There was a lot of snow this winter. It rained one after another like summer rain. The temperature was also quite low. It was said that the global climate was getting warmer, but why was today's winter the coldest year in memory?
His body could be nestled in a heated house, he could wear thick cotton clothes, and he could curl up in a warm blanket. But what if his heart was cold? What could warm the fragile heart hidden in his body?
I couldn't see clearly through the glass, because the window was always covered with a thin layer of sparkling and translucent window grilles. I opened the window and the cold wind blew in. However, I still couldn't see the snow outside the window clearly, but a cold mark appeared on my face.
I gently wiped them away with my hands. Those were tears. I actually cried. For a moment, I was a little angry. I actually cried because of the person who abandoned me. I hid it in a panic. It seemed that one or a few of the patients outside the window were hiding in a dark corner and mocking my cowardice.
But no matter how I tried to hide it, my tears were like a tap that couldn't be turned off. The more I wanted to stop it, the more it surged out. The emotions that I had suppressed for too long finally erupted. The tears had already accumulated to the point that my body could no longer hold another drop. At this moment, it was like a flood that had opened the floodgates.
After a few attempts, I gave up completely. I no longer suppressed the loneliness, resentment, loneliness, and desire in my heart. I turned them all into tears and vented them to my heart's content.
I ran to the bed, covered myself in the quilt, and cried. This isn't my fault. Why should I pay so much for it?
After a long time, the last drop of tears flowed out. Only then did I crawl out from under the blanket. Unknowingly, I was already drenched in sweat. The window was still open, and the cold wind blew in, but I wasn't cold at all. Instead, I felt that the cool air in the room was especially fresh.
Standing in front of the window, the snow outside was clear and bright, as if my tears had washed away the filth in my eyes. I closed my eyes and tried my best to breathe in the fresh air. I tried my best to relax. The venting just now had already swept away the suppressed emotions in my heart. At this moment, it was as if I had removed a heavy burden from my body. I was incomparably light.
It seemed that my heart had become calm, and I had become kind. The hatred I had for my parents had disappeared without a trace with the venting just now. It was replaced by longing. The faint but strong concern between family members. This kind of concern wouldn't make one feel melancholic. Instead, it would give one a warm and unforgettable happiness.
At this moment, I was deeply immersed in this kind of happiness. My entire body seemed to be covered by a thick family love, and this family love came from my longing for them.
I took a deep breath. The cold air seemed to be mixed with a strong sense of kinship. This feeling made the temperature not so cold. I knew that my cold heart was being warmed.
After an unknown amount of time, I opened my eyes and suddenly felt that the world I saw seemed to have been dyed with all kinds of beautiful colors, even though my eyes were still filled with whiteness.
Closing the window, it was as if I was isolated from the outside world. Looking at the oddly-shaped window grilles on the window, he looked like a child who had discovered something interesting and carefully sized them up.
Suddenly, a chill spread from my back and quickly enveloped my entire body. This was because there was a layer of sparkling and translucent window grilles on the glass.
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