Samsara was just the starting point. If one wanted to become stronger, they had to pay a price.
When the dust settled, when the beautiful women were waiting quietly, there was an insurmountable chasm that stood in front of fate, because there were some things that only humans could possess. Kissing, hugging, sex.
It couldn’t use its bloody mouth full of fangs to kiss the woman it liked!
She could not hold the opposite sex in her arms without any scruples and do things that were not suitable for children and were well-known.
It was that slowly mutating hideous shell that caused his twisted heart.