Half Life Love, Zhang Ailing
(1)
Zhang Ailing's " Half-Life Fate " is a novel that I didn't dare to read a second time. It took me a long time to finish reading it when Beijing was pursuing Zhao Minmin. The opening chapter talked about birth, aging, illness, and death. Zhu Hongcai raped Gu Manzhen. Gu Manzhen's tragic helplessness and Shen Shijun's reunion with Gu Manzhen in the end made my heart ache.
I don't dare to experience it a second time!
However, Zhang Ailing still arranged for Gu Manzhen and Shen Shijun to reunite in the end, even though they could not go back.
However, they still had a chance to explain what had happened in the past.
Zhao Minmin didn't even give me this chance. After being a good person for many years, I found out the reason. Things have already changed. I can only treat this love as a memory!
(2)
Overindulgence did not bring pleasure, but physical and mental fatigue and harm.
Many emperors in history could personally tell you why they were still unhappy after choosing so many beautiful women for them to enjoy. Or they could use the age of their death to personally tell you how much damage excessive sex life could do to the body.
I ended my days of watching discs to numb myself.
On this day, Zhu San excitedly reported a piece of news,""Xiao Qingsong, you're rich. A huge sum of money, 170,000 yuan, and it's from a female comrade!”
I took the money order and saw that the sender was Li Hui. The amount was 170,000 yuan.
Zhao Minmin, this girl won't give me any chance!
That heart-wrenching pain came as promised. I think I should give up this time. I've already lost this girl forever!
However, I think I still have to look for Zhao Minmin. I can't learn from the cowardly Shen Shijun. After seeing Gu Manzhen take off the ring he gave her in front of him, he left Gu Manzhen heartbroken.
Shen Shijun is the person I hate the most. I see him as the main culprit who caused Gu Manzhen's tragic encounter. I hate him even more than Zhu Hongcai who insulted Gu Manzhen!
(3)
Zhao Minmin's school. They were here again.
There was a high-end car parked in front of Zhao Minmin's dormitory. I didn't pay much attention to it. At that time, the phenomenon of college students being picked up by cars on Saturday had already begun.
When I went up to the fifth floor, I heard a familiar laughter. It was Zhao Minmin! He looked up and saw Zhao Minmin walking down the stairs while chatting with someone. The person was about 30 years old and dressed in fancy clothes. He was not a student but a young man from society.
When Zhao Minmin saw me, her face immediately turned red and her eyes instantly dimmed. She didn't say anything, and neither did I. We continued to go downstairs and I continued to go upstairs. We brushed past each other like strangers!
Lin Xinru starred in " Half-Life Fate ". brushed past
I always thought I could do this
See you till you're a hundred years old
so-called perfect
Can't compare to sleeping in your arms
I'm so tired, so tired
As long as I use my tears to hold on and not sleep
I'm afraid I won't have the chance to hug you in my dreams
Just brush past like this
If it's destined
Why must I meet you
Why do you love me when you meet me?
Just brush past like this
Don't I love you enough
My throat is about to burst from shouting
There are some things I don't have time to say to you
Just brush past like this
If it's destined
Why must I meet you
Why do you love me when you meet me?
Just brush past like this
Don't I love you enough
My throat is about to burst from shouting
There are some things I don't have time to say to you
My mind went blank.
I can't remember the rest-
The scene that I could still recall was already in a tavern with countless empty beer bottles in front of me. Now, I could joke that I had only done what a lovelorn youth should do. Even I was not immune to it.
However, the only words that can describe my feelings at that time can only be heart-wrenching, truly heart-wrenching! At that time, I wished I had never met Zhao Minmin!
(IV)
Time flowed like water. The love that was once engraved in his heart seemed to slowly fade away, and the pain that once devastated his liver and guts had long gone with the wind...
Love is like a meteor. Love at first sight comes quickly, so let it go quickly like a meteor. As long as my love for Zhao Minmin streaks across the sky like a meteor, leaving behind beautiful traces and memories, I can only do so in this life!
If loss is bitter
Are you still afraid of giving
If falling is suffering
Do you still want happiness?
If confusion is bitterness
Should it begin or end?
If the pursuit is bitter
Is this strong or stubborn
If separation is bitter
Who do you want to complain to?
If promises are bitter
Should I reveal my true feelings?
If infatuation is bitter
Is love a mistake?
If loving each other is bitter
Where is the true love in this world?
A lot of things are always seen clearly later
But I can't find the way I came
A lot of things didn't feel bitter at all at that time
Even if it's bitter, I don't care
Thinking back to the days when I wrote love letters to Zhao Minmin, I really liked to use the word 'unforgettable.' But in fact, there was not only unforgettable love, but also unforgettable pain.
Zhao Minmin allowed me to experience both.
I think that only eternity can slowly erase the love and pain that will be engraved in my heart. However, I think that if there is a next life, I will still be at that place, waiting for Zhao Minmin to appear at that time. I will still pursue her without regret, like her, and love her, even if Zhao Minmin makes me experience the love and pain that will be engraved in my heart again!
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