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Magpie Bridge Immortal's Full Moon

That night, drink a little red wine, slightly drunk, write this article, and miss so-and-so.

At the beginning of the half-moon, a long song flies in the air, and the night is quiet and cool

I want to meet you in my dream, and my one-sided love hurts even more

Nocturne alone, Chang'e's desolate Guanghan Palace guards the empty room

The Moon-Watcher fantasizes about the Shang Dynasty, so what if it's day and night?

July 24th, 2007, early morning, Magpie Bridge Immortal

National Day Travel Plan

Directions: Fujian, Fujian, Guilin, Guangxi, Guizhou, Huangguoshu Waterfall, other fun places

[Time of implementation: 8: 00AM

Duration:2 - 5 days

Cost:500~1000RMB

[Attendants: Xu Dajun and his backpacking friends (Search online for real-life contacts and companions along the way)]

Traveling method: take the train to the main route car other tools = the whole journey

Travel content: Natural scenery and historical sites

Material preparation: Knife, lighter, compass, dry food, sunflower oil, cold medicine, post card, backpack, drinks, a notebook and a pen, a map of tourist attractions and a camera.

Slogan: You're not a real man until you reach the Great Wall

Reward: Write a travel journal

[Note: The plan can be canceled unless the following circumstances occur: ]

1. Unfortunate Death

I am seriously ill

3. Bad weather poses a safety hazard on the road

4. All other situations that may cause great damage to life and safety

5. Other more necessary plans occupy

Xu Dajun, July 23, 2007

Three of the most classic movie love stories

I. There's an eraser in my head

The story was simple and clear. A poor boy fell in love with a rich family's daughter. Later, the poor boy finally obtained a certificate of construction engineer through his own efforts. He could win a lot of self-esteem from his father-in-law. The story didn't end there. His lover had lost her memory (inherited in the family, broken generation). The funny thing was that she had lost a piece of memory-the beautiful memory of their love. As a result, she could no longer find her way home. She could not even cook and take care of herself. The only memory she had was how loving she was with her previous boyfriend. Therefore, she often mistakenly thought that he was the person she loved the most. The depressed man fulfilled her wishes one after another. Of course, this took an extraordinary amount of effort. In the nearly two-hour movie, the man destroyed the eraser in her mind with his own actions. The ending was self-evident.

II. Speechless (Movie title and theme song title to be verified)

This movie made many viewers cry. Of course, I didn't bring a towel when I watched it, but I still had tears in my eyes. Its theme song was very sad, an authentic Han version that was emotional but not fake. The two of them were in love. The man had never confessed to the woman. The man had only said this simple sentence,"One day, if your eyes are blind, I will be your eyes.”He did not expect this sentence to come true. One day, a broken glass splashed and blinded the woman's eyes. The man secretly discussed with the doctor in the hospital and gave his eyes to the woman. The woman's eyes recovered, but she didn't know where they came from until she met a blind handsome man on the road. The photo of her in his hand floated to the woman's feet in the wind. The woman seemed to understand everything.(The theme song played) The movie ended.

(To be continued)

Note: Please bring your own towels and napkins. The first movie was a Han movie from 2004 to 2005. When it was broadcasted, it was packed with people. Many comrades had wasted countless napkins, and many people could hum the theme song (Chinese). The second movie was a classic romance movie from the 1990s. It continued to follow the Han Country's sentimental and friendly route. Everyone, watch it when you have time.

The assumption about the unification of assembled electronic test tools

There are many chances of using electronic test tools in the assembly department, especially some reputable companies (such as Elite, Lianqiang, Japan,Han, etc.) that require testing of electronic functions, which puts high demands on the stability and practicality of electronic test tools. However, in the assembly department of our company, there is still a shortage of such tools and unstable performance, which sometimes brings great obstacles to the production line and coming out of the cabinet. I combined my three months of work experience in Shun Sheng and some simple electronic knowledge to analyze the current situation of the electronic tools in the assembly department, trying to improve and increase production efficiency, reduce production costs and difficulties. The analysis was as follows:

1. The electronic test tools of our department are divided into: LED lights (divided into two types of ordinary lights and high-brightness lights) test tools, buzzing test tools, fan test tools, USB test tools and other four categories.

2. The shortage of electronic test tools in our department is not caused by the overall small number (there are spare parts during the production of biotech), but because many test tools have more functions and more welding spots, resulting in unstable performance. Anyone with knowledge of electronics knew that the more welding spots a circuit board had, the higher the requirements for welding technology. This was obviously not practical. Therefore, to improve the stability of electronic jigs, it was best to reduce the number of welding spots and take into account the variety of functions.

3. Most of the electronic test tools in our department use batteries (mainly 1. 5V, 9V, and 12V), which caused a lot of cost waste. It was well known that batteries were not very durable. Every time the production line came to change the battery (the battery was insufficient and could not be tested), it meant that the application was scrapped, which was a waste of cost and not environmental friendly.

In summary, I wondered if I could consider making such a tool (provided that it could be made and it was convenient to put it into the production line, and there was physical evidence):

1. It was fully functional, and one tool could test USB, LED, Buzzer, and Fan at the same time.

2. Can you consider using our most common power 220V, plus a transformer (about 9 yuan)?

3. Electronic components could be reduced if a bridge (half-bridge) rectify circuit was used to achieve the bias voltage and voltage regulation.

(Regarding the cost of the old electronic test tools and the cost of the new electronic test tools, there are individual calculations and annual cost comparisons, pending confirmation)

[Proposer: Xu Dajun]

of 25 July 2007

AbouttheBlackFriday

TodayisFriday。IfindIamafraidofthisday,becauseIwillmakesomemistakesonFridays。Inthehistory,thesonoftheGoddiedonFriday,soinEuropeandAmericaallpeoplehatethisday。ThisisamagicofthisworldforEuropeanandAmericans。Whocanconquerthismyth。IthinkIhavefallenintothissea。OnFridaysIwillhavelotsofthingstodo,however,IhateFriday。TodayIthinkIamdying。Why?Igetuplateat6:50am。Oh,myGod,Iknowyouarenoteagertoforgiveme。Pleasebelieveme,Iamnotghost。Iloveyouforeverlikelovingalittlemaiden。Thisismybelief。Iwillsticktothelastuntilthedreamisdrought。Icometoofficeroom,Iwillhavecoffee。Itisenergyofmycourage。Ifeelthecoffeeabitdifferentfrommilktea。Whenyouhavealittle,youfinditisbitter。Whenyoufeelthelife,itissweet。Thisisthereallife。Youcan'tliveinthehappinessforever。Youcantastebitterbeforesweet。That'sall。

(theillgoon)

2007-7-27

July 28, 2007 Saturday Fine

Todayisafineday,Ithink。IstarttostudyCADdrawing。IfindIhavealittlefoolish,whocansaveme?Wellbeganisthehalfofsuccess。Imuststudyhowtostayuptolast。Imissmyoldclassmate。Iknowthatshedoesagoodliving,Ihopeso。Ithinkherjoyisthejoyofmine。SoinmyheartIhopeallsmilesbelongtohereveryday。

Imustgoonstudy,orIwillfallbehindmycomrade。Theywilllaughatme。Idon'twanttoacceptthisresult。Imuststartthenewlife,that'ssoso!

Thoughts on Army Day

Since I started to join the army in Hetian, the Army Day has become a very special day. Therefore, I am always especially excited on this day. I sing with deep feelings and feel with love…

----Inscription

From the 2004 Army Day, in my words and phrases, I had recorded in detail my Army Day in Jinchang. We were still at the edge of the Tengger Desert for the final assessment, as if a war that belonged to us had already begun. The heat wave was still rolling, and our skin was finally tanned to the so-called bronze color. We no longer needed makeup-if we were playing black characters.

The weather is still so hot, the mood is still so bad, maybe we should go wash the algae, or simply give ourselves to the vast desert to be dealt with. Burying in the desert and sacrificing my last drop of blood for the desert has always been my wish. I was excited to welcome the arrival of the Army Day. We were making the final preparations. After the live ammunition, we had to go home, away from this place where we had fought and worked.

In the end, he still did not get to enjoy the opportunity to fire a cannon. This could not be said to be the greatest regret of an armored gunner. He had no choice but to spend his time. This was fate. Maybe I will have a chance to go to Xinjiang. There is a chance, but I still haven't grasped it. Life is like this. What I lack is not opportunity, but the courage to seize the opportunity, just like loving someone. Perhaps when we are together, you feel that you are determined to get it. In fact, there is nothing in the world that you are 100% sure of. You can only work hard to fight for it and pursue it. Perhaps my many mistakes and nothing happened because God gave me courage. I didn't use it well. The topic has already deviated to Java. Just like that, we sang " We Are Soldiers " and returned to the shooting team. We didn't give our so-called everything to Hu Dahe and the magnificent desert.

On the Army Day in 2005, I just returned to the company from the propaganda unit of the government. In fact, all his troubles were his own fault. At any time, your greatest enemy was to learn to defeat yourself. The magic weapon of victory was always grasped by yourself. I was originally a member of the communications company. Because the propaganda chief wanted to set up a propaganda report group, another comrade and I were selected. Because when we were in the recruit company, our articles were firmly at the top. This was a turning point. Since June, I have deviated from the route of the masses. Other than eating with the company, the rest of my work and rest system has been messed up. I gradually realized that my comrades were looking at me with envy and merciless ostracism. I spent most of my time on the publicity unit. Every day, I would sit in front of the computer and hand in two articles to the chief. Sometimes, when my comrades were training, I would be in the trap. Another member of my team had already returned to the company. It was said that he had been admitted to the military school. I felt a little broken. Because of my age, I couldn't enter the military school. Deep in my heart, I still had a little grudge against the company.

I was lost, completely lost. I couldn't find myself. Staying in the agency, I didn't know how to deal with all kinds of complicated interpersonal relationships. This was a natural flaw. Sometimes, I was like a war reporter who went to Wada City to set up a line with my comrades. However, my mission was only to take pictures. I witnessed the international hot air balloon competition held in Hetian with my own eyes, mostly because of my identity as a reporter.

I wanted to go out, but I couldn't explain to both sides. The chief was very good to me, and the company commander also hoped that I would come back because the military exercise would start soon. My physique was better in the company, and I could still be useful at critical times. I helplessly told the unit chief that the company needed me, and the unit chief said that you should go back. When I arrived at Mount Kunlun, I realized that the unit chief also needed me very much! How magnanimous was he? I finally bid farewell to this life that was inconsistent with the company. I started my morning exercises again. I started to have exercises with the company and do physical training. I could also rest early (I was sometimes busy until one in the morning in the publicity unit). That kind of casual indulgence finally came to a complete end. That day was Army Day. I moved my stuff to the company and started a new life to meet the challenge of the military exercise.

The Army Day of 2006 was the most depressing day for me. My classmates had already found their own jobs. My classmates who went to university with me had really gone their separate ways. Perhaps when we met again, they would still have their wives and children, or they would have already experienced the vicissitudes of society. I didn't want to think too much about it. At this moment, I was already helpless and trapped in the same place. Facing my ideals and my parents, I was speechless. I should be on the same level as my level 03 juniors, but in February, most of them went to the south for an internship, so I couldn't make it. On April 19th, I lost all my valuable documents. It seems that some people said that I had to die completely. I didn't know how my graduation certificate was done, but my ID card and discharge certificate finally died. This was a big blow to me. I couldn't fall down, so I followed my uncle to work as a small worker. The salary wasn't high, but I could also earn some fruits of my labor through my own hands. Deep in my heart, I hope to learn from my neighbors and go to the south to find my dream. I went to Shen Zhen in March 2006. That was a lot of training for me. It could be considered as taking the general route of the transition period, that's all.

I always felt like I was a flood dragon in the shallow river of my hometown, unable to display my talents. In fact, I exaggerated my abilities too much. My future experiences gave me a head-on blow. August is a long time. Although it's not my dream to be a small worker, I clearly understand that my family has been working hard in this profession for many years. Therefore, I have to do everything according to my principles, so that no one can find fault with me. I go out early and return late with my father every day. We strictly enforce the eight-hour work system. 00-12:00, 3:00-7:00. Occasionally, he would work overtime because of work needs. That was a rare opportunity. After all, we are all doing physical labor. Not everyone can take it. The arrival of August 1st let me know that 2006 was a special year. There were two July 7th, which meant that the Niulang River and the Weaver Girl could meet twice this year. It was not easy. It was said that there was only one chance every 38 years. Therefore, in my spare time, I wrote a lot of poems to commemorate this unforgettable day and build momentum for the meeting at the Magpie Bridge. Qixi Festival was the Valentine's Day of China. When could I not sing "Single Love Song"? Perhaps Meng Tingwei's "Valentine's Day without a Lover" was the best answer. Perhaps this Army Day wasn't so depressing, because of poetry and Qixi Festival.

In 2007, I was partying with my colleagues in a bar on Army Day. The Goddess of Despair and I were fated to be together. I was like the great hero, Achilles, who had learned to be sentimental. Men's sentimentality usually came at a heavy price, so I felt like I was wearing a mask when I interacted with most people. Most of the time, we wear masks to protect ourselves, but the more we live, the more tired we get. It could be seen that psychology in foreign countries was more popular than in China. No wonder the world generally thought that Freud was the recognized founder of psychology. Agamemnon gained absolute military command and led the Argos to victory in the war against Troy. Who would have thought that a conspiracy was brewing in his hometown, and his return was the beginning of a nightmare. Therefore, many people wore masks and pretended to be strong. Often, behind the strong, there were more fragile tears and helplessness." Drinking alone without blind dates, we become three guests with the shadows." Most of the time, the person we communicate with is ourselves. Who is willing to open their hearts and let others see through your inner world?

Going to a bar to party was a good decision. At least you could find a little of yourself in the singing, or in the wailing of ghosts and wolves. You could release all your resentment, all your helplessness in life, all your injustice towards society, and not hurt anyone. My principle is to offend and hurt people when I'm angry. When a person's heart is hurt, they might hold a grudge against you. More importantly, they won't be able to live in peace for the rest of their lives.

I unconsciously thought of my favorite songs: Hei Long's " Change of Heart," Zhang Jingxuan's " Breakpoint," Ah Du's " He Must Love You Very Much," Huang Lei's " I Think I Am the Sea," Tu Honggang's " Farewell My Concubine," and Yang Kun's " It Doesn't Matter." These songs more or less reflect my inner feelings and the times I once lived. My old friends have passed away, and the sound of these songs lingered in my ears for three days. Perhaps we can only relive these songs that we are interested in to remember all those beautiful days and those people we once loved.

Where will I go next year's Army Day?

Grass on August 7, 2007

Agentlycaress

MichaelandIhardlynoticedwhenthewaitresscameandplacedtheplatesonourtable。WewereseatedinasmalldelitruckedawayfromthebustleofThirdStreet,inNewYorkCity。

Ourexchangewaslively,ifnotprofound。Welaughedaboutthemoviethatwehadseenthenightbeforeanddisagreedaboutthemeaningbehindthetextwehadjustfinishedforourliteratureseminar。HetoldmeaboutthemomentwhenhehadtakenthedrasticstepintomaturitybybecomingMichaelandrefusingtorespondtoMickey。“Hadhebeentwelveorfourteen?”Hecouldn'tremember,buthedidrecallthathismotherhadcriedandsaidhewasgrowinguptooquickly。

waiting

Waiting,

Waiting silently

I lost myself in waiting

I lost my love for her while waiting

The person I love is swaying back and forth in the waiting words

The one I love is waiting for the balance, dancing the angel's dream dance

No waiting, no true love

Waiting,

I'm waiting for my dream to come true

Waiting to find the other shore in the sea of bitterness

Waiting for the sunset

Under the cover of night

Unfettered in the World

The black night wears a black veil

Wandering the streets

So I'm still waiting

Waiting for her true love like a goddess waiting for her husband

Until the wind and frost of the years make everything vulnerable

waiting

Like the cowherd and the Weaver girl meeting on the magpie bridge on the seventh day of July

When waiting becomes a life,

When I'm waiting for the sake of waiting

I love for the one who loves me

Maybe I don't need to wait

disappeared

You turned off your phone

Your voice is no longer in the air

I try to find traces of you in my mind

But it's silent

Our distance was once 0.001 millimeters

At this moment, what is pulling apart our distance

I shouted your name on the street

You hide in a lonely corner

Being alone is not your only one

My umbrella is falling in the rain

Without me, who would be willing to support you?

I'm still searching

That familiar figure is far away

the seventh day of July

Is it only the cowherd and the Weaver Girl who meet on the magpie bridge

I'm still searching

Waiting, waiting for that familiar voice

Disappearing is not your right

But you let it go without any leeway

The Lost Castle

Whose song is still going on?

One day in July

I lost your message

As if the earth had lost its inherent rotation

The sun and moon lost their light

When the moon is no longer hazy

Do I still have dreams at night?

Searching, searching

That's all I have

It only takes 0.0001 seconds to disappear

But I've been looking for you for 14400 seconds

What is fitting is no longer fitting

The disproportion still continues

If this is the end

Please let God clean up this mess

Xu Dajun Grass on August 12, 2007

Augustthe15thWednesdaycloudy

Goodluckiscoming

Ibelievethatthegoodfortunateiscoming。Iamwaitingforsomeone'stelephone,andIinvitesomebodytohaveameal。Theyallacceptmydemand。Itrustgoodluckiscoming。Iwillseethenewhope。IhaveadreamthatIcanpursuesomeone,andshedoesn'trefuseme。IhaveaimportanttasktomakingSQ-85SOP,andthesedayIwillseethatdayiscoming。SoIthinkwhyIalwaysfailintheoldtime。

EverIloselotsofcourage。Imuststudytoencouragemyselfinanypart,notonlyinfinishingmytaskandhaveresponsibilityformywork,andIwillstandinthefrontoflovemountain。Iwillseethatdaywillcome。Mygoddess,youaretheknow-all,pleasegivemorefortunate,Iwillrunafteryou。Ibelievetherealityiscoming。Noonecanstopmyidea。IfIhaveachoicetoownyou,Iwilldevotemyalltoyou。Thatisvaluable,thelovewariscoming。Alldreamswillbecometrue,thedreamisneartome。IdecidethatIwillgotowardssomebody。

Isaytothesky,IhaveadreamIwillstandinfrontofyou。That'sso。TodayisspecialdayIfindthatIhavewritten100,000words,Icelebratemysuccess,ifinthiseveningIwillhearsomebody'snews,thatitistoowonderfulandperfect。Iwillwaitthatmoment。Let'sthanktheGod,andlivingintheworldhappily。

The rainy season will come again

Many times, we learn to comfort ourselves, thinking that after unfortunate things happen, they will never happen again. The so-called rainy season would no longer come. The effect of self-deception was always short-lived. New challenges would not leave us. On the contrary, it would harass our peaceful lives even more unscrupulously. The rainy season will definitely return. All we need to do is to have the courage to welcome the rainy season.

Every year, there would be a rainy season in the south. It did not happen during the hottest time of the year, but during summer and autumn, which was August. The arrival of the rainy season was not without preparation. The entire hot summer had already drawn a perfect end, and the rainy season had just begun. From the typhoon Sangmei to the typhoon Sun Wukong, there was a cycle. Since some things could not be stopped, such as enduring the separation of people, why not prepare early? The so-called preparation for the rainy day. Even so, we still have the courage to accept this unexpected injury. The rainy season will come again. I have already made all the preparations. I have prepared with all my true feelings. There is no banquet in the world that will never come to an end. Our separation and departure are just for the sake of our future reunion. Who else can I talk to when I hold your hand?

Xu Dajun on the fourth day of the seventh month before the Qixi Festival

On the seventh day of the seventh month, the Magpie Bridge Immortal will meet again (Prelude to the Confession)

No wind, no moon, no lightning, no clouds, no stars

The magpie and the bird have lost the news

The cowherd and the Weaver Girl fabricated a legend that lasted for thousands of years

No liver, no lungs, no love, no desire

Who is here to enjoy the miracle bestowed by God

It's not only love that crosses the silver river

And my infinite thoughts about you

When it's time to confess, I let reason occupy the high ground

Cupid's golden arrow is aimed in the dark

A nation that never misses a shot

But what I pour out is the miracle of love

Fight to cross, fight to cross

Startled countless lonely stars

The magpie bridge has been built

It's you, Weaver Girl, who is walking with light steps

The gigolo's Atidas shoes really lack charm

Meeting, knowing, falling in love, only one step away

I lost myself in the crowd

Ban Mu Fang Tang on August 19th, 2007 at 23:50

On the seventh day of the seventh month, the confession of the Magpie Bridge Immortal

That night, I met my friends, drank a lot of wine, got a little drunk, wrote this poem, and missed someone.

No wind, no moon, no rain, no light

Everything in the void

Thinking of the silver river crossing the dark river

The legend of the cowherd and the Weaver Girl has long been ancient

Is a silent confession

Or leave boldly

I want to muster up the courage to pour out all kinds of melancholy

Who else to listen to?

Sorrow is no longer a ritual

But a natural restraint

Beyond the fetters of the heart

To smuggle the ocean of love

It's a day when I should confess but I'm speechless

Maybe quietly leave

Or bury the silent love deep

Maybe I should play another role

Like friends or lovers

Or just forget all the pain

To open up new territory that belongs to me

A cloud floated in the sky

Could it be that they have already met at this moment

Mount Aetna

Or the forests of Norway

Whose pen is struggling to write in the boundless sky:

XX, I love you

Written by Xu Dajun in the early morning of August 20, 2007

insomnia

It's late at night

But I still can't sleep tonight

Maybe something about someone has touched my heartstrings

I lie in bed tossing and turning

Can't find a reason to sleep

Self-mockery is no longer an excuse

Six roots of peace say I don't care

I've had enough of the taste of longing

Two overlapping shadows linger around me

For someone, I actually lost the freedom to sleep

The God of Sleep slipped away in my mind again and again

Just think through all the problems

Love has tortured me so much that I can't bear it

The ordained soul should have a complete indulgence

Cupid, the goddess of love, should always be in my heart

Drifting, drifting, drifting heart, wandering around

Confession is just three words, but it's hard to say

Maybe one second is better than forever

I won't wait for my last reason

There should always be an exit in the end

The finishing touch is just a consistent opponent

I'm already standing on the edge of choice

Why did you let this little bird fly away from my eyes?

The long string in my hand will become the kite's fetters

What will I ask for?

Heine's Confession has given me the final answer.

Roaring: XX, I LOVE YOU

At 2:00 a. m. on August 22, 2007

Waking up from insomnia

Sometimes I really need to sleep to death

Never woke up again

Give my world to Zhou Gong

Sleeping is just a gesture

for someone

I gave up sleep

Giving up the hope of a new life

She woke me up

I found myself dreaming on the pool table

Just like that, I'm relieved

For someone and something

I should choose to run away

Or leave boldly

Maybe I lack courage

A kind of persistence in love

August 28, 2007

A story is a story

The path had been wrong at the beginning, but the result was still wrong. But I still have to continue.

- -Inscription

The story has unfolded as planned

Is the ending complete or incomplete?

Is no longer important

Because the protagonist's fate is always in the hands of the writer

When one day the writer becomes the ruler

How should he continue this story?

Is to cut the Gordian knot

Or should I just let the phoenix die?

Or step by step

So I realized the great truth of the universe

Sometimes we don't have to keep anything, like love

Just the snowflakes falling from the sky

You try to pick a few

In the blink of an eye, everything is gone

I think I'm more interested in chasing my girlfriend

As a culture to promote

Maybe I should be the sinful lamb on the altar of love

Then I should have become a Buddha long ago

But the root of Buddha is not pure

I think maybe I should learn from spiders

Weave a big net

Net myself

Imprisoning my own soul

Until one day, someone is willing to undo all the seals for me

The moonlight tonight is very bright

Unfortunately, the person I miss is not by my side

So I put my hope on Chan Juan

Guanghan Palace is also very lonely

How could Hou Yi be worthy?

Maybe we'll meet again tomorrow

--Written at 1:00 a. m. on August 29, 2007, when I miss someone

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