My name is Faye Pulo Elgon Dowlman. I am a god born from the Genesis Diagram. I don't know why I exist, nor do I know the meaning of my existence. I only know that since I exist, I will continue to exist.
The white space was abstract. I didn't know how long I had been floating here. Day after day, month after month, year after year. Time is meaningless to me. I won't die like this. I won't die like this.
Sometimes, it would be so long that I would forget about it. I would seal my heart and resist the invasion of loneliness. In the end, even I would think that I was already dead, just like a corpse with a heartbeat and breathing.
Finally, on that day, a strange aura suddenly surged in. Then, a person smiled and said to me,'Should I say, welcome back…?'
For some reason, I felt a sense of familiarity. I hadn't spoken for a long time, so I didn't feel that there was anything wrong with my pronunciation. I replied in authentic Mandarin,'I'm back.'
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It was early in the morning today, and I had not slept the entire night. It was easy for me to tell when I was outside. Although I was very unhappy, I was sleeping on the king's bed because it was the king's order. According to the information in my mind, this situation should be called 'serving the bed'.
However, the difference was that Wang didn't sleep on the same bed as me. Instead, he slept in the living room…Actually, I didn't need to sleep. Even if I was only awake for one-third of the time I slept, it wasn't a problem for me to not sleep for a few years.
Because I'm not human!
When I opened the door, I was still greeted by the King's ordinary yet brilliant smile. I didn't know why, but I always had a feeling of healing my soul. I really liked looking at the King's smile because the King's smile always made me unconsciously forget my identity, or rather, the tragic past that I had experienced in the past.
"Good morning!" Wang smiled and greeted me.
"Morning!" Actually, I wanted to say more, but I didn't know why I was so used to saying only one word.
After breakfast, Wang stopped what he was doing and squatted down to ask me,""So, Feiya, are you going to school with me? Or should I stay at home?"
This kind of thing is not something I can decide! Although I really wanted to say this, the moment I saw King, I swallowed the words. However, I didn't know what to say. I could only continue to stare at King expressionlessly. Actually, I want to be with King. If I'm not honest like this, I'll definitely be hated!
"Okay, I understand. Let's do it together!”After saying that, Wang tidied up the textbooks on the side and waved at me. He opened the door and we walked out together.
"Yes, right." Kaiser seemed to have thought of something and hurriedly said to me,"Feiya better not let others find out. If they find out, I will be in a difficult position.”
I nodded slightly to show that I understood. Actually, I had already entered stealth mode from the very beginning. Or rather, without the permission of the King, I would not reveal my body in front of anyone. Of course, the King was an exception.
Along the way, I ignored the pedestrians on both sides and followed beside King. Even if someone passed by King, they would only pass through me like air.
In other people's eyes, I might be like air, invisible, untouchable, emotionless, or even…I'm worse than air. At least it has a meaning to exist, but I…
She lowered her head in frustration. For some reason, her eyes were wet. This feeling that shouldn't have appeared filled her heart. What was this? This strange feeling.
Suddenly, I felt my hand being held by someone. I didn't need to look up to know who it was. Other than King, there was absolutely no one else who could hold my hand so smoothly. That little bit of frustration disappeared the moment King held my hand. I kept feeling as if I had found something.
"Although I don't know what Feiya is thinking, ah! What I want to say is that it's great that you've appeared. Recently, I've stepped into a mysterious world. Although I've always been different in the past, this time…How could I accept such a bizarre thing so easily? However, there was no one who could tell. But now, Fei Ya, your appearance is really…great…"
'I think I understand what this feeling is, and I also know what I've found…'
After accompanying King to school, I disappeared from his side and entered the Genesis Painting. This was the first time I entered the Genesis Painting of my own accord, and also the first time I didn't reject this place that gave birth to me. I could feel that this place had always been filled with a kind of warmth, a kind of motherly warmth.
Time passed as I waited. Unknowingly, it was time for King to return home from school. After King left the school, I silently appeared behind him and silently followed him. The footsteps were very rhythmic. The two of them raised their feet at the same time and only one sound could be heard.
"Feiya, do you want to go shopping?”
"Yes!"
"Hehe, let's go then!"
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"Feiya, do you want that?"
"Yes, yes!"
"Alright!"
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"What…is that?"
"That's an apple!"
"Then?"
"Restaurant!"
"Oh ~"
"What about that one?"
"Transvestite!"
"Oh, oh ~~~"
"Transvestite your sister! You two little brats, watch me smack you away…"
I felt very happy and ignored the other passersby. I followed behind King and started to think about another problem that was no longer a problem. What did other people have to do with me? My world only needed King.
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[My name is Faye Pulo Elgon Dowlman. I was born from the Genesis Map, a subordinate god that belongs solely to the King. I exist only for the King. The meaning of my existence is only for the King. As long as the King needs me, I will continue to exist…]
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