Perhaps it was a miracle. It was a miracle for Qingyu to see Lu Yu again. Lu Yu was the boy that Qingyu liked. At that time, Qingyu was very innocent and thought that she would be with Lu Yu in the future. She did not expect that the person she thought would love her for the rest of her life would be so heartless to her.
Ever since the college entrance examination, Qingyu had never seen him again. Although Qingyu understood why, she was unwilling to believe it. She did not want to face the betrayal of love. Perhaps she was lying to herself, or perhaps she wanted to give Lu Yu another chance.
Qingyu came to school today. She wanted to see the school for the last time, the school where she and Lu Yu had spent three happy years together.
However, Qingyu did not expect to meet Lu Yu here again.
" Why are you here?" Qingyu was surprised to see Lu Yu again. Her heart ached. Was Lu Yu here to say goodbye? Qingyu did not want to hear Lu Yu say that word. This made Qingyu unable to continue lying to herself.
" I wanted to see you," Lu Yu replied. That pair of beautiful eyes kept staring at Qingyu.
You didn't go to university?" Qingyu's heart wavered slightly. If they didn't say what they didn't want to hear, did this mean that they still had hope? The person she once loved so much was standing in front of her. This was very satisfying for Qingyu.
"Yeah." Lu Yu replied softly.
" Oh." Qingyu suddenly realized that she and Lu Yu did not have much to talk about. He didn't know how to continue.
"Just come to the studio tonight, okay?。”"I need your help," said Lu Yu.”
"What favor? Can it only be me?" Qingyu asked curiously. After the college entrance examination, she lost contact with Lu Yu. No matter how many times Qingyu called him, his phone was switched off. She could not find him through her classmates. Qingyu was very afraid, but Lu Yu's appearance today made Qingyu feel very relieved. At least she had not lost him.
" Yes," Lu Yu replied firmly.
" Okay, no problem." Although Qingyu was a little uneasy, she still answered Lu Yu's request with a smile. Qingyu still couldn't reject this boy. Perhaps it was because her love for him hadn't changed.
Evening (Studio)
"Qingyu, you're here." Lu Yu was painting in the studio. When he saw Qingyu, he ran out of the studio.
" Yes," Qingyu replied softly. In the blink of an eye, she saw the painting that Lu Yu was drawing.
Lu Yu pulled Qingyu into the studio. On the easel was the painting that Lu Yu was drawing. It was the painting that Qingyu had drawn when they first met. When Qingyu was drawing, she had accidentally dirtied the painting and was at a loss. Lu Yu appeared.”
"Ah!" Qingyu was very surprised by this boy who suddenly appeared."But what if you give it to me?”
"It's okay. I'll just be punished by the teacher, but you're different. That painting is your entrance exam. If you don't complete it, you won't be able to enter the school.”The boy's gentle smile made Qingyu feel much more at ease.
"Qingyu, what's wrong?" Lu Yu pulled Qingyu back to reality.
" No." Qingyu didn't want to say that she remembered the first time they met. That was Qingyu's most beautiful memory. It was also that gentle smile that made Qingyu fall deeply in love with this gentle boy.
Qingyu looked around the art studio and realized that Lu Yu was alone. They came to the painting. Lu Yu said to Qingyu," This painting is very beautiful, isn't it? You didn't finish it the first time. Qingyu, can you help me finish it today?" I want to keep it as a souvenir."
Qingyu looked at the painting in front of her and her heart sank bit by bit. Would this be the last painting that she and Lu Yu completed together? Tears streamed down her face, but Qingyu's back was facing Lu Yu, so Lu Yu did not know that Qingyu had picked up the drawing board and started drawing. For Qingyu, who had been drawing since she was young, this was not a problem. Qingyu and Lu Yu had also known each other when they were drawing. Could it be that their memories would end with drawing? Qingyu did not dare to think about it. She only wanted to concentrate on painting. Perhaps this would calm her heart. Lu Yu watched Qingyu silently from the side. They used to spend time like this together, but this time, the atmosphere made both of them feel uneasy.
Time slowly passed, and the painting in front of Qingyu was almost finished. After Qing Yu finished drawing the last color, she put down her pen. Lu Yu hugged me from behind." Qingyu, I really love you. I'm sorry. I have to leave you because my parents found a girl for me. She's not as good as you, but I can't go back on my parents. I'm sorry, Qingyu." After saying that, Lu Yu's kiss covered Qingyu's mouth. Qingyu widened her eyes and looked at the boy in front of her. She knew that she would lose him forever. Tears flowed out again. Qingyu allowed Lu Yu's kiss to wander around her face and mouth. Qingyu no longer had the strength to push him away. The memories of the past swirled in Qingyu's mind. Those happy memories could not resist her parents 'orders. Qingyu's heart gradually fell. Was love so fragile?
Lu Yu slowly became restless. His hand kept moving down. At this moment, Qingyu woke up. She pushed away the boy she once loved and ran out of the door. Tears kept flowing out of Qingyu's eyes. Qingyu kept using her hands to wipe away the tears, but for some reason, no matter how hard Qingyu wiped them, the tears kept flowing out. After running for a long time, Qingyu finally had no strength to run anymore. "Why are you doing this to me? Why?" Qingyu, who was sitting on the ground, shouted at the sky. Her tears were mixed with the rain and could no longer be distinguished. Just like Qingyu's current mood, there was no hope.
The rain was getting heavier and heavier, just like Qingyu's current mood. It was filled with heartbreaking sadness. Ever since she failed the college entrance examination, Qingyu had been hiding in her room. She did not want others to know that she was sad, and Qingyu did not want her parents to know that she was afraid. Therefore, Qingyu was very happy in front of her parents. However, Qingyu knew that she still had a long way to go. With this path, Qingyu had no idea how she would walk. She also thought that the abyss of despair was waiting for her to step into.
The weather was bright and beautiful, but Qingyu's heart was still in a haze.
"Qingyu, eat first." Qingyu's mother came to the room to call Qingyu
"He's here." Qingyu replied.
"Qingyu, go to Ma Yucheng to study.”，His mother took a mouthful of rice and said," This is also your promise. You'll go tomorrow."" Mm, okay." Qingyu knew her mother's determination, so she had no choice. She also wanted to forget this failure. Such a failure not only brought pain to Qingyu, but also made her father feel sad. Although her father didn't say it, Qingyu understood. Her father didn't want her mother to send her to Ma Yucheng, but Qingyu didn't know the reason behind it. However, his father did not want to go against his mother because he loved her too much.
Her heart ached. Qingyu, who was hiding in the room, fell into pain again. Tears filled her eyes again. Qingyu didn't know what else could relieve her pain.
" Qingyu, I'm sorry. I really love you." Lu Yu's words kept appearing in Qingyu's mind. The rain that night was merciless. Qingyu still remembered the coldness. Her tears wet her clothes. The cold feeling made Qingyu tremble, but the pain in her heart did not ease. Why was the love that he had always believed in so easily defeated and so laughable? Why was he still so persistent? Perhaps she was tired from crying, but Qingyu fell into a deep sleep. Perhaps this was her fate. She had given up her future for that so-called love. Qingyu did not know what would happen tomorrow.
Was love just a simple apology at the end? Everyone would say sorry, but how many people would stick to that so-called love? It was always 'I love you',' I will accompany you for a lifetime.'But was that so-called companionship just to mercilessly abandon you when you were sad and helpless? Who was the one who defined love?
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