" Enoch's " school was a little far from the small apartment, so Arian always had lunch at school. The money for lunch was naturally paid by her current " lover ". The handsome Adam paid for it all, so Arian did not hesitate to take it. She had no choice. As a student, she still had to take care of her studies and was not able to support herself, so it would be a waste not to use it.
A sandwich and a bottle of Assam milk tea were her lunch. Even if she was his lover, as long as he gave her, she should spend it, use it, buy more things, and dig as much as she could during her term of office to earn back some money. This was what a lover should do, right? However, every time she took the money to the entrance of the school's high-class restaurant, she would stop and not move forward. Her heart was see-saw. She took a step forward and took a step back. In the end, she turned around and walked into the convenience store not far away. She bought bread and milk to make do with it. She did not want to owe him too much when she left.
" Leave." Ah, thanks to the word " leave ", she lost her appetite. The sandwich was still on the table, and she was looking out of the window uneasily, doing what she used to think was an idiot. She should have finished her lunch quickly and then made use of the time to prepare for the afternoon class. Now, she was in a daze because of the word " leave ". However, when she thought about the day when she would leave him... However, he didn't feel the joy that should have appeared in his heart. Instead, he felt depressed.
" I think I'm crazy." Arian stirred the milk tea in her cup and mumbled self-deprecatingly.
One day, she would separate from him and start a new life. He would leave her life completely. He was just a passer-by in her short life. They were together because of benefits. When the benefits were gone, there would be no reason to be entangled. She knew all of this. What was she expecting? When she thought about it, why did her heart ache slightly? How long would this transaction last? She had no answer.
Looking at the table full of food, Arian could not hide her disappointment. She picked up her chopsticks and started her dinner. She picked up a piece of her favorite meatball and put it in her mouth. However, it was like chewing wax. It was tasteless and indescribable bitterness rose in her heart.
Today was the 12th of September, the 15th of August on the lunar calendar. On the night of the Mid-Autumn Festival, she sat alone at the dining table, waiting for him to come. She knew that he would not come tonight, but she still foolishly prepared a table of food and waited. The food had already turned cold, and after heating it up, it turned cold again. He still did not come. No matter how she tried to find an excuse, she could not control the deep sense of disappointment that occupied her heart.
Now, he must be spending the Mid-Autumn Festival night with the boy who looked like a beautiful boy from a comic. Recalling the scene this afternoon, she completely lost her appetite and put down her bowl and chopsticks. That beautiful scene flashed in her mind repeatedly.
She had never known that he had such a gentle side to him. It was not a pretense. It was a sincere smile. The gentleness in his eyes made it seem as if the person in front of him was the treasure of his life. The beautiful young man also looked back at her with adoration. Even though she knew that they were both men, perhaps they were just relatives or friends, she clearly understood that it was not. The adoration in the boy's eyes was too obvious. Anyone who was not blind could see that he loved her.
She should have felt disgusted, should have walked up to greet him like an acquaintance she had met by chance, and then mocked him fiercely. However, she could not take a step forward. Instead, she hid behind the cabinet and secretly watched them happily buy ingredients together. The beautiful brilliance emitted from them made her feel dizzy. She did not want to stay any longer and watch this scene that made her lose her mind. She quickly paid the bill and took a taxi back to the small apartment. With a big bag of ingredients, she smiled bitterly.
She had planned to cook only her portion and leave the rest in the fridge for tomorrow. In the end, she was possessed by something and cooked everything. It was only now that she had to admit that she had a little hope in her heart.
" I hope it won't go bad tomorrow. Otherwise, it would be a pity."
" What's a pity?" Adam looked at her with a tensed face and said in a bad tone," Why aren't you in the living room? What are you doing here?"
His sudden arrival made her panic and even let the bowl in her hand fall to the ground. She hurriedly squatted down to pick it up, but before her hand could touch the pieces, Adam's angry roar sounded.
" Are you a pig? If you pick it up with your bare hands, what if you cut yourself?" Seeing how she did not care for herself, his anger could not help but rise. He blocked her outstretched hand in time. What was this stupid woman doing here instead of staying in the living room? If he had not come in, how badly would she have hurt herself?
Arian, who was confused by the situation in front of her, could only stand there and let him pick her up. Then, she picked up the pieces of cloth and put them into the trash can. During this period, she gradually regained her consciousness.
She was too engrossed in her thoughts just now, so she didn't hear him open the door. Looking at his back and his broad shoulders, she suddenly wanted to lean forward and feel his body heat. She really did it. She wrapped her arms around his neck from behind and pressed her back against his back. She buried her face in his neck and smelled the faint and refreshing smell on his body. At this moment, her depressed mood that had been depressed for the whole night began to improve.
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