Zhao Minmin, A Girl I've Loved From Far Away For My Lifetime
(1)
At one point, I thought that it would end at chapter 37, just like the unforgettable love flower in Beijing. When it bloomed to 60 or 70 minutes, it instantly stopped at the moment Zhao Minmin left Beijing. Sometimes, I felt that this was quite good, because no matter how bad Student Xiao Qingsong's character was, Student Zhao Minmin would not have any chance to betray her or let her down. She would only have the right and obligation to continue to love Student Zhao Minmin for the rest of her life!
He had always suspected that Zhao Minmin and the cruel fate had manipulated the tragic ending of never meeting again because of the following reasons: For people like Xiao Qingsong who had a weak will and couldn't resist the temptation of a beautiful girl, this was the only way to ensure that Xiao Qingsong wouldn't have an affair just because he met another girl who was more beautiful than Zhao Minmin!
There was also a profound philosophical proposition. No matter how beautiful, no matter how nostalgic, no matter what species, when the flowers bloomed to the extreme, they were irresistible. What followed was the time to decline, wither, and wither!
The flower of love between Zhao Minmin and me should be no exception. If we let the love in Beijing bloom and develop without any scruples and obstacles, then perhaps we will eventually experience the helpless state of mind of the flowers falling helplessly. Perhaps we will eventually face the extremely sad and desolate scene of the flowers withering, declining, and withering!
Zhao Minmin, smart girl, we don't have to worry about the above problems now. Because no matter how hard we try, no matter what tools we use, Xiao Qingsong still can't extinguish the burning fire of love in his heart!
Student Zhao Minmin, a smart girl, there is one thing that you can rest assured about. That is, the deepest love and the burning fire of love in Student Xiao Qingsong's heart for Student Zhao Minmin will never disappear, and will never be extinguished!
At one point, I wanted to end it at chapter 37. It was also because of the part where I had to search for Zhao Minmin like a dream. It was really painful because I didn't go to Shen Zhen to find the girl behind Zhao Minmin at the first moment. I didn't dare to face the wound. I didn't dare to say that writing this chapter was the most painful chapter, but I could confirm that it was the most emotional chapter!
Most of the conversations between Zhao Minmin and Xiao Qingsong were said with a smile. However, I, who wrote this recollective novel, mostly typed out the words in my imagination with tears in my eyes. It was quite painful because those words with tears in my eyes could only be the tragic and beautiful swan song that Zhao Minmin gave to the heartbroken Xiao Qingsong in the illusion!
The armed police girl, Zhao Minmin, seemed to have disappeared without a trace like a wet dream. The love in Beijing seemed to have disappeared without a trace like a wet dream!
It was like a spring dream! Everything was like a wet dream! Everything was done without a trace!
The famous "Six Ru Gatha" in the Diamond Sutra: Everything that has a dharma, like a dream, a bubble, like dew, like lightning, should be viewed like this!
Everything was as illusory as a dream, and as fleeting as dewdrops and lightning!
Let that dream-like love end in the dream-like pursuit!
However, due to the lack of cultivation and the huge gap between them, he was reluctant to end the month-long writing of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing "!
Also, because of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", which had been written for more than a month, although he had removed some bandages and experienced some pain, the unforgettable love in Beijing had been reenacted in Xiao Qingsong's memories!
After all, the girl behind Zhao Minmin had returned to Xiao Qingsong's memories with a vivid and beautiful smile. After more than ten years, the sweet feeling of seeing that girl in his memories was indescribable!
An unexpected piece of good news. While writing, Xiao Qingsong met Zhao Minmin, who was still a student and a girl, on a train that ended in Shanghai! A real-life girl who was 99% similar to Zhao Minmin when she was a student and a young girl!
I should thank that girl properly. My heart once again experienced the warmth of those years in Beijing!
Since that was the case, then fine. It was good that it was painful, but it was also good that it was emotional. He would continue writing! Also, Xiao Qingsong's favorite girl, Qin Fangfang, was still on bail, and the drug trafficking case still had to go to court. Xiao Qingsong had done many shameless things to Zhao Minmin and Zheng Wenjing in reality and in novels. No matter what, Qin Fangfang, this cute little girl, had to protect her well, rescue her well, like her well, and take good care of her for the rest of her life!
The personal pain and torture of the lawyer Xiao Qingsong, the author of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", was not a big deal. On the contrary, this shameless person deserved it! This shameless person brought this upon himself! This shameless person was completely willing!
What was Xiao Qingsong, the author of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", doing right now? He was still immersed in the sweet feeling of Zheng Wenjing's forced marriage. It was really interesting and fun. Let's go and see how Lawyer Xiao Qingsong enjoyed and tasted the warm and romantic feeling brought by Zheng Wenjing's 2012 marriage plan!
(2)
In " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing," Gu Hongyan, who was also Zheng Wenjing and Xiao Qingsong in real life, was still having a warm conversation in the style of " a sunny day ".
"Zheng Wenjing, I didn't expect this! I haven't seen you for so many years, and you've become so humorous! Zheng Wenjing, I clearly remember that you were born on the 6th day of the 1978th lunar month, right? I'm one year older than you, and I was born on the 7th day of the 1977th lunar month. In terms of marriage, it's normal for the man to be one year older than the woman. Student Zheng Wenjing, I really admire you. Your idea is really creative! It's really thought-provoking!"
Zheng Wenjing must be joking. I think there's only one explanation! Even if it's to cover my ears and steal a bell, I'd rather believe that Zheng Wenjing's sense of humor has improved and that she's joking with the shocked and blissful Xiao Qingsong!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, yes! I admire myself very much. Student Zheng Wenjing and Student Xiao Qingsong getting married is really a very creative idea. I have to admit that you contributed to the creation of this idea. In " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", after you did that to me, the words you wrote in the novel really touched me. Therefore, I think I must give you a chance to be more grateful to me for the rest of your life. Of course, the current Student Zheng Wenjing is 34. We're already five years old. We're a little older, but that's not an obstacle. Student Xiao Qingsong, I advise you not to have any misgivings. You know that nowadays is a beautiful era where saintesses are popular. It's not considered too late to get married before the age of 40. It's a normal phenomenon. The national family planning policy has always advocated late marriage and late childbirth. Student Xiao Qingsong, I, Zheng Wenjing, a female student, don't care about this. As a male student, you wouldn't care about such a small problem, right? Student Xiao Qingsong, don't tell me you don't want to marry the current Zheng Wenjing! It's been so many years, but you still remember my birthday so clearly. Zheng Wenjing is very touched. I didn't expect you to have such deep feelings for me-"
Zheng Wenjing said with a smile. Her tone was still as warm as ever! Her tone was still so warm!
" Zheng Wenjing, don't misunderstand. It's not that I don't want to get married to you, and it's not a problem for me to be older. However, other people may not know, but you don't know either. I've always loved Zhao Minmin, and I still love her to this day. I'm still waiting for her to come back. One of the reasons and motives for writing 'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing', is that I think it's possible to find Zhao Minmin through a novel, but the chances are slim. However, it's still possible. What did the advertisement say? Everything is possible. Therefore, Zheng Wenjing, the marriage plan you proposed is a little too bold and advanced. It's a little too advanced with the times. It's a little difficult to implement it in detail."
I couldn't be sure if Zheng Wenjing was joking, so I could only explain carefully.
"Xiao Qingsong, I won't misunderstand. You pursued me for so many years in Beijing, especially during university. You even chased after Zhao Minmin for more time. It was impossible! Because no matter in reality or in the novel, you have always promised to pursue Zheng Wenjing for 60 years, to pursue Zheng Wenjing until she is 80 years old, and to spend the rest of her life with her!”
Zheng Wenjing said with a smile. Her tone was still as warm as ever! Her tone was still so warm!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, don't even think about finding Zhao Minmin through novels! You still don't understand Zhao Minmin's style of doing things. Since she commented on the ending of " Half Life's Fate " and decided to leave Beijing, choosing to live far away and never see you again, Zhao Minmin will never see you again in this life. She will never give you the chance to see her again in this life!”
Zheng Wenjing continued to say with a smile. Her tone was still as warm as ever! Her tone was still so warm!
" Zheng Wenjing, I regret it. For some reason, we didn't get married back then. We didn't get together back then. I'm sorry. I treated you so rudely and like a beast back then. I forced myself on you-" I apologized emotionally!
" Student Xiao Qingsong, you don't have to apologize. You were so rude, so beastly, and forced yourself on me. To tell you the truth, Zheng Wenjing was the only one who did it willingly. Otherwise, it's not realistic for you to force yourself on me. Don't forget, during the third year of junior high school, Zhao Minmin and I were classmates. Zheng Wenjing also went to martial arts school. Because I fell seriously ill in the fifth year of primary school, I went to martial arts school for three years in junior high school to exercise my body. Qin Fangfang has been practicing Chinese martial arts since elementary school. There's a huge gap between her and Han's Taekwondo, but it's more than enough to deal with Xiao Qingsong."
Zheng Wenjing said with a smile. Her tone was still as warm as ever! Her tone was still so warm!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, you must be very touched. Zheng Wenjing was willing to give up her young girl's body to replace Zhao Minmin. How could I not feel it? You performed so well that day because you completely imagined me as Zhao Minmin! Now, Zheng Wenjing needs your help. She needs you to repay her kindness from back then. You won't refuse, right? You won't be unwilling, right?"
Zheng Wenjing continued to say with a smile. Her tone was still as warm as ever! Her tone was still so warm!
"Zheng Wenjing, do you really want to marry me at the age of 34 or 35? To be honest, my body is trembling a little. I don't know if it's because I'm excited or because I'm afraid..."
Was Zheng Wenjing not joking? Student Xiao Qingsong was a little excited and a little nervous! Moreover, Zheng Wenjing's marriage proposal was fair and reasonable!
"Student Xiao Qingsong, from my personal point of view, you must be very happy and excited. Or should I use the words in your novel? Zheng Wenjing, a young and beautiful girl, taking the initiative to marry you is a blessing that you have cultivated for thousands of years! Terrifying? I definitely won't, because I'm just Zheng Wenjing. I'm not the female lead of Han country's classic horror movie, Kang Shanmin, nor am I the Qin Fangfang from 'Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing', who kept giving you super scary feelings…"
Zheng Wenjing said with a smile. Her tone was still as warm as ever! Her tone was still so warm!
" Student Xiao Qingsong, if you're so excited after hearing the news that a young and beautiful girl like Zheng Wenjing wants to marry you, then I have another piece of news that will make you even more excited. That is, after that beautiful night in Shanghai, Student Zheng Wenjing...
This was because the good news that Zheng Wenjing was about to announce was even more shocking! It was even more terrifying! Therefore, Student Xiao Qingsong needs the corresponding buffer time and the corresponding psychological preparation. We won't disturb him for the time being. Let Student Xiao Qingsong stay alone for a while calmly. Only then can he better experience, endure, and withstand the incoming waves and horror!
For the rest of the time, let's go to the famous romance novel website "Romance novel bar" to enjoy the coffee there and discuss some serious topics and opinions about life, feelings and love!
(3)
" Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing " was a novel that I had no choice but to write. It was just a thought, so when I saw people commenting on it, I didn't reply, follow up, or add it to my collection. In fact, I didn't even know how to follow up or add it to my collection. The customs of China emphasized on returning courtesy. After I learned it, I would definitely reply to all the comments, add it to my collection, and follow up!
In the romance novel, a person called Juan Yu Love raised a very sharp question. After I saw it, I immediately replied.
Romance novel, Junyu love comment-
？Since you love Zhao Minmin so much, you shouldn't marry anyone else. Otherwise, it would be very unfair to your future wife!
This question was quite sharp!
The author of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", Shanghai Lawyer Xiao Qingsong, replied-
[You hit the nail on the head. It must be a beautiful girl. I've been waiting for Zhao Minmin!]-- Shanghai Lawyer Xiao Qingsong
It was heaven-shaking!
Love in romance novels continued to comment-
？If she never turned back, would you still wait for her as always? How much love did it take to give so much? To be honest, I also want a passionate love, but sometimes, when I think about it, a plain love is actually very warm.。。
In this novel, the author of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", the Shanghai lawyer Xiao Qingsong, analyzed and explained the comments on the romance novel bar and the reply of the Shanghai lawyer Xiao Qingsong as follows:
Xiao Qingsong, who was born on the seventh day of the twelfth lunar month in 1977, had been waiting for Zhao Minmin in the novel, waiting for the girl behind Zhao Minmin!
It was heaven-shaking!
However, the love in the romance novel ignored Xiao Qingsong's current identity. Out of respect for the profession of lawyers, I answered the question of the love in the romance novel by blurring the concept.
Xiao Qingsong, who was born on the seventh day of the twelfth lunar month in 1977, had been waiting for Zhao Minmin in the novel, waiting for the girl behind Zhao Minmin!
He had indeed been waiting, waiting forever! Always in love, always in love!
However, the " wait " was just a wait in his heart. What was his real life like? Was he waiting for Zhao Minmin to change her mind or suddenly appear?
The following is not a fiction: The scene of my love rival Liu Yanli meeting is real. At that time, I was already married in real life. However, the person I married was either Qin Fangfang or Gu Hongyan in the novel. As for which one it was, for the sake of suspense in the novel, I will make it clear in the future story plot!
After my love rival Liu Yanli confirmed that Xiao Qingsong had married Qin Fangfang or Gu Hongyan, his extremely contemptuous expression still stimulated me. Also, the intelligence provided by my love rival Liu Yanli about Zhao Minmin's appearance in Guangzhou, as well as the possibility that Zhao Minmin's life was not good or even very painful in Shen Zhen, was one of the few pieces of information that could be verified after Zhao Minmin left Beijing. Therefore," Those Years " The Shanghai lawyer Xiao Qingsong, the author of We Had a Love in Beijing, reluctantly wrote his love rival Liu Yan into this novel, which had extremely few male characters!
Otherwise, with the style of Shanghai lawyer Xiao Qingsong, all the people and events that had nothing to do with the case or had negative effects must be cleaned up. It was impossible for his love rival, Liu Yanli, to have the opportunity to audition!
Qin Fangfang or Gu Hongyan was one of the archetypes of the characters. As for which girl would marry Xiao Qingsong, there was no longer any suspense. The plot of the previous stories had already been confirmed many times, and the dust had long settled in real life!
However, a novel is a form of literature and a tool to vent one's feelings. There is one advantage to it, and that is that one can make up stories without considering the facts. Or should he marry Gu Hongyan?
Consider it, weigh the pros and cons, and decide according to the plot development and personal feelings!
Zhao Minmin was already like the rosy clouds in the sky that could only be seen but could not be reached. Xiao Qingsong's character determined that he could not remain single for Zhao Minmin for the rest of his life. Then, Qin Fangfang or Gu Hongyan, one of the characters 'archetypes, could choose one of them to marry! Or more precisely, was Xiao Qingsong forced to marry Qin Fangfang? Or was he forced to marry Gu Hongyan?
The elders were right. Marriage was a big matter. The question of who to marry was indeed a big matter. There was a reason to consider it carefully! There was a reason to consider it carefully!
As a lawyer, one of the basic qualities was to be able to believe from the bottom of his heart that the truth was true even if the truth was a lie! You must show your true feelings during the trial! You have to cry in court!
Out of professional habit, Lawyer Xiao Qingsong was dishonest in both novels and reality. He would confess later!
He could first confess the following: My sister, Xiao Li, has been in Shanghai for many years. She has a legal residence in Shanghai and two houses in Shanghai. She suggested that I go to Shanghai to be a lawyer and take a master's degree in law from East China University of Political Science and Law.
In 1998, three to four months after Titanic was screened in Beijing, Zhao Minmin and I passed each other on the stairs of her dormitory. I was so sad that I thought of my sister Xiao Li's suggestion. Therefore, I left Beijing and stayed in Shanghai for six to seven months. The accommodation problem was solved by my brother-in-law. He found a bed in the dormitory of Tongji University in Shanghai. That was the first time Zhao Minmin left me. Gu Hongyan only sent me to the rental office of her university. She didn't accompany me as my girlfriend. I slowly licked my own wounds that time!
The first place I healed was Shanghai!
Zhao Minmin, this girl, love and hate are intertwined! Or rather, it could be said that it was precisely because Zhao Minmin brought me such unforgettable hatred and pain that I loved Zhao Minmin so deeply. No one else could compare to her, and I loved Zhao Minmin so deeply!
From a philosophical point of view and a philosophical point of view, the hatred and pain in the love between a man and a woman could be transformed into unforgettable love and love through certain channels!
It was also the famous quote of the Chinese wisdom master, the pre-Qin philosopher Lao Tzu: Lao Tzu, chapter 40, says that rebellion is the action of Tao, and weakness is the use of Tao. All things in the world are born from being, and being is born from nothing.
East China University of Political Science and Law's postgraduate exam results were not ideal. He passed the public English and politics courses, especially English, which was quite high, with 76 points. However, there was a gap between his professional course results and the students of East China University of Political Science and Law. Therefore, although his total score exceeded the national score line, his major was not ideal. He needed to study philosophy and felt that it was unlikely for him to become the ancient Greek's aristotle, so he gave up. Because he was not used to the environment in Shanghai, Hence, she returned to Beijing, which she was more familiar with. Deep down, she was still thinking about Zhao Minmin!
Everything proved that this was one of the wisest decisions in my life, because I waited for the reunion of Yansha Company and Zhao Minmin. I waited for the soul-stirring kiss that I had longed for for many years in the cafe near Chaoyang Court!
And that dream-like conversation on the train dining car from Beijing to Taizhou, for the reunion of Yansha Company and Zhao Minmin, for the soul-stirring kiss in the cafe, for the happiness and sweetness of the love in Taizhou, even if Zhao Minmin brings me ten times the pain and torture, I'm willing!
Why was it that after I found out that Zhao Minmin got married in Shen Zhen, I couldn't take the blow? Why?
Why did I have to force myself to have sex with Gu Hongyan to get through the difficulties and ease my emotions after I learned that Zhao Minmin got married in Shen Zhen? Why?
If a girl did something with you, the boy would have the legal obligation to accompany the girl for the rest of her life! Take care of that girl for the rest of her life!
Let's take a look at Jiading detention center and the words and speculations of their love rival, Liu Yanli.
His love rival, Liu Yanli, still had that contemptuous expression on his face as he continued," Xiao Qingsong, I asked Zhao Minmin why she was in Guangzhou. She said that she was currently working in Guangzhou and her company had arranged for her to leave Guangzhou to handle some matters. I asked Zhao Minmin why she left Beijing for Guangzhou. She still said that something happened in Beijing and she wanted to change her environment, so she came to Guangzhou. However, Xiao Qingsong, Zhao Minmin's tone was very calm, but I could feel that she had experienced many vicissitudes. What happened in Beijing must have been a huge blow to her. Moreover, her current life isn't good, and she's even in pain. I don't know if what happened in Beijing has anything to do with you, Xiao Qingsong."
When I heard the words of my love rival Liu Yanli, I immediately cried! At that moment, I would rather Zhao Minmin really get married and live a happy life!
Just let me taste the pain of heartbreak alone, because I have experience in this aspect, and I have more experience than her! Zhao Minmin, this girl whom you love the most, why do you have to live a bad life? Why must you be in pain?
Zhao Minmin, the girl you love the most, why did you use this method to deepen the pain and torture that Xiao Qingsong already couldn't bear?
"Xiao Qingsong, perhaps what happened in Beijing has nothing to do with you, but I still have to say that marrying Gu Hongyan so hastily and giving up such an outstanding girl like Zhao Minmin so easily will definitely make you regret it for the rest of your life. Zhao Minmin wasn't married at that time!"
After hearing what his love rival Liu Yanli said, what kind of mixed feelings would our lawyer Xiao Qingsong have? What kind of regret was that? What kind of stomping and beating her chest? How did she cry?
Would he definitely feel something new in addition to the heartache and tears?
The author of " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing ", the Shanghai lawyer Xiao Qingsong, was also confused about the issue of intense love and ordinary love mentioned in the comments of the romance novel bar. He was also unable to judge which kind of love was better or which kind of love was true love!
In " Those Years, We Had a Love in Beijing," the mischievous and cute Li Hui seduced me. Now, when I read it myself, I would laugh out loud sometimes. My heart was filled with warmth. Without Zhao Minmin, the mischievous and cute Li Hui and Xiao Qingsong would become a couple and fall in love peacefully. After graduating from university, they would get along peacefully and get married peacefully, just as the novel promised. Accompanying the mischievous and cute Li Hui as she slowly grew old, accompanying the mischievous and cute Li Hui through the years of her life!
It should be a kind of love, a kind of warm love!
" After Zhao Minmin appeared, to me, perhaps I'm a cheap person or a masochist. Perhaps I should really see a psychiatrist because I would choose Zhao Minmin without hesitation. Even if I knew that my six years of pursuit was mostly painful and torturous, even if I knew that after six years, it would be followed by more than ten years of lovesickness, even if I knew that after six years of painful and torturous pursuit and more than ten years of lovesickness, I would still continue to love that girl from afar for the rest of my life!
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