May's Diary
All good things must come to an end. Behind the sweetness was a reluctant parting. Sadness and helplessness reflected in his heart. It was the last day. Everyone knew that they should wave their hands and go their separate ways. If they met again, it would be an unknown. Perhaps it would be a lifetime.
Haichuan and Mei had agreed to go to the top of the mountain to see the Forgotten Love Stone. May suddenly changed her mind and decided not to go.
May said,"Chuanzi, let's not go to that sad place." Melancholy and killjoy."
Haichuan said,"Alright, we won't go."”
They didn't want to go anywhere. It was said that it was a place where couples had no choice but to break up, and it was a place where lovesick people went to meditate alone. There is no medicine to cure lovesickness.
The two of them played crazily for five days. They returned to Mei's villa. Mei said that she had to do something and would be back soon. She asked Haichuan to rest at home. Two hours later, May returned. Mei took out the card that Haichuan had given her from her handbag and returned it to Haichuan. There was also a brown paper bag.
Mei said to Hai Chuan,"Chuan Zi, I didn't use your card. You can keep it." This bag contains all the documents and train tickets for your business trip here.”
Haichuan said to Mei,"Xiaomei, I have ten thousand yuan in my card. You can keep it."”
Mei smiled and said,"You can keep it, Chuanzi. You saw it too." 100,000, 200,000, are they even considered money to me? If you need money, take 100,000 from me first.”
Haichuan was embarrassed by what Mei had said and hurriedly said,""No need. My days are not bad. I have a certain amount of savings."
Haichuan packed his things, and it was snowing outside. May pulled Haichuan to the balcony and sat on a rattan chair. Mei sat on Haichuan's lap. They quietly watched the snowflakes fluttering outside the window until it was dark.
It was a sleepless night. May lay on Haichuan's shoulder. The landscape of his hometown in his youth was an endless topic.
May said,"Chuanzi, although it's only a few days, this happiness, this sweetness." Enough to support my soul, to walk forever, leaving your scent here. In the lonely night, I will smell your scent and fall asleep. I will not be lonely anymore.”
Tears glistened in May's smile. Haichuan did not have any better words to comfort Mei.
Haichuan said to Mei,"Xiaomei, I'll call you often."”
Mei got up and took the jewelry box from the bedside table. She opened the box and took out a jade Guanyin. Mei personally put it on Haichuan's neck and said,"Chuanzi, I invited this for you. Just look at me when you miss me. Even if we can't meet again in this life, no one can erase the attachment in our hearts.”
They talked about Ah Fu again, and Ah Mei left Ah Fu's phone number.
Mei said,"I don't want to contact Ah Fu. I'll keep this childhood friend in my heart."”
Haichuan said,"Ah Fu might be getting married. Xiaomei, are you willing to go back and attend their wedding?"”
May said,"Inform me, we'll talk about it when the time comes." If he is in trouble, tell me. I'll help him. You can pass it to him. I don't want him to know too much about me. I don't want to think about the past.”
Every time Hai Chuan asked Mei how she had been all these years, her answer was just to shake her head with tears in her eyes. Haichuan could feel that over the years, Mei had suffered more than she had enjoyed.
At some point, they had fallen asleep snuggling together. When she woke up, it was already dawn. May was already up early.
Haichuan was really leaving. Their feelings were very complicated. How helpless and reluctant. May wrapped a scarf around Haichuan and kissed him deeply. Mei sent Haichuan to the station. On the platform, Mei held Haichuan's hand tightly and refused to let go.
May said to Haichuan," Chuanzi, take care. The gifts I bought for my sister-in-law and the child, as well as everything you want to know, are all in your bag." The car is about to leave. Hurry up and get in the car."
Haichuan held May's hand tightly and said,""Xiaomei, you must take care!、、、。”
The train screeched, shaking the pair of infatuated hearts. Helplessly, she loosened her tightly clenched hands. Her heart could hear the deep and affectionate voice of nature. Dear, take care...
It was another car full of thoughts and concerns, each heading to the end of the world. It was another sleepless night, and her heart was still in that warm little nest. The right and wrong of life, merits and demerits, grudges and grudges, let future generations guess...
As the train sped through the wilderness, Haichuan remembered May's words and took the bag to open it. He took out the small bag that Mei had given him. Haichuan didn't know when Mei had put it in. Seeing the things in the bag, Hai Chuan's heart trembled again. Ah! Ah Mei's diary. I really didn't expect it. So many years had passed, but Mei's diary was still preserved. Girls were meticulous. The four corners of the notebook were protected by corner protectors. They were very neat and clean.
Haichuan opened May's diary." As I grew up, my body, mind, and body changed greatly. When I looked at him and thought about him, I had an inexplicable feeling in my heart. It was embarrassing, a feeling of longing and anticipation. I liked him since I was young. Now, not only do I like him, but I also think about him more...”
"I hate Ah Fu. Ever since he touched me that night, the shadow in my heart has been following me. I don't even dare to look at Chuanzi. I'm afraid of him like a child who has done something wrong. I could only secretly look at him. She looked at him from afar. Studying hard is the only way for me not to think about it.”
Hai Chuan sighed. She had thought too seriously at that time and neglected Mei's feelings. Haichuan read May's diary and found out that Ah Fu didn't do anything out of line at that time. Haichuan felt very sorry for Mei. They were grateful to the heavens for giving them a short time to repay their love debt. It was just that it was too little. A few short days could not make up for the long-cherished wish of this life.
May Diary;
"I finally got into the university I liked. I dreamed of changing my fate and life through my own struggles, and I wanted to repay my parents for their hard work. But why is fate so unfair? Ah Ming is a very outstanding man. I also like him a little. I'm very grateful for everything he has done for me. What can a weak girl like me do? I can only use my body to repay this huge debt. She could only follow his wishes and leave with him. She did not know what the future held. She closed her eyes and walked forward.”
"I'm not used to coming to the South. Ah Ming's father's company was very big. My parents were also very open-minded. They didn't have any other opinions about their son bringing a girl home in this way. They were also quite satisfied with me. Ah Ming and I quickly joined his father's company. Ah Ming also loves me dearly. There were too many things I needed to learn. After a year, we got married. The wedding was very grand. However, the blessings that I expected did not come. There wasn't a single relative of mine at the wedding. On our wedding night, I secretly cried.”
"Not long after we got married, I got pregnant. She had a huge reaction and couldn't go to work. Ah Ming was also promoted to general manager and flew around the country. She rarely took care of me. I faced my mother-in-law every day and a very kind auntie. Ah Ming came back to see me when he had time, but I still felt uneasy and lonely. My mother followed me here and was not used to the life here. In addition to the grief of losing my father. He became absent-minded, suffering from depression and mental illness. He had no choice but to stay in a mental hospital. My heart misses my mother very much. I hope that my child will be born safely. I'm a woman, and I place all my hopes on my child.”
"My son was born successfully. He was very cute and looked healthy and happy. I'm very proud and satisfied that my son is smart. Ah Ming had also returned home many times. They were a very happy family. His parents-in-law regarded the child as the apple of their eyes.”
"Little Haohai is more than two years old. The whole family has made a decision to send the child to a boarding school. I don't agree. I can't bear to part with the child, but father-in-law said that we have to think about the child's future and that we have to receive the best education from a young age. My opinions and feelings were unimportant. I couldn't argue with them, so I could only visit the children often. After this incident, my personality changed a lot. When she returned to Ah Ming's side to work, she was always emotional and always did the wrong thing. Everyone in the company calls me a neurotic cold beauty behind my back. I had no choice. I took the initiative to discuss with Ah Ming that I should go down and manage a small business so that I could have some leisure and freedom.”
"My son grew up year after year. The happiest time was when I was with him. However, she didn't spend much time with the child. Other times, I'm just a lonely woman. He was just muddling through his days, living a superior and rich life, but ended up guarding a poor heart...”
"As time passes, I'm about to become a walking corpse. It was the same social gathering occasion, and they were indulging in debauchery. On a lonely night, he drowned his sorrows in alcohol and listened to lonely music. Ah Ming doesn't lack women by his side. I'm no longer that attractive to him.”
May's last diary entry was new, and her tears were written in it."Chuanzi, thank you for this beautiful encounter in this life. I will hide this sweetness deep in my heart. No matter where you and I are, you have to live well and happily. Treat life well! Take care! My love, don't forget me!”
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