The Choice
Lin Xue 'er's emotions were so complicated that she did not know how to understand or sort them out. Her feelings for Li Sansheng were like glue and chaos. She was very conflicted.
Lin Xue 'er had always believed that she would never give up on relationships once she met them. Even if she might regret it in the future, at least she had never regretted it. That was already enough. Therefore, when Lin Xue' er thought that she had met the Prince Charming of her life, Li Sansheng, she had already made up her mind. No matter how much her family tried to stop her, she would continue to persevere. This was the same as how she ignored everyone's objections and came to Xi'an to attend a third-rate university that she had never heard of or knew about before.
The cold war with Li Sansheng now was also to let him think about how he should continue with Li Sansheng. Should he continue to be without hesitation and might be injured in the end, or might be suppressed and stopped by the family, or should he let it go early? If they could be friends, then they should be friends. If they couldn't be friends, then they should return to Jiangsu early. In the future, they might marry a young master of the same social status, become a husband, become a mother, take care of their husband, and raise their children. This life would be over. There was only a little regret in his heart.
"Are you guys going to the ball tonight?" Lin Xue 'er didn't want to dwell on this topic anymore, so she said casually.
" Of course. If we don't go to such an interesting event, the ball will be missing something," Jiang Xiaoxiao said sweetly as she stretched out her snow-white arm and gently stroked her hair with her delicate fingers.
Upon hearing Jiang Xiaoxiao's words, the other girls all laughed coquettishly. It was a feast for the eyes of all the boys in the snack bar, but at the same time, it made the little brothers below feel uncomfortable. They had already fantasized about the four great demons who brought disaster to the country and the people countless times. At night, when they went back, thousands of children and grandchildren would be abandoned and wasted. It was really a disaster to the country and the people.
At around eight o'clock in the evening, Li Sansheng had just finished his evening self-study session when he was called to the school's Open Books and Benefits Plaza by the three guys in his dorm. In order to avoid seeing Lin Xue 'er, Li Sansheng had basically bid farewell to the classroom. He spent most of his time in the library, free and unrestrained in the ocean of knowledge.
The rest of the time was to listen to some famous people's speeches, interesting lectures, and some professional courses that he was more interested in according to the information provided by Chen Dengke and the others. Li Sansheng had to admit that it was a wise move to save these three guys. After all, there were some things that he had to spend a lot of effort to do. However, it was easy for these guys to do it.
As for Liu Yiran, Li Sansheng had already used all kinds of martial arts to attack Liu Yiran in order to achieve his goal. However, even if Li Sansheng used all his skills, Liu Yiran would still be lukewarm. She treated him no different from an ordinary friend. At most, she would talk to him a little more. However, this kind of setback was not difficult for our Brother Sansheng at all. Therefore, Li Sansheng shamelessly followed Liu Yiran. When Liu Yiran was in class, Li Sansheng shamelessly went to class as well, but he didn't make any obvious movements. He just sat quietly in Liu Yiran's classroom on the left side of the seat by the window. He was holding a book that Liu Yiran had borrowed from the university library with her library card.
" Weiqi, don't tell me you're going to attend the school ball in this outfit. How can you attract beautiful girls like this? Most people in our school judge a book by its cover." When they arrived at the Open Scroll Square, Li Sansheng could already see the three horny students in his dormitory dressed up well today from afar. Lu Guangzhong saw that Li Sansheng was still dressed in a very ordinary and rustic outfit. He felt sorry for the four tickets that he had painstakingly obtained. Although this was an internal ball of the school, However, in order to limit the number of people, expensive tickets were set up. Lu Guangzhong spent a lot of effort to get one for each of the four animals in the dormitory.
" Your sister, do you know that? This is called having depth and depth. People like you can only attract mediocre women," Li Sansheng said disapprovingly.
" According to the equivalent relationship, what is the content, what is the depth, and what is the floating clouds, so the content and depth are also floating clouds," Qiao Mincheng muttered to himself and did not hesitate to despise Li Sansheng.
" Your sister!" Li Sansheng used the international standard hand gesture and scolded with a smile.
The freshmen ball held in the student activity center was specially organized by the school's student union to welcome the freshmen. However, it was only limited to those who were qualified and had good family backgrounds. As for those children from poor families, most of them would refuse such a scene because of their inferiority or self-esteem. However, there were still some children who were arrogant and disregarded everything to participate in such activities. This was because before they entered university, thousands of people had already told them that society depended on relationships. The network of relationships in university was an important part of your future, so you should try your best to have a large network of relationships in university.
Li Sansheng didn't look down on anyone because he also started from a humble background. Compared to the children of ordinary families, Li Sansheng had a harder and more tiring life. However, Li Sansheng looked down on those children who knew that they were poor but still did the things of rich children. When their parents were still farmers and workers, they faced the yellow soil and faced the sky in the fields and factories to work hard for their studies. However, those children were squandering the money that their parents had exchanged for with tears, sweat, and humiliation. This wasn't apologizing or letting their parents down, but committing a sin. One could be childish and naive in the first twenty years, but if one was still like this after twenty years old, then it was nothing but a sin.
The ball organized by the Student Union and the school looked pretty good. At least, many of the basic facilities were in place. The number of students who came could be considered to have met the school's expectations. However, it was not as Li Sansheng had imagined. Both the men and women were dressed in formal attire. Li Sansheng could only smile bitterly and walk to the blind spot. This was not a ball held by the upper class, nor was it a big shot with a net worth of tens of millions or hundreds of millions. Naturally, there was no such scene. Although it was said to be a welcoming ball for freshmen, there were actually many second-year and third-year seniors who came. They were probably here to hunt for beauties. Because it was summer, the girls were also dressed very lightly. They were either wearing long skirts or short skirts. In short, it was a feast for the eyes of a large group of horny students.
After Li Sansheng arrived at the ball, he was not like the three horny students in the dormitory who had already killed their way into the crowd. He casually found a place to rest and drank soda as he watched the children squander their youth. Sometimes, he sighed that God was fair to everyone. It was just that he gave too many people different choices. In the end, it was still up to him which path he would take.
When he was bored, he remembered his time in Qinling College. Qinling College was a noble school that only those with high status and status knew about. There were always many parties and balls in Qinling College. When he first went to Qinling College, he didn't know how to dance, so he didn't participate in most of these balls. Later, after meeting Hei Zi and Yu 'er, he was tortured by the witch, Xin Yu' er. Li Sansheng had finally mastered a shocking dance technique. However, Li Sansheng felt that this dance was quite simple. As long as his body was flexible and he remembered the footwork, it would be fine. It was just like practicing Tai Chi and Baji.
At that time, Yu 'Er and Xin Xin were the absolute stars of every dance party. The two goblins who had been practicing yoga and dancing since they were young had long become immortals. Their soft waists and slender thighs formed a devilish figure that made the horny students of Qinling College swallow their saliva crazily. Fortunately, Li Sansheng's self-control was not bad. Otherwise, he would have been tortured to death by these two goblins.
Now that they saw this scene, they would naturally think of the memories of Qinling College. Although a group of children were still in puberty, they were more ruthless than many older uncles. This was inseparable from the family environment they grew up in.
Li Sansheng and this group of silkpants had done many dirty things. Every time, Li Sansheng would always be the one to plan the overall situation, while Hei Zi and the others would take specific actions. The division of labor was clear, and the responsibility was assigned to each person.
Li Sansheng, who had a gentle smile on his face, was thinking about the frivolous things he had done in his youth. He also saw Lin Xue 'er, who was wearing a dress that fit his figure, walking towards him like a lady. Li Sansheng seemed to be deceiving himself as he turned around to look around to see if there was anyone else around him. After confirming that Lin Xue' er was here for him, Li Sansheng held the mentality of dying early and reincarnating early to gain confidence. He was like a righteous man who was about to sacrifice himself heroically.
"Hehe, are you still angry with me?" Since a proud girl like Lin Xue 'er had chosen to take the first step, then it would be too cowardly of him to wait for the girl to speak to him.
Today, Lin Xue 'er and Li Sansheng, who were wearing high heels, looked quite compatible when they stood together. However, Li Sansheng and Li Sansheng's outfits were a complete jinx.
" No," Lin Xue 'er shook her head. She seemed to be angry at herself for falling in love with Li Sansheng.
Li Sansheng sighed when he saw Lin Xue 'er's attitude. In order not to let this matter continue to entangle the two of them, Li Sansheng had already planned to open the topic today and clarify the matter. Perhaps the result would be that the two of them would become strangers.
" Xue 'er!" This was the first time Li Sansheng had called Lin Xue' er by her name so intimately. Although Lin Xue 'er had agreed to Li Sansheng calling her by her name before, Li Sansheng had never called her by her name before. Today, the two of them were going to face each other head-on.
"I think this is the first time you've called me that," Lin Xue 'er said with a self-deprecating smile. She had already realized that Li Sansheng might want to clarify everything with her today. She was looking forward to it, but also worried and afraid.
"I know you like me, and I know why. It's just that I didn't abandon you when you were at your most dangerous and helpless. At that time, your psychological defense was the weakest, so my heroic performance at that time instantly broke through your psychological defense. In layman's terms, every girl hopes to have a Prince Charming in her heart."I was originally the Prince's coachman, but the explosive power I displayed that night when I was raped into a dead end made you think that I was your Prince Charming." Li Sansheng's voice was very gentle and light, revealing the deepest secrets of Lin Xue 'er word by word.
Lin Xue 'er didn't say anything. She just looked at Li Sansheng with a sad expression. Her fingers stroked the watch on her right wrist that her father had given her on her eighteenth birthday. It was a watch that could make many women go crazy. She didn't admit or deny it.
" Girl, that's not what you call love. Maybe it's just your admiration for me." Li Sansheng shook his head.
" No," Lin Xue 'er refuted Li Sansheng's conclusion excitedly.
Anticipating Lin Xue 'er's reaction, Li Sansheng was very calm. He looked at the dancing children on the dance floor and asked with a smile," Do you think I'm the same as them?”
She didn't understand what Li Sansheng meant, but she subconsciously shook her head. In such a private third-rate university, there were more students who ate, drank, and played to earn a diploma. However, Li Sansheng spent more time listening to lectures and classes in the library and the university below. He could endure the intolerable public car that drove him back and forth for two to three hours every day. No matter how inconspicuous he was today, he would definitely make a name for himself in the future. Such people were different from those students because they knew what they wanted.
" I was born with only one family, my grandfather. I have no parents, no relatives. My life is like a comedy that is even more ridiculous than a third-rate movie. When others laugh, I laugh too." Li Sansheng's eyes were sad. There was melancholy and sadness, but it attracted Lin Xue 'er deeply. Lin Xue' er could feel Li Sansheng's heart bleeding with just a sentence from Lin Sansheng.
"As for you, you grew up in a superior family environment and have no idea what my world is like. Your family background is destined for you to walk a different path in the future. Your parents won't watch you and me suffer. You will eventually find someone who understands you and loves you to walk the rest of the way. On the other hand, I'm still like a prodigal son with no place to land or roots. Maybe I'll be like a fallen leaf in autumn and only fall to the ground when I die."
Lin Xue 'er clutched her leg tightly. Every word Li Sansheng said was piercing her heart.
"I know that you won't be willing to let go of me now. Girl, no matter how unforgettable things are, they will be washed away in the face of time. In the end, you won't even be able to remember them. Even if you do, you will only smile."
Lin Xue 'er felt as if something was slowly slipping away from her heart. If she didn't grasp it, she would regret it for the rest of her life.
"Can I invite you to dance?" Just as Lin Xue 'er was deep in thought, a gentlemanly but arrogant voice entered her ears. Lin Xue' er felt a little disgusted.
Li Sansheng looked at this unknown boy who treated him as a love rival the moment he came over. He could only shake his head and sigh. A child was still a child. He was young and frivolous.
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