"Hehe, it's alright. Actually, my beloved consort is really very skillful.”Bifan smiled foolishly and buried her head in the rice. I stopped looking at him and buried my head in the rice too. I only stole a few glances at Big Sis Xiao 'er and Ji Jin from time to time.
Their interaction looked very intimate, but I could actually see that Ji Jin was avoiding her bit by bit without leaving a trace. Perhaps it was because of her identity? I saw the helplessness on Xiao 'er's face and quickly glared at Bifan, hinting at him to quickly disappear.
He looked at me in confusion. I angrily stepped on his foot under the table. He stared at me in pain without saying a word, but his face was slightly ferocious. I stared at him and said sweetly to Big Sister Xiao 'er and Ji Jin," Big Sister Xiao' er. My stomach is a little uncomfortable. I'll ask Bifan to bring me to the Imperial Academy of Medicine to get some medicine.”
So I grabbed Bifan's hand and pulled him away. Who knew that he would say in a daze," You can go by yourself."”I stepped on him again when no one was paying attention. Then, I dragged him forward with a silly smile and gradually disappeared from the sight of Big Sister Xiao 'er and Ji Jin.
Seeing that they were no longer looking at us, I quickly found a stone to hide my head and looked at them without blinking. "Hey, little fox. What are you doing?" Bifan leaned against me and looked at them, but she asked in confusion.
"Just look at it. Why do you care so much? Eh, Bifan is dead, do you know what big sister Xiao 'er is thinking?”He touched his nose and said lightly," How could I not know? The three of us have grown up together since we were young. No one knows Xiao 'er's worries better than me.”He paused and smiled helplessly." But not everyone has the courage to cross the gap of status.”
I patted his head and pretended to be angry." Do you think your brother, your sister Xiao 'er, is such a useless person? They will definitely be together, I firmly believe.”He nodded thoughtfully and did not say anything else.
So we all stared at them with wide eyes.
Uh, I glared at Bifan, who was leaning her head on my neck. Although I didn't resist his actions, I felt extremely uncomfortable. Zuo Xi, will you be soft-hearted towards him? Would you pity him? You are a pitiful person yourself.
"Brother Jin." Big Sister Xiao 'er lowered her head, her hands twisting the exquisite corners of her skirt. She bit her lip and called out softly with a pale face. I shook my head in regret. What was the big deal about her pale face at such a critical moment? She should be blushing.
"Sister Xiao 'er." Ji Jin replied without much emotion as he drank his wine. His eyes flickered, but no one could see them clearly. Big Sister Xiao 'er took a deep breath and raised her head. She looked straight into his eyes and said brightly," Brother Jin." Could it be that this will always be the case between us? Brother Jin, you clearly know that Xiao 'er has relied on you since she was young. Xiao' er would pester you to catch dragonflies for Xiao 'er, Xiao' er would pester you to buy all kinds of candy for Xiao 'er, Xiao' er would unreasonably ask Brother Jin to buy Xiao 'er one gift after another, Xiao' er would often make unreasonable requests to Brother Jin, all because Xiao 'er has always liked Brother Jin. From the day she met Brother Jin, Xiao 'er had always liked Brother Jin. Brother Jin always knew, didn't he? You've always indulged Xiao 'er, haven't you? Then why was it that ever since Xiao 'er became a concubine, Brother Jin was not like before? Xiao 'er would never think that Brother Jin did it because of his status. Then, what was the reason?”As she spoke, her tears fell drop by drop along her skin, landing on the table and creating small splashes. Ji Jin did not answer, but lowered his head, and the light in his eyes flickered with confusion.
" Uh, I felt my heart tremble. This is the first time I've seen such true love. Is this something I can have?" Am I qualified to have a man's true heart? I don't think it's possible. After all, I've already chosen to live well with Ah Xin for the rest of my life.
Perhaps no man in this world is suitable for me.
"Brother Jin, say something. Even if it was not nice to hear, Xiao 'er still wanted to listen to Brother Jin properly. How long had it been since Brother Jin had spoken to Xiao 'er seriously? Brother Jin, has Xiao 'er always been your sister in your heart?”Big Sister Xiao 'er pretended to be strong and shouted at him, but her tears fell more and more violently, so much so that her voice was already choking.
"Sister Xiao 'er. Brother Jin, I've always treated you as my sister.”After a long time, so long that I thought Big Sister Xiao 'er would just leave, Ji Jin said softly. There was nothing else in her eyes other than doting.
"Then does Brother Jin have someone he likes?”She lowered her head and asked lightly, but her voice could not stop trembling.
"Someone you like? Brother Jin seemed to have fallen in love with someone. She was so extraordinary and arrogant that even Brother Jin could not help but submit to her.”His tone was extremely gentle and gentle.
"Hehe, then Xiao 'er hopes that Brother Jin can be happy. I hope, I hope, Brother Jin can live happily ever after. Don't be like Xiao 'er, falling in love with someone who doesn't love you.”She looked at him with her red eyes full of sadness. Seeing the tenderness on his face, the tangled emotions in her eyes faded away bit by bit, leaving only a little coldness and sadness.
"Sister Xiao 'er, I'm sorry." Ji Jin could sense her sadness, but there was nothing she could do. She could only apologize softly, but it made Big Sister Xiao 'er's tears fall more and more violently. I looked at her violently heaving chest and seemed to be able to feel the intense sadness in her heart.
I couldn't bear to look anymore, so I pulled Bifan's arm and walked towards the Hall of Shadows.
"Dead man, will you feel sorry for her? Who in this world could love a man so selflessly and passionately as she did, and not care about the consequences at all?”On the way, we were silent. I only said a few words, but Bifan grabbed my hand tightly and said coldly," Don't you believe me?" Would you not believe in love? "Then you," I interrupted him, broke free of his hand, and ran towards the Hall of Shadows, shaking my head. However, I could feel a sad gaze lingering on my back.
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"Sister Xiao Yi, do you think Xiao 'er is a failure?”The moment the dew evaporated, I was called out of bed. It was Sister Xiao 'er. So at midnight, I was forced to follow her to Green Jade Garden. She found a place to sit down and found someone to roast a rabbit over the fire. As he roasted, he kept swallowing the wine and panted heavily.
"Big sister Xiao 'er, actually, love is not something that people must experience in their lives.”I had no choice but to take her wine and drink it in one gulp. She looked at me weakly. The weakness in her eyes was so real and helpless.
She leaned into my arms and looked up at the bright stars in the sky." I was only seven years old at that time. I met him through my family. He was an orphan adopted by the old Prime Minister. His eyes were so aloof and cold. The first time I met him, I had the urge to dissolve the coldness in his eyes. So I let the king get to know him, and every day, I went to the study room to play with them under the guise of him. Gradually, he accepted me and smiled more often. At that time, I was almost 14 years old. It was also the day I was about to take the examination. He suddenly disappeared. I asked the old Prime Minister. At that time, he left because he found his relatives. So after bowing, the family betrothed me to brother Bifan. I also resisted, but in the end, I was still sent to the palace. However, she did not expect him to return the year after entering the palace. I looked at him, who was in a sorry state and travel-worn. I really couldn't bring myself to ask him why he left when I was an adult. Thus, it had been dragged on until now. It's just that I never thought that Brother Jin, who has always loved me and I have always relied on, would have someone he likes.”
I touched her head, tore the roasted rabbit into pieces and brought them to her lips. She ate the meat bit by bit with tears, but she finally couldn't take it anymore and fell into my arms crying.
I didn't say anything. There was no language that could relieve her pain better than her crying, right?
"Big sister Xiao 'er, one day in the future, you will understand that sometimes, you don't say love, just to be able to continue loving.”In the silent night sky, I looked at the brilliant stars in the sky and said to her faintly.
What answered me was only her sobbing and the sound of the night wind.
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