I'm Song Moqing.
An artist who was entangled in an old relationship and could not extricate himself.
Thinking of myself like this, I began to smile bitterly.
Two days ago, I had a dream that was extremely real, but also extremely fleeting.
In my dream, I saw the man I loved deeply. His body was surrounded by dazzling light as he walked towards me from the darkness. I seemed to see his anxious expression. He looked at me with a worried expression. His mouth opened and closed as if he was trying to express something, but I couldn't hear anything.
I looked at the face that made me fall head over heels in a daze and gently covered my palm. I knew that no matter how cold I acted, I couldn't deceive my heart. I loved him, and I never stopped loving him.
I never regretted leaving him without hesitation when he abandoned me, because if I begged him, he would ignore me. So, I calmly accepted all of this because I wanted to tell him that Song Moqing was a good woman. She was so good that she was willing to fulfill the best happiness in your heart. She was so good that she was willing to give you anything you wanted. She's so good that even if you make her heart ache, she won't say a word.
Looking at Tang Yu in my dream, the tears that I had tried my best to hold back flowed down without restraint. What did it matter? No matter what I did, it was just a dream. However, the feeling in my heart was clearer than when I was awake.
I watched as he stretched out his wide hand to wipe away the tears on my face. He opened his mouth but didn't make a sound. However, I could clearly tell what he was saying through his lips. And that sentence almost made me lose control of my emotions again. He said," Don't cry. My heart will ache.”
I held his outstretched hand and smiled calmly. I looked at him and laughed at myself." So, the current me can still affect your mood!”
His body froze, and he smiled bitterly without saying anything. Looking at his helpless expression, I smiled sadly. I knew that he didn't love me anymore, but I still had a sliver of hope. When I fell into the water, he was still the first person to save me. The worry on his face at that time wasn't fake.
However, the image of him and Lan Shan standing side by side constantly reminded me to stop fantasizing. He doesn't belong to you. Thinking of this, I continued," Ah Tang, you and Lan Shan have to live a very happy life! After I wake up from this dream, I will never step into your life again. I will stay far away and watch you silently, just like before.”
I smiled. I wanted to leave my most beautiful appearance to him in my dream, but my tears blurred my vision. I seemed to see him looking at me with a pained expression, as if he was saying something, but I had no room to hear his words.
I said quietly," Do you know? Only when I see you two happily together can I give up completely, because I can't see you unhappy. "Perhaps, if I had met you two earlier, I would have obediently accepted Ah Nuo. I can't get happiness, but at least I have to satisfy the people who love me! But what was going on? I can't even lie to him. He must hate me now…"
Tang Yu didn't say anything in the dream. He just quietly reached out and rubbed my long hair. A moment later, a clear voice drifted into my ears. This time, I clearly heard Tang Yu's words. He said," Silly girl, my happiness is still in your hands…"
I looked at him in surprise, but I could no longer see his outline. The warmth of his hand became abnormally clear. I smiled and mourned the end of this dream before falling into a deep sleep.
When I woke up the next day, Su Jie and I were lying on the tatami in the living room. As expected, I felt a splitting headache. If she had known earlier, she wouldn't have drunk so much yesterday! I rubbed my sleepy eyes and realized that there was another figure on the sofa. When I got closer, I realized that it was Pan Nuo.
My approach woke him up from his light sleep. He asked me vaguely," You're awake?”
I nodded and then remembered that Su Jie and I watched a movie last night and went to the bar downstairs to continue our business. It must have been Pan Nuo who sent us back. I smiled embarrassedly and said," Ah Nuo, thank you! The two of us are very heavy, right?"
He smiled mischievously and said," Lie down for a while longer. I'll go make breakfast."”
I nodded and sat back on the sofa. He wasn't in the mood to laugh with Pan Nuo.
The dream from last night was still clear in my mind. I reached out to touch Tang Yu's hair, and the sadness in my heart began to burst.
The Tang Yu in the dream was very gentle. What a wonderful dream! However, Song Moqing had already woken up from his dream.
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