Why was this happening? Why was this happening? Didn't Yi say that this place was very safe and beautiful? How did this happen?
In the white world, I began to lose myself. My thoughts were unusually complicated. Fear, regret, helplessness, despair, and blood all attacked me…
Was it worth it to sacrifice so many lives just for this rare beauty? Although I knew that this was just a game, I had let them die for me. Although their deaths were fake, the feeling was real. Although I've never tried it myself, 95% realism and 5% damage is something I can't handle. If I can't handle it, I…
He couldn't think about this. There should still be hope. But what can a mere priest like me do against a monster that even they can't resist? 5555~ Why? Why am I always a girl who can only hold her head and accept her fate?
Screams, shouts, knocks, tearing sounds, cracking sounds, and cutting sounds could be heard on the boundless white snowfield. Pale white, panic, hesitation, fear, hatred, blood, all kinds of colors reflected in his eyes. Sound and color blended together, forming a scene of death.
No one could stop the sharp light. The warriors that Brother Ze sent to protect me were neatly cut in half and turned into white light. There are fewer and fewer people. If I had a choice, I would never come here again. The scenery was beautiful, but life was more precious. Putting myself aside, I was the only one who wanted to lose experience points for no reason. I was originally a life not worth mentioning, but I was doted on and cared for. Sometimes, I wonder if I shouldn't have come to this world. It's not just in the game, it's even more so in reality. This was how I always dragged others down and received undeserved attention. If I had a healthy body, I wouldn't have to be like this. There was no need to say those words that went against his heart.
"It's over!" The moment the dark blue ice blade was raised above my head, the people that Brother Ze had sent had all turned into white light. It was my turn. I gently closed my eyes and waited for death to call out to me.
Xue Er---- What a familiar voice. Even though this voice resounded through the clouds, I still couldn't bear to open my eyes. It was so heartwarming to hear this voice. So this was how death in the game was like. If this was the case, I really didn't need to be afraid. Because this way, I could hear his voice. This was more wonderful than anything else in the world.
But why was it still quiet? Could it be…
I opened my eyes. As expected, the blurry back that I dreamed of every night appeared clearly in front of me. Even though his back was facing me, I could confirm with my life that the person in front of me was definitely him! It must be him, the Qiaoyu I've been thinking about all this time.
He used his bandaged left arm to block the ice blade. He lowered his head and asked softly, Why?
The memory brought me back to that night a year ago…
That night, it rained heavily, pouring down like a waterfall, cleansing the air and washing away the grass in the field. I don't know why I can still see the stars in the northern sky when it's raining. Am I seeing things? Perhaps the stars wanted to be witnesses to tonight's events.
He had no way of knowing that I didn't go to self-study at night. I only sent him a text message when school was about to end: Wait for me on the field after school.
Even though I was waiting for him, I had to tell him that I didn't want him to know that I was outside. Perhaps the rain could cool down my boiling mood. I threw the umbrella aside heavily. I didn't need it. It turns out that letting the rain wash my body feels so comfortable. I've always been used to being doted on by him. Since junior high, this is the first time I've been in the rain. You always say that rain makes people sick. I believe it. You always say that you don't want me to get sick, and I obey. When I am sad, you will embrace me; When I was bullied, you would protect me. When I am angry, you will try your best to laugh at me. I've grown up under your love for the past few years. I really can't imagine how I'll live without you.
You once told me that you liked my smile. I smiled…
You once told me that as long as I was happy, you would do anything. I'm touched...
You once told me that you loved me. I'm excited. This is the first time I've felt the warmth of your lips…
You once told me that you would protect me forever. I'm laughing at your stupidity…
You once told me that you liked to kiss my forehead. I closed my eyes and let you kiss every inch of my skin…
You once told me that as long as I wanted to, you would take me to travel all over the world, enjoy the beautiful scenery of the world, and taste…
You once ran to me and said…
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But recently, you told me that you want me to be by your side forever. I really want to tell you that I'm willing. But I can't. You're a very outstanding person. You're not worth paying for me. If you continue to ask me, I will remain silent.
The bell for the end of the class spread to every corner of the campus on time. I looked in the direction of the teaching building and saw your figure gradually becoming clearer. Seeing that I didn't open an umbrella, you put it on my head in heartache. Use your hot arm to touch my forehead and wipe away the rain that moistens my eyes. I take a step back in fear. I mustered up all my courage and made my request to break up!
I don't know how long the world has stopped spinning. I can't face your blank expression anymore. I'm afraid I'll soften my heart and be entangled with you again. It's for your own good and for my own good. I'll break it when it's time!
You said that you hated the rain. But I like it, because in the rain, you can't see that I'm crying.
Why-why!
Your voice strikes my heart again and again. I'm sorry, I can't give you an answer. Turning around, abandoning you in this storm. Your heart aches, but my heart aches even more…
The sad shooting star, the desolate escape, leaving the stars behind to clean up this irresponsible ending, who tore the sky apart? The wound of the stars erased my freedom and my romantic tenderness. If the rain outside the sky is the tears that the stars shed for me, I don't know if there are still traces of injury in your heart. If the rain in your heart comes from a dilapidated house, I don't know if the memories of care will become ruins that bury love. It's been a year. I didn't expect to see your familiar figure again, although it's in the game. Your tall and strong body, your elegant purple hair reflected in my sight again. You are still the same as before, protecting me at all costs, but I'm really sorry. I can no longer accept your care. I'm no longer Xue 'er who snuggles up behind you.
I can't accept your kindness. Just like that night, I turned around when you were at your most defenseless. However, this time, it was a little different. This time, I turned towards death. The cruel ice monster was my final release. My throat went straight for the ice blade that had slaughtered countless players. Blood splattered, drawing a beautiful curve in the air and scattering on the white snow. It turned out that death in the game wasn't as scary as he had imagined.
Xue 'er, Xue' er, perhaps the blood that was spilled had regained your attention. The purple flames had defeated the ice monster that had helped me free myself. Once again, I was embraced by you. It was so warm. I finally saw your face clearly, but time did not allow me to. I turned into white light under your tears…
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