Zhao Minmin, A Girl I Can't Pay Back in This Lifetime
(1)
There were three main reasons why Zhao Minmin left Beijing and went far away. To be specific, the first one was more romantic. The second was what would happen next when Zhao Minmin was a white-collar worker. The third one happened when Zhao Minmin was still in middle school. After I moved from Beijing to Shanghai to be a lawyer, I found out about it by accident. I'll talk about it later.
I tried my best to escape and avoid it, but I finally had to face this extremely painful problem in the thirty-third chapter of my memories. I was extremely conflicted. Should I write it out? Would he have to go through another heart-wrenching torture? Is it right to write the most painful experience of a girl, the girl I loved all my life, into this memory?
Of course, the first romantic reason was written immediately. It was to make up the character Li Hui. In fact, Gu Hongyan promised to wait for me to pursue her. I pursued Gu Hongyan for a long time, half true and half false. Gu Hongyan and Zhao Minmin were classmates in middle school and high school. They were best friends who were inseparable. Zhao Minmin was so beautiful and kind, calm and strong. Moreover, Zhao Minmin had always been a good student and a good girl who studied hard and put her studies first. Zhao Minmin spent most of her university time on her university courses, rejecting boys 'pursuits, and avoiding boys' entanglements. Especially rejecting the pestering pursuit of a male student named Xiao Qingsong, and avoiding the shameless entanglement of a male student named Xiao Qingsong!
There were three main reasons why Zhao Minmin left Beijing and went far away. The first romantic reason was already written. How should he deal with and arrange the following two reasons?
The second was what would happen next when Zhao Minmin was a white-collar worker. The third one happened when Zhao Minmin was still in middle school. After I moved from Beijing to Shanghai to be a lawyer, I found out about it by accident. I'll talk about it later.
" To be honest, the third reason is that I have reliable sources of information about what happened during Zhao Minmin's middle school days. The accuracy of the information is still acceptable. Zhao Minmin had some painful things happen during her middle and high school years. These things were really painful for a middle and high school student who was only in her teens. Only a girl like Zhao Minmin who was calm and strong could bear it silently for so many years and still smile like a flower."She was so young. I loved Zhao Minmin for many qualities. This was especially important and admirable. I remembered the first love letter I sent to Zhao Minmin. I didn't dare to directly use the word 'like', so I vaguely used the word' admire'. Of course, I didn't know about Zhao Minmin's painful experience in middle school at that time, but I just felt that I admired this girl. She was so good at table tennis and won the city's middle school women's table tennis championship. He even defeated me, the champion of the entire middle school, in front of so many of Zhao Minmin's male classmates and Gu Hongyan. Not to mention his swimming skills, the girl who grew up by the sea, his grandmother's Penghu Bay, Miyun Reservoir, and even the beauty who saved the hero. She saved the life of a very rogue male classmate named Xiao Qingsong. Really, when I typed this sentence, I cried. Zhao Minmin's kindness to you, Xiao Qingsong, you will never be able to repay it in this life. You will never be able to repay it in this life!
But, Xiao Qingsong, what did you do? You made up a story with Gu Hongyan, Zhao Minmin's best friend, and did something between a man and a woman to take revenge on Zhao Minmin. You're too shameless! How shameless! I want to remove or delete the part of Xiao Qingsong and Gu Hongyan that has been uploaded together!
Xiao Qingsong, tell me honestly, what else did you do? Yes, he did the same shameless thing: While he was pursuing Zhao Minmin, he provoked her cousin, Qin Fangfang, who was only 16 years old. This was very unethical and shameless!
Xiao Qingsong, is this how you pursue Zhao Minmin, like Zhao Minmin, love Zhao Minmin, and take care of Zhao Minmin? What second or third point? Just because Xiao Qingsong provoked Qin Fangfang, Zhao Minmin had enough reason to leave you. Not to mention a beautiful girl like Zhao Minmin who values love above all else and thirsts for eternal love, even if we randomly find a group of girls to conduct a social survey, 99% of the girls will leave a shameless person like Xiao Qingsong!
Also, Xiao Qingsong, even if you are shameless enough to publicize your first love's painful experience, the second thing about what happened to Zhao Minmin during her white-collar career is mostly hearsay. It can only be considered as evidence, and there is no strong written evidence to prove or support it. It is not something that Zhao Minmin learned about after leaving Beijing for more than two years! It was only through various channels in the past seven or eight years!
Originally, I had planned to combine the inaccurate information I had with a shocking and exciting incident to enrich this reminiscence. However, I could not do that now. I could not do such a shameless thing. Because through the early writing of this reminiscence, I came to the following conclusion:
Firstly, the love between Zhao Minmin and Xiao Qingsong could only be described as a game of Xiao Qingsong chasing her. In this game of chasing, Xiao Qingsong had violated several serious rules and should have been sent off a long time ago. Allowing Xiao Qingsong to participate in the competition for such a long time was already very, very generous. Only a good girl like Zhao Minmin, who was beautiful, kind, calm, and strong, could tolerate and indulge Xiao Qingsong for such a long time.
Second, Zhao Minmin and Xiao Qingsong's love had led to the tragic ending of being separated from each other and never seeing each other again. Other than the cruelty of reality and the tricks of fate, for Zhao Minmin and Xiao Qingsong, these two ordinary men and women in the world of mortals, 99% of their mistakes were due to Xiao Qingsong, and 1% of their mistakes were due to Zhao Minmin. Zhao Minmin's mistake was that she had resolutely left Beijing with Zhao Minmin's unique calmness. From then on, she never gave Xiao Qingsong the chance to repay her kindness and take care of her life! However, even though Zhao Minmin had made a 1% mistake, it still contained so much sadness and helplessness, as well as so much tenderness!
Thirdly, as far as Xiao Qingsong is concerned, it makes sense that Xiao Qingsong's love for Zhao Minmin is real. It's just like how I only realized how much I love Zhao Minmin after she suddenly left Beijing and disappeared.
It was a love that I didn't even know existed in my heart. It was the deepest love that had fused with my life. As long as I lived, my love for Zhao Minmin would exist. No power could remove this love for Zhao Minmin that had fused with my flesh and blood, including any external power, such as Qin Fangfang, and any internal power, such as myself!
Fourth, Xiao Qingsong had used the deepest love he had mentioned to accompany Zhao Minmin for most of her university years and her white-collar life in Beijing. He had let Zhao Minmin experience the feeling of being pursued, liked, and loved by others. He had let Zhao Minmin know that there was such a boy in the world who had fallen in love with her at first sight and had always been faithful and beautiful to her, regardless of the time in Beijing. It was still the time when she ran to Shen Zhen, and all the years that Zhao Minmin would live in the future. A male classmate named Xiao Qingsong would definitely accompany her with Zhao Minmin's love forever, day and night, never leaving her, life and death, forever and ever!!!
(2)
Therefore, I only chose the information that I have learned over the past few years and mentioned it briefly. However, as long as it involves Zhao Minmin's privacy, I will immediately stop writing. What I'm going to introduce next is the first time I learned or guessed that something might have happened to Zhao Minmin in Beijing before I suddenly left Beijing. I didn't inform Gu Hongyan, Qin Fangfang, Xiao Qingsong, or any other classmates, colleagues, or friends. He ran to the southernmost city of our great motherland, China, other than the cities in Hainan Province such as Haikou City, Sanya City Province, and Sansha City--Shen Zhen!
Since I was the one who wrote this autobiographical novel in the driver's seat, I kept the male characters to the minimum for the sake of my first love's safety. However, in real life, whether it was during university or when she was a white-collar worker, Zhao Minmin had no lack of suitors other than me. Let alone Zhao Minmin, even after Qin Fangfang stayed in Beijing for a few months, there were already boys who confessed their feelings to Qin Fangfang at the Beijing Lido Hotel. Of course, Qin Fangfang rejected all of them either tactfully or sternly. When I wrote this novel, I directly slapped these people to death like mosquitoes.
"I mentioned before that at least a dozen male students pursued Zhao Minmin in university, but they were all rejected by her. Some of the male students were even seriously injured. It was said that they swore to never marry for Zhao Minmin. In reality, there was indeed such a person called Liu Yanli. He was in the same school as Zhao Minmin but in different classes. His hometown was also Shandong. When Zhao Minmin first entered university, Liu Yanli, who was already in his second year, liked Zhao Minmin and began to pursue her." It was even earlier than the first time I met Zhao Minmin at Haidian Bookstore. Because she was my love rival, I briefly mentioned her name in the beginning, but the following plot really needed this person. I had no choice but to introduce her to this novel.
"Shanghai, where I have been separated from Zhao Minmin for two years and nine months, is another criminal case. There was a traffic accident, two deaths and three injuries. The location of the accident was also in Jiading District, Shanghai City. The criminal suspect, Liu Yanli, is currently detained in Jiading District, Shanghai. Through Liu Maoguang's connections, the criminal suspect, Liu Yanli's sister, found Shanghai Minghui Law Firm and found me. She entrusted me to be Liu Yanli's defense lawyer. The case has already reached the Jiading District People's Court in Shanghai." I went to Shanghai Minghui Law Firm to complete the lawyer's letter, meeting letter, and power of attorney for the prosecutor's office stage. I rushed to Jiading District's prosecutor's office and made a copy of the complaint opinion and technical appraisal materials. Then, I rushed to Jiading District detention center to complete the relevant procedures for the lawyer's meeting. I waited for the criminal suspect Liu Yanli in the detention center's meeting room. He was also my former love rival, Liu Yanli.
The lawyer's meeting room in the Jiading District detention center in Shanghai City was a small single room. There was an iron fence in the middle instead of tempered glass. There was no need to communicate with the criminal suspect through the phone. The criminal suspect, Liu Yanli, was brought into the meeting room inside the iron fence by the bailiff. He sat on the special iron chair for the criminal suspect or the defendant. The bailiff locked the iron chair and left the lawyer's meeting room. The criminal suspect was also a former love rival. Liu Yanli and I sat opposite each other in the lawyer meeting room of the Jiading District detention center through the iron fence, smiling at each other.
(3)
" Xiao Qingsong, I've known you since Beijing University. In order to pursue Zhao Minmin, you lived in Liu Maoguang's dormitory for a long time. You should be considered one of the more successful ones, and you should be one of the more persistent ones," Liu Yanli said with a smile.
It's Zhao Minmin and this girl again. My heart hurts again!
"Liu Yanli, I'm more successful, I'm more-sigh, let's talk about the case now!”
I don't want to talk about that girl with my former love rival on such an occasion, and I can't stand the intense pain in my heart when I mention her!
"Xiao Qingsong, that's good. You know our university, it's not very famous, and our majors are not very good, so it's very difficult to find a job after graduation. Only Zhao Minmin, who is so outstanding, stayed in Beijing and found such a good unit. I won't mention her anymore! I barely managed to find a job in a small factory in my hometown. Two years later, the factory went bankrupt and closed down. I had to find another way out. One of my relatives opened a logistics company in Shanghai, so I came to help. I ran long distances and had a large container load. I had been running the line from Shanghai to Guangdong for more than three years and had been doing well. Who knew that something would happen in front of my house in Shanghai? Two people died and three people were injured! What a great sin I have committed!"
Liu Yanli recounted his experiences over the years.
"Liu Yanli, on November 10, 2000, the Supreme People's Court's Judicial Committee's 1136th meeting passed the Supreme People's Court's Interpretation of Several Questions Regarding the Judicial Use of Laws in the Trial of Criminal Case of Road Tribulations (Fa Shi [2000] No. 33). It is clearly stated in article 4 that any of the following circumstances in the case of a road accident belongs to the category of 'having other especially bad circumstances', and shall be sentenced to fixed-term imprisonment of not less than three years but not more than seven years: (1) Two or more people died or five or more people were seriously injured, and they were fully or mainly responsible for the accident;(2) "Liu Yanli, you bear the main responsibility in this case. The consequences of this case are two deaths and three injuries. Therefore, Liu Yanli, you have to be mentally prepared. The sentence will be between three to seven years. Of course, depending on the attitude of pleading guilty, the performance of repentance, the situation of the victim's compensation, whether the victim's family understands, and other specific circumstances, there is still a lot of room for the final sentence. There is even a possibility of probation. Your sister said that as long as you can come out," I'll save you even if I have to sell the house!”
I followed the lawyer's meeting procedure and introduced the relevant regulations and sentencing standards to Liu Yanli.
"Xiao Qingsong, I understand. The compensation standard in Shanghai is so high, and two people died and three were injured. My sister's family can't afford it. My parents are from the countryside, and they're so old. Tell them that I'm fine in there. Tell them not to worry about me. Let the country sentence me according to the law. Three to seven years. I admit it. I did something illegal and caused so much harm to the victim's family. I should have been severely punished by the country's law!”
Liu Yanli listened to me introduce the relevant laws and regulations and heard that his sister wanted to sell the house to save him. After a moment of silence, he said these words.
Then, I followed the basic procedures of the lawyer meeting and informed him of the relevant provisions of the criminal procedure law, the rights and obligations of the criminal suspect, how the next step of the criminal procedure should be carried out, and the matters to note in court.
Liu Yanli noted them down carefully. After a long silence, he suddenly asked me," Xiao Qingsong, I heard that you're married to Liu Maoguang's classmate, Gu Hongyan-"
I was shocked and stammered," Liu Yanli, how did you know? Did Liu Maoguang tell you?"
Liu Yanli suddenly showed a contemptuous expression. He paused for a moment and said,"" Xiao Qingsong, if we hadn't met in such an occasion and in such a way, I definitely wouldn't have gone to find you and told you. Because you know that I pursued Zhao Minmin during my university days. I even publicly swore that I would never marry for Zhao Minmin. Of course, I was young and frivolous, and Zhao Minmin didn't have any feelings for me. But, Xiao Qingsong, you've been pursuing Zhao Minmin for so long. The only person Zhao Minmin had feelings for was you, Xiao Qingsong. Who knew that you would marry another girl so easily? And it was Zhao Minmin's best classmate, Gu Hongyan. Xiao Qingsong, you…you're really…"
I listened to Liu Yanli's accusations with mixed feelings. Zhao Minmin was already married, so what could I do? I was shameless when I married Gu Hongyan, but Liu Maoguang made it very clear that Zhao Minmin had already gotten together with her boyfriend in less than a year after she came to Shen Zhen. What could I do?
Liu Yanli's contemptuous expression was still there as he said,"" Xiao Qingsong, I swore to never marry for Zhao Minmin. I don't think I could do it. I was just young and frivolous back then, but I'm not married yet. You're the one who claims to like Zhao Minmin the most, and the only person who has feelings for Zhao Minmin so far. How could you give up such a good girl like Zhao Minmin so easily and marry her best classmate, Gu Hongyan? Xiao Qingsong, you-you really-I can't say anything about you-"
I listened in a daze and stammered," Liu Yanli, more than a year ago, Liu Maoguang's younger brother was detained because of a gang fight. It was also a case handled by the Jiading District's People's Court. Later, he was given a suspended sentence. To express his gratitude, Liu Maoguang revealed some information about her, Zhao Minmin. Liu Maoguang told me that he saw her, Zhao Minmin, in Shen Zhen. However, Zhao Minmin had already…had already done something. When I heard about it, I was very sad. Gu Hongyan happened to be in Shanghai at that time…"
Liu Yanli's contemptuous expression was still there as he said,"" Xiao Qingsong, I don't know what Liu Maoguang told you, and Liu Maoguang didn't tell me either, but seven or eight months ago, I met Zhao Minmin in Guangzhou. The line from Shanghai to Guangdong is very important. The company has an office and a foothold in Guangzhou, which is located in a big hotel in Guangzhou. I accidentally met Zhao Minmin in the reception hall of this big hotel in Guangzhou, and we had a simple chat in the lobby of this big hotel-"
I listened in a daze, my heart thumping violently. Could it be that something happened to Zhao Minmin?
Liu Yanli still had the same contemptuous expression as he continued,"" Xiao Qingsong, I asked Zhao Minmin why she was in Guangzhou. She said that she was currently working in Guangzhou and her company had arranged for her to leave Guangzhou to handle some matters. I asked Zhao Minmin why she left Beijing for Guangzhou. She still said that something happened in Beijing and she wanted to change her environment, so she came to Guangzhou. However, Xiao Qingsong, Zhao Minmin's tone was very calm, but I could feel that she had experienced many vicissitudes. What happened in Beijing must have been a huge blow to her. Moreover, her current life isn't good, and she's even in pain. I don't know if what happened in Beijing has anything to do with you, Xiao Qingsong."
Not to mention back then at Jiading detention center, even now, when I typed out the words " Zhao Minmin's tone was very calm, but I could feel that she had experienced many vicissitudes of life. What happened in Beijing must have been a huge blow to her. Moreover, her life is not good now, and she's even in pain." I immediately felt my heart ache and shed tears. I really couldn't hide it, and I really couldn't control it!
Could it be that something really happened to Zhao Minmin? What happened to my lover of so many years, my beloved Zhao Minmin? What happened to Zhao Minmin?
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