Qin Fangfang, The Tenderness of That One Look
(1)
I've made too many mistakes in this relationship between Zhao Minmin and me! I have too much responsibility for the outcome of never seeing each other again! Zhao Minmin, I'm sorry. I'm not good enough. I didn't keep you, I didn't take good care of you, I didn't give you a beautiful and safe love.
I sighed in the last chapter. This sentence is not groundless, but based on facts. After writing 23 chapters, I began to admit my mistakes, as if I was a loyal and devoted "love fool". However, in real life, whether it was when I was pursuing Zhao Minmin in school or after I reunited with Zhao Minmin in Beijing Pingtu Company, I had done some things that seriously damaged my image as a "love fool" or "love saint".
When I was pursuing Zhao Minmin during my school days, I hugged Gu Hongyan several times, especially when I hugged her like a baby and wanted to do something bad to her. If I said that these things had the background of acknowledging Gu Hongyan as my sister and agreeing to pursue her, it was still reasonable. However, the following things that I wanted to confess were difficult to clarify with any theory.
I chose to use a novel as a way to commemorate this love. Perhaps it was a mistake from the beginning. Although I was determined to restore the true situation of the past, during the writing process, I almost instinctively beautified my image. The plot of Li Hui throwing herself at me and Li Hui seducing me was naturally written without any writing outline. This was similar to driving a car in the main driving position. When a traffic accident happened... We were almost instinctively trying to save our own lives while letting the person in the front passenger seat take a bigger impact.
I hesitated for a long time before I decided to write about the following matter. Zhao Minmin left Beijing without saying a word, which should have a lot to do with this matter. Although writing about this matter will seriously damage my image as a "love fool", just like how Zhao Minmin asked me to be honest several times in the novel, I will be honest once.
(2)
Near the Beijing Pingtu Company, the two-bedroom apartment I mentioned above has been rented for a year. The rent has been paid in full.
I wanted to act first and report later, but Zhao Minmin asked me to give her a year's time after she asked me the question," Zhao Minmin's mystery and novelty have disappeared, and Xiao Qingsong's love for her has also disappeared."
Beijing, November 12th, 2000. A test of the firmness of Zhao Minmin and my love, or more precisely, a test of the depth of my love for Zhao Minmin, quietly arrived. It should be a Sunday at 9 p.m. I was at the rental house near Pingtu Company watching Zhao Yazhi and Zhou Yunfa's film, Shanghai Bund:
Feng Chengcheng pursued Xu Wenqiang. In Shanghai during the Republic of China, the strong were the kings. Warlords, gangs, the Anglo-French concession, and the Japanese were eyeing them covetously. Xu Wenqiang was afraid that his body would be strewn on the streets and implicate Feng Chengcheng, so he rejected her many times, making Feng Chengcheng sad and drunk in the tavern. Ding Li sent Feng Chengcheng to Xu Wenqiang's residence. After Feng Chengcheng sobered up, the two of them laid their cards on the table and talked things out. Feng Chengcheng saw that things could not be salvaged, so she planned to go to France to study and leave Shanghai, a city that made her sad.
However, Feng Chengcheng didn't go to France to study. The plane took off, but she came to Xu Wenqiang's residence, so the classic scene of a love movie was staged. Xu Wenqiang opened the door and was surprised that it was Feng Chengcheng. Feng Chengcheng first lowered her head shyly, then looked up at Xu Wenqiang and said,"You believe in fate, so do I. I'm not afraid of being a widow!”
At this moment, someone rang the doorbell.
I wonder who would come at this time? Could it be that Feng Chengcheng didn't go to Xu Wenqiang's place but came to my place to start a relationship with me?
I opened the door in confusion and was surprised that it was Zhao Minmin. This was her first time coming to the rental office, not to mention it was so late. I was ecstatic. Did Zhao Minmin change her mind and take the initiative to come to my door to-?
Just like Feng Chengcheng, Zhao Minmin nodded shyly, then looked up at me and said,"Xiao Qingsong, I have something urgent to discuss with you.”
I woke up from a dream and quickly put my arm around Zhao Minmin's shoulder as we entered the house. After Zhao Minmin entered the house, she sat down on the sofa in the living room and said with a heavy heart," Xiao Qingsong, I'm looking for you today because I want you to help. My third aunt's child has met with an accident. The current situation is like this. My third aunt's child is called Qin Fangfang. She just turned sixteen years old and is a rural girl. She stopped going to school after graduating from junior high school and stayed at home for a year. My third aunt felt that this was not a solution. When she knew that I was in Beijing, she asked Fangfang to come here and find a job for her. On the one hand, she would go to Beijing to see the market. On the other hand, she would earn some money to relieve the financial pressure at home.”
"Zhao Minmin, this is a small matter. Leave Fangfang's work to me!"”
Zhao Minmin continued to say with a heavy heart,"Xiao Qingsong, if it was just about Fangfang looking for a job, I wouldn't have bothered you. The key is that something happened to Fangfang's car that was traveling from Taizhou to Beijing. As soon as the car entered Beijing, it was at the highway toll station. Suddenly, the car was stopped by the Beijing Public Security Bureau. The car door was sealed, and then a few public security officers came up to check it one by one. For some reason, they found a small bag of drugs in Fangfang's backpack, so Fangfang was taken away by the Beijing Public Security Bureau. Now, Third Aunt's family has received a criminal detention notice."The crime is actually drug trafficking. Fangfang is actually locked up in Beijing City Chaoyang District detention center. Third Aunt's family and relatives are all scared out of their wits. Now the family is in chaos. She just called me. Xiao Qingsong, please help!"”
I heard Zhao Minmin say that drug trafficking has always been the focus of our country's criminal law. Drug trafficking, no matter how much, should be investigated for criminal responsibility and punished. Moreover, the amount of drugs is calculated based on the verified smuggling, trafficking, transportation, manufacturing, and illegal possession of drugs. It is not converted into purity. If you have more than 50 grams of heroine or methorphan, you can be sentenced to fifteen years in prison, life imprisonment, or death. This matter is a little serious!
(3)
I passed my lawyer qualification in 1997, because at that time, you could take the lawyer's exam as a law specialist. At the end of 1996, I passed the law specialist's self-study exam at Peking University. Then, in 1997, I passed the lawyer's exam smoothly. My score was quite high, 277 points. At that time, the total score of the lawyer's general exam was 400 points, and I passed with 240 points. Since 1998, I started to find a law firm to intern while continuing my student life. I was most interested in criminal cases. I'm best at criminal defense. Until today, 70% of the cases I represent are criminal cases.
When I saw Zhao Minmin's worried look, the long-lost sadness came again. It was just like that time when I went to her dormitory to look for Li Hui to watch Titanic and saw Zhao Minmin alone in the dormitory. I knew that I still loved Zhao Minmin! I can't let the person I love worry like this!
"Zhao Minmin, how about this? I'll go to the detention center tomorrow to meet Fangfang and understand the situation. There must be something wrong with the case. Fangfang is such a young child.”I comforted Zhao Minmin.
" Xiao Qingsong, your lawyer will meet you. You need to go through the authorization procedures, right? Also, you need to pay the lawyer's fee--" Zhao Minmin said hesitantly.
"Zhao Minmin, I can't thank you enough for thinking of me when your third aunt's child is in trouble. I'm a lawyer myself. Zhao Minmin, just tell me the names of Fangfang's parents and get your third aunt to send her ID card and a copy of the criminal detention notice.”I'm grateful to Zhao Minmin from the bottom of my heart.
"Even now, if Zhao Minmin appears and asks me to help her with something, I'll still be grateful to her from the bottom of my heart. As for what I'll do, there's no need to mention it!
What hurts me the most is that Zhao Minmin has given me too few opportunities like this. After Zhao Minmin ran away, she never gave me another chance like this for so many years!
"Xiao Qingsong, thank you. Fangfang's parents are divorced. Fangfang lived with my third aunt. Let me tell you her name.”Zhao Minmin said softly.
"Zhao Minmin, your third aunt's name is Hui Hongying. There's a surname of 'Hui' in the Hundred Families."”Seeing Zhao Minmin's troubled expression, I wanted to joke around and change the topic.
"Xiao Qingsong, yes, there's an actress from Hong Kong and Taiwan called Hui Yinghong. My mother's surname is Hui too. My father passed away early, so I almost changed my surname to Hui. If that's the case, the Zhao Minmin you like will be called Hui Minmin.”Zhao Minmin said sadly.
"Zhao Minmin, Hui Minmin, I like them both very, very much. No matter if it's Zhao Minmin or Hui Minmin, I will like them for the rest of my life. I will love them for the rest of my life. I don't think I love you just because you're mysterious and fresh. I can't explain it clearly, but I love you. I love you for no reason. I may have liked many girls, such as Li Hui, and I may have liked some other girls, but you're the only girl I love in this life.”I didn't draft these words. That's what I thought at the time.
"Xiao Qingsong, thank you. To have a boy like you love me so much, my heart really feels so warm and happy!”Zhao Minmin felt much better.
I slowly pulled Zhao Minmin into my arms. It had been so many days since I last hugged Zhao Minmin, and it had been so many days since I last experienced Zhao Minmin's unique cold and sweet kiss!
Zhao Minmin and I spent a long time on the sofa.
"Zhao Minmin, you said that we would give each other a year. I respect your opinion, but I really want to see you and take care of you. Is that okay? The house I rented has two bedrooms and one living room. We don't live in the same room.”A light bulb went off in my head and I found the best answer.
"Xiao Qingsong, you're so bad. What do you mean by sharing a room? What do you mean by sharing a bathroom? You really know how to take advantage of girls!”Zhao Minmin said with a red face.
"Zhao Minmin, it's very late today. Let's experiment with this plan today. You sleep in the master bedroom. I'll get you a wooden stick. If I touch your bed at night, hit me with the wooden stick.”I pretended to take the wooden stick.
"Xiao Qingsong, then stop pretending. I'll agree to your request. However, I'm warning you solemnly, don't have any improper thoughts!”Zhao Minmin finally agreed to this plan.
From that day on, Zhao Minmin and I entered the period of not living together.
(IV)
Early the next morning, I finished the relevant procedures. I signed the power of attorney with my left hand," Hui Hongying." There were three copies. One was the lawyer's letter for the public security stage, and one was the meeting letter for the detention center. There were blank ones at my residence, so I just had to fill them out.
Zhao Minmin called her third aunt last night. Because her third aunt's family was in a hurry, she faxed her third aunt's ID card and criminal detention notice last night. For the convenience of handling the case, I installed a computer, printer, fax machine, and other common equipment in my residence.
Zhao Minmin wanted to go too, so I said,"Zhao Minmin, you won't be able to get in even if you follow me. The detention center requires a lawyer's license, so you can go to work as usual. I'll see you in the morning, and we'll meet at the cafe near Chaoyang Court at noon. It's the cafe where I experienced your soul-stirring kiss for the first time.”
Of course, the Chaoyang Court Cafe was just a joke. If we met, we would usually find a cafe or tavern near the Pingtu Company.
Zhao Minmin blushed." Xiao Qingsong, how dare you mention the cafe? You kissed me when I was sad and…"
To be honest, I didn't buy a car at that time. I took a taxi and rushed to the Chaoyang District detention center in Beijing City. It was just nine o'clock. I was the first to go through the relevant interview procedures. I was the first to wait in the lawyer's meeting room. A lawyer from the Chaoyang District detention center could meet me. The layout of the meeting room was a long corridor with tempered transparent glass in the middle. I could only use the phone to talk to the criminal suspect or the defendant, just like in Hong Kong and Taiwan movies and TV dramas, such as "
At that time, I would never have thought that someone who was even more "tender" than "French net tenderness" would appear. The person who had the greatest impact on Zhao Minmin and my love was about to appear!
The court officers of the Chaoyang detention center brought a dozen or so suspects or accused persons to the other side of the reinforced glass. I looked for Qin Fangfang among the dozen or so special people dressed in the Chaoyang detention center uniform.
It was as if there was a flash of lightning in the meeting room. A very beautiful girl met my eyes. Sparks flew between our eyes at that moment! The moment her eyes sparkled with mine, her eyes contained a myriad of meanings and infinite shyness.
I really can't express it with words. I've never had such feelings with any girl, including Zhao Minmin, whom I fell in love with at first sight in the bookstore when I was 17 and pursued for nearly five years!
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