Just like that, Yuruo embarked on the path of being single, but she never felt lonely. Perhaps it was because her family and friends gave her enough love and care.
Yu Ruo changed the music in Qzone to an old song, Chen Huilin's "
" I loved you until I was in pain, I cried, I cried until I was tired. The pages of the diary were persistent, recording your addiction to poison. It repeatedly lied to me." Perhaps this song was more suitable than Yuruo's current mood.
Yuruo accidentally flipped to the couple watch that Jin Peng gave her. Yuruo took it to the watch repair shop and repaired it, but she was reluctant to throw it away. At this time, she still didn't give up. She always thought that Jin Peng would come back. She decided to give herself another chance because she still couldn't give up completely.
"I don't have to work in the afternoon. I'll go to the studio to look for you.”Yuruo said to Mu Xiao over the phone.
"Come on, we can go eat together.”Mu Xiao said.
Yu Ruo took the watch that Jin Peng gave her and went to the studio to find Mu Xiao.
"Will you accompany me to do something later?”Yuruo said to Mu Xiao.
"What idea did you come up with this time?" Mu Xiao asked in confusion.
"Just accompany me to the park. You'll know when we get there.”Yu Ruo said anxiously.
Mu Xiao was pulled to the park by Yuruo with confusion.
"Now can you tell me what you want to do?”Mu Xiao said.
"Look, here, this bench used to be the place where Jinpeng and I have been. We always sit here and have a heart-to-heart talk. The big trees here, the sky here, and the ants on the ground are all the witnesses of our happiness. Today, I'm taking the watch that Jinpeng gave me. I'm going to bury it under this tree. I'll dig it out after the college entrance examination next year. If the needle on the watch is still moving, I'll ask him to reconcile with me. If I don't leave, then I'll give up completely.”Yu Ruo said firmly.
"You're really a fool. Why are you still thinking about this? He can't go back to the past even if you look for him again. He's no longer the Jin Peng of the past. Stop lying to yourself.”Mu Xiao persuaded.
"I've already made up my mind to do so.”Yuruo said as she squatted down and started to dig the soil under the tree.
"Alright, alright. I can't win against you in an argument. Let me help you dig. Unable to dissuade Yuruo, Mu Xiao also squatted down and began to dig with Yuruo.
The deep winter was so cold that their hands were red from the cold. Yuruo continued to dig the soil. She was looking for an excuse for her undying heart. She refused to accept the fact that Jin Peng had left her.
"Alright, this depth is enough. Put your watch in.”Mu Xiao said.
Yuruo carefully took out the watch. She took out a tissue and carefully placed the watch into the hole. She slowly covered the watch with the surrounding soil. Soon, the watch was completely buried under the tree.
"I'll come and dig it out next year.”Yu Ruo muttered to herself.
"Alright, let's go. I'm starving. Let's go eat.”Mu Xiao said.
Yuruo got up and walked out of the park with Yuruo. As she walked, she looked back at the tree from time to time. All her hopes were placed there.
Returning to her normal life, Yuruo still went to work every day. She thought that this kind of life would make her forget all the pain and reluctance in the past, but God liked to joke.
That weekend, when Yu Ruo got off work, she happened to pass by the business street. She saw a familiar figure. It was Jin Peng, but there were two girls beside him. Yu Ruo began to avoid him. She quickly walked past Jin Peng. They had just broken up not long ago, and Jin Peng had already started a new love journey? Yuruo was in pain. She didn't want to go home, so she ran to the mall where she worked to find An Yu.
"Yuruo, what's wrong? Didn't he go home from work? Why do you look so aggrieved now?”An Yu asked with concern.
"I saw Jinpeng shopping with other girls. I used to feel that he broke up with me many times because he had a new lover.”Yuruo said angrily.
"Is he really that kind of person? You guys have already broken up. Don't think about him anymore, okay?”An Yu persuaded.
"Maybe I'm just unconvinced. In his heart, I've never been anything.”Yuruo said helplessly.
"Do you want me to help you ask around? I'm so close to Fan Xu's house, I can get information from her to see if Jin Peng betrayed you?”An Yu said.
"Forget it, there's no need. It's meaningless. Just as you said, we have nothing to do with each other now.”Yu Ruo shook her head helplessly.
Soon, the new year was about to arrive. This day was also a month after Yu Ruo and Jin Peng broke up.
"Yuruo, come out and play. It's New Year's Day today, so we're resting in the studio.”Ling Nan said to Yuruo over the phone.
"Yuruo, the team leader will bring you out to play today. You, Yuting, and I will go shopping and eat.”Ina invited him over the phone.
"Go out and play with your partner. I won't be a third wheel.”Yuruo said to Ling Nan over the phone.
"Alright, the three of us just happened to be out for a walk.”Yuruo agreed to Yina's request.
"That... Yuruo, our group of friends said that we're going to the park for a spring outing today. Come with us, and then the three of us will go for dinner tonight.”Ina said with some difficulty.
"Your group? Isn't it Wen Xiang, Jin Peng, and the others?" Yu Ruo said in shock.
"There's also Jiaxuan. Jinpeng probably won't come. You don't have to feel awkward.”Ina said.
Yuruo understood that it was hard to refuse, so she agreed. However, she was afraid that she would see Jin Peng.
Yina and Yuting brought Yuruo to a park in the suburbs. Sure enough, all of them were girls, and they were all people Yuruo knew. Yuruo felt much calmer, but on the other hand, she longed to see Jin Peng. It had been a month, and although they had broken up, they had not seen each other. Yuruo did not just miss him.
"That... Yuruo, do you mind if Wen Xiang and the others come over to play with us?”a girl said carefully.
"It's nothing. Why would I mind?" Yu Ruo smiled stiffly.
"Yuruo, don't worry, Jinpeng won't come. He's so busy in the studio every day.”Ina said.
Yuruo nodded, but her heart was conflicted. She wanted to see him, but she was afraid to see him.
After a while, a few boys rode their bicycles to Yuruo's side. Yuruo saw Jin Peng's face from afar and began to feel extremely uneasy. She pulled Yina's arm and said nervously,"Na, Jinpeng is here. I'd better leave. I don't want to be here anymore.”
"What's there to be afraid of? It's not like we let him down. Yuruo, you have to do better. Let him see how happy you are right now.”Yina said as she held Yuruo's hand tightly.
Yu Ruo knew that she couldn't escape now. She pulled Ina to the side and did not dare to look up.
"Sorry, we're late. Wen Xiang quickly explained to everyone.
Jin Peng saw the embarrassment in Yu Ruo's heart. He didn't say anything and didn't dare to look at Yu Ruo. He just stood at the side.
"Heh, everyone, don't make the atmosphere so awkward. Let's go in and take a look.”Wen Xiang quickly said to ease the atmosphere.
Everyone seemed to have split up into several small teams when they walked into the park. Ina Yuting and Jiaxuan accompanied Yuruo the whole time. They were afraid that she would be unhappy, so the girls chatted and took photos in the park. Jin Peng and the other boys always walked behind. Jin Peng still had an awkward expression on his face and asked impatiently from time to time,"Who brought Yuruo here?"
"It's Ina Jiaxuan and the others who called her. Aiya, it's nothing to break up. You don't have to be too restrained. Yuruo didn't say anything either.”Wen Xiang persuaded Jin Peng.
However, Jin Peng still had an awkward and unnatural expression on his face.
"Let's have dinner together tonight. We discussed it with Wen Xiang and the others yesterday.”Jia Xuan said.
"No, we agreed to have dinner with Yuruo tonight.”Ina retorted.
"It's okay. You guys go eat. I'll go home.”Yu Ruo said.
"I can't leave you behind. We agreed beforehand. Why don't you eat with us?”Ina said.
"No, it's too inconvenient. I still have to see Jin Peng. I'm not used to it.”Yu Ruo quickly said.
"Then Yuting and I will accompany you to dinner. We won't have a gathering.”Yina said endlessly.
"Uh... Let's talk about it later." Yu Ruo said.
Yuruo knew that she would never eat with Jin Peng, but she didn't want to delay Yina's gathering because of her. In desperation, Yu Ruo made up a lie
"Yina, I can't have dinner with you guys tonight. My grandfather is urging me to go home for dinner.”Yu Ruo said lightly.
"Really? Did Grandpa really let you go home?" Ina asked.
"It's true. I'm going home. You guys go eat. I'm taking the bus home now. I'll text you when I get home.”Yu Ruo explained.
"I'll send you to the car. You must text me when you get home.”Ina kept reminding him.
"Alright, I got it. I'll text you when I get home.”After saying that, Yuruo walked out of the park and planned to take a car home.
As soon as Yu Ruo got into the car, she felt endless sadness in her heart. She saw Jin Peng's indifference and completely became the most familiar stranger. Her heart was filled with endless pain.
"Ling Nan, where are you? Can you come out with me to eat and drink?" Yuruo sobbed over the phone.
"Can you drink? A girl." Ling Nan said in shock.
"I want to drink. I'm very sad now. Can you and Hanli drink with me?”Yuruo begged over the phone.
"Alright, alright. Don't cry. Sigh, wasn't everything fine yesterday? Where are you? Hanli and I will pick you up." Ling Nan said in a panic.
Did Yuruo really go drinking? What would happen after drinking? When would she be able to completely let go of the pain in her heart? Please look forward to the next chapter.
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