The Feelings I Want to Express
"Xiao Tian's 'Musicpower'! Hi, I'm Oda Shizuka (the female host of the AM radio station). How is everyone? Now, for today's main topic, it was the hottest news of the week. The producer of Fullmoon was a person that everyone missed!?The original Prince of Routel became the producer of Fullmoon and returned to the music industry.”At this moment, we were watching TV at home. This TV was bought by Mrs. Tanaka after pestering her mother-in-law for permission. However, her mother-in-law requested that it not be turned on after nine o'clock at night."Sister, the news is almost done. Change the channel. I want to watch 'Idol Manifar'.”
"Let's wait a little longer. There's still a little bit left. Besides, this program hasn't started yet, right? Just wait.”The remote control was with my sister, and I couldn't snatch it from her. I didn't want to be hated by my sister, so I rolled around on the blanket, bored to death.
Finally, after my sister finished watching the news, I took the remote control and switched to the channel of the Idol Manifest: " Hello everyone, I'm Tsukishima Shirei. Welcome to my show…" This person was a singer who happened to be 14 years old this year. Damn it, every company had a different age requirement. However, he didn't care about it anymore. Now, he would just pass the time like this.
On Wakamatsu's side, he was sitting in front of the television and watching the news. He happened to be watching today's program," Oda's Music Power."" Furthermore, the song was a well-known famous song by Routel," Eternal Snow." In fact, this song was also a song that Takasu Furube had produced for the newcomer, Wakamatsu. It seemed to be a strong opponent for Takasu Furube. In the 1960s, different singers often had problems singing the same song, but it was rare now. We'll be keeping an eye on the development of the matter. Next up is a relatively famous figure in the entertainment industry, New Moon of the Fullmoon group. According to the boss of the Three-Thousand Nunnery consortium, this is her adopted daughter. To be exact, she was adopted by her grandfather. However, this was the case in the household registration at that time, so she was her adopted daughter. In fact, their age difference was only five years. However, we now know that the twin sisters were born in a prestigious family. The reason why Xin Yue was famous was because she had composed all her songs so far. This time, she brought a song that was completely opposite to the song that her sister was going to sing. It represented the explosive feeling of fire, and it was worth looking forward to.”Ruo Songyuan looked at the news, and his eyes became serious. Damn it, she actually managed to find a producer. But this time, I definitely…definitely won't lose to her. And New Moon…
My sister and I were waiting for Dr. Wakaouzi to pick us up in front of the house. Grandma said that it was not safe outside recently, so we could only ask Dr. Wakaouzi to come out. Miss Daizhong was busy at the company, so she did not have time. Today, my sister and I were wearing a yellow dress and a white sunhat. It was a relatively simple dress. The only difference between my sister and me was the hair clip.(It was given to us by Miss Oshige when she took us to do interviews in the newspaper.) There was also the necklace around her sister's neck. This necklace was given to her by Hitomi. It looked like the moon and would emit a color similar to moonlight at night."Dr. Prince Ruo is so slow today. Xinyue, why don't you give him a call to rush him?”
Why me? I refused."No, why didn't sister call Dr. Waka-Prince? You obviously have a phone too.”
The elder sister pursed her lips and looked around."You know that I'm too embarrassed to call you. Forget it, let's wait a little longer. Ah, it's coming, Dr. Prince Ruo ~ Sigh? If Dr. Prince was dressed like that…"The sister ran towards the gray car.
'If Dr. Prince isn't wearing a suit or a white coat as usual today, but a coat, a high-collared yellow T-shirt, and jeans, and if Dr. Prince sees his sister's big eyes blinking at him, is there anything strange about my clothes?' "Is it inappropriate? Well, I want to change my mood and try wearing this kind of clothes, but..."
" No, it's very suitable. It's very nice!" Sister was really cute today. I was almost as adorable as Dr. Waka-prince when I saw her pure and big eyes.
"What do you think, Xinyue? The full moon and the new moon were still here just now?”Dr. Prince looked around, but he couldn't see me.
At this moment, I stuck my head out of the back window impatiently."Alright, alright. Any clothes are fine. Can we go now, Dr. Prince Ruo?”
When Dr. Ruo Wangzi heard a 12-year-old girl's expression that was like an adult's, he felt that children nowadays were very mature. He smiled bitterly and said,"This girl. Alright, I'll be right there. Get in the car, Full Moon.”
Just like that, we took Dr. Waka-Prince's car to the company and waited for all the staff to arrive at the meeting room.
In Takasu's office, Wakamatsu and his manager, Ms. Sasaki, waited for Mr. Takasu to finish the call.""Okay, okay, okay. I'll leave it to you then. Goodbye.”
Sasaki asked Takashu with concern,""Um, is it okay?"
Takashu looked at Ruo Songyuan impatiently.""It's okay, do you mean whether you can win or not?”
"Yes," Sasaki replied.
Although Takashu had said that he would do his best to help Wakamatsu win, he still felt disgusted by Wakamatsu's actions."Because you want to win, that's why you asked me, right?”
Ruo Songyuan could hear the dissatisfaction in Takashu's tone, so he was a little nervous.""Yes, yes…"
" Don't make that expression," Takashu said angrily." Trust me!"”
Ruo Songyuan's frown immediately turned into a smile.""Yes, okay ~" But was this expression real or was she hiding her true feelings?
Takashu saw through it but did not pursue it."Yes, yes, that's the expression. That's Ruo Songyuan's expression.”In fact, Takashu had another meaning to his words. Wakasong had always been hiding his inner feelings and suppressing his emotions. He had no confidence at all. Takashu hoped that one day, Wakasong would be able to work hard with confidence instead of using those crooked ideas.
And we're having a meeting for this performance." Newmoon and I have been discussing the song and stage effects for a long time, and Miss Oshige has also made a plan, so we don't have to worry about 'The Scorching Xia Na' at the moment. The main thing now is the theme concept of Fullmoon's second single. We have to do it well no matter what.”
The staff member wearing glasses and a blue suit: "But the schedule…"
Miss Oshige knew that he was in a hurry to make our program release at the same time as Ruo Songyuan and the others, so she explained,""However, in order to complete a good song, you don't have to squeeze in the time specified in the schedule, right?”
"We'll figure out a plan. Please decide on the concept." The bespectacled man said.”
The man with short hair sitting in the corner said," It's like this. If we don't have this, we'll have to ask someone to arrange it. We can't decide on this kind of thing. No matter what, please make a decision as soon as possible."”
As I drank the yogurt I just bought, I said,"What does Sister want to convey to her fans with this song?”
If Dr. Prince nodded in agreement with my opinion,""To Fullmoon, this song must be very important. Otherwise, you wouldn't have said that you wanted to sing this song no matter what.”
The elder sister raised her eyebrows, not knowing what to say."Eh? To the fans…this…"
Miss Oshige knew that her sister was in a difficult position. Children's way of thinking was very simple, and she did not know what others would think of her."Anything is fine. Don't be too nervous. Even if it's for yourself, it's fine.”
However, her sister was still hesitant. Dr. Ruo Wangzi saw that the atmosphere was tense and depressed, so he stood up and said,"It doesn't matter. No one asked for an answer now. Think about it carefully. I'll give you enough time.”
" I've always wanted to find Youngji," she said." Sister, I've always wanted to find Youngji through singing. In that case, what exactly am I trying to convey with this song?"”
So we went home. The room was silent except for the sound of my sister flipping through the English dictionary."Hmm, Eternal, Eternal, Edamame?”
When I heard my sister say this, I laughed so hard that I couldn't get up from the ground."Eternal edamame, is this big sister's new single? Hahahaha…I can't stand up anymore.”
My sister stared at me fiercely." Don't laugh. What's so funny? It's just…it's just a mistake. See how I'll deal with you."”
After saying that, my sister pounced on me and tickled me non-stop, causing my entire body to go limp."I was wrong. Sister, please forgive me.”
Seeing that I had enough of her, my sister got up and was about to continue reading the dictionary. Tuo Ren snatched the dictionary and said,"It can't be that. The doctor said that it's not about understanding the lyrics. It's something simpler. For example, will those who have heard your 'Eternal Snow' cry tears of sadness or be filled with courage? Or would he smile? Or will he laugh?"
I was currently lying on the ground, admiring Meloko's antics. Whatever Tuo Ren said, she would do it. Sad, happy, big, small, etc. In short, it was very interesting…Tuo Ren's eyebrows twitched."Hey, Melokou, you've gone overboard. That's what happened.”
Just like that, my sister, Meloko, and I kept thinking. The next morning, Tuo Ren saw the three of us squatting in the corridor and asked,"What's wrong? Didn't you guys sleep all night?”
The elder sister hugged her knees." I was asleep, but I had something on my mind. I woke up again."
"Something on your mind?" What's on your mind?"
The sister turned to look at Tuo Ren, who had turned into a cat doll."I'm wondering what my father was thinking when he wrote this song.”
"Well, by the way, what kind of person is Full Moon's father?" Melokou interjected.”
Although I had always been worried that my sister would be sad because she didn't have a father or mother since she was young, it seemed that it didn't matter. My sister calmly said,"I don't know. It's not only about mother, but also about father. I heard from the teachers at the orphanage that Mother passed away when Xinyue and I were born. Father also went to heaven when we were fragile. After that, I heard that Father was a musician, so we began to ask the teachers to let us listen to the songs Father composed. Two skinny twin sisters stood in front of an old woman."I'll have to trouble you to take care of me from today onwards. My name is Full Moon.”"Me too, sorry to trouble you. My name is Xin Yue.”When we first moved in with Grandma, we tried to ask her about this, but Grandma said,'I have nothing to say to you.'Grandmother seems to hate it when people ask her about her father and mother. We can't ask anything until now…"
After hearing what my sister said, many scenes from her memories appeared in my mind. Tears couldn't help but slide down my cheeks. I wiped my tears." I really want to…I really want to see my father and mother…"
My sister comforted me with concern and stroked my back."Xinyue, don't cry. Father and Mother, maybe they're waiting for us in heaven…I'm sorry, I shouldn't say such things.”
I didn't intend to cry, but I didn't know why I cried just now. Tuo Ren thought of an idea."If Dr. Prince and your father are in the same band, go ask him.”
So my sister and I arranged to meet Dr. Ruo Wang Zi at a tea restaurant. After hearing our question, Dr. Ruo Wang Zi looked out the window and saw a girl helping a guitar player plug in a loose wire."I see. I don't know much about the band's accident at that time, but…Manyue's mother, Ye Yue, often helped me like that. In terms of age, she was younger than me, but she felt like an elder sister. Dr. Ruo Wangzi picked up the phone. Please, please wait a moment. The concert is about to start. If you, as the leader, are not here…Hey, Gu Yakui!”"Yes, but Manyue's grandmother objected to their marriage. Leader, Manyue's father, Gu Yakui, is no longer around, so Routel is free. Until then, I don't know where Gu Yakui and Ye Yue are anymore."Full Moon, say hello." My sister and I said at the same time," Nice to meet you. My name is Kamiyama Mitsuki. Please take care of me." I feel that you miss Yeyue very much, but…but I don't know that you are her child. In front of your grandmother, I can't say anything. How about it? Do you have any clues?”
" Father…Mother…Could it be that Father wrote that song for Mother?" Her sister kept muttering." I want to know more about Father and Mother."”
"Sister, there should be something in our warehouse. Why don't we go there and take a look?"”
We went home and searched the warehouse. After about half an hour, my sister found a photo in a small box."Me? No, it's not me. This is our mother…"
I went over to take a look." It really looks like us. But I think I saw Mrs. Tanaka tidy up this kimono, but I don't know where she put it."”
" It's not like that," Melokou said in surprise." It's exactly the same."”
There was also a notebook, a triangular ruler, a pencil case, and a…Tuo Ren picked it up."Eh? Music jewelry box, is it broken?”Tuo Ren shook the music box, and a note fell out of a box on one end of the music box.""Hey, this…"
The older sister picked it up and read it aloud,"To Hazuki With Love."
Tuo Ren knew that his sister didn't know much English, so he explained,""To express my love to Ye Yue."
The elder sister pointed at the music box." So, this is the music box that father…father gave to mother. It contains father's memories of mother. I want to hear it, father's memories.”
I touched the surface of the music box and said,""Yeah, but it's broken…"
" Is that so? Then I'll help you fulfill your wish." Ta Ren snapped his fingers, and the music box looked brand new. Music started playing." What a good song…" The music box sparkled, and the two gems inside, one big and one small, spun. It was as if they were dancing on ice, and the music spread all the way to the outside of the courtyard.
At this moment, Grandma came back. When she walked to the door, she saw that the door of the warehouse was open and music was coming from inside, so she walked over.
As long as you are happy to see the full moon and the new moon, I will do anything."How is it?"
The older sister held the music box and pressed it against her cheek."What a warm feeling. I don't know how to describe it. I can't express it with words.”
At this moment, my phone rang." Ah, it's Miss Dazhong calling.”Xinyue, you suddenly have a job. Can you come out immediately? "Alright." Then, I'll wait for you outside.
I hung up and put my phone in my pocket."Sister, it's urgent work."
"What?"
Meloko helped to pack up his things."Quick, I'll take care of the house."
Tuo Ren nodded and turned us into 16-year-olds without any hesitation. Because Grandma was going out tonight and would only come back at night, Tuo Ren did not think too much about it.
At this moment, Grandma walked in and saw us. Melokou thought that something was wrong and snapped his fingers. A cloud of smoke appeared and we hid behind the bookshelf."Phew, that was close…I hope I wasn't discovered.”
Grandma said in a daze,"Ye Yue…Ye Yue…" She recalled the past. Mom ran out of the room and put on her shoes. Grandma chased after her."Ye Yue, where are you going?" My mother turned around with a distressed expression on her face. I should leave this house with Sunflower or stay, but in the end, I chose to leave."I have that person's child." "What did you say? That man's child?" Grandma asked in disbelief.”"Since Mother doesn't agree, I'll leave this house."”Grandma couldn't catch up with her." Ye Yue, you're so weak. If you give birth to a child, you…Ye Yue!"”
Grandma's expression was filled with sadness and regret."I hate music. It always takes away what's most important to me.”With that, he walked out of the warehouse.
We quickly ran out of the house and sat in Ms. Oshige's car on the way to the company. Ms. Oshige saw that I was touching the music box and asked,""New Moon, what is that?"
"It was a gift from my father to my mother," I replied.”
I knew what I wanted to convey: " Miss Oshige, I've found what I want to convey. Music can make people feel warm. I want people who hate music to like music, right, Dad? Mom?"
//End of this chapter. I feel very tired recently. My workload has increased. I'm really sorry to give you a place, but what I want to say is that I will hurry up and write it, so I hope everyone will support me.
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