Night Fragrance Bar was very artistic, small, and refined. There were no performances, no dancing, and very few customers. They only provided drinks and free books and magazines.
There were two men sitting at the bar. The one on the left had fair skin. It could be said that girls would be jealous of his good skin. He was wearing a sky-blue and white shirt, jeans, and white sneakers. There was not a single branded item that could attract the attention of all the women who passed by him. Strictly speaking, this man was still a boy, but he did not have the smile that a boy of his age should have. He sat there like a mystery, making it impossible to guess what he was thinking. You really wanted to go over and ask him what was bothering him, but his aura would make you so afraid that you didn't dare to go forward. A person and a cup of water were a story and a painting.
The man on the right didn't even order a glass of water. He was just smoking leisurely. Looking at his fingers holding the cigarette would make you unconsciously let your imagination run wild. His fingers would definitely have a faint tobacco fragrance, which would make people fascinated and fascinated. He was wearing a black shirt, black trousers, and black leather shoes. Compared to the man on the left who wanted to get close but was too shy to go forward, the man on the right would make you not have the courage to get close at all. You would only find a position in the corner where he would not notice and pretend that nothing had happened to peek at him. Perhaps you would be willing to spend the whole night watching his back as he smoked, and at night lying in bed imagining his face when he smoked.
The two men had different tastes, but they had the same preferences-the woman who could not sleep in bed for the upcoming wedding.
"I was very happy before I was twelve.”He seemed to be talking to himself, not caring if Qin Yufeng was an audience."I have a father and a mother. I don't have a superior life, but I'm happy and satisfied. When she was twelve, a mother and daughter moved in downstairs. No one knew where they came from or who they were. People started to take advantage of orphans and widows. My mother was very kind. She asked my father and me to go upstairs to help more. She also said that if any more stinky men came to cause trouble, she would beat them away. I was very happy at that time, thinking that I could be a hero. My dad said to avoid arousing suspicion and never interact with the people upstairs. He said that it would be fine as long as I went. The girl upstairs is nine years old. She treats me well because I often help her.
Just like that, five years passed. When I was seventeen, one day, the way that girl looked at me made me feel very strange. I felt that she was angry with me. Once, my mother and I went back to my grandmother's house to stay for almost a month before coming back. On the day we returned home, my mother asked me to bring some specialties upstairs. When I went upstairs, I found the girl sitting on the floor with the doll in her arms. " I even asked her why she was sitting on the ground when it was so cold. She said…" Cheng Yichen suddenly laughed."I still can't forget her expression at that time. She said…once Uncle came, Mom asked me to go out and play. I was afraid that I would get lost, so I sat outside. After Uncle left for a long time, Mom let me in. I guessed it at that time, but I didn't expect that the 'uncle' who walked out from inside was my father. Isn't it funny?"
Qin Yufeng did not say anything. He looked at the ceiling and kept smoking.
"My father is very honest. He didn't say anything when he saw me at the door. My mom saw that I was gone for so long, so she came out to look for me.”Cheng Yichen laughed again. Haha…I still want to laugh when I think about it. My dad and that woman were standing at the door, me and that girl were standing in the corridor, and my mom was standing at the stairwell. For a moment…time seemed to have frozen. No one said a word, no one moved. Everyone just stood there, just…stood there. In the end, it was the little girl who spoke first.'Uncle, can I go home now? I don't want to come out tomorrow. It's cold outside. Can I stay in the house and not talk or make a sound?'My mother ran away after hearing this. Now that he thought about it, that girl was only fourteen years old, but she was already so scheming.”"After my mom ran out that day…I never saw her again." Cheng Yichen smiled again. Three days later, we called the police. Two days later, the police station asked me and my dad to identify the body. " They said that a fishing boat fished it out of the river. When I arrived at the police station…" Cheng Yichen laughed until tears flowed out."I saw that the person was so white that he was about to rot…I couldn't recognize the person lying there at all! But they insisted that she was my mother from her clothes!”Cheng Yichen threw the glass on the ground angrily.""They said that person is my mother!"
Qin Yufeng lit a cigarette and handed it to Cheng Yichen. Cheng Yichen didn't smoke and couldn't stop coughing.
"Although my father did something to let my mother down, he has always been a good person in my heart. Although the person who died was my mother, as a man, I felt that my father's reaction was very cowardly. He actually thought that it was that woman who caused my mother's death. When he went back, he stabbed that woman four times. She was lucky that she didn't die. My dad was sentenced for attempted murder. If you say that I'm the victim of all this, then what I really regret is that one night, I got drunk and raped that girl. At that time, she kept struggling and said that my father and I were bastards!”Cheng Yichen laughed self-deprecatingly." That's true. I'm just like my father in this regard. They're all f * cking cowards. If something happens, they'll only blame women." I hate my dad and that woman. I think they killed my mom. If they didn't move here, my mother wouldn't have died, my father wouldn't have gone to jail, and I wouldn't have lived a life that was worse than death. But I didn't expect that she would say that she had fallen in love with me. I started smoking, drinking, fighting, robbing, stealing, and going to prostitutes. In three years, I did everything. However, his luck was not bad. He had not been caught even once. In the past three years, that girl had aborted my babies twice. You can say that I don't want to take responsibility, or that I'm in love with her and don't dare to face her. In short, I don't want to live like that anymore. I abandoned her, abandoned the past, and ran out without caring about anything.”
Cheng Yichen took a deep breath." That girl is Feng Qingqing. This is my story." I'm done talking. Didn't you want to hear this? Whether you want to tell Xiao Qi or beat me up is up to you.”
Qin Yufeng was smoking leisurely as if he had not heard what Cheng Yichen had just said. When Cheng Yichen almost lost his patience, Qin Yufeng put out the cigarette butt in the ashtray and continued to look at the ceiling."Young man, no one lives with a smile. Do you think that God is unfair to me and that you are the most miserable person in the world?! I sympathize with you for having such thoughts at the age of seventeen. I look down on you for having such thoughts at the age of twenty-seven. If you still have such thoughts at the age of thirty-seven, you're worse than pigs and dogs. Open your eyes and take a look. Who here hasn't had a 'past' where they couldn't live on? There were only two paths when a person faced a difficult situation, either death or life. Do you feel wronged? Alright, then go die. If you die, you won't feel wronged anymore. If you die, it'll end! But if you don't want to die, then shut your mouth. Don't talk about your bad things like a resentful woman. No one wants to listen. The people who really cared about you wouldn't want to hear you say these things. Those who wanted to hear you say these things would treat it as a joke and be prepared to see you make a fool of yourself. Remember my words, either die or stand up!”Qin Yufeng stood up and adjusted his collar.""Don't let the people who love you cry for you anymore. Otherwise, you're really a bastard! Treat her well. She was a good girl worth cherishing.”
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A picture…perhaps it looked a little like Cheng Yichen? There's a pro-single Q, and I'm saying that Cheng Yichen has a dual personality. He even has a split personality! hehe
A bitter child with a shadow in his childhood ~ Everyone can just take a look at the picture above. It's just to amuse everyone.
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