(One month later)
"Why? Why didn't you save us? Why?" Mikoto and Tomitake's resentful voices woke me up from my nightmare again. It's been a month since the extermination of the clan. Why can't I forget it? Why do I keep dreaming that they keep questioning me in the netherworld? It's not my fault that I didn't save them. Why should I feel guilty? I should know better than anyone that it's fate that I can't save them!
Kong, did you have a nightmare again?" Sasuke, who was sleeping next to me, was probably awakened by me. He comforted my head and kept saying that it was okay, okay…But, Sasuke, do you really think it's okay?
"..." I removed Sasuke's hand, got off the bed, and went out to practice with my ninja bag. Only when I train madly can I not think about it and not blame myself. Weasel, I didn't expect being a bad guy to be so uncomfortable! I really admire you for being so perfect!
(I'm using Sasuke as the first person)
" Kong…" Looking at Kong who was leaving, I really didn't know what to do. She had gradually gotten used to his coldness over the past month.
It has been a month since the extermination of the clan, and it has been a month since Brother Ferret left us. That night, you lied to your brother and said that you killed your parents, and then knocked yourself out before the ferret brother cast an illusion on you. For what? I don't know. I only know that when I opened my eyes again, you were already sitting by my bed, holding my hand tightly and sleeping soundly. You must have been exhausted that day, right?
From then on, you would crawl into my bed to sleep every night without a word. You said it was because you were afraid that I would feel lonely, but I know that you're the one who's afraid of loneliness, right? Every day, I see you being woken up by nightmares. When you wake up, you don't go back to sleep but take your ninja tool out to practice. I'm really worried about you because you don't even sleep for three hours a day!
When you were in school, you didn't tease the teacher like before. You just quietly leaned your head on the table and pondered. I know you're not sleeping because you sigh from time to time. Even that idiot Naruto is worried about you!
I've asked your two friends. I know that besides you, they are the only ones who know what happened that day. But they just sighed and told me that it had nothing to do with me. What do you mean it's none of my business? I'm your brother! Your business is my business! However, Brother Bai told me secretly that you didn't allow them to tell me anything. Kong, when you came back two years ago, I could already see that you had locked your heart tightly. Without the right key, no one can enter your heart. But now, you seem to have locked your heart in a box and lost the most important key. Do you really not want us to get close to your heart?
Auntie has changed too. Now, the way she looks at you is as terrifying as the way Brother Feasel looked at Dad last time. When I said that I wanted to live in the same house as you, she kept opposing me, but she didn't give us any reason. On that day, when you saw Aunt oppose the matter of me living with you in front of Lord Naruto, you only smiled faintly. This is the first time you've smiled since that incident, but why do I feel that your crying expression at that time would be more appropriate?
Aunt, do you think that our clansmen died because Kong didn't save them? Kong was very powerful, but he was not omnipotent! Aunt, you can't possibly hate Kong because of this! Don't you believe him? Don't you usually dote on him and me the most?
In the end, I'm still the most incompetent brother! That night, you protected me and didn't let Brother Feat have a chance to harm me. But, that day, it seemed like you were also protecting Brother Feat, right? Because the excited me might give the expressionless ferret brother...
Kong, can't you just give me and Brother Weasel another chance to be your brothers? Do you want to seal yourself forever?
"Kong, when will you let me go back and be an elder brother?”Sasuke looked at Sora as he walked away, thinking about many things.
Here, I changed it back to first person =w=
(On one of the streets of Muye Village, two in the morning)
"White, Junmaro. I know you're behind me. Come out." Every day, when I come out, Bai and Kunmaro will follow behind me. Don't they need to sleep?
"My lord." The two of them said at the same time.
"Go back to sleep! I want to be alone. Don't let me find any of you behind me. Otherwise, I can treat you as enemies and kill you.”
" My lord…" Shiro and Kunmaro hesitated. They had followed Daren because Daren's mental condition had not been very good recently, but Daren's words now made them feel very troubled...
"Unless you think that you can defeat me now. If you can, you can stay. If not, get lost."
"Yes, I am. My lord. Let's go back and sleep." Bai and Kunmaro had been together for three years, and the two of them even had a tacit understanding when they spoke. As soon as they said that, they disappeared. I know they've left me.
The God of Time and Space, Xia! Are you punishing me or protecting me now? I'm really curious…
Sasuke has been worried about me for the past month, and so have Shiro and Kunmaro. As for Light, because I knew that Light and Xue Yue were there that night, I deliberately spoke loudly to Itachi, so I was sure that Light must hate me now. Seeing her reaction in front of Naruto, I smiled. He smiled desolately…
I've thought about it for a long time in a month's time before I finally figured it out! Let the past be the past! It's useless for me to blame myself now. The past can't be changed. Only the future can be flexible! I don't want to be a god anymore. I'm just an ordinary Uchiha! I don't care about violating the laws of nature or destroying the sense of balance! Now I only want to change what I want to change! God can do whatever he wants to me! Let me live the life I want in this life!
(Ninja School, class time)
"Kong, you didn't come today?" When Sasuke arrived at school, he did not see Kong lying on his desk. Did something happen? But those two brothers are here, so it should be fine, right?
"Everyone, quickly sit down! It's time for class!" Iruka's loud voice made the whole class return to their tables. "Uchiha didn't come today?”Iruka thought. Iruka originally wanted to write that he was absent, but a voice made him change his mind.
"Yo! Iruka sen-sei!”I smiled as I looked at Iruka.
Yes, I can't be depressed in front of my important people in the future, because they will be at a loss. Since I already know that I won't be able to get the comfort I want by doing that, then let me continue to pretend to be the lord who has always protected you!
" Uchiha-classmate?" Iruka was shocked. Uchiha, who had been so depressed yesterday, was acting like the old him today! What had happened overnight?
"What's wrong? sen--sei？I know your eyes are big, but you don't have to open your eyes so wide for me to see! I'll be shy, and I'm not interested in boys!”I said innocently. The whole class laughed, and Naruto's voice was the loudest. The whole class laughed, except for three people…
"Uchiha! What do you mean?" Iruka said with a red face. I didn't expect this Uchiha Sora to suddenly tease me today! Did this mean that Uchihama-san had already walked out of the shadow of his family being exterminated? This was a good thing, but when he thought about how he would be pranked by him and Naruto in the future, Iruka asked himself in his heart, this should be considered a good thing, right?
"Teacher Iruka, I'm really not interested in you! If you want to find one, go find Sasuke! Anyway, he has the same face as me." I said innocently. Speaking of which, the silver-haired and red-eyed me now can be considered very flirtatious! Therefore, a certain teacher with very little perseverance had a nosebleed ~
"Uchiha!" Sasuke and Iruka shouted at the same time.
"Look, you guys have such a tacit understanding!”I snickered and ran out of the classroom. What a joke. If I didn't run, I would be hunted down by that couple!
I stopped at a corner of the school and looked around. After making sure that no one was following me, I squatted there. This should be good, right? This is what you want to see, right? I hugged my knees and stayed there.
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