Qin Fangfang, A Girl Who Brings Indelible Love and Warmth
(1)
Qin Fangfang finally realized that she was angry because of my nonsense and the writing of " We Had a Love in Beijing Those Years."
I didn't dare to continue writing and kept pausing.
Qin Fangfang has always been by my side silently. If she leaves me, I don't think I'll even have the courage to write a novel. It's because Qin Fangfang is by my side, and we're already married. It should be two years and seven months after Zhao Minmin left me that 'Those Years We Had A Love in Beijing' could unscrupulously express my love and longing for Zhao Minmin. It was only then that I could use a somewhat humorous language to roughly show the story of those years in Beijing.
Qin Fangfang, because of you, I can face Zhao Minmin in my memories with tears in my eyes. Because of you, I dare to write about the girl who made me experience love and hate.
(2)
On Saturday, Qin Fangfang and I took the subway line 1 back to our residence in Baoshan District after our New Dynamic International English training course.
In order to better communicate with middle school students in Taekwondo, Qin Fangfang wanted to improve her daily English listening and speaking skills, so she attended a training class for New Dynamic International English. I also wanted to make a breakthrough in the field of foreign lawyers other than criminal defense because China urgently needed foreign lawyers who understood both law and English. The initial plan was to become a skilled foreign lawyer who specialized in foreign legal services in four years. During my university days, my English had always been a course that I was proud of. Helping Zhao Minmin's classmate, Liu Maoguang, pass the CET-4 exam with high marks was a strong evidence. His postgraduate English score was also quite good.
On Shanghai subway line 1, from Xujiahui station to Gongfu Xincun station, Qin Fangfang was still angry in the brightly lit subway car. She deliberately avoided me and stood with a Shanghai middle school student. They found common ground and talked and laughed. The Shanghai middle school student was quite beautiful. She looked to be 16 or 17 years old. She was wearing a middle school uniform. Her pants were dark blue with long white sides. Her coat was also dark blue and white, but she used more white fabric. Her eyes were very beautiful. She had double eyelids, clear and bright. Her hairstyle was Shen Jiayi's style, except that there was a lock of hair in front of her eyes that seemed to cover them. Zhao Minmin liked to do this when she was in Beijing. It was a lock of hair in front of her eyes that seemed to cover her eyes, which always confused me. Zhao Minmin liked to flip her hair and then reveal her beautiful, clear eyes to look at someone, or she would keep a lock of hair in front of her eyes to look at someone through the hair. I have never been able to forget her like this. I have always been obsessed with her beautiful little actions and habits.
At this point, the soreness came again, and tears began to well up in her eyes. Zhao Minmin, I really can't do anything to her. I still love her so much!
Qin Fangfang was actually born on December 16, 1987 in the Gregorian calendar. She was born in the year of Rabbit, Sagittarius. She would be 25 years old in December this year. Zhao Minmin was actually only three years older than Qin Fangfang, the same age as me. She was also born in 1984. I won't talk about the exact date of birth, but Zhao Minmin is actually a little older than me. Therefore, purely based on age, I should really call Zhao Minmin Sister. After Zhao Minmin saved me at Miyun Reservoir, Gu Hongyan teased me and asked me to call Zhao Minmin Sister. I didn't lose out at all. Zhao Minmin was older than me, so what if I called her sister? It's just that I wanted Zhao Minmin to be my girlfriend and my lover, so I called her sister reluctantly. Calling her sister can be my lover, but calling her sister isn't good. It's not a good sign.
Qin Fangfang still had her usual short hair style, just like Kang Shanmin in " Strange Tales of Tall Women 4 ". Qin Fangfang was the type of girl who was not very bright or beautiful when she was seventeen or eighteen years old. However, Qin Fangfang was also the type of girl who seemed to have been around for five or six years without leaving any marks on her body or face. She was the type of girl who was quite good-looking and had a good taste. At the age of twenty-four or twenty-five, Qin Fangfang looked like a high school student. The Shanghai middle school student seemed to treat Qin Fangfang as a girl of the same age. The two of them chatted and laughed happily. Along the way, Qin Fangfang didn't even look at me and treated me like air. Because I was in the wrong and felt guilty, I didn't dare to complain.
As Qin Fangfang taught Taekwondo at Gongkang Middle School, she often wore the middle school uniform or the sportswear she wore when she practiced Taekwondo. The style of the uniform was similar to that of the middle school uniform. The Shanghai middle school student even treated Qin Fangfang as a senior sister. Perhaps Qin Fangfang had already revealed her identity. She was a Taekwondo teacher who taught junior and senior high school students Taekwondo. In short, Qin Fangfang and the Shanghai middle school student were chatting happily. She didn't let me get close to her either. She just laughed and laughed from afar. I was so angry.
A person dressed like a beggar walked past me while holding a pair of crutches. His legs were intact, but his legs were in a unique shape. There was a recorder, an MP3, or an even higher-end MP4 or MP5 in one of his pants pockets. It was playing a touching and heart-wrenching pop song repeatedly. The person holding a pair of crutches but his legs were intact was holding a white porcelain teacup with a few one-yuan, two-yuan, and five-yuan notes in his hand. There was even a 20-yuan note. The broken porcelain teapot shook, and a sound could be heard. It seemed that there were still one yuan or fifty cents in it.
As I had been a lawyer for several years, my sympathy had faded, especially in Shanghai, where there were too many people who looked like beggars but were not actually beggars. I had not done charity for several years, but today, when I saw someone who had a similar experience as me, my sympathy arose. This was my colleague. So, I sincerely placed a 50-yuan bill into the white porcelain teapot of the person who was holding a pair of crutches but had both legs intact. My movements were extremely elegant. The people nearby who witnessed it all looked at me with praise, admiration, and confusion. They looked at me as if I was crazy.
Why did this person do this? Was there something wrong with him? Was it dangerous to society? It was safer to stay away from him.
Only a woman in her fifties, who was dressed fashionably, followed up. She also placed a ten-yuan note in the white porcelain teapot. Because she had met an ally, she chatted with the woman. It turned out that she had been in Australia for more than ten years, then in the United States for more than ten years. She had already settled in the United States and was returning to Shanghai to visit her relatives. Because she had been away from China for too long, she did not understand some of the customs and trends in China. When she saw that I had donated money, she followed up. However, a person with both legs intact was too pitiful. The song that was played was too tragic and touching.
Back then in Beijing, Zhao Minmin had pursued her for more than six years and left me without a word. After Zhao Minmin abandoned me, I felt like a homeless stray dog, a beggar who wandered everywhere. Therefore, at that moment, I felt that I had met my peers. However, the person with crutches but whose legs were still intact was a money beggar. I was an emotional beggar who had been abandoned by the girl I loved.
"All these years in Shanghai, Qin Fangfang has been with me. No matter what, I can't lose her again. Just like what policewoman Zheng Yuanyuan said-
Qin Fangfang is also the girl I love. I seem to love her quite deeply, even as deeply as I love Zhao Minmin. Perhaps it's because Zhao Minmin left me that I feel that I love Zhao Minmin even more.
Humans were often like this. Beautiful things, such as the girl you liked, a beautiful youth, a healthy body, and so on, were held in your hands. You couldn't feel the beauty of her. Once you lost her, especially when you lost her and could never get it back, you would feel so hopeless, helpless, heartbroken, and regretful.
Qin Fangfang didn't change at all because of my shocking sympathy and shocking performance. She was still chatting and laughing with the Shanghai middle school students.
I was also influenced by the two of them. I really wanted to know why Qin Fangfang and the others were so happy. Why couldn't they share it with me?
This is the usual style of the Wyeth family's girls. Calm and collected. Zhao Minmin is like this, and so is Qin Fangfang. Why do I like girls like this?
There was no need to explain, the reason was unknown, and there was no cure for it. It was love.
(3)
Qin Fangfang, a girl said," A young woman is old with a snap of her fingers, and she is young in an instant. I just want to be discovered by the person I love as soon as possible and carefully collected when I'm young. Spare me from fear, spare me from suffering, spare me from having no support, spare me from being displaced. Why was she so touched that she wanted to cry? Perhaps, it was because I thought of you.
Qin Fangfang was in the business center of the city. It was bustling and crowded. One was beautiful and the other was mundane. She still liked the illusory beauty. She would immerse herself in the illusory beauty for the rest of her life, even if she had to lie to herself.
Qin Fangfang, why can't I have what I want? Why can't I have what I want? And why can't I have it forever? I'm really annoyed, annoyed, annoyed. I hate, I hate, I hate. Why is fate treating me so cruelly? Why doesn't it give me a chance to fight back? It's because of Zhao Minmin.
Qin Fangfang, why? Sometimes, I even suppress myself to the point of wanting to cry. In the cruel reality, I torture my body. The more I torture it, the better. I treat it as if my body is already dead. In fact, my body has already died a long time ago. I put my heart in a desolate corner of the world and only open my heart to a few people. Because a few people can bring pain and pain to a heart that is already dead and numb.
"Qin Fangfang, yesterday has happened again, and time has turned back. Too many things will change. I wrote this novel because I don't want to forget that story. A person only lives for a lifetime. After living, there won't be a second time. Some things don't want to be suppressed anymore. I want to release them and vent them. Then, I'll accompany you to live well and spend the rest of your life with you. I'll save you from shock, pain, helplessness, and wandering. I'll carefully collect and take care of you. I'll never leave you for the rest of my life." Life and death, forever and ever.
On the Bund of Shanghai, in the middle of a cold, warm, and endless rain, Zhao Minmin and the policewoman Zheng Yuanyuan appeared together in the virtual world. Their story continued.
Qin Fangfang, don't be angry. It's just to commemorate our youth and bitter love.
Qin Fangfang, don't be angry. Don't worry, I love you. I'll love you forever. I want to arrange the following plot like this. Zhao Minmin and the policewoman Zheng Yuanyuan, these two outstanding girls, because of the appearance of an even more outstanding girl, Qin Fangfang, will disappear into the distant illusory space of the universe like meteors streaking across the night sky. That is also where Zhao Minmin and the policewoman Zheng Yuanyuan originally came from.
Qin Fangfang, you should be satisfied with this arrangement, right? You shouldn't be angry anymore, right? You should allow me to continue writing the novel " We Had a Love in Beijing Those Years ", right?
Qin Fangfang, let me give you a song," On the Road "-the theme song of China's large-scale inspirational TV show," Winning in China." I used my Mobile QQ to order a song for Qin Fangfang and sent the lyrics along with it. After Qin Fangfang watched it on her phone, she remained calm and composed. She was still chatting happily and excitedly with the Shanghai middle school students.
Qin Fangfang, just like how I'm grateful for the love and pain that Zhao Minmin has brought me, I'm grateful from the bottom of my heart for the love and warmth that Qin Fangfang has brought me.
"On the Road"-the theme song of China's large-scale inspirational TV program "Winning in China"
Ci: Wang Lifen, Zhang Ruimin, Liu Chuanzhi, Ma Yun, Niu Gensheng, etc.
Song: Wang Xiaofeng
Singing: Liu Huan, Ma Yun, Yu Yu, Xu Xin and other CEOs
that day
I have to go
For the restless heart
For the survival of self-esteem
To prove myself
The sadness on the road
Has melted into my eyes
The dilemma of the soul
Has turned into my determination
On the road, with the cry of my heart
On the road, just for the person who is with me
On the road, is the journey of my life
On the road, just to warm my people, warm my people
that day
I have to go
For the restless heart
For the survival of self-esteem
To prove myself
The sadness on the road
Has melted into my eyes
The dilemma of the soul
Has turned into my determination
On the road, with the cry of my heart
On the road, just for the person who is with me
On the road, is the journey of my life
On the road, just to warm my people, warm my people
On the road, with the cry of my heart
On the road, just for the person who is with me
On the road, is the journey of my life
On the road, just to warm my people, warm my people
The CEOs and people who were mainly involved in the chorus should learn from successful people. They should strive and succeed for their beloved girl. They should make their beloved girl happy and happy for the rest of her life!
Ning Gaoning, Chairman of COFCO
Yan Yan, Chief Partner of Soft Win Saifu Investment Consultant Co., Ltd.
IDG Global Executive Vice President Xiong Xiaoge
Xu Xin, President of Today Capital Group
Guo Fansheng, President and CEO of Huicong International Information
Niu Gensheng, Chairman of Mengniu Group
Jack Ma, the head of the board of directors of the Ali Baba Group
Wu Ying, President and CEO of UTStarcom (China) Co., Ltd.
Dangdang Co-President Yu Yu
Focus Media Chairman Jiang Nanchun
(4)
Shanghai Baoshan District, 2399 Shuichan Road, Greenland Fengshang District. In the small apartment on the top floor," Spring of Kapok " was being broadcasted. In order to learn from romance novels and romance TV dramas, after many years, he began to watch romance TV dramas again.
" Xiao Qingsong, I'm taking the train back to Changdao, Taizhou, tonight. In that case, if Zhao Minmin comes to you after reading 'Those Years We Had A Love in Beijing', isn't the original intention of your novel to find Zhao Minmin? Then, when Zhao Minmin comes to you, you'll be as happy as a flower. You'll be able to start a new relationship with Zhao Minmin and continue your love story in Shanghai. Are you satisfied with this arrangement? Are you happy?”
Qin Fangfang was still angry, but her tone was calm.
"Qin Fangfang, don't leave me. I love you, and I can't lose you. Also, aren't we already married?”
I think Qin Fangfang is just throwing a tantrum.。
"Xiao Qingsong, I've seen your Qzone. The name of the Qzone is Shanghai Lawyer Qin Fangfang 1987. There are a few comments and logs that are quite interesting. For example, the stars know my heart, you know my heart, unwillingness, many things, personal perfection, relationship perfection; For example, if they were like this for the rest of their lives, they would not be willing to accept it. They would want to relive their youth and fall in love again. For example, how long could hopeless love last? "For example, if you really like to do something, you can indulge in it. If you don't like to do something, you have to do it happily for the girl you like. Wait a minute. Also, Xiao Qingsong, you don't have to have any psychological barriers when it comes to our marriage. We've already gotten a marriage certificate, but it's just an external form. The divorce rate in Shanghai is so high now that it's more than 40%. In other words, out of ten people who get married, more than four of them get divorced." Moreover, most of them get divorced after less than three years of marriage, especially after the 1980s, when the divorce rate is as high as 60%. Therefore, as a 1980s, Qin Fangfang can help you to catch up with the trend of divorce with me. In addition, there is another good thing waiting for you, and that is, Gu Hongyan is coming to Shanghai to look for you. According to her, when she got together with you, she was pregnant, so you already have a child. I think it's a daughter. Gu Hongyan divorced in Beijing. Even if Zhao Minmin doesn't come to you, Gu Hongyan will bring your daughter to you after the divorce. The family of three will still be happy.”
Qin Fangfang was as calm as water.
"Qin Fangfang, stop, stop. I love you, I love you. Please don't say leave me. I want to be with you for the rest of my life.”
I hugged Qin Fangfang and started to act shamelessly. This was a very effective move against Zhao Minmin.
"Xiao Qingsong, don't be like this, okay? Qin Fangfang isn't Zhao Minmin or Gu Hongyan. She's just trying to fool us. Let go, Qin Fangfang's Taekwondo skills have improved a lot in the past few years, especially when she trained and competed with Liu Shasha in Beijing."
The theme song of " Flowers Bloom and Fall " and " Spring of Kapok " began to play. Li Yihui's beautiful and sad voice filled the entire room. Qin Fangfang stopped talking. We listened quietly together. Qin Fangfang's body slowly softened under my embrace. The beautiful memories of the Fuhai cruise ship in Beijing's Yuanmingyuan, where Qin Fangfang and I hugged each other like a dream, returned to the hearts of us two young men and women.
Lead vocalist: Li Yihui, Lyricist: Donghan, composer: Ji Mingyang
The rain is boundless
foggy
I hope the flowers bloom, but the flowers have fallen
Wait, wait
I am expecting
Don't let me wait in vain
The exhortations under the flowers
I have never forgotten
The vow I made
We will never, ever break up
Stop it, stop it
Don't say you don't love me anymore
Your pain is my pain
Your smile is our joy
Stop it, stop it
Don't say you're leaving me
I know, because I know
You love me more than anyone else
The rain is boundless
foggy
I hope the flowers bloom, but the flowers have fallen
Wait, wait
I am expecting
Don't let me wait in vain
The exhortations under the flowers
I have never forgotten
The vow I made
We will never, ever break up
Stop it, stop it
Don't say you don't love me anymore
Your pain is my pain
Your smile is our joy
Stop it, stop it
Don't say you're leaving me
I know, because I know
You love me more than anyone else
Stop it, stop it
Don't say you don't love me anymore
Your pain is my pain
Your smile is our joy
Stop it, stop it
Don't say you're leaving me
I know, because I know
You love me more than anyone else
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