After tidying up everything and coaxing Lan Xiaoyu to sleep, Lan Yushan sat alone on the balcony. He let the breeze blow his hair.
It was late at night, but the noisy city still did not quiet down. There were people everywhere who were busy making a living.
What Nana said today appeared in Lan Yushan's mind." Yushan, can you forget the person in your heart? I can't, I can't."
Lan Yushan knew that Nana had a crush on one of her seniors in university. He rejected Nana after she confessed to him. This incident had dealt a huge blow to her, and from then on, Nana swore never to fall in love again.
Lan Yushan knew that Nana had never been able to forget that person. Although she was usually carefree, she was very loyal to love.
" What a devoted seed." Lan Yushan sighed in her heart and asked herself," Lan Yushan, have you forgotten him?"
For a long time, she did not get an answer.
She recalled that six years ago, when she saw him cheating on her, she turned around without hesitation. Why did he not get an answer when he asked him this question?
" Lan Yushan, you must, you must forget him." He warned himself. However, every time it happened, those sweet scenes would appear in front of her.
He stood outside her dormitory with a rose in his hand and confessed to her in front of everyone. In the spring, he would ride his bicycle with her to the countryside. The two of them would sit on the lawn, facing a calm lake. She would lean against him. In the summer, when he participated in school sports competitions, he was so tired that he was sweating. She would run to him and wipe his sweat, and he would smile at her foolishly. In autumn, he walked with her on the road, hand in hand, with leaves falling in the wind behind them. In the winter, he was afraid that his hands would get cold, so he would use his body to keep himself warm." Lan Yushan, don't think about it anymore." It had been six years. After six years, she still hadn't forgotten him.
But why was he so cruel to her?
I don't like her. I only like you."
She's just a girl from the countryside. How can I like her?"
She's the one who won't let me go."
Lan Yushan was about to break down. Why, why did he do this to her? Tears fell silently.
" Lan Yushan, just forget him. Just forget him." This voice rang in his ears.
"No, Yushan, you still love him. If you don't love him, why did you return to this city where he's here? Don't you just hope that one day, when you bump into him on the street, you can still sneak a glance at him?" Another voice kept telling herself.
"Lan Yushan, are you worthy of him? You're an unmarried mother now. Can he accept you? Could he accept Xiao Yu? Maybe he's already married. It's been six years. Time will change many things. You'd better forget about him."
" Ah!" Lan Yushan couldn't take it anymore and shouted.
" Why? Why did you do this to yourself? Why?" She just wanted a simple love, but why was the heavens so cruel?
I don't love him anymore. I don't love him anymore. I don't love Yanbin." Lan Yushan warned herself, but why did her heart hurt so much?
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