Title: Polar Flash
Once upon a time, it was a dark place. In the extremely quiet snowy night, the world was stripped of sound and color, and it seemed to be enveloped in a huge white shell.
When I was eight years old, I left my messy hometown. She was like a wild cat with bright eyes in the ice river. I hugged the fat bear and spun around under the starry sky. The valley echoed with my long, crazy laughter.
When I was ten years old, I buried my head deep in the barren snow, as if I could hear the sound of water flowing at the bottom of the sea. I was constantly mingling with those strangers and enemies. I panicked and ran away. My eyes were filled with tears, and then I knelt in the empty night alley and cried loudly. In my dream, there was clearly nothing, but I still stretched out my hands so hard, wanting to touch something, wanting to hug something. In the illusion, I saw my family, my friends, and my lover. But when I opened my eyes, everything was gone. Therefore, I should also disappear from this world.
When he was twelve years old, there was already a long row of footprints behind him. It was deep and shallow, with faint red bloodstains. As the night deepened, his fingers were throbbing with pain from the frostbite. Looking at the people's rejection and indifference, I cried again…
At the age of fourteen, his body began to develop, and his heart had the initial ignorance of life. It was a beautiful spring day, filled with the stench of rotting buds and muddy grass. In the park, I saw groups of students. He saw the couples kissing each other. Facing them, I slowly became blurry. I don't understand why they can smile in happiness, but I can only hide in the beautiful scenery and feel the quiet wind.
There were many times when I felt hopeless. I wiped away my tears in the darkness, looking for an exit, enduring the loneliness that the world had abandoned. Although she tried her best not to care about her feelings of despair, she later realized that she was lying to herself. When she was sad, she would still cry. Whenever I couldn't find a reason to live, I would let 'myself' be my best friend. I would find a lush forest to hide "this girl" and then say sweet words to "her" all day long. But…this was something that was very difficult to do. From time to time, the sound of children playing could be heard in the swaying shade of the trees. I leaned against the tree and looked at the beautiful scenery. I looked at the children who were laughing happily among my friends, and my eyes inexplicably became moist. I giggled like crazy and wiped away my tears. Then I said to myself in a hoarse voice, One day…One day…I can…
When he was 16, he tried to find a home, even if it was just once. He wanted to experience the warmth of that " family." However, those people sold me out completely in order to obtain the bounty from the navy. From then on, I could no longer trust anyone.
But…if he didn't trust others, he wouldn't get a partner. Without a partner, one would be alone no matter what they did. Wiping away my tears, I would question myself every time I trembled in the dark. What should he do when he was injured? What should he do when he was in despair? What would he do when he had nothing? Everything was futile. I gave up on smiling and could only stand up straight in a pool of blood like a demon. Then, I held back my tears and kept shouting to myself, Robin Robin Don't give up I love you
Because I know…
If not, my life would not continue.
The unfamiliar cold air in the middle of the night made people shiver uncontrollably.
On the way to escape, a person's night journey seemed very long. It looked as if it would never end. I don't know how many times I would unconsciously talk to myself on the lonely street at night and encourage myself like crazy.
At this moment, I was already tired of the days of running, sadness, and nothingness.
At this moment, I feel extremely tired.
At this moment, I want to avoid everyone.
At this moment…
At this moment, I want to escape far away from the world, find a vast white cloud island in the sky, and then live alone forever gently.
When he was 18, he met Krokdahl. Everything was settled, but it was the darkest moment. I became very bad there. I learned to smoke, gamble, assassinate, and steal information. There were scoundrels there. In order to survive, they had to wear masks to deal with people and did not dare to reveal their true personalities.
At that time, I didn't like myself very much. She was always timid and her heart was very weak, as if it would break immediately if it was touched by something. Most of the time, I would just shrug my shoulders and never take the initiative to talk to anyone. No matter what he did, he tried his best to suppress his movements to the minimum, as if he was afraid of something. Sometimes, she didn't want to go home at night and walked on the road all night. Under the streetlights, I walked through the dim yellow. The orange rings of light seemed to pass through many worlds. Inky black, bright white, dark grey, warm red…
The taste of loneliness was like a cup of mellow and old wine, and I was the drunken queen under the night sky. In those weightless skies, all the stars seemed to be my companions. At such a wonderful moment, suddenly, I want to forget all the sadness. I want to become a beautiful glass bottle, drifting slowly in the Milky Way, sobbing. Until one day, a group of companions who could truly accept me would be able to salvage it, and then I would see their faces full of surprised smiles as they took out the letter without my name.
At the age of 28, his dream was shattered. He was afraid of death, but he didn't want to live. I feel tired again, confused and sad…I don't want to open my eyes again.
But that day, they came. During the day or night, they became flashes of light in the darkness, gorgeous and warm, like the kiss of the Virgin Mary, stinging the pale and desperate eyes, making them unable to help but gush out hot springs of sourness.
In the setting sun, the swaying warm light;
Moonlight colored tears;
The rose-colored horizon;
The fresh and pungent smell of grass…
Hey, my friends, look at the sky and water, gentle and sad. Could it be…that this is my realistic dream? Giving me such romantic memories. So…I'm really happy. Luffy, you guys brought me to the sea. Facing this infinite blue, the sky seems to be expanding slightly. Looking straight into my heart, you are simply an eternal non-physical existence, just like " blood " and " tears ". It cleanses the filth on my body, allowing me to reveal my bright soul again.
When that warm finger pointed to the end of the darkness, I finally heard the seven bright and imposing voices.
They shouted at me: Look! Look! Your world has light!
That's right. That's right. I heard it. That was real. Forget the pain, I fearlessly ran towards my dream. This time, he was no longer alone. This time…she no longer hugged her shoulders and sobbed.
?? This time, when I fell, I saw behind me…countless companions running towards me. So this time... I wiped away the blood and stood up, spreading my wings as black as a demon?? I will do my best to live on, just to be with you forever.
?? Forget the sadness, I want to grab this last, only hope, to be with you forever. Forever. And his companions. Together.
Robin Robin Everybody loves you
At first, Thrawn still had an impatient and lazy tone, but slowly, the substance of the text changed subtly. The heavy rain poured into the soul, and the soft heart was drawn out of the slender sadness.
In the end, he cried. Many students ignored the order and opened their arms to hug Robin. Their skin was touching each other, and their sweat was sticky and hot. At this moment, they could feel the thick warmth from each other's bodies.
"I'm sorry! "I'm sorry…I didn't know that you were in so much pain in the past…" A few tears fell on her collarbone. The girls and boys cried loudly together.
The sun reflected off the window. The thick and warm body temperature fell heavily into his chest like a muffled drum sound.
At this moment, they had already broken the gender difference between men and women. The girls did not mind the excessive contact of others, and the boys would not have any thoughts of indecency because of skin contact. At this moment, they had become one. Everyone hugged each other tightly as if they wanted to strangle each other into their bones.? They wanted to crush the loneliness in each other's souls, the barriers between each other, and make each other's hearts a part of their chests.
At this moment, the existence of each other was true happiness. It was an utopia that people thought was out of reach.
Silvery-white tears gently filled her eyes. Robin looked at them sadly. He wanted to use his usual joking tone, but his throat was clearly choked.
" Don't be like this…Don't be like this…" She tried her best to smile as tears flowed down her face." It's so hot…You guys…This group of man-made warmers…"
A lonely flower grows in the snowy desert of my heart. The temperature slowly rose, and the frozen snow around him faded away piece by piece. Finally, there was an oasis in the snowy desert. Sunlight pierced through the dense branches and leaves, and a soft light blossomed on her warm skin. Gradually, a faint smile appeared on the girl's face. The winter was gone, and the flowers around her were blooming in spring. (End of Season 1)
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