That Year
Regarding this so-called university life, Li Sansheng had never held much thought about it, because Li Sansheng's memories had a part that was considered bad for university. This part of the memory was probably only known to Erlong, Li Sansheng's childhood friend.
There was once a girl who was only three years older than Li Sansheng. Every time Li Sansheng was punished by his grandfather when he was young, she would bring him delicious food. At that time, many of Li Sansheng's primary school knowledge was also taught by this beautiful and innocent girl. Slowly growing up, the girl also left the small village and went to the county town. However, she always took time to visit Li Sansheng. Li Sansheng had already learned a lot when he was in junior high school in the small town. Junior high school knowledge was not difficult for Li Sansheng at all. However, every time a naive girl came to visit Li Sansheng, Li Sansheng would always bring out many questions that he did not understand and ask the girl. The girl was a top student from a provincial key school in the county. Her academic performance was the kind that boys of the same age could only look up to. Perhaps there were such girls in everyone's school days.
When Li Sansheng was picking up trash when he was young, every time he came back, there would be a little girl in a plaid dress who had gotten hot water and was waiting for Li Sansheng. It would be too pretentious to say that she was not touched. A child who did not have any relatives in his childhood naturally treated this girl as his own family.
Just like that, the innocent little girl grew up to be a beautiful princess that many boys chased after. She was so proud that she would never lower her proud neck for anyone. The girl was undoubtedly admitted to a well-known key university in the country. That year, Li Sansheng was about to enter the prestigious school. When the girl went to university, it was also the first time Li Sansheng left the town. Li Sansheng still remembered the time when they parted under the old locust tree. The girl's face was filled with an innocent smile that made Li Sansheng's heart ache. She held Li Sansheng's hand and said,"Sansheng, wait for your sister to come back and be your wife."
This was the sentence that Li Sansheng remembered the most when he was young. Every time Li Sansheng was punished by his grandfather, the little girl would always say,"Little Sansheng, don't cry. When you grow up, I will be your wife."
A year later, when Li Sansheng was working in a coffee shop as usual, Erlong looked for Li Sansheng with an ugly expression. Li Sansheng already felt that something must have happened, because Erlong, who always had a smile as bright as the twelve o'clock sun, had never looked so ugly before. Even Erlong's most beloved grandfather, who was deaf when he died, had never been so sad, but Li Sansheng absolutely never thought that it would be that matter. Erlong told Li Sansheng with a lonely expression that his sister had died.
For the first time in Li Sansheng's life, he felt like the world was disappearing. After being stunned for a full ten minutes, Li Sansheng finally turned his head. His eyes were so cold that Erlong was afraid.”
Erlong really didn't want to tell Li Sansheng. He knew that Li Sansheng would do crazy things because Erlong understood what kind of role that girl played in Li Sansheng's measureable childhood memories. Erlong knew because that girl still played a pivotal role in Erlong's life memories, but Erlong still had to tell Li Sansheng the cause of death of that innocent girl who always smiled brightly in front of them,"She committed suicide." She was raped by a well-known playboy in the Yangtze River Delta, so she settled it privately."
A few short sentences had already explained the whole process clearly. It was nothing more than an ordinary family under the double pressure of power and money had no choice but to endure the pain of losing their daughter and compromise, because if they did not compromise, their family would only be destroyed.
Li Sansheng could imagine the girl's clear and terrifying eyes when she died, as well as the smile on her face that would not disappear, and the oath that she could not fulfill,"Sansheng, when I grow up, I will be your wife."
A year ago, when she came to the famous key university in the country, she still had an innocent and sincere smile on her face. Even until she died, she was still so clean that no one could bear to tarnish her…
Li Sansheng understood very well that the very silly and naive little girl used her very simple thoughts to live in this real world. She also used that very innocent smile to face this dirty world. Li Sansheng also understood why the girl wanted to commit suicide. It was because the culprit was him. He had given the little girl a perfect spiritual world, so the little girl wanted to repay Li Sansheng with a complete and pure body. When the pitiful world that supported the little girl was destroyed in an instant, she could imagine what kind of stupid choice an innocent and beautiful girl would make. She felt that she no longer had the right and face to see Li Sansheng again.
For the entire day, Li Sansheng was in a daze and didn't speak, and no one knew where he had run to. Old Meng, Hei Zi, Erlong, Prince, Yu 'er, and the others who heard the news led a large group of people to find Li Sansheng. Although they didn't know what had happened to make Li Sansheng like this, in their minds, the powerful third brother was forever indestructible, but they didn't understand, and Erlong wouldn't say.
In the end, Erlong suddenly thought of a place, Xi'an city wall. Because that was the place the little girl had told Li Sansheng she wanted to go the most, she finally found Li Sansheng in this place. When she found Li Sansheng, Li Sansheng's disheveled eyes were almost unfocused as he leaned against the city wall and laughed. His smile made people's hearts ache, and he muttered,"It's so good to be alive, so good to be alive."
Li Sansheng definitely did not know what role he played in the world of an innocent and beautiful girl.
Li Sansheng finally understood why his grandfather would always hang his head and sigh when he saw girls coming. It was because his grandfather knew that this would happen one day.
At night, Hei Zi, Wang Zi, Er Long, Lao Meng, Frog, Da Da, Yu Er, Da Ya, Xin Xin, and everyone else in Li Sansheng's circle booked a food stall. The two tables of people accompanied Li Sansheng to drink, drinking cup after cup of aged Xifeng white wine. The Xifeng was spicy in their mouths, so spicy that their throats were on fire, but no one frowned and said a word of nonsense.
A large group of people drank with no regard for their lives. They drank so much that it was earth-shattering. The owner of the food stall was so scared that he did not dare to take out any more wine. In the end, the four of them drank so much that they were hospitalized that night. The rest also vomited until they were dizzy.
At that time, Li Sansheng's world began to change. That was why Li Sansheng later became the person that everyone in the school at the foot of Qinling Mountain could only look up to.
Li Sansheng never hated anyone, but he hated this dog. In this motherf * cker society, ordinary people were forever suppressed in the face of power and money without any ability to resist. Until now, that guy who had died a thousand times was still at large. Now, he had become a slightly famous businessman.
However, Li Sansheng remembered his grandfather's words. This life's sins, this life's debts, this life's debts, this life's debts. Every time he heard about that person from the newspapers and television, Li Sansheng would always reveal a bloodthirsty smile because one day, he would destroy that person's family and die without a burial place.
Finally, Li Sansheng thanked his grandfather for teaching him so many things. He had taught him enough strength to climb up with his life.
Sometimes, Li Sansheng wondered what would have happened if that little girl had chosen to be like most people in today's society. Between money that could change your fate and your cheap and pitiful body, many people would hesitate and choose the former. This was the tragedy of our impetuous and disgusting reality.
He was no longer immersed in his own spiritual world. It was still the same sentence. Standing and looking around would never climb to the height that everyone looked up to.
This was what Li Sansheng was thinking about as he read his book after entering the classroom. It was not until the shop tutor called out the name "Li Yuzhi" that Li Sansheng reacted.
Only then did Li Sansheng size up the counselor of his class. She was actually a beautiful counselor. She was tall and had a curvy figure. Her long hair that reached her chest was permed into a very popular curl. From her overall temperament, Li Sansheng knew that this was another woman who was spoiled by men. It was also because such women were destined to be arrogant because they had their own capital.
He suddenly thought of the girl wearing a cap and aviators he met on the highway. She was destined to be out of reach.
After the roll call, Li Sansheng patted a boy with a darker face next to his seat. Li Sansheng already knew that this boy was Qi Hao, a Han boy from Xinjiang. Li Sansheng smiled and asked," Bro, what's the name of our beautiful counselor?"
Qi Hao turned around and looked at Li Sansheng, feeling a little depressed. The beautiful counselor had already introduced herself. Could it be that this guy had just returned from transmigration? However, he still replied," Li Jingqi, we're lucky to have met a beautiful counselor. Our luck has really exploded."
Li Sansheng shook his head. What does it have to do with character? Do you still want to eat swan meat like a toad? Quickly give up on this idea. What level of a person can pursue what level of woman? The difficult action of crossing levels to pursue such a high level would always be after being beaten into the toad army at the beginning, unless it was a master who pretended to be a pig to eat a tiger, just like me.
" Oh." Li Sansheng nodded.
" Brother, we're in luck now. Look at how many beautiful girls there are in our class. There are more than 40 people, but only nine of us are men. We're the perfect example of having more meat than wolves." Li Sansheng saw that Qi Hao had already begun to fall into a lewd role. He was probably wondering if he should be enjoying the fortune of having women on his left and right.
" If you have the ability to do it ten times in one night, we will definitely not block your opportunity to contribute to mankind." Li Sansheng sized up Qi Hao from head to toe and did not hold back his attack.
Only then did Li Sansheng have the opportunity to look at his class. After all, this class would be living with him for a few years in the future. Some necessary social skills had to be in place. Although most of the people here would be mediocre in the future, this had already been decided when they entered this school. Perhaps this group of children still had the silly idea that they were born to be useful, thinking that they would probably be able to do great things in their lives. When he started university life, his laziness and the harsh society would slowly wear away his pride.
The nine boys were basically sitting at the back. This way, they could have an advantage and look at the flowers and plants in the entire class. These guys probably had the same idea.
Indeed, after Li Sansheng scanned around, he found that the overall situation in his class was above average. There were also a few girls who were not bad and dressed fashionably. However, Li Sansheng was sure that these girls were destined to give him a few pitiful looks when they observed him.
He was wearing an ordinary short-sleeved shirt, old black cloth shoes that had no ripples in their eyes or memories, and a three-dollar crew cut that the boss of the barbershop would probably charge for free if he was happy. He was neither handsome nor cool, and he did not wear any jewelry, rings, or watches that could attract them. Li Sansheng regretted not borrowing Hei Zi's classic Earl watch for burial. However, he smiled bitterly. He was probably treated as a high-quality imitation on the road to recovery.
Li Sansheng couldn't find anything about himself that could attract girls. In the end, just as Li Sansheng had said, when he went up to pick up his books, almost all the girls in the class basically shot him a glance and no longer looked at him. They continued to play with the iPhone in their hands. Without the domineering aura of a tiger and countless followers, Li Sansheng was destined to not attract the attention of these girls.
Even the beautiful counselor, Li Jingqi, gave the book to the ordinary Li Sansheng with a very ordinary smile. Li Sansheng could only mock himself as a small figure who would not be noticed even if he was thrown into the vast sea of people. However, Li Sansheng also knew that no matter how earth-shattering the big figure was, it would not attract the attention of the people passing by.
Li Sansheng held his book and gave everyone a silly and naive smile. He sat in his own corner. Li Sansheng had a habit of always sitting in the last seat on the left side of the classroom. Similarly, he would only sit in the last seat on the left side by the window when he took the bus. He would never attract attention, blink, or be dazzling.
Later on, when it came to the selection of the class committee, those children who thought they had some ideas naturally got the class committee position. Only the labor committee position was not wanted. Most of the girls definitely did not stand up for it. The remaining boys were probably treasured at home, but no one was willing.
Li Sansheng was helpless. This was the simplest human nature. He did not want to waste any more time, so he stood up and acted like a fool. She forced him to say,"Counselor, let me do it."
The beautiful counselor happily gave Li Sansheng a warm smile after hearing that. The others in the class, especially the proud princesses and young masters, looked at him with disdain. Forcing eyes.
Just like that, the first evening self-study session in university passed just like that. Li Sansheng took the lead and was not recognized by a few people.
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