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Y'lisabet looked at Xaya, who was deliberately acting like a stray cat who was trying to steal a fish. After a long while, she sighed." You don't have to do this."。。”Xaya did not expect such an answer. He was stunned for a moment.。。"Isn't Yi-chan in pain?"。。Xaya could feel that if this could alleviate Yi-chan's pain…。。? Saya didn't mind. He didn't really like that method, but he didn't hate it either. He was willing to do anything for Yi-chan. Really, I just wanted to see Yi-chan not suffer so much. I wanted to bear half of Yi-chan's pain.。。”
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Do you know about schizophrenia? Do you know why schizophrenia is so painful? If one person's actions were controlled by two people's thoughts, he would have to undergo double thinking and the examination of his outlook on life. Whatever he did would have to undergo double choices of values and the verification of his moral outlook. The same thing might be very absurd, abhorrent and unacceptable in the eyes of one personality; however, it would become very appreciated in the eyes of the other personality, even to the extent of abandoning his life for it. When doing anything, one's thinking might be subjected to the double torment of worldview and outlook on life. This was also the reason why many people with schizophrenia could not stand this mental illness and committed suicide. It was also the reason why this illness needed timely treatment.
Some people might ask, what does this have to do with the protagonist? In fact, there was. If this was the case with an incomplete split personality, then what would happen to Elizabeth, who had devoured countless people and completely accepted all the memories of the person she had devoured from birth to death? Furthermore, the person that Elizabeth had devoured was not someone with an extremely pure heart and beautiful memories. This kind of torture to the soul and personality was undoubtedly huge.。。
Do you know what filth is? Pride, jealousy, rage, laziness, greed, gluttony, lust? No, no, no, this was too simple and pure. Betrayal, betrayal, flattery, and transactions for fame and fortune; For the sake of their desires, they used methods, toughness, schemes, and temptations. Struggling, tossing, surrendering, and begging for food; To escape from drugs, alcohol, games, and addiction; Framing, criticizing, comparing, and showing off for vanity; Killing for status, blood, money, and evidence.。。No, it was far from enough…Helplessness, killing, separation, and death to protect; For the sake of love's burial, tears, abandonment, the end of the world; Betrayal, humiliation, giving up, bubbles for survival; For the sake of…The world was relative. Even the most beautiful things were always accompanied by darkness that one was more or less unwilling to talk about but could not get rid of.。。
Perhaps you would say that it was impossible for a person to experience all of this in their life. A person's experience could not be so dark and twisted.
Then, what about Elizabeth, who had absorbed tens of thousands of people, killed millions of people, and forcefully obtained their memories? With the accumulation of the dark side of human nature, Elizabeth, who had less than 40 years of experience and had experienced the filth of countless people, would become a monster.。。If a split personality could torture a person to the point of collapse, then what about a thousand people? Ten thousand people? What about a city, or even a world of humans in the future?。。
Elizabeth's brutality did not need a reason. If she could not find a suitable outlet to vent the darkness that had been suppressed in the hearts of tens of millions of people, she would have broken down long ago. After experiencing the ugliness of countless people, Elizabeth, who had only lived for 40 years, could only numb herself.。。
And the way to numb himself was to kill people. Kill them, those humans who gave him dirty memories. Kill these humans who look so good but are so filthy.。。And killing a person meant experiencing all the darkness in that person's heart.。。In the process of tearing apart human bodies, Elizabeth had also torn herself apart time and time again. She had tried to destroy the source of her darkness time and time again, but she had also deepened her own darkness.。。Only Elizabeth could understand the pain and torture of this cycle.。。Until he became numb, until he became mechanical, until he lost himself, until he suddenly realized that he could no longer turn back.。。
Why did Elizabeth and Alex choose to self-destruct in the first and second generation games and end themselves in a boss-like manner? (There was no doubt that if Elizabeth wanted to kill Alex in the first generation, it would be no different from killing an ant. It was just that the ant was slightly larger.) It wasn't some Hollywood drama, but because they couldn't bear it.。。It was because they had too much to bear.。。Carrying the resentment of millions of people, this sentence was not just an exaggerated joke in their mouths.。。There was no doubt that if the second-generation baldies continued to develop, they would inevitably follow in the footsteps of the previous two.。。
After experiencing (devouring) Manhattan City, although Elizabeth appeared cold and numb, beneath her strong exterior was a heart that had been ravaged and could break at any time.。。The Creator's Space had only given the girl a motivation to survive.。。Until that fateful encounter…
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Saya was a geneticist. This geneticist was not some strange creature that used expensive instruments to publish various theories but could not research anything for 10,000 years. He was a geneticist who could analyze the information contained in genes and carry out experimental modifications to a certain extent to achieve some practical purposes and effects. It was mentioned in the game. In one of the endings, Xaya even used his genetic modification ability to help Yu Ji (Hello, Yu Ji, Goodbye, Yu Ji) recover his normal senses.
When he first came into contact with the little loli, he had read something from her highly evolved genes.。。
Ruthlessness, slaughter, blood, desire.
Xaya was shocked. What kind of encounter could cause a creature's genes to contain so much emotion and information? The intense sorrow contained in the base sequence made Xaya feel extremely tired and sad just by deciphering the sequence.。。
At that moment, Xaya knew that compared to the grievances and so-called helplessness he had experienced, the little loli who had pulled him out of the darkness was nothing. Beneath her angelic appearance was a fragile, helpless, and rejecting heart.。。
This little loli who had completely taken on her own darkness made Saya feel like he was being loved by a mother.。。
" Leave the darkness of Yi-chan to me." This was the decision that had formed in Saya's heart when Y'lisabet had made up her mind. Hence, Saya accepted the things that ordinary people could not accept.
Until today, Xaya realized that he wasn't the only one who understood the little loli. The little loli also understood him.。。
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