Unwilling to Let Go of a Love
[Azure Narration]
I laughed. It's not like that. Didn't you always listen to my nonsense? Actually, a chatterbox like me needs to find a quiet person. Otherwise, if everyone huddled together and rushed to express their opinions, it would be very annoying.
Su Yu smiled. Shixiong always had something to say.
Let me translate what she meant. No matter how hard she tried, she would always look very reasonable.
I lowered my head and fiddled with Xiao Cao, who had been suppressed by me so much that she couldn't turn over a new leaf. I asked casually," Have you ever considered…being with me…that is to say, let's just be together in the future?"
Su Yu nodded. Under my astonished gaze, she answered with a strange tone,"As long as Shixiong doesn't mind, I will naturally accompany Shixiong."
I waved my hand dejectedly. No, you don't understand what I mean. I mean…forget it.
Toads were destined to be bachelors for the rest of their lives, so it was better for them to take a wait-and-see attitude towards swans.
Su Yu carefully pondered the context of the contact for a long time before she hesitantly asked," Senior Brother, do you mean…from now on, we…like…like an ordinary…husband and wife…"
I saw her face turn red with every word she said, so I could only try my best to hold back my laughter. In the end, I really couldn't hold it in anymore and rolled around on the ground with a belly laugh.
Su Yu's face was flushed red, but she still looked at me strangely and didn't show any signs of anger or questioning.
When I laughed until tears came out, I finally managed to say intermittently, Sigh, I really didn't expect that you would actually blush like this!
Su Yu subconsciously avoided my gaze and turned her head to the side.
My courage grew stronger than ever. I crawled over and turned her face back. I said seriously that she was very cute like this and that I liked it very much. Hey, if what I said was what you said just now, would you be willing?
Su Yu looked at me at a loss, as if she wanted to see a flower on my face.
After a while, she lowered her head and asked me if Senior Brother was serious.
I nodded vigorously and said that no one would joke about a marriage.
Her voice became softer, but Senior Brother, you're used to joking…
I leaned forward and said loudly, look at my eyes, how sincere!
Su Yu didn't dare to look into my eyes. After another century, she slowly raised her head and said," If that's the case, then I... I..."
I playfully admired the clear thinking and smooth expression of my junior sister. In fact, I didn't care that she would refuse.
However, she only closed her eyes and said," I…am willing."
This sentence frightened me and I quickly looked up to see if the sun had risen from the west.
She opened her eyes and saw my blank expression. She asked, Senior Brother is still joking, right?
She seemed to laugh at herself and got up to leave.
I watched her walk a few steps in a daze. Suddenly, all the nerves in my body were activated at the same time. I jumped up like a carp and ran behind her in two or three steps. I hugged her happily and shouted, Don't go, don't go, I like you, I want to marry you, don't go!
Su Yu was shocked by my actions. She only managed to swat my claws away after a long time. She turned around and sighed. How old was she? She was still acting like a child.
I didn't care and hugged her tightly again. My heart was so happy that it felt like it was about to explode from my chest. I hugged the person I loved and didn't let go for a long, long time.
I couldn't see Su Yu's expression at that time, nor could I know her mood. She only let me hug her and never broke free.
After a long time, my feverish brain calmed down a little. I let go of the jade and stared at her happily.
I stared at her thin but beautiful face and blurted out,"Su Yu, are you…"
At that time, I wanted to ask if you were willing to marry me because you liked me.
Su Yu looked at me in confusion, waiting for the next sentence.
I suddenly laughed and asked loudly,"Do you think we should decorate the house?”
"There's no need to be in such a hurry," Su Yu said with a smile.”
I waved my hand and ran into the house while saying,"You're not in a hurry, but I'm extremely anxious!”
She is willing to be with me forever, and I am willing to take care of her for the rest of my life.
What else mattered?
All I can do is try my best to make her happy.
Now that he thought about it, it was a wonderful winter afternoon. It was as if all the happiness before was not worth mentioning, and all the joy after that was almost gone. Only the warm and genial sunlight remained in his heart for a long time, shining warmly.
To decorate the bridal chamber, I naturally have to go down the mountain to buy all kinds of materials, including the jade and my wedding dress.
Although Su Yu said no, I insist that this gift cannot be abandoned. I have no bridal sedan chair or betrothal gifts. If I don't even have a veil, how can I have the face to marry a wife?
After choosing for half a day in a tailor shop at the foot of the mountain, I pulled out a piece of red cloth and asked Su Yu for her opinion.
Su Yu only took a glance and lowered her head slightly.""Anything is fine."
I said happily, then this is it.
The boss couldn't stand it anymore. The horse you chose was the cheapest in the shop.
I didn't even raise my head. I said that I would only buy the right one, not the expensive one.
The boss said that your wife is angry, but you can't even tell? Your wife is so beautiful, how can you bear to let her wear such vulgar and crude clothes?
I turned my head to look at Su Yu. Su Yu's expression was indifferent. Without any ripples, she said,"No, this is very good."
The boss was anxious and pulled out a piece of cloth. He said,"Look at this. Only then will you know what's good!"
Su Yu only glanced at it lightly and said,"Both are good."
I went forward and touched the cloth. The feeling was indeed very different. I pulled hard and felt that it was indeed quite strong, so I said with satisfaction, this is it!
The boss took out a soft ruler and prepared to measure our bodies while muttering in a low voice," The cow is chewing on the peony…"
Soon, the bull successfully angered him half to death while bargaining with him.
Everything was ready. After we returned to the house, the first thing I did was to swing my sword. The wooden board separating the two houses collapsed with a creak.
I looked around and said to Su Yu with a smile, this is much brighter.
The bridal chamber was very simple and crude. There was only a red gauze curtain around the clean bed.
Su Yu and I were dressed in red wedding clothes. Our hair was neatly combed. We sat facing each other. There was a pot of wine and two wine glasses in the middle.
What I want to say is that the wedding atmosphere is still very strong, causing me to be overly excited and nervous.
I think my face must have been twisted and twisted at that time. Fortunately, I couldn't see it with the jade veil.
I didn't have the money to buy a wedding scale, so I used the treasure of the market to replace it. This disharmonious existence slightly diluted my anxiety.
The veil was lifted, revealing a face that could not be more familiar. However, tonight, it was exceptionally moving.
Su Yu's face was not painted with rouge, but she was still breathtakingly beautiful, just like when they first met.
Su Yu waited for a long time. Seeing that I was still staring at her, she couldn't help but smile and call me softly,"Husband?"
This unfamiliar word made my heart skip a beat, and then my face burned.
After a long time, he swallowed his heart that was about to burst out. After thinking for a long time, she only hummed softly and then did not know what to say.
You know, this is my first time getting married. I lack experience, so it's inevitable that I won't be able to perform well.
Or is it Su Yu who reminded me, husband, don't you want to drink?
I felt like I had just woken up from a dream. I poured two glasses in a panic and drank in a daze. I didn't look at each other affectionately and smile like what was written in the book. That doesn't seem to be our usual style.
In such a silent situation, the heavens would not suddenly strike lightning to resolve my awkwardness and ruin my good things. I made up my mind and finally slowly reached out to gently pinch her sharp and thin chin.
Su Yu didn't move. She just lowered her eyes slightly.
I took a deep breath and leaned over to kiss her.
Su Yu's lips were always delicate and cold, just like her delicate eyebrows, which naturally emitted a cold aura. However, when I tossed and turned to kiss her, she closed her jade-like eyes. Her eyelashes trembled slightly, and it was possible to see her current mood.
When I first saw her, I fell in love with her. This love cannot be without desire, and yet I have spent little time in such dreams.
Because I know that I don't exist in her heart. Such thoughts were blasphemous to her.
But now, I felt a strange desire for the body under my heavy coat.
Do you have me in your heart?
Although he didn't want to ask, he couldn't help but be curious.
I kissed her lips, cheeks, neck…I lifted her restraints with both hands and suddenly realized that I was quite talented in this area. I completed the set of actions smoothly.
My eyes were pure white. I didn't dare to look at them anymore. I hurriedly untied my clothes. Good material was troublesome. It was difficult to put on and take off.
When my heat touched her, I could clearly feel her body tense up.
So I patiently comforted her, with my hands, my lips, my heart.
I used my body to feel her thin and weak body. Her slender collarbone, slender hands and legs, small breasts, and a waist that could not be grasped.
There was a charcoal fire in the room, but she was trembling slightly under me.
My lips touched her heart. I knew that under her skin, there was a heart that did not match her appearance, stubborn and fragile.
A certain part of my body enlarged at an inappropriate time. I tried to enter slowly.
Su Yu raised her neck slightly, as if she could not adapt.
I put one hand around her waist and kissed her thin neck, comforting her with a hint of desire.
After a long time, I finally entered her completely. The book said that at this time, both of us would become one with our spirit and body, and we would reach an unprecedented level of compatibility.
However, at this moment, I thought of Senior Brother.
What about her?
An irrepressible sense of guilt instantly welled up in my heart and almost drowned me. Guilt was like a huge steel net, firmly binding me and making me unable to move. Every time his heart beat, blood would flow out.
After a while, I finally couldn't help but say,"Jade…"
She opened her eyes slightly and looked at me with a somewhat clear expression.
I swallowed and asked with difficulty,"Will you…hate me?"
A trace of confusion flashed through Su Yu's pupils, but she instantly regained her composure. She didn't answer, but tried to sit up. Her long black hair was draped behind her back, and her arms gently wrapped around my shoulders.
Her face was a little hot as she pressed it against my neck.
I was stunned and understood her answer.
I hugged her tightly, resting my chin on her head and closing my eyes.
Su Yu, I don't know how to tell you that I love you and can even give up my life.
In this vast world, we can only be with each other. No matter what happens in the future, I don't want to be separated from you.
At this moment, I only want to truly have you. All this time, you were always by my side, giving me warmth. I hope I can give you such a precious bit of warmth.
I gently laid her flat and leaned over to kiss her lips and the tip of her nose. My forehead was against hers, as if worshipping the goddess in my heart.
I stopped thinking about other things, immersed in the bewitchment of love, breaking through the soil in her body, with the sharp sword of my body.
Their lips and teeth were intertwined. A part of my body is buried in her body, in a place that she has never touched before.
Su Yu took a deep breath, and tears slowly flowed down from the corners of her eyes.
Did I bring you more pain or more comfort?
My lips gently caressed her face, quietly sucking away the tears…
I let out a low growl, and she moaned softly.
I was burning inside her.
I am not satisfied with such warmth. I have so much, but I always want more.
I touched her soft and warm body and gently turned her over, pressing down on the beautiful butterfly bone on her back.
She had a feeling that a pair of wings would grow here one day, and then she would fly away and never return to the ground.
I gritted my teeth and whispered in her ear.
He was panting heavily while muttering something that sounded like a joke. "Su Yu, we…No, you gave it to me…"
I rushed into the battlefield without hesitation.
She struggled slightly, and her black hair fell from her back.
I heard my voice low and broken. "Give me…a child, okay?”
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P.S. I'm a tragic spoiler party--
Jade Girl…Likes Uncle Xuan Xiao…(Although this is only in PG, it's still in the original novel!)）
But yes!
She loved Tianqing! (This is also my personal understanding of the original work.)
No!
Also--Love--Xuan Xiao...(True deep feelings are all feelings that are not expressed verbally--BY Momo)
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