snow
It's so cold, the snow has accumulated so deep
MerryChristmastoyou, the one I love deeply
It's so cold, I've been at your door all winter
areyoumysnowman?
I'm infatuated, infatuated waiting
Snow, a piece, a piece
Spell out our fate, my love is born because of you
Your hand feels my heartache
Snow, a piece, a piece
In the sky, it's quiet and colorful
Spring is coming
And I will, I will no longer exist---Wang Leehom, Fan Xiaoxuan, The Snowman
Snow, piece by piece, when spring comes, I will no longer live. It's snowing. I've never seen such heavy snow at school or at home. The snow is so deep. I'm so cold. Gently lying by your side, I finally found the happiest moment in the past two years. The snowflakes covered the sky and covered the earth as they drifted towards us, covering me and covering you-- I curled my lips into a smile, but tears flowed down. The sky was above my head, so dark and so low. The ground, hills, and streets were all white. My sky and earth were spinning and upside down. In my memory, Grandma's yard, the corner of the stairs of the high school building, the seaside road, the hills we climbed, the scenery we painted, the beach where we confessed, the rice balls, the ancient city, and the station where we parted began to snow. It was all white. Can you see it? It was snowing. It was snowing, and it was snowing, and it was snowing. It filled up all my memories. Every picture in my memory was frozen. The smile of you and me slowly enlarged in front of me, enlarged, and enlarged again. Oh, the original picture of us smiling but crying. --- weil
"Yo, my dear brother, why are you free to visit your brother's class again?!”Kim Yoon-Seong still vaguely remembered that two days ago, under the watchful eyes of the crowd, the person in front of him carried the unconscious Wei Yi and cried sadly. When he left downstairs, the whole place was in an uproar.
"I want to know what you said to Wei Yi upstairs on Dad's birthday. Wei Yi is missing. Don't make excuses. I know you know each other. I don't know what your relationship is, but please tell me what you said to her that caused her to become like that, and it might have something to do with her disappearance.”Yin Che's eyes were a little dim, and it was obvious that he was tired.
"You've investigated so thoroughly, why are you still asking me? Is there anything you can't find out?”Kim Yoonseong lit a cigarette and took a deep puff.
"If there's nothing else, I'll go out. There's still work waiting for me outside. If you can find my set, can't you find her? Haha.。。”With that, she picked up her coat and was about to leave.
"Tell me! I don't have that much patience." Yin Che grabbed Kim Yoonseong by the collar and pushed him to the makeup table.
"Hehe…I'm not sure. She did not expect that there would be a day where Eldest Young Master Yin Che would fall.。”Kim Yoonseong had no intention of breaking free at all. He just laughed softly and put out the cigarette in his hand on the table.
"I don't have the time to chat with you." Yin Che tightened his grip.
"I told her that Wei Jie is dead and that she should be in S City. If nothing unexpected happens, she will go to Huang Yun Cemetery there.”Jin Yuncheng did not seem to care about Yin Che's strength at all. He spoke calmly with a smile on his face. He was sure that Yin Che would not touch him. This was the dressing room on the set. He was the one who wanted to tell him.
"Thank you."
Yin Che let go of Kim Yoonseong's collar and turned to walk to the door. He thanked him before pushing the door open. Kim Yoonseong, who stayed in the dressing room, tidied his collar a little, fixed his hair in front of the mirror, and looked at his usual smile in front of the camera. Then, he went out with this smile.
The street was very lively. Every shop's glass window was pasted with colorful sticker. There were also Santa Claus, reindeer, and sleigh cars. There were also hawkers standing on the street holding a large string of balloons. The snow from a few days ago had not melted, and the sky was gloomy again. It was going to snow again.
Wei Yi walked along the street, looking at the dazzling street and the constant ringing of " Jingle Bells ". Oh, it was Christmas Eve. On the crowded street, couples walked hand in hand. Some looked at each other casually, some smiled tacitly, some interlocked their fingers tightly, and some kissed intoxicating lips. Some held flowers, some held cute dolls. Everyone was busy enjoying happiness and happiness during this festival.
Wei Yi just watched. She felt that she must have forgotten something. She must have forgotten the purpose of coming to this strange city. She only remembered the address in her mind, but she didn't dare to walk to her destination. --- If he really saw it, there was really no hope.
When she got up from the bed, it was bright outside the skylight. She opened the curtains and realized that it was snowing. Wei Yi looked out of the window with his big eyes. He was very beautiful. She put on thick clothes, a pink woolen hat and a striped scarf, and snow boots. She put on her bag and went out. The moment she closed the door, she felt as if she had closed the past. The happy past that she had pretended to be was much more relaxed. It had been two and a half years, and the person she had been waiting for seemed to be able to see her. At least she would know where he was.
When the train started moving, they realized that there were only a few people in the crowded carriage. The empty carriage had a suffocating atmosphere. He turned on the mp3 player, and the first song was " Stay Away." She sat on the seat beside the window and looked out at the scenery outside. There was a thin layer of ice and snow in the distance, and the wind blew gently on the branches and grass. The mountains in the distance bordered the sky, and the sky was blue after the snow. Oh, so that's how it is. So this is the scenery in your eyes.
The wind was fleeting, and time was winding.
The sky was old, and Deep Blue was clamoring.
Flowers and faces, colorful suffering.
Oh, so that's how it is----You who left, are the most bitter. Wei Yi reached out his hand and traced the person's facial features. His facial features were distinct, good-looking, and warm. His smile and tears. It was as if I could touch his tears, his heartbeat, his warmth, one drop of tears, two drops---I just forgot what I should forget inadvertently. How long has it been since I last saw you? Two and a half years, eight hundred and eight days, or 19393 hours.
The next morning, I left the train station and walked along the street. I didn't know where to go because my destination was your grave.
Holding the apple in his hand, he seemed to remember the smile on Wei Jie's face when he held the apple and handed it over.""They say that you should eat apples on Christmas Eve, so you have to eat them too!”So I should eat apples on Christmas Eve. Why didn't I know before? Now I know that I'm really a fool.
The balloon with Santa Claus's head is not as beautiful as the one you chose. Why can't I always pick the beautiful heart-shaped colorful balloon that you gave me that day? Sure enough, as long as it's yours, it's the best.
It finally began to snow, and there was even a slight breeze. The sky is about to turn dark, but I still can't resist the sky, can't resist time, and can't transcend life and death. When I got into the taxi, I realized that my feet were so cold that I almost couldn't feel them. My stomach was sour and uncomfortable. I had been walking for a day.
When Wei Yi saw Wei Jie's photo on the tombstone, he was still in a daze. He didn't believe it at first, but it had already become a fact. The person who smiled gently in the photo could only smile at her like this now. Wei Yi suddenly felt that his silence was pitiful. He had waited for two and a half years, looked forward to it for two and a half years, but in the end, it was a tomb. So Wei Yi even forgot to shed tears and slowly knelt down. The snow was very thick, and his snow boots were wet. When his knees landed, his entire knees were soaked in the snow, but he didn't feel uncomfortable. She leaned her head against the tombstone and traced the smiling face in the photo with her fingers. Wei Yi could still remember the smiling face in this photo. That day, he smiled brightly. It was the day the graduates took their graduation photos. Wei Yi said,""Weijie, turn around, turn around and look at me.”Wei Jie really turned around to look at her and smiled gently at her. At that time, he was wearing a white shirt and a red bow tie, holding flowers. He looked at her with a doting and gentle smile. No one knew that this was our secret. This smile was mine. I hid it quietly because I only had such memories in my world, and it would never happen again.
Thinking of this, Wei Yi suddenly smiled. He suddenly felt that he was at least lucky. They had been together for such a long time, from the age of four to twenty-one. They had a total of seventeen years. It was enough for them to reminisce about their lives. I was so content because I couldn't get what I wanted.
After laughing, she felt that something in her heart had broken. It was like a basin breaking and a crack. The things in her heart leaked out, and then her heart became more and more empty. It was so empty that she wanted to fill it with anything. As long as it was filled, it would be fine. Then, he pressed his body against the tombstone tightly. He put one hand on the tombstone and continued to stroke the photo with the other hand."Why didn't you tell me you were sick? I don't despise you. I don't know how to take care of people, but I love you. Don't you know? Have I never said that I love you? You've always been the one saying that. That's why you forgot about me when you were sick and didn't want me anymore. Can I say it now? I say it now. I love you. So give me back the time from before. If God doesn't agree, I'll look for him to judge. Why not? I love you so much. Why not?”Wei Yi rambled on. As he said this, he seemed to feel that something would stick into his heart. No matter what, this was good. At least it was the memory of you and me, right?
As she spoke, tears started to fall. Then, her voice became hoarse and sobbing." You broke up with me without even asking me. I haven't agreed yet. My mother hasn't agreed either." " You can't bully me like this, understand? You can't bully me. I won't allow you to bully me. I'll just pester you. If you ignore me, I'll follow you until you're annoyed. If you dump me, I'll wait for you. Just like the past two and a half years, I'll do whatever you tell me. Look, you told me to take good care of myself, so I came to see you. But you're lying here, ignoring me and not saying anything. When I go back to my hometown, I'll tell Grandma that you bullied me and asked her not to cook for you. I'll even tell Auntie and ask her to teach you a lesson. Are you scared…" As she spoke, her tears flowed down. Then, her tears dried up and there was no more sound. This was the first time she knew that tears had no use. When tears were used up, it was time to regret it. Wei Yi wiped the tears on his face with his sleeve and took out two apples from his bag, as well as the balloon with Santa Claus 'head that had been tied to his bag."The balloons you bought are still prettier than the ones I bought. How about this for you?”As he spoke, he wanted to find a place to tie the balloon, but he couldn't find it. He gently tied it to his wrist and continued to lean against the tombstone."Today is Christmas Eve. You should eat apples on Christmas Eve, okay? "So you have to eat too. You and I will eat together. In the future, we will all be safe and sound. In the future, you are not allowed to leave me without saying a word. I won't allow it. In the future, I won't let you leave me for even a step. No, not even half a step. I'm scared. Really, I'm scared. "You're ignoring me, and I'm the only one here. Everyone says that I'm an idiot, that you disappeared, and that you'll never talk to me again. I don't believe it. Even Mom said the same thing. I don't believe it. I'm right, right? We still have to be together in the future.。。。”Wei Yi placed one apple in front of the grave and took the first bite of the apple. He couldn't help but choke up. He bit a piece and held it in his mouth. He opened his mouth and choked up. His saliva was pulled into threads and connected with the piece of apple that was bitten off. Wei Yi wiped his mouth gently with his hand and rubbed his body with his hand before putting his hand back on the photo.
"I dream of you every night. Really, I rarely dream. But after you left, I dreamed of you every day. You went to the beach with colorful balloons, and then you smiled at me. After you smiled, you abandoned me and walked into the sea. I wanted to pull you, I wanted to pull you, and wherever you went, I went. But I just couldn't pull you. You ignored me. I felt so wronged. I'll go to the beach on our anniversary. I never remembered to go there before. You either have to practice or perform. Don't you think you're going overboard? Forget it, I won't argue with you. You don't know that the beach is very dark, but I'm not afraid at all. I just thought, why didn't it feel so dark, so quiet, and so cold that night? It turns out that it was because you were by my side. If I tell you now, then, then you won't leave me.”As she spoke, she felt more and more exhausted. Her body felt light and her eyes were filled with white-pure white snow, pure white my love, pure white your smile.
"Fanfantuan wasn't that noisy and scary. I always thought they were fierce, but later I realized it was my fault. I haven't been practicing with you or watching your performance. Are you angry? It's all my fault. Kim Yoonseong isn't that bad. He told me that you were here. I was a little afraid of him, so I didn't dare to go. You didn't even know. Don't blame me, okay? I really like you, I really like you. I like you so much that I don't even know how to like myself. I like you so much that I feel that I'm not good at all. I like you so much that everything about you is good. Really, don't ignore me, don't ignore me.。。I'm so cold, so cold... Are you cold?"
Wei Yi's body trembled and he couldn't stand up straight. He leaned against the tombstone and wiped his tears with his sleeve. However, he felt that it was not good. He wiped his tears with his other hand and stood up shakily. He began to pull the zipper and then took it off. He put it on the tombstone and rubbed his clothes with his palm. The clothes were warm, so were you. You did this before, so I have to treat you well. He thought, Wei Yi could picture in his mind the smiling figure who took off his clothes and draped them over himself. He bent his arms over himself and lowered his head to bury himself in the crook of his neck. His breath quietly spread out, and the feeling of Su Su's mother spread from his neck. As she thought about it, her entire body trembled even more, and tears flowed out again. She had bitten half of the apple, and the other half had already changed color.
"I'm so tired, Weijie. I'm so tired. I want to lie down for a while.。。”Wei Yi only felt the white ground begin to fold and spin, and the sky was so dark that it was a little unreal. The white snow in his eyes was suffused with white light, making his eyes black and unable to focus. Then, he gently laid his body flat and lay down. His body sank into the snow lightly, slowly soaking his clothes, and one hand tightly grasped the corner of his clothes.
The sky was very heavy. Feather-like snowflakes fell from the sky like sheets of bedding, layer after layer, accumulating and accumulating. Wei Yi reached out a hand and caught a snowflake. Then, he smiled and slowly closed his eyes. He closed the white snow in his eyes, leaving behind a crystal. --- Angels live in the sky, and the snow is the feathers of angels. It snows in winter when it's time to molt, so the snow is as white and flawless as angels. Don't forget me. I think I'll come to you soon. I'm afraid you'll be lonely if I don't go.
"I'm getting off work, really." When the taxi driver urged Jin Jie for the tenth time, Jin Jie paid the money and got out of the car shakily. He stepped on the snow and walked into the cemetery. The traces of pedestrians had long been covered. The entire cemetery, the trees nearby, and the mountains in the distance were all covered in white. The snow was heavy and almost blocked his vision. After taking a few steps around, Jin Jie panicked. Could it be that he had already left? But he had been waiting at the door. It was impossible that he had not seen it. After walking further in, he saw a hydrogen balloon of Santa Claus swaying in the snow, but the person was gone.
His ears started to rumble, and he felt very anxious. Blood rushed from his heart to his head. The originally quiet cemetery gave people a deafening illusion. His limbs, which had been hurting faintly, began to hurt intensely. He tried to speed up, but the thick snow made it difficult for him to walk. He panted heavily and fell to the ground, only to find that he was still dozens of meters away from the balloon. He straightened his back and found that he did not even have the strength to stand up. So he sat on the spot and tears flowed down. Now my heart aches even more than my body hurts---I rarely cry, but in front of you, I like to cry.
When I finally stood up, I could almost hear the creaking of my bones. I was actually betting that God would take pity on me.
Jin Jie finally made it to the tombstone. Wei Yi was almost lifeless. His face was bruised. He couldn't even help Wei Yi up. He could only unzip his coat with trembling hands and gently cover his body on that cold body. He held her hand tightly. This is my way of giving you warmth.
The pain in his limbs and bones almost hid all his senses. Then, the entire cemetery was left with only crying and finally silence. In the end, God did not pity us. You see, I have done too many bad things, so when we met, I could not say a word to you.
When Jin Jie woke up, his eyes were white and he couldn't feel his limbs. The strong smell of disinfectant reminded him that he was in a hospital. A man with a bun face beside the bed saw him open his eyes and immediately smiled, revealing a row of neat teeth. He looked at him in surprise and joy, then turned around and jumped away from the door. "He's awake, Yin Che. That person is awake.”
When the door was opened again, Jin Jie squinted his eyes and almost fell asleep again.
"You're Wang Weijie." Yin Che said with certainty.
"Hmm?" Jin Jie's eyes widened in surprise when he heard this. He raised his head to look at the person who spoke. He had fiery red hair and long bangs that almost covered his eyes. He wore a black trench coat with white lining. It was a very casual combination, but his entire body exuded a domineering aura.
"My name is Jin Jie." Jin Jie said in a voice that sounded like he was speaking in his throat.
"I saved you, so I hope you can tell me the truth. Moreover, the photo on the tomb is the same person as you. I've investigated all your information.”Yin Che was sitting on a soft chair opposite the bed. He had one hand on the armrest and was supporting his head elegantly. His fingers were slender and beautiful.
"…" Jin Jie suddenly grinned." Why are you investigating me?”Jin Jie was obviously very weak. His face was sallow and his lips were pale.
"I'm Kim Yoonseong's younger brother, Wei Yi, Wei Yi's friend.”When Wei Yi was mentioned, he suddenly didn't know what their relationship was, so his heart skipped a beat. He paused for a moment. Friends, so they were just friends. After saying that, the corners of his mouth curled up into a rotten smile.
"Little brother?" Jin Jie's eyes widened in surprise, but he quickly regained his composure.
At the same time, Jin Jie also saw the awkward expression that made his heart skip a beat. As expected, there was someone who was more worthy of him than him. Since he was no longer worthy, then he should not do anything or say anything.
"Half-father, half-mother. My father is his mother's husband.”After saying that, she felt that she didn't have to say all this.
"Help me call Kim Yoonseong. I'm his indebted now. He'll send someone to pick me up.”After saying that, he closed his eyes, meaning that he was very tired and that he should stop talking to him.
Yin Che was a little angry, but he couldn't say anything else. He stood up from the chair and stood there for a long time before sighing,""I just don't want to see Wei Yi get hurt.”After saying that, he was about to step out.
"Don't tell her." Jin Jie closed his eyes and said softly," Don't tell her that Weijie is still alive. This is the best protection for her."”After saying that, she shut her mouth. Perhaps it was because she was not in good health and was too tired, but the sound of her breathing could be heard clearly in the quiet ward.
"But…" Yin Che recalled the scene he saw at the cemetery yesterday.
"She doesn't know yet." After saying that, there was no more sound.
"Don't you want to know how she is now?”The air was very cold. Yin Che stood at the side and couldn't help but ask.
However, Jin Jie didn't move at all. His eyes were tightly shut as if he was really asleep.
Yin Che stood in front of the bed and looked at Jin Jie, who did not move. He was furious, but he did not know how to vent it. In the end, he kicked the chair beside him, shook his head, and turned to walk out shakily.
When she went out, she happened to bump into Kim Yoonseong, who had rushed over. The two of them looked at each other. Kim Yoonseong's face was very ugly. It seemed that he had not slept all night.
"Are you really not going to act anymore?" Yin Che's anger seemed to have disappeared when he saw Kim Yoonseong. He curled his lips into a mischievous smile.
“。。。”Kim Yoonseong glanced back at him and ignored him as he went around him and scurried into the ward.
" Ha…" Yin Che laughed lightly, waved his hand and walked to the other side. So they were all fools. Three faces suddenly overlapped in her mind. One was the one on the hospital bed, the other was Wen Qi who she saw in Wei Yi's apartment, and the last was the smiling face in Kim Yoonseong's room. Could it be the same person? How could it be? Yin Che knocked on his own head, then pushed open the door of another ward and went in.
I asked for it but couldn't-I said to God, give me a complete love, God said, You already have it. I said,"Then let me see Weil again." God said: I have seen it. And so our story ended, drifting away, desolate. Love is like this. We often beg the heavens to give us perfection, but in the end, it is still broken. Perhaps it has long been completed, but we still have greed, so we suffer. My greed is too great, so I suffer the most. I'll see you again. I really saw you, but I missed you. It's not that God doesn't have mercy, but that love has come to an end, and we don't know it. We are all greedy people, so we cling to the perfection in our hearts. Actually, Wei Yi didn't know that if he really died, if he didn't let go, his soul would never be able to leave him, and he wouldn't be able to find peace. Therefore, when he was alive, he would not leave, nor would he be at peace.
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