" I don't think he deserves to be a father." Lin Zhilan wiped her tears." Do you think there's such a cruel father in the world?"”
" Whether he's worthy of being a father or not, it's not up to us to decide. It's up to Zhu 'er to decide." Lin Jianan let out a long sigh and said," Do you still remember? Chen Feng's name was given by Zhu Er herself. At that time, she used the words 'Yifei.' We were afraid that others would see through it, so we changed it to Chen Feng. Yifei, Yifei. Don't you understand the meaning of this name?”
" I know all of this." Lin Zhilan's mental defenses collapsed when she heard this. She sobbed," But I really can't bear to part with Chenfeng. I don't want him to leave me."”
"Why are you so stubborn?" Lin Jianan heard her words and quickly comforted her." Even if he has acknowledged his biological parents, we are still his biological uncle and aunt. Aren't we still the closest people? Besides, it's not like you don't know Chenfeng's personality. We've raised him for more than 20 years. Even if he acknowledges his family, will he abandon us?”
"But he's from the city. If Chenfeng admits to him, he'll probably have to move to the city in the future.”Lin Zhilan lowered her eyes and cried.
"Why are you speaking like a child?" Lin Jianan was a little unhappy when he heard her say that." Even if he doesn't acknowledge his family, I still hope that he can work hard and get a job in the city. He can buy a house in the city and marry a wife in the city. Do you still want them to stay in this valley and accompany you in your old age?!"”
"I didn't mean it that way." Lin Zhilan said in a low voice. Seeing that Lin Jianan was a little angry, she didn't dare to say anything more.
" Actually, if you really care about the child, you should think about him." Lin Jianan suppressed his wife's aura and started to guide her patiently." If Chenfeng reunites with his father, he will definitely be more successful than us. Now that the child has grown up, if he wants to make a name for himself, he needs someone from above, do you understand?"”
"How do you know that Chenfeng will have a future with that stinky man?”Lin Zhilan muttered.
" I said you don't have a brain." Lin Jianan rolled his eyes at her," Can't you tell?" The middle-aged man who came with Bao Qiang was his follower, which was a bodyguard. Think about it, if Bao Qiang was an ordinary person, would he need anyone to protect him?”
" You, you're already old, but you're still thinking about these things." Lin Zhilan pursed her lips and said," No wonder you always favor that stinky man when you talk. He's a big shot."”
"What are you talking about?" Lin Jianan glared at her." I'm thinking. I'm thinking because of Chenfeng. Don't you feel ashamed to see a university student like Chenfeng staying in this ravine?”
"Then what if Sun Baoqiang doesn't want to acknowledge him?”Ling Zhilan thought for a moment and said," Since you said that Sun Baoqiang is someone with status, then he definitely cherishes his reputation. In the end, Chenfeng is his illegitimate son. Would he admit to this? Even if he admitted it, wouldn't his wife fall out with him? I don't want Chenfeng to be looked down upon by others.”
" Well, you're on point." Lin Jianan nodded." I just said that Sun Baoqiang must be willing to acknowledge his son as his father. If he is not willing to acknowledge his son, we don't care no matter how big his official position is or how much money he has."”
" If that's the case, I think it's better not to let him know." Lin Zhilan looked at Lin Jianan and said," In case others think that we're trying to climb up the ladder."”
" That's not true." Lin Jianan shook his head." What if someone else is willing to admit it?" If you hide it so tightly, wouldn't you be harming Chen Feng and going against Zhu 'er's wishes?”
"How do you know that he's willing to admit it? Look at those with status, which one of them would be willing to do such an embarrassing thing?”Lin Zhilan sneered," Illegitimate son, even if you're a farmer in the countryside, who would be willing to bear such a reputation?”
" This is different." Lin Jianan threw the cigarette butt on the ground and said," Their situation is caused by historical reasons. At that time, when the scholars were called to go to the mountains and villages, they came down. Later, when the college entrance examination resumed, they all fought to return to the city. This is a very normal phenomenon. So, you can't blame Baoqiang and Zhu 'er for everything. If you want to blame someone, you can only blame that turbulent history."”
" So strictly speaking, Sun Baoqiang and Zhu Er gave birth to Chen Feng. This is not a problem with his style, but they had the wrong feelings with the wrong person at the wrong time and place," Lin Jianan sighed and said," In fact, you also understand that under the circumstances at that time, as long as Baoqiang returned to the city, what else could they do other than end their relationship?”
" I told Zhu 'er that people from the city were unreliable, but she just wouldn't listen. Sob…" Lin Zhilan knew that her husband was telling the truth, so she couldn't help but feel sad again.
"What's the use of saying this now?”Lin Jianan sighed and said," This is also fate playing tricks on people. If the policy was a few months later, when Baoqiang and Zhu 'er went through the procedures and gave birth to the child, the outcome would be completely different.”
" That's right." Lin Zhilan wiped her tears." They're engaged, and the wine is served. According to the rules of our village, they can sleep together. But why didn't they get the certificate?"”
" It's not that I'm talking nonsense," Lin Jianan sighed and said," It's him who told me just now. He said that when he left, he knew that Zhu 'er was pregnant, so I was in such a hurry to discuss it with you."”
"This damn thing. He knew that Pearl was pregnant, but he actually had the heart to abandon her.”Lin Zhilan said through gritted teeth.
" Don't think about the past anymore," Lin Jianan advised her." Actually, you also understand that if they wanted to be together, the only way was for Baoqiang not to return to the city. But when Baoqiang returned to the city, didn't Zhu 'er persuade him herself? "Therefore, we can't explain clearly what's right and wrong here.”
" No matter what you say, in my opinion, he's just a heartless man." Lin Zhilan turned her head to the side and said," Unless he treats Chenfeng well in the future and makes up for what he owed me in the past, I'll never forgive him."”
" Sigh, we can only watch as we go." Lin Jianan sighed." I'll sound him out tonight."”
Lin Jianan and his wife were sighing in the wing room, but they did not know that Sun Baoqiang was also in a myriad of emotions at the moment, because he had already woken up not long after Lin Jianan left. However, when he thought of the news of Pearl's death, he felt as if a big stone had been placed on his chest, making him unable to breathe.
Before he decided to come here, he had thought of all kinds of possibilities, including that Pearl would get married, or that Pearl would become old and ugly. He could accept all of these because he knew that if a person wanted to live, there would always be some changes, just like himself. However, he never expected that she would actually die!
How was this possible? How could she die? Sun Baoqiang stared at the ceiling in a daze, and the scene before returning to the city appeared in his mind again.
"Baoqiang, if you get in, will you really come and pick me up?”The girl stared at him with her big, watery eyes and asked.
" Of course." The boy tapped her forehead with his finger and said," I've said it before, I won't marry anyone but you."”
"Didn't the people from the community say that they didn't have a certificate?”Lin Jianan shook his head and sighed." If you ask me, this is fate. Otherwise, Sun Baoqiang's political review form wouldn't have been filled with unmarried.”
" This is all because our Zhu 'er is stupid," Lin Zhilan choked." She knew that once her man entered the city, she would have nothing, but she still instigated him to take the college entrance examination. Otherwise, if she made a scene, how could Sun Baoqiang pass the political review?”
" That's why I advised you to let them reunite," Lin Jianan said seriously." Because you know that Zhu 'er has always loved Baoqiang. Even if Baoqiang betrayed her, she never regretted it. If we hide this from her, will she be happy underground?"”
" But you have to think about Chenfeng," Lin Zhilan sobbed." He used to be with us. Although his conditions were a little worse, his identity was always honorable. But now, if he finds out that he's an illegitimate child, what do you think he'll think?”
"What's there to be puzzled about?" Lin Jianan frowned and said," Although this identity is a bit awkward, his mother suffered so much and even sacrificed her own life to bring him into this world. If he doesn't even have the courage to acknowledge his parents, is he still a human being?”
" What you said makes sense," Lin Zhilan shook her head and said," But as the saying goes, gossip is terrible. Do you want others to constantly point fingers behind his back?”
" I say, you're a stubborn person." Lin Jianan rolled his eyes at him and said," Do you have to make it public for them to recognize each other?" It was fine as long as the people involved knew about it. Even Chen Lei and Chen Yu didn't have to tell them unless it was necessary, let alone outsiders.”
"Oh, so that's what you think. Then I'm relieved.”Ling Zhilan nodded and reminded him," But you have to be clear. If Sun Baoqiang doesn't want to have this child, then we won't force him.”
"Do I need you to remind me? Chen Feng and I have been father and son for more than 20 years. Do you think I want him to suffer?”Lin Jianan said very seriously," But I think that our worries are unnecessary. Because according to my speculation, Baoqiang is probably here for this child.”
"You're talking nonsense. How did he know about this child?”Lin Zhilan cried out involuntarily.
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