Time: 2009-8- 24 21:57:03 Words: 3572
After coming to the Gobi Desert to read a lot of books, he was no longer depressed, no longer confused about the future, no longer in the sea. In the desert, when the sun sets, you can sit quietly there and enjoy the magnificent scenery of the long river and the sunset. Occasionally, there would be a black whirlwind. It was really satisfying. Just scribble.
Those who smile without showing their teeth
The ancients thought that it was beautiful to smile without showing your teeth. I've been thinking hard about it, but today I've had an epiphany. I'll analyze it as follows.
One was a small cherry mouth showing big teeth, so scary, damaging the beauty, so most of the people who did this were women.
Second, the ancients did not brush their teeth, so it was difficult to get rid of bad breath. They did not scare a few people to death, but they first smoked a few to death. It was ridiculous.
Third, literati had always been known for being refined, showing their teeth was an insult to elegance. It was really sad and lamentable to pretend to be cool even if they shed all pretenses.
People today are different.
First, women's liberation, half of the sky broke free of shackles, laughing often.
Second, all kinds of brands of toothpaste were everywhere. It was not surprising that beauty lovers had to brush their teeth n times a day. (First declare n=1).
Third, pure literati will soon disappear from the earth, there is no need to die, be careful to suffocate.
For all who smile without showing their teeth on August 10, 2004
Ican'tfantasythefate'sresult.Thestrangehashappenedoutofmyimage.ThesedaysIfeelverysorrow.Ihasharedthatmycomradeleftcorps.Hefinallydecidedtogotoaruinedway.Myclassmatessaidthathewouldmarryagirl.Ifeelverysurprised,oh,myheaven.Lifeislikeaghost.Itfillswithromance.Pleasebelieveyourselfbecauseyoucanonlytrustthisatthismoment.Everyonewantstopursueadreambelongingtohimself.
miss
The breeze blows, shaking the wind chimes of longing
You walked past in spring
Walking past the river I miss, don't forget that I'm waving at you
Sing a song of love and beauty, summer
You've been here, come here, the desert I used to live in
Camel thorn is cheering to you, telling you a sincere love story
Wild flowers bloomed by the roadside…
You are no longer accompanied by loneliness because the lonely star in the desert is praying for you
The stars in the sky were singing, one or two…
That's you, that's me
August 15, 2004
National Day and Mid-Autumn Festival Bonfire Party
In 2004, the National Day and Mid-Autumn Festival were very close, so the brigade decided to hold a military and civilian party with the local government. This was the last time I deeply experienced the military and civilian affairs of Jinchang.
The Last Greetings: Life as a Soldier Student, The Eve of My Completion
I called her on October 9th, 2004. She sounded really happy. I've always been very clear in my heart that my thoughts for her have never changed, just like Mount Tai. She told me that she had found a satisfactory job. I thought that it might be suitable for her. I kept encouraging her to stick to it. It seemed that my estimation was right. As of July 31, 2007, she was still working hard in that position and constantly recharged herself. It was said that she was going to take the accountant exam.
I just took the time to read Stendhal's Red and Black. This was a dream that I had never realized in college, and it actually came true in the army. I began to think about more questions. I once had a dream, just like the protagonist who always had an uncontrollable impulse.
I feel that I really need to write something. I take this rusty pen to draw. Tonight, perhaps it was a pity for the stars in the sky. Somehow, I equated myself with Yu Lian. A person who relies on impulse and passion to support his life will never be able to survive on earth. This is an iron law. Julien was lucky and unfortunate. He lived in that era, and the revolution became more and more intense. The so-called revolutionary finally stepped onto the stage of history. The once insufferably arrogant Napoleon was finally driven off the throne of the dictator. In fact, deep in his heart, Julien sympathized with and supported Napoleon. This was the charm of Napoleon's personality. In fact, whether it was the Napoleonic era or the current youth, who didn't want to be a Napoleon-style figure? This was the power of competition. Julien was dead. He firmly refused the chance of survival that the noble woman gave him. A person who was not even afraid of death, what else would he be afraid of? Julien had done it. He had fulfilled all the sacred missions of a fanatical Napoleonite. Therefore, Red and Black set the ending of Yu Lian as death, which may be the most perfect ending. His great contempt for life, his relentless pursuit of love, and his infinite desire to squeeze into high society. Julien was an ambitious young man who should be set up as an idol for all young people who wanted to make a difference. Perhaps it was because in the era where Lian lived, it was more difficult for an upright, brave, and righteous young man to realize his dream and realize the value of life than to ascend to the heavens. Therefore, such a thriving sapling withered under the oppression of power.
Today, we are welcoming a peaceful and harmonious era of talented people. All aspiring young people like Yu Lian should boldly raise the sledgehammer of life and smash all the decadent and stubborn forces. They should smash all idols and re-evaluate all values. If they are eagles, they should fly freely in the blue sky.
My topic seemed to be far away from my current life. Staying in the army certainly could make a difference, but it was too far from my dream, especially here. Although I had more free time than the old company, I really couldn't find the opportunity to display my talents. Therefore, I spent more time chatting. My squad leader was a real Legend fan, and even our instructors were no exception. Sometimes, they even bragged about legends in the military theory class. It was not that they did not show their emotions, but it was really inappropriate. Perhaps it was a wonderful irony for the troops that had always been known for their seriousness. However, this was the logistics force. It seemed very unbelievable to rely on them to charge into the battle, unless the frontline troops of China were all finished. The ancients said that before the war began, food and grass would go first, and the contribution of the logistics troops could not be ignored.
The life of a soldier had entered the countdown moment. The birthday of our beloved Squad Leader Qi had been delayed again and again. The bonfire party on New Year's Day and Mid-Autumn Festival had already come to an end, not to mention that it was already October 12th. We just finished the theory exam, everyone should be celebrating. The heavens are good. The monitor also had a good mood. According to him, whether it was the live ammunition training or the graduation theory exam, everyone had a good result. All the comrades in our profession had obtained the level certificate and graduation certificate as they wished.(Zhang Ruifeng was an exception. He had taken two months off to attend the table tennis tournament in the Lanzhou Theater of Operations in Urumchi. Unfortunately, he did not win the championship, so the team only got the third place.) However, we had a reason to relax. It was necessary to hold a birthday party for Squad Leader Qi. Surprisingly, I was the only one who celebrated my birthday in the seven months of my life as a soldier. Perhaps it was God's arrangement, but the others were canceled due to various reasons.
The last celebration and birthday party
On the evening of October 12th, our major held a celebration to celebrate the passing of all our majors and the creation of a new history for the 68008 troops. This undoubtedly set an immortal monument for the latecomers, and my class was awarded the title of collective third-class merit. The whole class was boiling. Black Dragon's change of heart and Zhang Jingxuan's break point echoed in the venue of the celebration party. There was no sadness and depression, and passion flew again. I also sang Yang Kun's 'It Doesn't Matter' at the top of my lungs. I felt like I had fallen into a cloud, as if I had returned to that unforgettable university era.
After disbanding, the class monitor said mysteriously,"We still have activities."”It turned out that some enthusiastic people had already placed the fruit gifts on the table. In fact, we couldn't eat anything. At the celebration party just now, we didn't bear to be stingy with our stomachs. We ate and drank. It was our fault for being greedy and forgetting that the class monitor's birthday was postponed to today. We all took out the birthday gifts prepared for the class monitor. I took out the Nanyang jade sent by my parents from the small room. The class monitor smiled happily. What an unforgettable night.
last battle
Who would have thought that the next day, October 13th, we would receive a new task from the captain. This was the place where we fought last, and also the wealth we left for the soldiers. Therefore, everyone enthusiastically devoted themselves to the "great" project of digging heating pipes and sewer pipes. These beautiful and tragic memories inspired the future soldiers. Especially when those who came later asked about these topics, Bai Tao, who stayed at the base, told them proudly, as if he was telling a legendary story of a hero.
The truth of the matter is always beyond our imagination. I hereby emphasize to those who like to talk but do not like to take action, please leave. We do not need these idealists who like unrealistic fantasies.
Perhaps only those who had experienced it could truthfully record and experience the situation at that time. The passage of time finally washed away all the blood stains. I couldn't sit still and wait for death. I only vaguely remembered that we had dug a difficult pit. The class monitor took his so-called trusted aides to Hexi Castle Town and had a big meal secretly. We could have walked or run; however, in order to save precious time, we rushed into the town like a pack of hungry wolves. It was an indescribable enjoyment to have a big meal. I finally enjoyed the farewell meal as I had expected. It might be a good compensation for the farewell meal in university. God always advocated peace and justice. If he plundered you and suppressed your personality, he would definitely compensate you in other ways. I really, really fell in love with you. Sometimes I have to re-examine these unforgettable days. In short, I finally heard the bell of farewell.
parting
On October 16th, 2004, after dinner, the monitor gave us our graduation certificate and grade certificate. Jin Chang, lovely Jin Chang, when can I set foot on this hot land again? Feeling the unprecedented power, we agreed not to cry, that seems too unmanly, sadness seems not to be God's last gift. When the big truck was activated, I clearly saw Bai Tao, Zhou Tao, Li Dingjin, and some other comrades who stayed in the base with tears in their eyes. They had no tears when their fingers were broken by the slate; They had no tears when they planted trees in the snow; They had no tears when they were at the edge of the Tengger Desert. At this moment, we have become so fragile. Our deep comrade-in-arms has once again ignited an inextinguishable fire. All the flowery words and citations have become insignificant. We just made such a simple gesture and watched each other fade away with tears in our affectionate eyes...
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