After losing weight, Fang Xiaoqing had truly changed into a different person. This change was not only in her appearance, but also in her mentality. The change in her mentality was reflected in her words and actions.
The original Fang Xiaoqing was sensitive and fragile. She didn't say anything when she heard a casual sentence from him, but she would be sad for a long time. She always tried her best to do things well because she was afraid that others would say,"Look, Fang Xiaoqing, what else do you have other than fat?”
Fang Xiaoqing was not very confident in anything she did. Even if others praised her for doing well, she would only blush and smile shyly. She never dared to say anything.
Fang Xiaoqing was actually weak. She would resist anyone who bullied her, but she would only resist once. She had resisted once, but the other party still bullied her, so she could only dodge. If she couldn't avoid it, she could only endure it. Only when she returned to her small room and there was no one else did she dare to lose her temper and cry.
Therefore, from another perspective, Fang Xiaoqing's endurance was very good.
The current Fang Xiaoqing was very confident. Although she still had no money and was still alone without a boyfriend. However, she was filled with hope every day. She believed that she would have money and a boyfriend.
What gave her such confidence? Was it a change in appearance? Yes, it was a change in appearance.
To the Fang Xiaoqing of the past, beauty was more difficult than getting a career and love. As for his career, as long as he found a job, it would not be a problem for him to make a living. It was love. People said that as long as they weren't picky, no matter how ugly a woman was, they could marry her. After all, there were more men than women in this world.
Although these were the minimum standards, it was not out of reach. However, Fang Xiaoqing could not say to her huge body in the mirror,"You are the most beautiful." That was really a lie. The eyes of the masses were sharp. No matter how much you hide, the masses would still be able to find you and shout at you,"Hey, that fatty!"
Therefore, Fang Xiaoqing felt that even the most difficult thing to change had changed. What else was impossible?
Therefore, Fang Xiaoqing was relieved and became confident.
When Fang Xiaoqing was still a fat girl, she felt that she did not have a name and did not need a name. Because people of their size only had one name, and that was " Fatty." At most, he would add the words "big fatty","little fatty", and "damn fatty".
No one cared what her facial features looked like, because in most people's eyes, Fatty looked almost the same. No one cared what kind of background she had, as long as she didn't do anything stupid and cause trouble for others. In many people's eyes, Fatty's brain was a little stupid. One could tell from their silly looks.
The change in Fang Xiaoqing's heart was not formed overnight. The biggest boost was attributed to the staff of the clothing and cosmetics stores.
In the past, if Fang Xiaoqing went shopping, she would inevitably be rolled her eyes by the sales lady.
"We don't have your size here." These words were tactful and polite.
"There's nothing for you to wear!" She added a disdainful and impatient emoji, as if she was complaining that she was too fat and was blocking her business.
And now, the salesgirl was so attentive when she saw Fang Xiaoqing.
"Beauty, you have such a good figure. The clothes in our shop seem to be tailor-made for you. You must try on a few more.”
"Beauty, I think you can just wear a medium size. You don't have to wear a large size at all.”
When Fang Xiaoqing wore fashionable clothes to shop at the cosmetic counters, the sales lady was even more cordial. It was as if Fang Xiaoqing was their good sister, helping her pick and choose, and even helping her put on makeup and whatnot. Fang Xiaoqing was really flattered. One had to know that she did not even dare to look at this kind of counter in the past.
Although she knew that the salesgirls were only after the money in her pocket, Fang Xiaoqing still enjoyed the feeling of being thought of as a beautiful woman who knew how to dress up. It was not that Fang Xiaoqing was vain, but the difference in treatment between the two before and after losing weight was too great.
When Fang Xiaoqing got used to being called a beauty by others, she felt that she should be able to bravely pursue the life she wanted. She had a new interpretation of her standards for career and love.
Fang Xiaoqing had no choice but to choose the profession of accounting in order to support herself. She was very grateful that this profession allowed her to get rid of the bitter life of being despised at home. However, Fang Xiaoqing, who had lost weight, now had the courage to pursue the career she had always dreamed of-fashion design.
Fang Xiaoqing had been very interested in fashion design since she was young. She often quietly drew some sketches of fashion design, fantasizing that one day she would be able to wear these beautiful dresses she designed and walk on the streets, attracting the envious gazes of others. Ideals were ideals. Although it was beautiful, her disappointing appearance made Fang Xiaoqing bury this ideal deep in her heart and turn it into a beautiful dream.
Now, she had to rely on her own efforts to realize this dream.
Fang Xiaoqing's plan was this:
There was a large clothing wholesale market near the provincial station, and there were many small factories that processed garments nearby. He would first design the sketches of the clothes. He then contacted a reliable master at a nearby garment factory and worked with the master to figure out the style of the clothes and make them into samples. After that, he would take a photo of the sample and post it online for someone to customize it. Once there was business, he would let the garment factory process it into a finished product.
In fact, there were many similar original ready-to-wear shops on the Internet. Since they could do it, Fang Xiaoqing felt that she could still continue on this path.
Everything was difficult at the beginning. Fang Xiaoqing did not dare to quit her job to do this. He spent money to hire a girl who had just graduated from his dorm and had yet to find a job to help him look after the online store. He was responsible for contacting the garment factory.
Although it was a little difficult, the small shop still slowly opened up. Fang Xiaoqing became more and more confident. Although her days were busier, she felt more and more fulfilled. She walked with the wind.
With her career taking off, Fang Xiaoqing began to look forward to love.
To be honest, if Fang Xiaoqing dressed up a little now, the number of heads turned on the road would not be low. But strangely, she was not happy at all. She realized that she was not interested in attracting the eyes of the opposite sex at all. Instead, she felt disgusted. She kept thinking, What are you looking at, you bunch of hypocrites.
In the dead of the night, Fang Xiaoqing would lie in bed and wonder what was wrong with her. Why did she react so strangely to the strange gaze?
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