Time: 2009-8-160:11:09 Words: 15151
Turning to the abandoned child of the graceful sect
I was abandoned, not by any external force, but by my own soul.
The funny thing was that I was in the top ten in the first semester of the third year of high school. I didn't smile at the awards ceremony. I felt more lost, no joy, no impulse. A person who had always relied on passion and impulse lost the most precious thing in his body--fighting.
Under Xiao Zhang's guidance, I came into contact with more and more sentimental poets and poets. This negative emotion has affected me until now. I seem to have fallen into the sea of Wang Yang, who is at a loss and unable to extricate myself. Liu Yong was the first professional lyricist. He made a living by writing lyrics. He was elegant and used his own pen to describe his ordinary and winding life. He wandered around the brothels and the fireworks alley. He was always the male lead in those romantic stories. Liu Yong died a miserable death. It was said that his body was almost thrown into the wild. Fortunately, he was found by a woman from a brothel. It was said that on the day of his funeral, many women in Su Hang sent him off with tears. Alas, this was the end of the first professional poet in the history of China. Perhaps he should be relieved. There were also people who called Liu Yong Liu San Bian. It seemed that his reputation was not very good. Perhaps his actions were contrary to the mainstream of the times! At that time, it seemed that Zhu Xi's thoughts had influenced the entire Divine Land. Zhu Xi was also the first person who dared to modify the thoughts of Confucius and Mencius. He was the first person who dared to eat crabs. The Confucian thoughts that later people came into contact with more or less had Zhu Xi's soul. The original Confucian thoughts had become completely different. Of course, Liu Yong was not completely useless. His achievements in writing lyrics had already reached a very high level. In his era, there was a saying," Wherever there are women, there will be Liu Yong's lyrics." It could be seen that Liu Yong's lyrics were deeply rooted in the hearts of the people. Liu Yong's " Eight Sounds of Ganzhou " and " Yu Linling " are even more well-known. Unfortunately, I only know how to recite " Butterfly in Love with Flowers ", which is also quite a classic.
dielianhua
I lean against the wind of the dangerous building and look at the sorrow of spring
The darkness grows in the sky, the grass color, the smoke, and the light
No words, no one will let me go
I want to get drunk and sing to the wine
Forcefully happy but tasteless, the belt gradually broadens, finally no regrets
For the sake of Yi, I'm haggard
Perhaps I was bewitched by Xiao Zhang, or perhaps everything was fate, but Liu Yong's style really conquered me. In addition, I had just finished reading 'Dream of the Red Chamber', and my mood was a little low. The graceful and restrained faction really filled my heart. I was at a loss for the future, had no interest in my studies, and was indifferent to group activities. It was as if there was a devil in my mind-melancholy. In the long river of love, I really feel that Liu Yong's writing is very delicate and can be called the most exquisite. After that, I fell in love with Li Yu, Li Qingzhao, and others. Li Yu's "Beauty Yu" was also his masterpiece. It was said that Emperor Taizu of Song was wary of him and wanted to test his heart. He wrote ten thousand strokes and wrote "Spring River Flowing East" in one stroke. It could be seen that he did not serve his country. He was a tragic character. He could have been a talented poet, but unfortunately, he was an emperor. Li Yu was not a good emperor, but he was an excellent poet, which further enriched his character. Yi An (Li Qingzhao), as a female poet, had more delicate and rich feelings. She traveled between the Northern Song Dynasty and the Southern Song Dynasty and wrote many popular quatrains."Sheng Sheng Man" was full of melancholy,"How can a word be sad?""Like a Dream" expressed her depression and drunkenness. It seemed that women were not inferior to men since ancient times. The second part of "Like a Dream" was even more realistic and touching."Do you know, do you know?" It should be green fat red thin!" Refined, as well as the "Nine Thousand Li Wind Canopy" of "Fisherman's Pride"…
What I am doing, everyone knows very well. The 3 X situation is very beneficial to me. Language, mathematics, and foreign languages are my strong points, especially language. I'm like a leader who has never been challenged. I'm high and mighty, looking down on those forces, hoping to shoot me down the clouds. My essays gradually got rid of empty preaching, but inevitably stained with the traces of Uncle Shu Ren (Lu Xun). Even today, I still hope to carry forward this style. During this period, I tried to explore various series of essays, such as the sci-fi fantasy series of triplets,"Battle of Water,""Love Doesn't Need a Reason," and "The Legend of the Overlord" was born. The things that I have always been proud of are nothing more than this. It is just a topic for my classmates to talk about after dinner.
I feel like I'm really sinking. Who could save this fragile and hopeless soul? I grew more and more annoyed with some of the school's practices. Physical education was canceled, and the weekly exams made me very depressed. Fighting with the earth is endless, and fighting with people is endless.”If I want to fight to the end, perhaps I will be the final loser in this cold war.
Because I sometimes lose my memory. I had forgotten many of the scenes of my struggles with my homeroom teacher. Those fragments might be in the depths of my soul, or perhaps they were hiding in a corner waiting. The confusion in my mind finally made me lose control of time, but I always had a belief: They had to fight to the end.
Regarding a strange form, it was originally a very normal thing. It was like a bloody storm. That day, a comrade asked me to fill in the diary. I thought that this thing was just a formality all day long. Should I add something new? So I started filling it in seriously.
Duration of the project, content of the course, teacher's presence
Read English in the morning, read XX to tutor
Morning 1, Chinese, the sky is full of flowers, the blood is boiling, XXX teacher is very cute
The old math teacher's saliva splashed, but the students were indifferent. Teacher XX drew a rainbow on the blackboard.
3-4 Chinese people speak foreign languages in English. Teacher XX's spoken English is not bad, but I don't understand.
The class teacher sat on the fishing platform and did whatever she wanted. Sleeping, singing, playing, watching, the class teacher was absolutely punctual.
5 pm
6
7 Lue
8
Perhaps my careless actions still attracted the attention of the relevant people. It was said that at the school's executive meeting, the principal read it out, and many comrades couldn't help but laugh. Of course, my dear class teacher treated me as the key target of her education. I just felt that my writing skills had once again played a role. I really didn't expect it. Young people aren't afraid of mistakes. When I realized my mistake," Sachiko is already married."
Candlelight and night talk
That night, the class teacher motioned for me to stay. I was confused. After everyone left, he closed the classroom door. The situation at that time was quite mysterious. " It's just the two of us." He lit a candle. Half of his face was faintly discernible in the candlelight. Only his eyes were exceptionally lively. I stuffed my hands into my pockets, looking like a ruffian. He didn't seem to be angry. He was already used to the characteristics of the " French Special Forces."
"Xu Dajun, come here. I have something to tell you.”His tone was very calm, which was a little unexpected.
I thought to myself,"I'm not talking to you."”I still gave him face and walked up to him. He seemed like a judge, beginning a long trial.
"Do you know why I'm looking for you tonight?”His tone was filled with anger.
"I don't know."
"The schedule you filled in today made the principal praise me in public. He even suggested that I come down and have a heart-to-heart talk with you. Thank you so much for making me famous in front of so many teachers. " After the principal read it, we couldn't stop laughing…" He was extremely angry, and his tone was obviously filled with anger.
I knew that I had indeed gone too far, so I kept silent. Unfortunately, his words really made sense, so I didn't listen. God helps the self-confident. He was in the mood to bring up the old scores of more than ten years and compare them with me. It was enough to show the long history of our school.
" In 1986, our school produced XX. He was very good at his studies and always ranked at the top. For some reason, he fell in love with sculpting and was unable to extricate himself. The school's persuasion was ineffective and he was forced to drop out of school..."
"1991…"
"Now, there's another Xu Dajun. With this, you won't even be able to get into an Earth Specialist.”
I seemed to suddenly wake up, but I was still confused. I was muddleheaded all day, still doing my own thing. My learning was obviously "flying down three thousand feet".
This uproar didn't save me.
(Collated on October 19, 2007, originally written in a month in 2002)
Before and After Awakening
I fooled myself and my future on April Fool's Day. On this day, I went to participate in the general exam for someone else (those who failed had to take the make-up exam). I was in a very bad mood. After returning from Nanyang, I bought a tape recorder on the street. From then on, I used music as my companion. I let the song numb me. I accepted more and more negative things. My friend (classmate) Bin was heartbroken, and I finally had a reason to wander around the playground at night. I took a bottle of beer and bought a bag of peanuts or chicken wings. What was even more coincidental was that I had just finished reading Huo Da's "The Muslim Funeral,""The Unworn Red Wedding Dress," and "Mending the Heavens," and began to think about life and the meaning of life. I didn't expect it to be such a fascinating whirlpool. I even came to this conclusion: Talented people's talents could not be developed, and those who were suppressed would eventually lose their passion for life.
As the days went by, I seemed to have become as deep and experienced as what was said in " Hard to Buy Victories ". Time had destroyed my passion, and I had lost the courage to fight. I had fallen into this world because I had never grasped myself well. The lessons of blood are dyed red with blood, constantly ringing the alarm for my progress.
I have too much to record about this matter, but it marks the end of my struggle with my form teacher. The ending is an imperfect full stop. I intentionally recorded this to show that I am also very understanding at times. Even though I believe that the truth is always in my hands, sometimes the scales of my judgment will lose their center of gravity.
That night, class was about to start. The class teacher walked behind me and said softly,
"Come out for a moment."
I walked out reluctantly. I seemed to be able to guess his thoughts. I shook my head and said,
"Is it because I've been talking a lot recently?”
"I haven't even told you, and you already know what to do?”he said in exasperation.
I was really a little dizzy. It wasn't that I was sick, but that I had been drinking a lot of small three whips (two taels) in the past few days. Taking advantage of the tipsy state, my head kept shaking. Of course, it was a big part of my intention.
"Do you not shake your head when you speak? Do you know how to respect people?" He roared at me like an angry lion. It added some unpleasant notes to the quiet campus.
"I don't know how to do it. Teacher, please teach me!”I was obviously acting like a bandit or a ruffian.
"What? You're already so old, do you still need me to teach you?”He could no longer control the fire and volume of his anger. I knew that his spirit was about to collapse.
"Can't you lower your voice when you're scolding a student?”Teacher XX said. After a while, two teachers came over and asked him to lower his voice. After all, it was a graduating class, and teaching was his first task.
He finally realized that he had lost his composure.
"Come to my office." In his office, he taught me about life and values for two hours. I really didn't understand what he said. I just felt like my head was in a daze. One of his words determined my attitude towards learning. He said,
"What's your purpose in coming to high school? It was nothing more than getting into university and having a future.”
When I heard the words " enter university ", my scalp went numb. Am I still me? Why did I end up like this? What have I been doing? Where did my dreams and dreams go? I finally listened to him patiently and gave him a few suggestions at the end. He took them seriously. It was May 20th, 2001. By the time I came to my senses, it was already too late.
I improved my relationship with the class teacher. Later on, I even helped them guard the door seriously. I ate a few meals at his place, just like a family. Unfortunately, my future was no longer bright, but fell into an endless abyss.
episode
flying
Time is like a white-bearded father-in-law
Waiting for the rose-colored sword to cut down
long history
The river of emotions has already overflowed the grave
In the eyes of old friends
old castle
Is the fairy tale still the same?
February
who dreams
Serene Connotation
Climbing on the wings of an angel and flying
This was something my friend XX and I did together. As I mentioned earlier, he was heartbroken. I felt great sympathy for him (but I have no right to use this word, and no one has the right). One of my teachers said, There is no one in the world worthy of sympathy. If there is, it is ourselves. Just like that, we walked together. One for the so-called sense of suffering, the other for the bond of love and friendship.
We were getting further and further away from learning. In addition, a few of us formed cliques and formed the so-called new generation, becoming the target of the whole class. As for me, because I was on good terms with the rest of the class, everything seemed to be going poorly. Even so, I still unintentionally offended a few girls, especially that XXX. She was petite and pretty, but I dare to guarantee that I didn't hurt a cute girl out of jealousy. I was just a self-righteous guy using a fragile deer to vent his personal anger. His soul should be cursed by God. It was a pity that he was left to linger on in this world like a beast.
New Homo Evolutis were the terminators of the era, but they were also demons. The so-called Japanese pop, HOT group, and beautiful girl group that we've been pursuing for a long time, so we learned Korean songs and Japanese. She liked the tone of Han Han's " Triple Door," so she pretended to compose a few new poems and submitted them to " Liaoning Youth " and " Teenagers " magazines. She waited for a long time for her royalties, and a bunch of cute clowns…
Even to this day, I still don't regret what I've done over the past few years. Perhaps there will always be low points and hardships in life, or even sinking, but the final rise is the most important. On the contrary, sometimes I even use it to show off. It's just to add some jokes to life. He was crazy about foreign songs, Madona, Marilyn. Marilyn, Michael. Jackson and Britney's attention was also planted at that time. Today, he still liked to think of new ideas. Although he was mocked by others, he was unmoved. I know I'm walking my own path, forgetting the path. When I realize my mistake, I will definitely use the greatest patience to remedy it. This will also give others the impression that I am an honest child who will always remember one thing: Itisbetterlatethannever! The knowledge I learned from XX was far more than that. I also used a tolerant eye to look at the world.
There was no such thing as a good person or a bad person in the world. It depended on how you looked at him. If a person could save a soul that needed to be saved, that person could be praised. I tried my best to assimilate into society and accept more bloody reality. I realized more deeply the limitations of being a scholar. Sometimes, some problems could only be solved through violence.
Calling me a fugitive at that time was a bit too much. XX and I were just fighting against the public enemy-the class teacher and formed a temporary united front. Every link in this chain was very strong, like a frozen rock. I finally let go, but my relationship with XX has always been very strong. Today, we still keep in touch with him in Bantian, Shen Zhen.
before and after the college entrance examination
The situation in the motherland was very good. Under the instructions of the class teacher, I was transferred to the middle of the third row. It was the best learning position in the class. It did not hurt my eyes and could also see the blackboard clearly. Once again, I stood with the elites to compete with the tortoise and the hare. Who would win? It was still unknown. I finally had a few days of peace and quiet, especially since my relationship with Wei was very good. She was probably the tallest girl in the class, probably taller than me, and had a good temperament. Perhaps she treated me as a little brother at that time and took good care of me. Perhaps it was a kind of repayment for my enthusiasm. She would definitely participate in the sports meet organized by the school. She was the main player of the women's basketball team, a sports student, and also a sports heroine. I was always so active in the logistics department and cheerleading team. Of course I served her well. I always brought her water, towels, drinks, and water first. Was this the legendary bias?
Unfortunately, after graduating from high school, I lost contact with many of my classmates. I also tried to find out about her through a few of my close classmates, but to no avail. It was also my fault for being arrogant back then. I once boasted that I would at least get into an undergraduate course in another province. Even if I couldn't get in, I would still go to Zhenping First High School to review (actually, I really contacted them), so many of my classmates really thought that I went to review. Who would have thought that I would have been here for another year and a half?
Collated on 2007.10.2113: 22 (Written in early 2003)
final sprint
Since I had participated in the school's " 10,000-meter monthly race to welcome the new century " twice, although I was only an amateur, I was still able to win the principal's praise. My confidence was boosted. I often tell myself: Hold on a little longer and you will definitely win. So I encouraged myself again and again, hoping that I could create a miracle.
The boring June had quietly arrived. I finally gave up resisting and obediently learned like a little lamb.
But heaven knows, perhaps this school measure has ruined my chance to create a miracle. The school didn't force them to take a leave of absence. Unfortunately, they could choose to go home to rest and study on their own. They could also study in school and gather before the exam. He had always resisted to fight for freedom, but when he really got his freedom one day, he couldn't help but feel overwhelmed and unable to enjoy it.
I was afraid, not of death, but of the future. When a girl asked,"Why didn't you write the last line of the lyrics?" I helplessly pointed at Chan's " Ambition in My Chest " and said that I didn't think I had the right to do so now. The lyrics of " I want to face my life seriously " had finally become a memory. It was said that she had transferred to Beijing and was easily admitted to Peking University. She only hoped that this legend was true and that God would give her more happiness. This is all I can do. If I don't study at the same level of university, how can I have a common language? Who would still remember the tortoise and the hare that stood at the same starting line?
I was interested in the cold monster questions all day long and didn't pay much attention to the details. Mine naturally became a castle in the air. Not long after, until one day, I was even more disdainful of "easy questions". Our respected teacher told me that basic questions accounted for 60%, intermediate questions accounted for 30%, and difficult questions accounted for 10%. The three sets of questions in Beijing are Haidian District, Dongcheng Area, and Xicheng District. Among them, Dongcheng District is the closest to the college entrance examination paper. I don't think so and prefer Haidian District. Later, I turned to Xicheng District and went to two extremes.
Those who should have left had already left. The learning atmosphere in the class was not as good as before. The nosy form teacher was also unwilling to interfere. Even in Buna, it was noisy all day. Originally, it was very suitable for me. The effect of fishing in troubled waters was very good. The life in "Interlude" caused my self-control to decline. Now, I had no choice but to join them in their filth and endure my self-destruction.
Sorted on October 23, 2007 (Written on a certain day in 2003)
accidentally injured
On June 25th, 2001, I responded to the school's call to go home and rest, waiting for the college entrance examination on July 7th.
Since I was short of money, I was ready to ride my bicycle home. My classmate XX also wanted to go home and took my ride.
The situation at that time was really not very optimistic. We may be a little late. We set off at around 5 am. Plus, my bicycle is very old. Carrying two people on a very old bicycle was really unbearable. It moved slowly like an old cow. After walking less than half of the distance-thirty-five miles-we were already panting and sighing. The road was getting harder and harder to walk. The two of us were physically exhausted. Looking at the sky, the moon was cold and clear, making one shudder.
This road is familiar to me. I once rode home alone in the snow late at night. The country road is not very prosperous. It is bumpy, steep, and has many slopes. Therefore, it takes at least four hours to ride a bicycle back and forth. How depressing!
It seemed that the situation today was even worse. The bicycle was even more disappointing. All of a sudden, my brakes failed, and the two of us fell to the ground together. XX reacted quickly and turned sideways to the side. It seemed that the injury was not very serious, and my situation was not optimistic. After I got up, I always felt that there was a problem. Could it be that my leg had a big malfunction? It seemed to be fractured. I shouted at him," I'm not leaving." He had the same reaction as me. Thus, for the last 30 miles, the two of us pushed each other. By the time we reached home, it was already three in the morning.
My dad opened the door for me and saw that I was in a sorry state. I said that I had a fracture and needed to go to the hospital to get a few stitches. My dad looked at my wound and said,"It's fine. It's just a few pieces of brittle bones.”
In the end, I didn't go to the hospital. The next day, I went to a clinic. The doctor was quite famous in our town. He also said that I didn't need stitches. He only helped me bandage my wound and prescribed some Chinese and Western medicine. I was very depressed. It seemed like the heavens had eyes. Perhaps my physique was really good and there were signs of recovery.
I rested for a day before going to school. My health is the capital for a good revolution. The form teacher looked at my appearance and was very dissatisfied. It was as if she wanted to eat me up. That was her concern for me. The days passed by. In any case, there were still 12 days before the college entrance examination. Everyone could see the light and do whatever they wanted. It seemed that everything was set in stone. Haidée and Don Juan had already gone their separate ways.
The night before the college entrance examination
On the afternoon of July 6th, we took the school's contracted car and rushed to Nanyang City. We arrived at our destination at 3:00 p.m. -Nanyang Meixi Hotel. I said that the school was very stylish. The Meixi Hotel was a three-star hotel. Everyone enjoyed good treatment. The conditions inside were good. The sofa, TV, and double room were very large. The bathroom was also good. It seemed to provide free tea. XX and I were in the same room. It seemed that there was always something to say. During dinner, everyone went downstairs together. The food was really good. There were ten people at a table, and there were many meat dishes for dinner. Everyone ate happily.
There was nothing to do at night, so some students went out to play together. This place happened to be the most prosperous central market in Nanyang, so there were many places to play. Some of our examination venues were in Nanyang No.2 Middle School opposite Meixi Hotel. We also took some time to take a look. However, I knew that the main subjects I wanted to take were in the Seventh Middle School in Wolonggang.
After all, many comrades didn't have much money in their pockets, so they didn't have the mood to hang around. I came back at 8 o'clock in the evening and saw that XX seemed to have just returned, so it was very convenient to take a bath. I made a cup of tea and stayed in front of the TV to watch TV. I remember that it was the Long March that was playing at that time. It happened to be the period when Zhang Guotao wanted to join Jiang Jie. The situation within the party was very serious. Liao Chengzhi, the son of Liao Zhongkai, was also captured by the so-called authorities within the party...
We didn't seem to have much sleep. Tomorrow was the exam, and it was a long night. It was difficult to sleep. At this moment, our confidence wasn't a hundred times as much as the legends said. We didn't know when we both fell asleep. When I woke up, it seemed that my classmate was still watching TV. Alas, TV was so charming, but he seemed to have seen the end of the world like me.
Defeat in the first battle
The first round was Chinese. Before the exam, I drank two bottles of beer to relieve the heat and stress. When the exam preparation bell rang, I stepped into the examination hall step by step. I knew that the moment to decide my future fate had arrived.
I wasn't nervous at all because I thought Chinese was my forte. I was confident in my essay. I was just a little dizzy. It seemed that the alcohol was working. The first 20 questions were multiple-choice questions, and I spent 20 minutes to finish them. The rest of the questions took me a lot of time. I have full confidence in my essay, especially when it comes to the topic of writing-integrity. I wrote as if I had a spirit and easily finished it. When all the questions were answered, I carefully checked them from beginning to end. It had only been two and a half hours since I raised my wrist to look at my watch. There was still half an hour left. I walked out of the examination room confidently and left my dream in the examination room.
The class teacher standing at the gate of Seventh Middle School asked me,""You finished answering so quickly."
I said confidently,"Yes!”
Practice has proven that what we are most confident in is often our worst, so we have to be vigilant and careful at all times. After the exam, when I evaluated my Chinese results, I really wanted to cry but had no tears. My Chinese overall score was impossible to pass. When the results came out, I saw that my Chinese was the worst-86 points. The main thing was that I got 24 points for the first 20 questions. It was depressing, so I had been brooding ever since I entered university.
The college entrance examination is also like this
The first battle of the Chinese language allowed me to see my confidence, so I didn't bother to revise after that. I occasionally flipped through the books, but I was also absent-minded. Mathematics, English, and comprehensive exams were held on the morning of July 8th, 9th, and 10th respectively. I didn't know if I should curse the unfairness of fate or thank God for having faith in us. It seemed like I was always a test subject. The college entrance examination coincided with the first year of Henan Province's 3 major comprehensive X examination.
China's education reform is progressing in a groping manner. In short, we have become the test subjects of the college entrance examination reform year. It should be a good thing for me because my development in all subjects is relatively balanced. My only shortcoming is the final reason for my failure in the college entrance examination---I don't pay attention to details and spend too much time on some strange questions. I didn't take the airport exam to heart even more. Although it was said that someone fainted on the college entrance examination field, I easily handled it.
After the college entrance examination, the results were evaluated. The difference between the results and the actual results was only 10 points. Fate seemed to have decided who was waving at me.
In fact, no matter how hard it was to accept the ending, it was just so-so. The only unacceptable thing was that you seemed to have been waiting for an outcome that was far away. This was the most painful thing in the world.
" I always thought that I was a strong person who could control my own fate, but the Goddess of Fate abandoned me time and time again. I filled in my choice and waited for the results in the distant future. It was like a goddess looking forward to her husband...
The second time I came to the school to fill in my choice was because I received a call from my form teacher. The results of the college entrance examination had already been announced. I was the boss who was unwilling. I just didn't want to endure the pain of revision anymore. That kind of heart-wrenching pain. I filled in my third choice, which was the university I went to later. Or? Life is a matter of choice. Once again, I fell into a whirlpool and stood at the crossroads of life. In the end, I couldn't resist the temptation of a happy life in university. I didn't want to suffer in prison anymore. Perhaps my heart was no longer comfortable with studying." The wind is blowing, the water is cold, and the strong man will never return. My high school life ended just like that.
The Legend of the Overlord
[Inscription: If history can repeat itself, where is the real path?] I'm always like this, walking on the road and forgetting the way…
Summer Quatrains
- Li Qingzhao
When you live, you will be a hero, and when you die, you will be a hero.
I still miss Xiang Yu and refuse to cross Jiangdong.
Perhaps Yi An's poem had played a role. Xiang Yu's soul could no longer stay in Yan Luo Dian. Xiang Yu was released back to the world of the living, and he would repeat history. He would report back here when he was convinced.
Thus, the time machine began to operate at high speed, and the scene of the Chu and Han conflict was once again displayed in front of us. The Overlord led the last 28 soldiers, followed by more than 2,000 pursuers. Could it be that over two thousand people were actually afraid of twenty-nine people?
It was getting dark. Xiang Yu said to his soldiers, Tonight, we will break out of the encirclement and catch the Han army unprepared.
He set up the ancestral Four Elements Formation, with seven people in each team, facing north, south, east, and west. Xiang Yu was in the middle, able to attack and defend freely. The state army laughed at Xiang Yu for being timid and playing tricks at this time. Xiang Yu laughed and said,"Stand firm and wait for me to get his head." As soon as he finished speaking, in less than five rounds, the head of the knife fell, and a general of the state army died. The state army was overshadowed and retreated ten miles.
Xiang Yu took advantage of the situation and ordered his soldiers to break out of the encirclement. At dawn, blood dyed the Overlord's armor red. All the soldiers felt the same way. The Overlord was left alone, living an ignoble life. At this time, the sound of singing in the river rang out: Jiangdong children ah many talented ah, overlord benevolence ah save the world ah! Xiang Yu looked at the river and saw the bamboo raft!
"Ji 'er, I'm your Uncle Ji." The old man shouted. (In ancient times, the order of size was uncle, uncle, and season.)
"Uncle Ji, is it really you?" Xiang Yu could not suppress the excitement in his heart. Ever since Xiang Liang had died in the battle against Qin, he was the closest person to him.”(2) Xiang Liang is Xiang Yu's uncle.)
"Silly child, victory and defeat are common in a military. A real man can yield and stand firm. How can the bites of a few flies hinder the galloping of a horse?”Uncle Ji replied.
Yes, a few flies could never stop a horse from galloping. Xiang Yu led his Dusk Stallion back to River East with Xiang Ji. The land that gave birth to him and raised him did not abandon him, and his fellow countrymen did not forget him. Although he had once led three thousand River East disciples to die on the battlefield and none of them were returned, they still supported him as always. The Overlord found the courage to regroup.
For the past three years, no matter how hard the wind blew or how the snow danced, Xiang Yu never forgot his humiliation. He had developed the habit of eating and sleeping in the open. He shared the joys and sorrows with the newly recruited 5,000 Jiangdong disciples and wanted to gather strength to fight against Liu Bang, the King of Han.
On the other side of the river, Liu Bang had already seen the danger signal, but due to the natural danger of the Wu River, he did not dare to act rashly. Although he tried to attack the Overlord Army several times, he ended up failing.
The dragon gradually grew up…
In the past three years, Xiang Yu had adopted Xiang Ji's suggestion to recruit talents. Countless talents had come to serve under him. Among them, Kuang Kuang and Hu Shuo had become the Overlord's number one golden advisor. Li Zhao (a descendant of Li Kui, both civil and martial, famous for his resourcefulness), Liu Xi, and Du Si were the Overlord's capable generals. The monarch and his subjects were united, and they defeated the state army.
The Overlord's golden spears and iron horses were like tigers that could swallow thousands of miles. The state army was terrified. Xiang Yu's army recovered the lost land with the momentum of the autumn wind sweeping away the fallen leaves. In less than a year, Liu Bang retreated to Shu.
One day, Xiangyu had nothing to do and went out for a walk, hoping that the beautiful mountains and rivers could soothe the pain in his heart and relieve the depression and loneliness in his heart.
He had accidentally entered the depths of the bamboo forest and was in a good mood.
Suddenly, he saw a large insect pouncing at a young girl not far away.
The Overlord roared fiercely. The tiger's body trembled as it looked at Xiang Yu. It was eager to try. It acted like a hungry tiger coming down the mountain. It roared and pounced on Xiang Yu. The Overlord remained calm and turned his body slightly. The tiger pounced on nothing and was about to attack again. Before the tiger could react, the Overlord struck the tiger's waist with his right hand. The tiger shook but didn't fall. He attacked again. The Overlord was surprised. He didn't expect this big insect to be so powerful. Therefore, he used the Xiang Family's ancestral palm technique to deal with the big insect. The tiger panted and did not dare to act rashly. The Overlord also felt a little guilty, thinking that he was a peerless hero who could pull up mountains. Would he be buried in the hands of a big insect today? The tiger bared its sharp teeth and was about to use its trump card to catch the Overlord off guard. A corner of the Overlord's robe was bitten off. His face was livid with anger and his eyebrows were tightly knitted. He did not dare to underestimate this character. So he quickly drew the Emperor's Sword. The tiger was shocked and wanted to retreat and escape. The Overlord cut the Gordian knot and stabbed at the tiger. Blood spurted out like a pillar. The tiger struggled for a few times and died.
The young girl trembled and could not speak.
"Thank you for saving me. If you don't mind, I'm willing to marry you."
The Overlord wanted to scold the girl, but he suddenly saw that she looked very familiar. When he took a closer look, he saw her red face, willow-like eyebrows, red phoenix eyes, and exquisite small mouth. Every frown and smile of hers was very enchanting. The three-inch golden lotus followed her every step. She was like a Yuji who was alive. The Overlord's long-dead love was awakened again, but he suppressed his unrestrained feelings. Because the Overlord had once said that he would only treat Concubine Yu well. For Concubine Yu, he was willing to give her all the beautiful rivers and mountains. Unfortunately, his old friend had passed away.
"And you are?" The Overlord asked.
"My daughter has an unfortunate background. Back then, my mother, Lady Yu, brought her two sisters to the State of Qin to seek refuge with an old friend. They were separated midway. It was said that my sister was entrusted to Uncle Xiang (Xiang Liang). Fortunately, I was adopted by a kind person and lived alone in the bamboo forest for more than twenty years. Not long ago, my adoptive parents unfortunately passed away. When he heard that his sister had married the current Overlord, he swore not to marry again. She also wanted to marry a righteous person. She didn't know if the righteous person would be willing to take her in.”Xiangyu couldn't help but cry after hearing the story.
"Please forgive me if I said anything that touched the hearts of the righteous men!”
"No, you remind me of an old friend. May I ask who your sister is?”
"It's Concubine Yu."
"Are you willing to accompany me to the ends of the world?"
"My life is saved by the righteous, why should I care?”
So the Overlord took Yu Yu into his arms. They hugged each other so tightly, as if they were lovers who had been separated for centuries. From then on, Yu Yu became the Overlord's confidante and went through life and death with the Overlord.
The news of victory kept coming from the front line. Xiang Yu's three armies were celebrating. The atmosphere inside and outside the tent was peaceful. Chu Ge kept spreading to every corner of Chu.
Liu Bangjun panicked. In the tent, Xiao He, Zhang Liang, and Han Xin all had gloomy expressions. Liu Bang started to curse like a warlord, but it sounded like he was blaming himself. He paced back and forth like an ant on a hot pan and kept cursing,"Ah Lang, die! That kid Xiang Yu is really amazing. He actually took over half of my territory in a year. I'm to blame for underestimating him.”The three of them remained silent.
The King of Han scanned them with his eyes for 10 seconds. Zhang Liang and Han Xin remained calm, while Xiao He seemed to be hesitant to speak. The King of Han said impatiently," Prime Minister Xiao, do you have any good ideas? Don't hide your head and show your tail. You see, I'm worried to death!"”
Xiao He stepped forward." Don't worry, Your Majesty. This person can defeat the enemy."”
"Don't keep me in suspense. Take out all your trump cards.”Liu Bang was so anxious that he almost jumped over the wall.
"Bring Hollow Lord here."
A moment later, the soldier brought a person with average looks. He was seven feet tall, his face was a little thin, and his body seemed to be a little underdeveloped. However, his eyes were very spirited and emitted a strange light. They were fierce and strange. He did not know if they were the eyes of a wolf or some other animal. Under the cover of the night, he looked exceptionally lively.
"Prime Minister Xiao, are you talking about him?”Liu Gong had a look of disdain on his face. Clearly, he felt that he had been fooled.
"King of Han, you can't judge a book by its cover. In this life, he was familiar with military books and was proficient in all kinds of strategies. Although he was not talented, he would eventually serve you with his life.”
So the state ordered Han Xin to question Xu Jun, but Han Xin was knocked down by the question. He retreated angrily. Zhang Liang was not very convinced. He chatted with him about military books and art of war. He did not expect that he was familiar with all the ancient and modern war cases, astronomy and geography. He answered cleverly and was very tactful.
Bang nodded. "I'll temporarily appoint you as the pioneer. I hope you're not just a strategist on paper.”
"Thank you, my Lord, for your gift."
"For now, how do we break the Xiang army?”
" The Xiang army is unstoppable. It's hard to stop them-" Xu Jun deliberately paused to keep Liu Bang in suspense. Liu Bang was unhappy." I think that Yu is arrogant by nature. Although he has a lot of advantages now, he's like a cock. We only need to use a little bit of sowing discord to deal with him." The internal strife will collapse without attack."
"Brilliant plan, brilliant plan! He should have a son like Xu Jun."
The Overlord Army continued to advance, and the Nation Army was forced to retreat. In the end, they retreated to defend more than 20 cities. Xiang Yu was granted the title of king, Li Zhao was granted the title of king, Liu Xi was granted the title of king, and Du Si was granted the title of king. Nonsense and Kuang Kuang continued to play the role of the Overlord's first and second golden strategists. The Overlord was very proud, thinking that the world was just around the corner.
Xu Jun saw that the opportunity had come, and he wanted to show off his skills. Therefore, he discussed with King Pei to sow discord between the Overlord and Zhang Kuang. Zhang Kuang was also proud of himself. The Overlord did not want to do anything to him, but a person's patience was limited. Rumors began to spread everywhere. Lord Xu said in the Chu army," What did he mean by saying that the world of Chu was Zhang Kuang's credit? The Overlord initially thought that Liu Bang was trying to sow discord again, so he didn't believe it. Rumors spread very quickly. There were indeed many times when it was unbearable, but being troubled by rumors was exactly what the person who spread the rumors wanted to see. The Tyrant's ears were always filled with negative news that Kuang Kuang was trying to seize his throne. Finally, he was going to send the dart to make Kuang Kuang retire and return to his hometown. The golden strategist of a generation, the strategist who once ran amok in Chu and Han, had just walked onto his own end.
Liu Bang sent someone to persuade Zhang Kuang whether he was willing to submit. Zhang Kuang said that one person would not serve two masters, just like how there could not be two days in the sky. Therefore, he closed his doors and finally rode a crane to the west in depression. He was 39 years old.
Liu Bang ordered Xu Jun to get rid of Xiang Yu's army. Xu Jun certainly understood his intention, so he cut off his own arm, and Liu Bang did not understand.
"Although my skin and body were given to me by my parents and I have no right to do anything to them, for the great cause of the King of Han and the great plan of the people, I am willing to sacrifice my life and go through fire and water.”Virtual Lord endured the pain and spoke with conviction.
"Alright, you have to fulfill your promise. I order you to think of a clever plan to make Xiang Yu isolated and helpless.”
So the two of them went into the dark room to discuss the details of the implementation.
Xu Jun disguised himself as a spy and lobbied in Xiang Yu's army. He was captured by Xiang Yu and wanted to kill him. Empty Lord remained calm and composed, as if he had a plan in mind. Xiang Yu observed his words and actions, as if he had something to say. So he blocked the people around him, walked into the dark room, and asked him.
I'm here to deliver a letter to the Overlord." Empty Lord said slowly.
"What do you mean?" The Overlord was very anxious.
Therefore, Lord Xu talked about the current situation and praised the Overlord's great achievements. The Overlord was smug. Lord Xu changed the topic.
" I thought that there was a hidden danger around the Overlord…" The Empty Lord was deliberately mystifying.
"Please wait for me to explain." The Overlord seemed to waver.
Empty Lord took the opportunity to take out the secret letter from his broken arm. The Overlord did not believe it at first, but he saw that the short stump was a new bone. After reading the contents of the secret letter, he was so angry that he was fuming." Our three kings will attack the Xiang King together.”Seeing that their seals were actually the seals of the three kings, they quickly sent troops to attack the three kings.
Liu Bang remained calm and collected, not moving a single soldier. He sat and enjoyed the benefits of the fisherman and destroyed the three powerful enemies. At that time, the sky was dark and the earth was moved. The mountains and rivers were filled with blood, and the fields were filled with corpses. King Hun became the first lamb on the Overlord's altar. She dyed the Overlord's cold sword red with her blood and died. The other two kings did the same.
Xiang Yu gave Liu Bang more than 20 cities, and Liu Bang became his minister.
Seeing that the Overlord had become a loner and was left with only one counselor, Xu Jun suggested that Pei Gong challenge Xiang's army. The Overlord personally led 100,000 troops to meet him. Pei Gong's army seemed to be vulnerable. The Overlord defeated the Han army like the autumn wind sweeping the fallen leaves. They retreated more than 300 miles.
The Overlord was immersed in his victory. The three armies were strong, singing the passionate song of Chu Ge to kill Liu Bang.
Suddenly one day, the overlord led his army to a mountain. At that time, the sun and moon were dim, and the flying sand and stones were dazzling. Xiang Yu's army could not walk. The Overlord took the lead and broke through all the obstacles. Finally, he saw a crossroad. He immediately walked to the Overlord's horse and said,"
"Overlord, I'm afraid there's an ambush in the mountains ahead. We'd better take a detour. The main road is flat, and the target is larger, so it's not easy to attack.”
"You bullsh * t, do you know anything about the art of war? The path was rugged and accessible, and the road was relatively short. He could win by surprise and attack the enemy.”The Overlord seemed to have a plan in mind.
"Your Majesty, you must not do that. There will be an ambush on the small road, and it will lead to the entire army being wiped out.”
"If you keep talking, you'll ruin my morale.”The Overlord was furious.
"This lowly one's head is not worth cherishing. Where is the Overlord's Great Chu?”Nonsense made his final decision.
"If you keep talking, I'll take your head.”The Overlord was exasperated.
"Your Majesty, I think…"
"Take it down and cut it down." Before he could finish his nonsense, the Overlord gave the order to kill him. Thus, the Overlord's Golden Advisor walked on the road to the netherworld without knowing why.
The Overlord led the army into the valley slowly. The surroundings were eerily quiet, as if something was about to happen. Occasionally, a crow's cry could be heard from the withered branches on the top of the mountain. Xiang Jun was so frightened that he trembled. The Overlord's Dark Stallion Horse also sensed it and refused to move forward. The Overlord could not stand it anymore and broke out in a sweat. When the setting sun wiped away the last ray of light, the Overlord also felt that something was wrong. It seemed that a disaster was coming, but it was too late.
Rocks rolled down from the top of the mountain, blocking the entrance and exit. The Overlord sighed,""Could it be that the heavens want to destroy me?" The flags of the Han army were suddenly planted all over the mountains, and the sounds of shouting and war drums could be heard. The Xiang army was terrified by the news. They only hated their parents for not having two legs. They could not run away if they wanted to. They were smashed to death or trampled to death. "Hold your ground," the Overlord shouted. It didn't work. Everyone seemed to only think about how to survive.
The corpses piled up in the valley, making it even harder to walk. Despair, crying, and shouting echoed in the valley. Xiangyu was in the dark. He regretted not listening to his nonsense advice, but it was useless. He led his troops to break out of the encirclement, but the Dark Stallion Horse could not bear the weight of two people, so Yu Yu drew her sword and committed suicide. The Overlord could not help but sigh,"The heavens want to destroy me!"
Thus, he led 300 warriors and finally broke out of the encirclement. This was the story of the famous Trapped Overlord of Horn Valley.
The Overlord led his troops everywhere. It was night when they were about to reach the Wu River. Xiang Yu counted the number of people and found that there were only 28 people left, so Xiang Yu said,"Soldiers, watch my methods tonight. I will definitely take that traitor's head!”
The Overlord charged into the Han camp with his saber, catching the Han army off guard. He killed a general of the Han army and caused the Han army to fall into darkness. Thus, the vanguard of the Han army retreated more than 30 miles. The Overlord and the rest of the soldiers met. The soldiers admired the Overlord's bravery. The Overlord and the soldiers finally rested. The Overlord looked at the raging fire and could not help but let his imagination run wild. He suddenly remembered the story his grandfather had told him. A male lion chased after a jackal, catching it off guard. The jackal was covered in blood. The jackal was cunning. It pretended to be dead. The male lion really thought that the jackal was dead. It sniffed beside it, but it seemed to be dead. The lion moved on to its next target like a victorious general.
Hu Lang finally woke up. He called for his companions and quietly followed behind the lion. The lion charged at him for a while and scattered the wolves. Hu Lang became smarter. He no longer had a direct confrontation with the male lion. It was as if Leader Mao's guerrilla tactics had made the male lion extremely tired and unable to rest well and replenish its nutrients. Finally, one day, the male lion collapsed. A group of jackals rushed up and surrounded the male lion. The male lion was exhausted. It could only watch its body being divided by the jackals. It did not even have the courage to struggle. The Overlord thought," Isn't he the fierce lion? Isn't Liu Bang the jackal? The result is obvious. The cunning jackal finally defeated the lion."
Xiang Yu once again set up the ancestral Four Elements Formation, once again catching the Han army by surprise and making them unable to find their way north. The Overlord slowly despaired and said to the soldiers,""Go home by yourself, or join the enemy?”
The soldiers refused to leave. The Overlord's tears were about to flow. Seeing that everything was set in stone, the soldiers drew their swords and committed suicide. This was the story of the famous 28 warriors in the history of the Chinese Empire.
The Overlord rode his Dark Stallion and continued to rush toward the River Wu. He turned around and saw the Han army behind him. The words " Xiang Yu will die here " were clearly written on the mountain. In fact, the Virtual Lord had ordered his soldiers to place a lot of honey on the mountain where Xiang Yu must pass through. The ants naturally stole food in the direction of the honey. Xiangyu looked carefully and realized that it was a formation made by ants. He was extremely desperate. The Overlord thought that the heavens were going to destroy him, so he sang the song of Chu Ge, which was tragic and moving.
Pull up the mountain, oh, oh, oh
The hero is frustrated and bullied
When a villain gets his way, the world moves
I love beauty, oh Yu Yu
Heaven and earth have forsaken me, oh!
A dark horse gallops thousands of miles a day
Alas, oh, oh, oh
Long songs are like crying, oh
The war between Chu and Han finally ended
Thus, he came to the River Wu once again and drew his sword to commit suicide, spilling his blood all over the River Wu.
different fates
different ways
The same ending
This was history. (Written in May 2001, revised at the end of 2002, sorted out in 2008)
Interlude-The Age of Ignorance
I don't know if it was because the Yellow Emperor Internal Cultivation Technique was so incisive or if I used reality to shatter all the lies, but in the previous and subsequent passages, I really did mention this period of ignorance when I was young. Originally, it was already forgotten in my mind. Since a long time had passed, now that I thought about it, I actually felt a myriad of emotions. I finally understood what our company commander had said in the army. High school classmates are the most sincere and not mixed with any evil thoughts. In addition, I recently read a letter that someone had written to me. It was necessary to make some supplements to my senior year life. Otherwise, there would always be a lot of people who would think that I'm a cold-blooded animal. I have no love, no feelings, and no kinship.
Family love has always been the main theme of my writing. I have written about it more than once. I won't talk about it here. Let's talk about love.
Maybe I'm not qualified to talk about love, not because I don't know how to love, but because love is regarded as a scourge in high school. According to the Emperor's Internal Cultivation, young men are at the best stage of mental development between 16 and 24. High school is at this golden stage. The boys at that time were really funny. They were not interested in girls. They liked to play with a group of boys and liked to study.
I read a lot of books in my third year of high school. I grew up in the books and experienced the ups and downs of life. I understood a lot of life philosophy, which made me sad about true love. In the language class, I obtained the teacher's permission to read the Romance of the Three Kingdoms. Unfortunately, our respected class teacher confiscated it and only gave it to me after graduation. Actually, I don't remember much of the Romance of the Three Kingdoms. I only admire the strategy in it, especially the part where the wooden ox was used to transport the grain. I really thought that it was amazing. Someone with an extremely rich imagination like me actually didn't figure out how to use the wooden ox to transport the grain. It was also because I was too immersed in this story that the Romance of the Three Kingdoms finally ended up in the hands of the class teacher.
"However, after reading other books, it had a huge impact on me. At that time, there seemed to be a girl who had a good impression of me. She once wrote me a letter. I don't know if it was a love letter. After reading it, I was still furious. I felt that I shouldered the mission of my family. How could I devote my good years to love? So I waved my hand and approved four words. I forgot it now. Anyway, it was a bloody end because I didn't talk about love at that time." These things were also learned from the letter she wrote to me later. It can be seen that girls 'wisdom and love will always be earlier than boys. The Yellow Emperor's Internal Cultivation Technique is very accurate.
Moreover, I was really in a bad mood at that time, so I made a very strange decision. I wouldn't talk to her for a month. Now that I think about it, I was really funny when I was young. What's the big deal? I actually got into a cold war.
My research shows that the Cold War had the greatest impact on people. Because of the noise, everything was resolved. If the end of the Cold War could be seen, the Soviet Union disintegrated and Eastern European societies were finished.
Just like how we have different views on many issues. At that time, I was reading the love stories in 'Dream of the Red Chamber' and 'Muslim Funeral.' They were too sad and too touching. I've only read 'Dream of the Red Chamber' twice, so I don't have much say in it. However, I have a good impression of Xue Baochai, who is well-educated and considerate. I'm even more envious of Granny Liu.
Granny Liu entered the Grand View Garden. There were always endless sceneries. She might look old-fashioned, but she wasn't. She might be called stupid, but she was actually very smart. She knew the ways of the world very well. Otherwise, how could she be like a fish in water in the materialistic environment of Grand View Garden? To be able to receive Grandmother Jia's reward and live a happy life, to put it simply, sometimes it was just pretending to be confused, sometimes it was appropriate to leave a way out for others. In the end, her son also had a good place in Grand View Garden.
'The Muslim Funeral' was poignant and moving. What was even more gratifying was that Huo Da's writing style was rare and novel. The odd chapters were about the present, while the even chapters were about the past. In chapter 19, the two lines finally connected. Because of Liang Bingyu's letter, the idea was ingenious. It made me, who had read chapter 18 and couldn't figure out the north, find a long-lost feeling. An uncontrollable undercurrent flowed into the depths of my soul like a sad little river. In " Jade " and " Moon," the former referred to Liang Bingyu, while the latter referred to Han Xinyue. They were truly mother and daughter. It was hard to tell if they were scared or teary when they read the latter part. It was too surprising. This story spanned too much, from before the liberation to the reform and opening up, the love and hatred of two generations, the countless love entanglements between the Han people, and the emotional parts, all of which made people shed tears. Miserable, tragic, poignant. When love broke through all boundaries, people, races, and time became insignificant.
Especially the ending. On a stormy night, the male protagonist slowly revealed a secret that had been hidden for decades. It was truly absurd. It seemed that love had long surpassed all boundaries. Whether it was the holy jade or the bright moonlight, they represented eternity and unchanging love. They could testify. When Chu Yanchao played the poignant and moving "Liang Zhu" on the grave where Han Xinyue was buried, this earth-shattering love story finally came to an end. Although it was a tragedy, it left endless room for aftertaste.
(University is finally late, write from another angle)
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