It's like I don't exist
Standing not far away, looking at you
But you never noticed my existence
But it's so strange that I've never felt lonely
Even though I've been standing here all alone
As if you exist in my world
Seeing you smile, seeing you sad, I am satisfied
Every word you say is hidden in my heart
They accompany me until the end of the world
You said you found happiness
How happy are you and him?
But I just want to say it doesn't matter
Love always has moths flying into the fire
I'm willing to stay in the world to protect you
Even if I'm just a fragile soul
I'm willing to give you my last 21 grams of IreallyLoveya~
But I can't feel my weight anymore
My life was turned into ashes by love
I want to cry, but there are no tears
Dear, see you in the next life
Even if I'm still a knight who protects my identity
I will only say to you
Ireallyloveya~
Woah~
- You Exist in My World by: Magic
Episode1.
"How did you lose it…"
I clenched my fists and used my thumb to pinch my index finger to calm myself down. However, my voice trembled as soon as I spoke.
"I'm sorry, Jing Yun…sob sob…I'm really sorry.”
"I asked you how you lost it!”
Huien didn't answer my question. She just kept crying and apologizing to me. I couldn't calm down anymore. I grabbed her shoulder tightly and shook her as I questioned her loudly.
" Wuuu…I took it downstairs for a walk and it ran away…Wuuu…"
"When did that happen?"
"This, this morning…"
" Phew…" I stood up and walked out.
" Don't look for Jing Yun. I've searched several times, but I can't find him…"
I ignored Huien's call and rushed downstairs.
"AoA!"
There was nothing in the bushes or the green belt.
To be honest, the green belt of this high-class apartment wasn't very big. I searched every corner but couldn't find a single rabbit. It was as if AoA had disappeared into thin air, and I was getting more and more anxious.
"AoA!"
"You're not the owner of this place, are you?"
The guard was standing behind me, looking at me suspiciously.
"No." I turned around and told him to continue looking for traces of AoA.
"If it's not you, why are you shouting here?”
"Uncle, have you seen a rabbit? A white-furred lop-eared rabbit.”
The guard waved his baton at me impatiently." If you want to find a rabbit, go to the flower and bird market. Why are you shouting here?"”
After hearing the guard's words, I turned around and crouched down to continue looking for the AoA.
"AoA!"
"Aiyo, student, I beg you to stop shouting. It's almost dark. It won't be good if you disturb others. What if someone complains?”
The guard said as he pulled my arm and was about to drag me out. I was so anxious that I was about to cry. I tried my best to stabilize my footsteps and pulled the guard uncle's sleeve. I bent over and begged him.
"Uncle, I beg you. Please let me look for it. It's really, really important to me. I beg you, uncle. I promise I won't shout anymore.”
The guard probably couldn't bear to see me like this, so he repeatedly told me not to shout and return to my guard room.
The sky was getting darker and darker, and Hyun had not come down to help me look for her since the beginning. The guard uncle gave me a flashlight on the way, and I watched him continue to look for her gratefully.
Every time I searched, I would be disappointed, and the despair would accumulate. I didn't know how long it took for me to finally sit on the ground weakly and cry.
"Student…"
The guard walked over and flashed the flashlight in his hand at me. I immediately suppressed my cries and got up from the ground. I returned the flashlight to him and bowed respectfully to express my gratitude.
"Here."
The guard nudged my elbow from behind. I turned around and saw the tissue in his hand.
"Thank you!"
I took the tissue and ran out quickly.
A gentle breeze blew across my face, and the entire city was filled with feasting and debauchery. All of them disappeared in front of my eyes, and all I could see was the cute AoA. I really wanted to stay there and continue searching, over and over again. I was getting more and more discouraged, but I still wanted to go back and continue searching, even if it was numb.
Unknowingly, I had already run to the door of my house. I took a deep breath and couldn't stop sobbing.
But what can I do? I just want to hide under the blanket and cry.
I trembled as I took out the key to open the door. I took off my shoes and walked in barefooted. The living room light was on. Jing Zhi should be there, but I chose to walk straight into the room and lock the door. I cried loudly.
"Sister?"
"Sister, what's wrong?"
"Open the door!"
"What's wrong with you? Why are you crying? Hurry up and open the door!”
But now, I really don't want to care about anything. I just want to cry, and I can only cry.
I ignored Jing Zhi, and the noise outside the door stopped abruptly. A minute later, I hid under the blanket and heard the sound of the window opening. I knew that Jing Zhi had climbed in through the window, but I continued to cry without moving.
"What exactly happened?"
Jing Zhi poked me with his finger through the blanket. I ignored him. He lifted the blanket and I turned to look at him with tears in my eyes.
" Jing Zhi... AoA is gone... Wuwuwuwu..." I covered my face and cried uncontrollably.
"What did you say? What do you mean the AoA is missing? Get up and explain yourself!”
"Huien…Huien lost the AoA.”
After hearing this, Jing Zhi's anxious expression disappeared. He was stunned for a moment, and then he said nothing more.
His expression made me furious. I sat up and grabbed his collar as I shouted at him over and over again.
"What kind of attitude is this? The AoA is gone! I've been looking for it for a long time, but I can't find it!"
“……”
"Huien lost it! Huien lost it! Last time, she shaved its fur, but this time, she lost it completely! He couldn't get it back! I can't find it again…sob…"
Jing Zhi looked at me for a long time without saying anything. After a while, he smiled stiffly and said," Huien didn't do it on purpose…"
"Hah…"
I let go of my hand weakly. I glanced at Jing Zhi and lay back on the bed. I turned my back to him.
That's right…I forgot that Huien is his girlfriend now, a sweet girlfriend. Moreover, Huien is so lively and cute. How could Jing Zhi believe that she did it on purpose?
Although I didn't want to believe that she did it on purpose, why didn't she go on a date with Jing Zhi in the morning when she lost it? Why didn't she go with me when I went downstairs to look for it?
Thinking about how AoA came to our house five years ago and was only a month old until now…
From the time I lost my balance when I stood on the floor to now, I can run around the house. From the time I had diarrhea when I bought it to now that I'm five years old, I don't want to say how much effort we put into it. I just want to say that we spent five years together…Now, there's nothing left…Only those feelings and memories are pressing on my heart until it's about to explode…
AoA.
The next morning.
When I woke up, it was already time for the first class. I didn't want to go to class either, but I had to, so I got up with a pair of lizard eyes to wash up.
I brushed my teeth and looked at myself in the mirror. Then, I thought of the AoA. My nose felt sore. I held back my tears and quickly washed up. When I walked past the living room, I saw the AoA's food bowl and toilet. When I put on my shoes at the entrance, I realized that there were traces of the AoA biting on the side of my shoes.
I didn't care about anything. I didn't want to know who had called or sent messages. I didn't want to know if Genta had gone to class or not. I also didn't want to think about Hai Yin.
Right now, I just don't think about anything, but my head is so full that it's about to explode, giving me a splitting headache.
The second class was already over when I walked to school in a daze. The usual 10-minute journey actually took me more than 40 minutes.
Now that the second period was over, it was time for the students to have fun. However, all the students were standing in front of the head of the class, and the principal was standing on the head of the class and talking about something.
I found the location of our class and walked in. The old class standing at the front happened to see me and pointed at me. Although I didn't hear it, it definitely wasn't something good.
Huien, who was standing diagonally across from me, probably saw Old Ban's actions, so she turned her head to look behind her and met my gaze. I tried my best to show her a smile because I thought about it last night. She probably didn't accompany me because she had tried very hard to find it.
However, Huien showed a disgusted expression the moment she saw my smile. My smile froze on her face.
At this moment, the principal's voice suddenly went out. There was a noise from the broadcast, as if the signal had been interfered with. Then, my voice came from inside.
All the students were in an uproar. People from the same class or other classes all looked at me and whispered to each other.
In a panic, I turned my gaze to Jing Zhi's class to look for him.
Two classes away, Min Yu stood in front of me, looking at me in disbelief. Jing Zhi stood at the back, looking at me with an extremely cold gaze.
The broadcast replayed what I said.
"Jing Zhi is just an idiot. He thinks he's so great. He's just a hooligan. It's really unlucky to meet someone like him. I really, really hate him.”
The principal was yelling at the dean to go to the broadcasting room and turn off the broadcast. Old Ban walked towards me with a dark face, Jing Zhi walked away step by step, and Huien.
Jiang Huien turned around and raised her two fingers to her face. She gave me a smug smile.
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