At this moment, I had no mood to fight with her. I was only thinking about whether the 14th was true to me or not. If it was true, how could I explain today's ending? If it was true, why did he take my life back then, take my first kiss, and make a promise to let me be the Fujin?
" Sister," Hui Xin continued," I think everyone has their own choices. You chose to be a concubine or Fujin, but that was not my choice!”
Yazhi ignored Huixin's words and turned to me.""I heard from An Yan that you've been busy dressing up in the house these past few days. How did you get such results? Not only did she not leave a token, but she became a female official to serve others. What a pitiful life!”She stretched out her fair index finger and lifted my chin. She continued,"To think that you're also a beauty, but you're still a little too tender! Come back when you're older!"
I retracted my chin and glared at her. I didn't expect Yazhi to be so angry."When I become the Fujin and come to pay my respects to Consort De, don't forget that you still have to pour tea for me!”After saying that, he flung his sleeves and left!
"The women in the harem love to fight like this! Sister, don't lower yourself to her level. In the future, when you stay in the palace, you have to be careful!”I didn't expect Huixin to comfort me so much when we first met. She patted my back and looked at me with pity.
"Listen to big sister, big sister is not someone who likes the palace!”I asked carefully.
"Younger Sister is indeed understanding! That's right, sister is just like you said. I'm really worried that I'll be left with a token when I enter the palace this time! When I heard the Empress Dowager announce that the other two had dropped their placards, I was extremely happy. To tell you the truth, I already have a lover outside the palace! This time, the selection was brought here by Ma. If he really left a token, there would be another resentful soul in the palace! And now, I can finally leave the palace. Ama promised me that if I put down the sign, he would let me marry him properly!”From Huixin's eyes, I can see the longing and yearning!
"Then I'll congratulate you first. Although I won't be able to attend your wedding, I still have to give you a gift!”I took out the jade bracelet on my hand and gave it to her. "When you get married in the future, you have to ask someone to tell me!”
Hui Xin refused to accept it, but in the end, she couldn't persuade me, so she still accepted it!
Huixin looked at me with a hint of confusion in her eyes."Sister, you should be a person who yearns for freedom. Why don't you show any joy in your eyes this time?”
I sighed, my eyes filled with confusion." Sister still saw through me. Yes, I didn't like the palace, but I fell in love with him in the palace!"”
"Could it be him, the Fourteenth Prince?”Huixin actually guessed my thoughts! I stared at her in surprise. She explained," When Ya Zhi said that she and the Fourteenth Prince were a couple, I saw the loneliness in your eyes, so I dared to guess!"”
"Unfortunately, little sister isn't as lucky as big sister! The elder sister could stay with the person she loved forever, but the younger sister could only watch helplessly as the person she loved married someone else!”My heart hurts so much!
"Younger sister, elder sister feels that if the 14th brother really loves you, even if he marries someone else, as long as he has you in his heart, that's enough. If the Fourteenth Prince didn't like you, why would you miss him so much?”
Huixin's words made sense! But my heart is already in a mess like tangled thorns! It's not easy to cut it off and it's still messy. It's the sorrow of separation. It's not just a feeling in my heart!
I don't know how to face the 14th brother in the future, I can't grasp his heart at this time, I don't understand whether I like him, whether the oath at the beginning has become the most beautiful lie today, whether it has left a scale scar in my heart. I don't have the courage to watch them go out together at Consort De's place in the future, but I have to force myself to smile and pretend to be calm and numb!
Could it be that we are just passers-by in each other's lives?
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