Zhao Minmin, I Want to Continue Pursuing You in the Fictional World
(1)
At 9:44 PM on September 29th, 2012, Beijing time, an unexpected call came from an unexpected person in the electromagnetic waves of mobile phones from Beijing to Shanghai!
Shanghai City Baoshan District, Greenland Fengshang Tiandi District, Room 3601 on the 36th floor, that small apartment of 87 square meters, I'm watching the TV series "Beautiful Wind and Sun" starred by Ma Yili. Ma Yili is an actress I like very much. She plays the female lead Yang Xiaoying in the film. The background and content of "Beautiful Wind and Sun" are mainly in the special period of the Cultural Revolution in China in the 1960s and 1970s. Yang Xiaoying, Liu Shijun and other young people's student life and work situation. Emotional entanglements, knowing the truth about going to the countryside, knowing the truth about love stories, and so on.
I am more concerned about the love story between the female lead Yang Little Wingsy and Liu Shijun. Although the times are different, people in that era also pursue beautiful love. Even if they pay a heavy price, they will pursue that beautiful love for a lifetime and wait for a lifetime!
My phone rang. I looked at the caller ID. It was a Beijing number. It was quite unfamiliar. The few cases in Beijing had been closed. Who was calling at this time? The ringtone I'm setting now is the classic inspirational song of the Japanese girl group "Dream","We Will Finally Surpass Many Obstacles":
Usually, no matter how they played, there would always be a feeling of nothingness!
Surrounded by cold eyes,
The wind that succumbed to the era!
If he wanted to give up, why would he start?
If he wanted to forget, then why should he care? His heart wavered and his courage rose and fell!
Don't hesitate, use your hands to create your dreams!
Although there would be pain and perhaps tears!
However, we will eventually overcome all obstacles and climb higher than anyone else!
If he only wanted to enjoy the pleasures in front of him, he would not be able to see the future!
Therefore, no matter what difficulties you encounter, don't escape from reality and face them bravely!
If you have faith in your heart, then persevere and fight for him!
If he didn't want to lose it, then he would protect it regardless of everything!
If he gave up easily, he would never recover! Therefore, he had to strengthen his faith and charge forward!
Although there would be loneliness and perhaps disappointment!
But I am not alone, because you are by my side!
Why did people always regret what had happened?
Why do people always fight for tomorrow?
With you helping me, I will repay you with my own strength!
So, we shall walk together, hand in hand, into the future!
Although there would be pain and perhaps tears!
However, we will eventually overcome all obstacles and climb higher than anyone else!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, guess who I am? Can you still recognize my voice?" I picked up the call with some doubts. A pretty girl's voice came from Beijing!
" Her voice is quite nice. It must be a beautiful girl. Her voice sounds familiar too, but I can't remember. I'll call you beautiful for now. Beautiful, can I give you a hint?" Did a beautiful girl come to me on her own accord, and I had to have a romantic encounter or luck in love?
"Student Xiao Qingsong, that's not good. If you can't even recognize my voice, how can you realize your sweet words in the novel 'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing'? Didn't you say in the novel that you would be more grateful to me for the rest of your life?”The Beijing beauty on the other end of the phone prompted me with a pleasant voice!
"Ah! "The beauty couldn't be Zheng Wenjing, right?" A flash of inspiration flashed through my mind as I thought of the female classmate who was inseparable from Zhao Minmin!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, it's not bad. It's been so many years, but you still remember the name Zheng Wenjing. I'm the Gu Hongyan that you hugged in 'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing', and you promised to be grateful to me for the rest of your life!”The Beijing beauty on the other end of the phone used a pleasant voice to directly reveal her identity!
" Zheng Wenjing, it's been so many years. I finally hear your voice again. I've missed you so much all these years." Gu Hongyan from the novel " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", who was also the real Zheng Wenjing, actually called. My heart was filled with joy!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, after so many years, you finally hear my voice again. All these years, you really miss me, and your mouth is still so sweet! You don't mean it! All those years, I guess, have been spent thinking about the Zhao Minmin in your novel! Where would he find the time and energy to miss a female classmate called Gu Hongyan or Zheng Wenjing?”Beijing beauty Zheng Wenjing was not moved by my sweet words and teased me.
"Zheng Wenjing, how can I! I swear to the heavens that I've always thought of you, and I've never forgotten you. You've seen it for yourself. In 'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing', I promised to be grateful to you for the rest of my life.
" Student Xiao Qingsong, I saw the novel you wrote and the phone number you left behind on the Internet, so I thought of contacting you because something happened to Zheng Wenjing.'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing'. The writing is a little immature, and the plot is a little chaotic. It's understandable. After all, most of the plot is from more than ten years ago. Generally speaking, it's not bad. It roughly recreates the true situation of those years."Especially the plot of Zhao Minmin and Qin Fangfang…" Zheng Wenjing commented on "Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing" from her point of view. Her tone was still as warm as before!
"Zheng Wenjing, how are you doing in Beijing? We haven't contacted each other for so many years. How about it? Can you give me a chance to be grateful to you for the rest of my life?”My heart is still full of joy!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, Beijing is not very good. I haven't contacted you for so many years, but I didn't expect you to still remember me. Therefore, I have to give you a chance to be grateful to me for the rest of your life!”Zheng Wenjing's tone contained a hint of excitement and joy, as if a certain scheme had succeeded!
"Zheng Wenjing, Beijing isn't too good? I didn't dare to use your real name in " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing " because I was afraid of disturbing your life now. Li Hui and Gu Hongyan aren't your real names. I've considered it well, right? The novel didn't bring you any bad influence, right?”My heart is still filled with joy!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, Beijing is indeed not very good! Of course I miss you, but it's not that bad. You can use my real name in " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ". It's fine because Zheng Wenjing has been divorced for three to four years!”Zheng Wenjing said something sad in a sad tone!
"Zheng Wenjing, ah! You've been divorced for three or four years! Student Xiao Qingsong isn't that charming, right? Don't tell me you're getting a divorce because you miss me?" I was quite surprised and wanted to make a joke to ease the atmosphere!
" Student Xiao Qingsong, I haven't seen you for so many years. I didn't expect you to still be so shameless. Of course, there are many reasons, and it's also because of your factors and contributions. Time is merciless, and the world is unpredictable-" Zheng Wenjing was filled with emotions!
"Zheng Wenjing, you should reflect on this. We are university students from the 1990s after all. We are teachers of the people in the 21st century. In recent years, Beijing, Shanghai, and other developed cities in China have indeed raised the divorce rate rapidly in order to catch up with developed countries such as the United States. However, Zheng Wenjing, it's good that you don't learn some things from developed countries such as the United States, such as divorce, drug abuse, murder, etc. I returned to the rental apartment next to Zheng Wenjing's university in 1996 and used the words that the novel taught the fictional character, Li Hui, to Zheng Wenjing in 2012.
"Student Xiao Qingsong, you should also reflect on yourself.'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing' mostly respected the facts of those years, especially the plot and scenes about Zhao Minmin and Qin Fangfang. However, Student Xiao Qingsong, you were too cruel and unfair to the Gu Hongyan in the novel, who is also the Zheng Wenjing in reality. I hope that you can honestly restore the true situation of those things you did to me all those years ago-"Zheng Wenjing was quite serious about seeking an explanation for herself!
This was because Zheng Wenjing's call from Beijing was a call of 'sunny day', but the actual situation was not' sunny day'. Soon, there would be 'stormy waves' below! Soon, it would give Student Xiao Qingsong a feeling of "horror"!
Therefore, in order to give Xiao Qingsong some time to prepare himself, let's go back to the Yansha Cup table tennis and Taekwondo competitions to relax. Let's watch Zhao Minmin and Qin Fangfang's amazing performance in the Yansha Cup table tennis and Taekwondo competitions!
(2)
" Yansha Cup " was mainly for amateurs. Yansha Company mainly wanted to advertise and contact key customers. Therefore, the foreign aid invited for the competition could only be amateurs from amateur sports schools. Professional athletes were not allowed to participate.
Under such a background, Zhao Minmin, a seven-year-old girl who had practiced table tennis in an amateur sports school and won the championship of the table tennis competition of middle school students in the Yantai City, stood out among the female table tennis players in the Yansha Cup. Zhao Minmin successfully won the women's table tennis championship in the Yansha Cup, and then helped the Yansha Company win the women's team championship.
In the men's table tennis competition of the Yansha Cup, I only participated in one group match and only won one match as the third player. Because the other two male players of Yansha Company and the two foreign players invited were better than me, and because I wanted to watch and support Zhao Minmin's table tennis competition, I communicated with the men's table tennis team leader of Yansha Company and directly gave up all the following competitions, including the men's table tennis and Chinese chess competitions that I had already signed up for.
Qin Fangfang and I cheered, applauded, and cheered for Zhao Minmin. After Zhao Minmin successfully completed the task of Yansha Company and won the women's table tennis singles championship and the women's table tennis team championship, Qin Fangfang ran to the competition venue and hugged her sister Minmin like a child. Her face was filled with joy, excitement, and happiness!
The long-awaited Yansha Cup Taekwondo Women's Singles Competition had finally arrived! Qin Fangfang was finally going to make an appearance in a proper Taekwondo competition!
Qin Fangfang, the female lead of the Han country's classic horror movie, has once again shocked me with her stunning performance. In fact, Qin Fangfang's stunning performance has even stirred up a strange feeling that I can't describe in the depths of my heart!
Qin Fangfang's stunning performance deepened once again. My understanding of Director Xia, the humorist of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", was that if I was lucky enough to marry a little sister like Qin Fangfang, or more precisely, if I was forced to marry a little sister like Qin Fangfang, I must not make her angry after marriage. Otherwise, if she gets angry, she will also give me a precise and brave kick in the head. I'm absolutely sure that I'll be very hurt without a doubt. Moreover, it'll be the kind of pain that I can't speak of and can only suffer silently!
The following paragraph is purely a joke. Therefore, I even considered that if I were to be forced to marry Qin Fangfang, then I must formulate the following laws and regulations during the marriage period or the rules of the competition: The first rule was that if a man and a woman had disputes or different opinions, they must firmly follow the basic principle of "convincing people with virtue" or "convincing people with reason". The second rule was that if a man and a woman had disputes or different opinions, they must firmly implement the basic principle of "education and persuasion are the main priority, and punishment is prohibited". Third, if a man and a woman have disputes and different opinions, they must firmly implement the basic principle of not using nuclear weapons, chemical weapons, and other weapons of mass destruction or any other violent means against each other. They must resolve the problems and differences through negotiation, mediation, or non-violent means of filing a lawsuit in court!
Yansha Real Estate Development Company had organized the " Yansha Cup " sports competition among key clients to expand its publicity. According to the schedule of the Taekwondo competition, the first competition was the women's individual competition. Qin Fangfang had shown her Taekwondo talent in the Taekwondo competition. Qin Fangfang had explosive strength and flexibility, strong aggression, and outstanding scoring ability. The biggest feature of Qin Fangfang's Taekwondo style was that she liked to attack and split beautifully. Sweeping her legs and attacking directly at the opponent's head. This is the indelible impression Qin Fangfang left on me on the field!
Therefore, Qin Fangfang relied on her fierce attacks and fierce momentum to win three people in a row and enter the finals. In the Taekwondo finals, Qin Fangfang would face a special opponent, and that was her cousin, Zhao Minmin!
Zhao Minmin's Taekwondo style was completely different from Qin Fangfang's. It was a style that focused on protecting herself and slowly looking for opportunities to defend and counterattack. It was just like the theme song of the Legend of the Condor Heroes," You're the Best in the World ". The unique skill took the same path but different paths. No matter which style, as long as one practiced it to the highest level, they could achieve the same effect. They could all achieve the effect of flying flowers hurting people described in martial arts novels. Zhao Minmin relied on her defensive counterattack style to successfully enter the finals. Zhao Minmin also had to face a special opponent, which was her third aunt's child, her cousin-Qin Fangfang!
(3)
The main singer of the theme song of " Loving You Alone Is Probably Wrong " Jiang Peili
It may be wrong to fall in love with you alone,
Why would I rather miss it again?
I've thought too much.
At this moment only you and I are together,
Holding tightly to everything, even the pain!
Hate, love, hate,
Why can't I give up everything I've explained?
I've cried too much,
My heart is bitter for me,
How could he have the heart to extinguish the fire of love in his heart!
Don't look at me with your fiery eyes,
The pressure in his heart could not be any more!
A cold heart has already lit up with love,
I'm only afraid that today's love won't bear fruit!
Zhao Minmin, I'm sorry. No matter what, I can't let you disappear forever without a trace. I have to let you reappear in my life! I must let you return to my side!
Because I really couldn't endure the pain of missing each other for more than ten years, especially now that it seemed like this situation would continue until the end of my life!
Zhao Minmin, no matter what happened in Beijing at that time, no matter what other reasons, no matter how big of a mistake I made, you're too cruel to punish me like this!
Zhao Minmin, I'm sorry. In this fictional world, I'm going to continue to pursue you, Zhao Minmin, you super heartless girl!
After more than a month of writing, I sorted out a lot of memories from the past and touched on many wounds that I dared not touch before. The original goal of my original plan was to completely get rid of the love in Beijing and the girl who brought me unforgettable love and pain through writing this recollection. Although it did not come true, and now it seems almost impossible to achieve, what I did not expect, and I did not know why, was that... I felt an indescribable sense of relaxation when I wrote about the years when I was pursuing Zhao Minmin in Beijing and the events related to it in the form of a novel. It was a feeling that I had never experienced in the decades when I missed Zhao Minmin. I now understand why Jingqiu asked Amy to write about her beautiful love story with her third brother in 1975 thirty years later.
Human beings, as advanced life forms on Earth, might be born with the biological instinct of confiding. They could express their painful experiences and feelings through language or words so that their friends, classmates and strangers could share their pain with them. The innate instinct of confiding might be one of the self-protection mechanisms of human beings.
I've never written a novel before. To be honest, I didn't write a writing outline for this recollection. I only described the days in Beijing with Zhao Minmin, Qin Fangfang, and Gu Hongyan, as well as the scenes that I could still remember. I roughly described them in a complete timeline. Of course, in order to make the plot smoother and to make the love between Zhao Minmin and me look better, I added some fictional plots and elements. Because of the naivety of my writing skills and the confusion of my memories, Therefore, the plot and time had a certain degree of jumping. To be honest, I didn't do it on purpose. I just acted according to my own memories and feelings. After all, most of the things I wanted to recall were events from more than ten years ago!
Human beings need to relieve their pain and emotions through confiding. As one of them, I shared the pain I experienced over the years with many people I didn't know, and my mood really felt much better. If writing novels really has this effect, then in order to further alleviate the pain of missing Zhao Minmin, I want to consider letting Zhao Minmin appear in my life with another identity after writing "Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing". That could be an exciting identity: A female criminal police officer, just like Shu Min, who was played by Mi Xue in " Lotto Tenderloin ", would write a Zhao Minmin version of " Lotto Tenderloin "!
Zhao Minmin could also be a white-collar worker, a female lawyer, a female judge, a female manager, an actress, a Chinese soldier, a middle school teacher, a young girl from the Republic of China, a young girl from a wealthy family, a young lady from a wealthy family, a Chinese female table tennis player, a Chinese female taekwondo player, or a coach, or even a martial arts girl from a martial arts novel. No matter what her identity was, as long as she was the super cruel girl that I loved for life, Zhao Minmin, it would be fine!
Of course, if that were the case, I would have to make up almost all of the plot. However, there is one thing that I will not change. Otherwise, I would rather not write it. That is, the deep love and lifelong love between Xiao Qingsong and Zhao Minmin in " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing "!
Because Zhao Minmin left me when she was 24 years old, and she never gave me the chance to see her again until today. Just like the novel repeatedly emphasized, I really can't accept the fact that I can't see her in real life. Then, through the form of the novel, I'll let Zhao Minmin, the girl behind Zhao Minmin, and me share a love song again as a female criminal police officer or any other identity!
As long as it can alleviate the pain of missing that girl, I don't care. Please allow me to do whatever it takes. At the very least, it's much better than using drugs or other depraved methods to alleviate the pain and soothe my emotions. More importantly, it's much more legal!
Zhao Minmin's version of Wang Yao's tender feelings had already begun to brew and come up with ideas. After all, most of it had to be fictional, and it would definitely be more difficult to write than writing " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing," but-
No matter what, I want the girl behind Zhao Minmin, who has brought me so much pain and torment for so long, to continue to play out the unforgettable love story in Beijing with me. I want to strive to get together in the illusory world. Zhao Minmin, you super heartless girl, I won't let you off so easily!
Zhao Minmin, let me know in advance. Wait for me in the fictional world. I'm going to continue pursuing a super heartless girl like you!
In this fictional world, I will definitely woo Zhao Minmin, this super heartless girl! I must fulfill my beautiful wish of liking you, loving you, and taking care of you, Zhao Minmin, for the rest of my life!
Even if it's in an illusory world, I have to make Zhao Minmin, you super heartless girl, give me a chance to continue pursuing you!
Even if it's in an illusory world, I have to pursue Zhao Minmin, you super heartless girl, and be with you, Zhao Minmin, you super heartless girl!
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