At night, the lanterns were lit.
The moon was bright and the stars were sparse. The leaves rustled under the summer breeze. The lights in B City were flickering. There were only a few lights on in the apartment building opposite, which made people feel lonely. During the day, he would wear formal attire and sit at his desk in a serious manner. When night fell, he would wear revealing clothes and sway crazily on the dance floor. He would lose himself in the light of debauchery and seek a trace of comfort. This was the life of a white-collar worker in the city! It was always brilliant and full of sorrow…
Song Moqing and Su Jie were sitting on the sofa watching the romance movie they had just rented. Su Jie repeated the name of the movie, Love Is Outstanding. Song Moqing remembered it firmly. Perhaps it was because she was a painter, but she always felt that color was somehow related to her.
As expected, the man and woman in the story were a handsome pioneer artist and the woman was a fashion magazine editor. A man's painting could be sold for a sky-high price, while a woman's beauty could outshine a celebrity. Song Moqing felt that she was a young and famous female painter while Tang Yu was a successful entrepreneur. This story was no different from hers and Tang Yu's. When these two outstanding people met, it was like a comet hitting the earth. The sparks that erupted also had an unreachable fairytale feel. She had once believed that her encounter with Tang Yu was also a beautiful fairy tale. But fairy tales had nothing to do with reality.
The reality was that women wanted to find outstanding men because they could look up to them. Men didn't like women who were too outstanding because they were not easy to control. Reality was far more ironic than the script. This could be concluded from the ending of the movie: The elegant artist and the fashion editor were together, but she and Tang Yu were separated.
At the end of the film, Su Jie cried her eyes out because of the male protagonist's proposal to the female protagonist. She kept pulling the tissue paper and throwing away the excessive moisture in her body. Song Moqing remembered Liu Ye's words the most." The color of the sky is blue, the color of passion is red, the color of dreams is yellow, and what I love the most is your skin color.”Love had this kind of magic. Even if you were not an artist or a poet, after experiencing love, you would often be able to speak touching words.
Sometimes you have to admit that love can heal past wounds and also illuminate the future. However, to the disheartened Song Moqing, the sky was gray, passion was white, and dreams were black.
Song Moqing looked at Su Jie, who was crying uncontrollably, and said helplessly," Isn't it just a bunch of artistic youths 'broken love?! Is it worth it for you to cry like this? I feel that love and excellence are not related. I'm such an outstanding person. Why can't I meet someone better than Tang Yu? Why do I have to be alone until I die? Why do I have to watch her be happy! "Why would I…" As he spoke, Song Moqing gave up on himself and opened a can of beer.
After listening to Song Moqing's dark explanation of the film, Su Jie laughed and said," It's not that you can't meet him, but you don't want to. Wasn't it? I didn't see you so disheartened when you left seven years ago. Why are you so disappointed after only meeting him a few times? I think you've lost confidence in life.”She took the beer from Song Moqing and gulped it down, burping in satisfaction. In his heart, he felt comfortable!
Song Moqing naturally laughed along with her. He was also thinking silently in his heart. What illness was wrong with him? Perhaps it was because out of sight, out of mind, he didn't have the calmness he had when he didn't see. When she couldn't see him, she could use her work and life to fill all the gaps. After seeing that face, she repeatedly thought of those unbearable memories.
Yes, it was! It was not that she could not find someone better than Tang Yu, but she did not want to. First love was often unforgettable. Tang Yu was special to her, not only because he was her first love. More importantly, Tang Yu was the person she wanted to spend the rest of her life with. This was extremely important to a woman, because some people might look for a lifetime, but they could not find the person they wanted to entrust their life to. In the end, they could only live with someone they did not love, and then spend the rest of their lives. Looking at it this way, it was a very sad thing.
But no one could say for sure what was going on in the world. When you go through so much trouble to find someone you can entrust to, you can only watch helplessly as they brush past you. You will understand that this is even more sorrowful than sorrowful.
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