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The first half of the first year of high school in a daze
I am naturally passionate and unrestrained, and I am naturally forthright. I never stick to trifles. I think this is not a merit worthy of showing off. On the contrary, sometimes others will think that I am not honest enough, but I never care. A true friend does not need too much language communication, nor does it need flowers and applause to arm its firmness. It is enough to communicate with two hearts.
My ability to adapt to a new environment is really bad. This is also a problem that I have been trying to solve. However, my advantage is that I can persist until the end. When I adapt to the environment, I will give full play to my advantages and work hard.
The form teacher of Year One was negligent in disciplining us. He taught politics and was promoted to the director of politics and education. He was busy "fixing" the students all day long and was busy educating them morally. How could he have the time to take care of this class? Therefore, the people who came out of our class were more or less a little arrogant. With the help of the form teacher, they were also advocates of liberty. According to my investigation, many of them still refused to find a girlfriend like me, which further confirmed the liberty in our bones.
military training
The military training began as soon as the class was formed. This is strictly military life. The instructor has always been rude to us.
The autumn of 1998 was particularly hot. Was it because of the aftermath of the flood in the Three River Basin? That soul-stirring flood in the history of our country shocked the world. Fortunately, under the leadership of the head of state Jiang XX and the Prime Minister, the people were united to defeat the flood. Unfortunately, many young soldiers sacrificed their precious lives. In that year, the reputation of the People's Liberation Army reached an unprecedented height.
When the instructor told us these stories about fighting the flood, we seemed to be immersed in it. It was really hot. We stood still like a mosquito lying on a person's body and drinking blood. Whoever dared to move,"Pa" was cool for a long time and couldn't breathe. Our two drill instructors seemed to be very good at " pranking " people. Perhaps it was a little too much for this group of scholars, but for the two of them, this might be a common occurrence. I seemed to have developed a mischievous personality. My posture wasn't very graceful. I didn't know how many punches I had taken. It was so painful that I couldn't sleep at night, but I couldn't shout. I wasn't a fragile person. I wanted to be strong and couldn't bow to life.
The most annoying thing about military training was that they had to learn to walk before breakfast. They had never felt so awkward walking for more than ten years. At noon, when we were sleeping soundly and dreaming, the military whistle suddenly sounded. The sensitivity of soldiers to whistles was obvious to all, almost to the point of worship. Emergency assembly! We cursed, rubbed our eyes, and quickly stood in two rows with our shoes. "Now go to the field and stand in a military posture for half an hour!”
I cursed in my heart. This was the most poisonous time of the afternoon, 30 degrees. It was a soldier's duty to obey orders.
We quickly split up into groups of five. We were already drenched in sweat. The girls in the nearby company had already fallen, but we still stood still, afraid that we would be kicked. Half an hour felt like half a century. We were all silently counting our heartbeats and waiting in anticipation. We had waited for tens of thousands of years. We had waited until the seas dried up and the rocks crumbled. We had waited until the end of time. We had been holding on for a long time just because of that "dismissal".
Sometimes at night, I would do 30 push-ups at a time, followed by frog jumps. It was really the same pose I did in the army, and I would only go to rest when I was exhausted. Slowly, we got used to it.
There were also times when the two instructors would tell us about their glorious military achievements, their military career, and how they missed their loved ones and lovers. I didn't expect that these would be my future life. In the evening, they will teach us to sing military songs in class. Military songs are easy to learn and are completely shouted out. The main thing is the momentum, shocking, and deafening."Unity is Strength" was finally set as the class song of Class 98 (8)."Comrades" and "Red Cross Squad." I've never heard the latter song in the army. I only remember:
(1) Comrades, comrades, as close as brothers,
It was the revolution that brought us together
You come from XX, I come from XX
……
Comrade, comrade, this kind title, this noble friendship…
(2)…
Little flowers bloom one by one,
……
The moon is visible,
The stars could hear…
Housekeeping was also very annoying. She never folded her blanket at home, and even if she had a brain attack occasionally, she would still be sloppy. They didn't dare to throw things around. They couldn't stand properly and had to stand in a military posture. This was what everyone was most afraid of. Fortunately, after studying hard, we all passed the test. The quilt was folded like tofu. It was done. We got the instructor's praise. We were very happy.
The harsh, cruel, and meaningful military training was about to end. I had benefited a lot, and this was more or less inextricably linked to my future in the military. However, I had a chance at that time, but I missed it for nothing. Life was a choice. I had matured through many choices and realized the value of life. Before we left, the two instructors and we took a photo in the stadium with Echeng Temple as the background. Every time we picked it up, that past came to mind.
Their departure was a little sudden. It was said that they were going to carry out some mission. Of course, the military's confidentiality code did not allow them to say anything. 1998 was really an eventful year for China. All kinds of reforms followed, and the changes in China were indomitable.
That night, I quickly came to the instructor. I wanted to say something but hesitated. The whole class had already given them a banner. I really wanted them to leave me a souvenir. Although we were third in the military training, we always thought that we deserved to be the champion. Maybe it was because other people's slogans were more imposing, or our songs weren't spectacular enough. In short, we didn't get what we wanted. It was a small regret, the beauty of incompleteness. I had an idea. I took a black pen and said,"Instructor Liu, please sign on my collar!”As time passed, that signature was no longer clear, but that memory was always beautiful. The bus started moving. My classmates stopped them and didn't let them go. However, the bus didn't wait for anyone. We clearly heard that the military truck had been activated. Night fell silently. Many girls burst into tears. The quality of the soldiers conquered us. We were moved! Later, it was said that some girls had specially gone to the garrison to look for them, which showed that they had a deep relationship.
Official high school life
The intense and orderly learning had already begun.
I still haven't come out from the shadow of failure, still at a loss. For nearly a month, I still didn't know many of my classmates. I woven a net myself and was trapped in it. Perhaps I already lacked the courage to communicate with others. I just wanted to stay in a lonely corner and silently reflect on myself.
I knew that I couldn't live like this, so I went to look for my neighbor, Xiao Xian. He was already a senior in high school, and his suggestion was to let me interact more with my classmates. In my mind, he has always been a role model for me. I always felt that he was a very outstanding person. Later, I don't know how he managed to get into Northwest University of Political Science and Law. This may not be a coincidence. But when I realized that he needed comfort and attention at times, it seemed that everyone had their weaknesses. This was the perfect combination of true human nature.
My life had sunshine, and the humanity that had been suppressed for too long began to resurrect. Communication was too important between people. As long as you used an honest heart to contact others, you would definitely win the understanding and love of others. We often make this mistake: After locking ourselves in a small circle, struggling and moaning in a small prison, we finally understand: Human nature was cold and indifferent.
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