor added,"If anyone in our class took my phone, please secretly put it on the table when everyone is not around. I will pretend that this matter did not happen and will not pursue it. If I find out who took it and refused to give it to me, I think he knows my methods. It better not be something our classmates did. I'll give you three days to dismiss.”From his tone, he sounded confident. There was a traitor. I really couldn't believe it.

It was just that on a certain morning in June, right after eating, Xiao Bai told me that the class monitor wanted to see me. I was really shocked. Could it be that the class monitor didn't trust me enough? I thought to myself, humans really have a crisis of trust everywhere. Is there a need to continue such a life? I came to a conclusion too early. My heart was like a rabbit as I walked into the room and waited for the class monitor's decision. He was very surprised. Two days ago, because Squad Leader Qi confiscated our phone book, I really don't know what's going on. I don't know what's going on. I finally got it right. The class monitor gave me a phone book and flipped to a page for me to look at. He pointed to a call record he got from somewhere (later found out that he got it from the mobile company) and pointed to a phone number."Is this the same as the one in the phone book?”I didn't know why, but after studying it carefully, it was actually the same number. A thought flashed through my mind. Could it be? So the truth was revealed. It was actually a certain someone's phone book. It was really unbelievable. It was said that his family background was very good. Unexpectedly…I shared this secret with Xiao Hei and Class Monitor Qi. A certain someone was that daring thief. Class Monitor naturally knew that Xiao Hei and I were very tight-lipped. Even after graduation, I didn't reveal anything to anyone. This was the whole story of the phone theft incident. On a certain night shift, a certain person was nowhere to be seen. He did it flawlessly. Who would have thought that our respected Class Monitor Qi would solve the case with just a call record and a phone book? It could be seen that our Class Monitor was really not a simple person. After the incident, it was said that so-and-so had a private affair with the class monitor. He lost his wife and lost his soldiers. The price of 8000 yuan was only this secret. No one was willing to shed all pretenses of cordiality, just as the saying goes: It's hard to guard against thieves in the house. They steal and break the beams. However, the heavens were clear that a gentleman on the Liang would not have a good end.

Iron Gate Incident

We gradually became familiar with Squad Leader Qi. This was the charm of time. It was also the most sincere friendship that we had formed after more than three months of training, learning, living, and working together. As a result, the training ground, which had always been known for its seriousness, became lively. Squad Leader Qi was not there that day. The class monitor appointed Xiao Bai and Xiao Hei to be in charge of the class affairs. The so-called second coach in the training ground was mainly used to review professional theories. We all chatted casually. Of course, when it was time for our comrades to train in real cars, we did not hesitate.

Suddenly, Xiao Li asked me to move west. It seemed like it wasn't his place to speak. Xiao Zhang reminded me to move to the west. I wanted to go against him. I don't think so. He's the class monitor's favorite messenger. I can't afford to offend him. Moreover, it's indeed my fault. It's my fault for not maintaining a suitable distance. I tactfully moved two meters to the west. At that moment, I decided to brush past Death and the Gates of Hell closed me outside again. Perhaps I should thank the almighty God. Perhaps he felt that I shouldn't die so easily under a door. Just as I decided to leave the seat that I shouldn't have stayed for long, I finally became a favored person of the Goddess of Fate again. The old iron door finally reached the end of its life. It miraculously fell down like a strong man who had been sick for a long time and smashed into my seat. I thought that if I was really trampled on by that door, perhaps the meaning of my life would have ended. As for the process of life from birth to death that Jia Pingao mentioned, I really hadn't experienced it yet. So I decided to scribble randomly, pinning the memories of this unexpected iron gate incident and my infinite longing for her.

love life

I walked the Silk Road

I heard the beauty of Lou Lan crying

I climbed the Great Wall

I heard Meng Jiangnu groaning

I cross the crossroads

Watching the beautiful figure disappear under the wheel

I dare not, I really dare not have too many fantasies about life

I can't, I really can't have too much hope for love

I like it, I wait

I choose my love

When the living are tormented by survival and have nowhere to go

When love is mixed up with debauchery

I look into your loving eyes

It's a helpless tease

Or the temptation of helplessness

Or a great insult to life

You left silently

And walk away without any worries

I walk on the road and forget the road

I only remember that look clearly

It's clearly a treasure

June 15, 2004

I am honored to have scored 94.5 points in the exam, ranking first among the 30 heroes in this major. My joy was naturally written on the paper. I originally thought that I would win this round. This was a manifestation of my full confidence. At this moment, I actually missed her a little. Perhaps I should find someone to share this happiness with. I would call her, hoping to hear that familiar yet unfamiliar voice.

The wheel of time spun at high speed once again. Soon, we will be going to the training ground. It is said to be at the edge of the Tengger Desert, only 5 kilometers away from Jinchang City. The armor training had already reached the stage of large-scale live ammunition training.

All kinds of preparations have been carried out. On July 1st, we will set foot on the road to the venue as planned. The final stage of the real vehicle operation entered the sprint stage. All of us were more confident and had memorized a very thin armor theory book. Even the two Zhou's with poor memory seemed to be full of confidence in the field training. This was the true demeanor of a soldier. However, the devil of longing never gave up on attacking me. I wrote this poem as a memento.

when

When the cloudy sky is full of dark clouds

I'm walking on the road with my heart at ease

When the desolate desert raises a sandstorm

I look for the future without hesitation

When the bleak moonlight locks on to the pass

I stand guard with joy

When the fleeting years like water pass quietly

I take your sweet smile and lovesickness

When the young boy is no longer wandering

The charm of love is so unstoppable

When the gurgling water flows through my hometown

A lonely traveler cherishes a heart

I can't take too much love anymore

I can't let go of the direction of longing

The girl I've been waiting for has found her own paradise

The hometown I yearn for is so remote

When you're full of the world's insults

Who's teasing who has ill intentions?

Looking back, I don't want to think about it

The person who loves me and the person I love are so vicissitudes

June 28, 2004

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