You've Stealthily Wrapped Into My Heart
(1)
Beijing to Taizhou, K2915. I still remember the number of this train, because on this train, Zhao Minmin and I had the most in-depth conversation in history.
In the special environment of the train dining car and with a little too much beer, Zhao Minmin said a lot of things that she had never said to me in the four years I pursued her.
From then on, she did not say anything else!
When Zhao Minmin left me for the last time and missed her, I carefully understood what she said on the train. I slowly felt that Zhao Minmin and my ending seemed to have been destined. Zhao Minmin and my love seemed to be destined to be like this.
Zhao Minmin's decision must have hurt me deeply in the beginning, but as time passed, I slowly felt that Zhao Minmin's decision might be right. This might be the best ending for her and me, two ordinary men and women in the world of mortals!
The above conclusion seems very beautiful and very free and easy, but why is my heart still so painful when I write these words?
It had been ten years since the incident. Could it be that he still could not let it go? Could it be that he was still unwilling to accept such an ending? Is Zhao Minmin really going to torture me for the rest of my life?
I originally planned to write this book to commemorate this love, and then completely get rid of the troubles of this love, and completely get rid of the girl who brought me so much pain.
However, things did not go as I wished. Writing this recollection only intensified my longing for Zhao Minmin. Since this was my fate, I would insist on finishing this recollection. Even if I had to experience the pain I had experienced before, I would not hesitate!
(2)
"Zhao Minmin, I remember the first time I played table tennis with you. It was so enjoyable. I haven't played so comfortably since I came to Beijing!”Let's go back to the train from Beijing to Taizhou and continue our conversation.
"Xiao Qingsong, I had a good time playing table tennis that time. I haven't met such a strong opponent like you since I came to Beijing!”When Zhao Minmin talked about table tennis, her mood became better.
"Zhao Minmin, you're so good at table tennis. You must have practiced professionally since you were young!”I asked her.
"I've been training professionally since I was young, but I didn't really. I spent a year in a youth sports school. At that time, my father was still around. He always thought that his daughter would become a world champion when she grew up. Sigh, my father has been gone for a long time, but I didn't fulfill his wish!”Zhao Minmin rarely sighed like this. When she mentioned her father, her tone became sad again.
Yes, Zhao Minmin, the good girl I love deeply. Why did a series of misfortunes befall her? When she was nine years old, her father passed away. When she was twenty-two years old, her mother also left her. She was the only daughter in the family. When she was born, our country had just started to implement family planning. The actual policy was very loose, but her parents really did not want any more children.
People of Zhao Minmin's age usually had two or three siblings. However, Zhao Minmin was indeed an only child. She did not have any siblings. Now that her parents had left this world one after another, she was really alone.
"Xiao Qingsong, do you believe in fate? I believe in fate. Perhaps I'm destined to lose my father when I was young, my mother when I was young, or perhaps I'm destined to experience other unfortunate things. I'm really a very unlucky person!”
Zhao Minmin said this in a very sad tone that she had never used before!
I didn't know what to say, so I could only accompany her silently. I couldn't possibly hug her, kiss her, or even…
After all, the train dining car was a public place. We couldn't hug and kiss on the crowded streets like the post-90s generation.
I didn't have the time to understand the meaning behind Zhao Minmin's words. I only cared about silently accompanying her in her sadness.
Zhao Minmin left Beijing without a word. I once again fell into a heart-wrenching pain. I slowly realized Zhao Minmin's good intentions. Zhao Minmin thought that she was a very unlucky person. She was afraid that accepting me and being with me might bring me misfortune.
Zhao Minmin's good intentions can only make me love her more and miss her more!
But now, I want to answer the question that I didn't have the time to answer in the dining car: "Zhao Minmin, listen to me. You believe in fate, and so do I, because it's really a mysterious thing. However, I don't believe that a young and kind-hearted girl like you is an unlucky person. Even if you really are an unlucky person, I don't care. I will be willing to accompany you through all the unlucky years. I will be willing to accompany you through all the unlucky years and slowly grow old until the end of our lives!”
(3)
It was late at night, and it was quiet outside the window. Zhao Minmin and I were still talking.
"Zhao Minmin, I played my best in that table tennis match, but I still lost in the end. 1:4, and you won't let me win. I'm the school champion, and it's embarrassing to lose to a girl like you!”I think we should talk about table tennis.
"Xiao Qingsong, although I beat you, the score in every game was very close, so I also tried my best. If I let my guard down, the person who lost would be me. It has been a long time since I met an opponent who gave me so much pressure like you!”Zhao Minmin said seriously.
"Zhao Minmin, I also lost to you in the competition to chase after you. From the first time I saw you at Haidian Bookstore until now, it has been more than four years. I used all my wisdom to chase after you.”I took the opportunity to make a fuss.
" Xiao Qingsong, as a girl, how can I remain indifferent when faced with the passionate pursuit of a boy? How can I not be moved at all? However, I should be the type of person who takes a long time to get aroused. It's very difficult for ordinary people to enter my heart. Perhaps it's because of my childhood experience, or perhaps it's because I'm born with a cold constitution. Whether it's winter or summer, my body is always a little cold, and my body temperature is always lower than ordinary people.”Zhao Minmin said sadly.
I thought of the sweet and cold kiss at the Chaoyang Cafe. It turned out that other than the air conditioning, Zhao Minmin's body was originally cold. Perhaps Zhao Minmin's body was the main factor that led to the special effect of the soul-stirring kiss!
Zhao Minmin drank too much beer and was already a little drunk.
"Xiao Qingsong, it's easy to determine the winner of a table tennis match, but it's hard to tell who wins in a relationship. A spark can start a prairie fire, and it's as calm as water. Xiao Qingsong, you think you've lost, but in fact, when I wasn't prepared, you've already secretly entered my heart. You shouldn't have forgotten that romantic encounter, right? It was when I saw Li Hui and me in the dormitory. I don't know why, but I developed feelings for you. I won you in a table tennis match, and I won in a love chase match. I've already lost to you. Before this, no one has ever entered my heart!”
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