"I was deeply shocked by her. It was true. I never thought that there would be any woman in this world who loved me as much as Bai Ruoxue. Not because of my identity, not because of my tragedy, not because of my family background, not because of my status, not because of my identity. It's just pure love for me. You only love me."
When Mo Xunjie said this long speech, his eyes were shining. Luo Weiru did not know how to describe that kind of light, but it made Luo Weiru's heart sink at this moment. The oxygen in the air seemed to be insufficient again.
Luo Weiru grabbed the front of her clothes in pain. The expression on her face was clearly painful to the extreme, but Luo Weiru forced herself to smile, indicating for Mo Xunjie to continue.
"And then? Why didn't you marry her? Why didn't you get together with her?”Her voice was choked with sobs, but she forced herself to face Mo Xunjie with the calmest attitude.
"Wei Ru, forget it. It's my fault. I shouldn't have told you these things. I…don't want to talk about it anymore." Mo Xunjie wasn't a fool. He could naturally tell that Luo Weiru was very upset. He was really worried that if he continued to say this, Luo Weiru would definitely break down.
Luo Weiru's eyes widened, and her eyes were shockingly red."Speak! You have to say it! You've already aroused my curiosity. How can you not say it! Tell me! Tell me!"
Luo Weiru didn't know if this was considered being a b * tch. Her heart was clearly hurting to the point of death. She was clearly heartbroken when she saw Mo Xunjie's intoxicated expression when he was immersed in his memories of the past. However, she still wanted to hear about it. She wanted to know about his past.
Luo Weiru felt that what she was doing was really despicable. She was asking for a beating. But what should she do? She just wanted to know! She wanted to know how much Mo Xunjie had loved this girl. She wanted to know how strong their love was. She just wanted to know how important this girl was to Mo Xunjie.
Luo Weiru really wanted to hear Mo Xunjie say this to her. Luo Weiru, no matter what kind of past I had with that girl, you are my present and my future.
Luo Weiru had even thought that as long as Mo Xunjie was willing to tell her this, she would not pursue the matter any further. She would pretend that she had never seen the photo and that everything was just a dream.
However, it was obvious that Mo Xunjie was not a worm in Luo Weiru's stomach. He could not give Luo Weiru the answer that she really wanted.
"If you really want to know, I'll tell you."”
At that moment, Luo Weiru really wanted to die.
Mo Xunjie, it seems like you really don't understand me. I really don't know what I want. Were all men like this? They didn't understand a woman's thoughts. They didn't understand a woman's thoughts. There was a kind of gentleness called explanation.
Honesty was sometimes the sharpest knife, stabbing into the heart without bloodshed.
The cold air slowly slid into Luo Weiru's lungs along with her breathing. However, Luo Weiru felt that it was not air that went in, but a whole block of ice.
Her body seemed to be in the North Pole. She forced a smile at him." Go ahead.”
Was this what it looked like?
Mo Xunjie did not notice Luo Weiru's strange behavior. His gaze was deep as he once again sank into his memories.
Mo Xunjie said that when Bai Ruoxue said this, he had the thought of marrying her. He really, really didn't want to lose such a perfect, pure, and innocent woman. He wanted her. He wanted her to be his wife. He wanted her to be able to stay in his arms and be comforted. He wanted to use his shoulders to support her through the rain and the wind, giving her a stable and warm future.
When Mo Xunjie proposed to Bai Ruoxue, he didn't buy the most expensive diamond ring. Instead, he used the money he had saved up from working part-time during his four years of university to buy a simple platinum ring for her.
When he knelt down on one knee, Mo Xunjie held the ring with both hands and asked Bai Ruoxue if she was willing to marry him. Bai Ruoxue cried.
That was the first time Mo Xunjie had seen Bai Ruoxue cry so ferociously. It was as if she was going to release half of her tears.
Mo Xunjie paused and said to Luo Weiru,""I still remember that when she was crying, I told her to cry, cry. It's best that you cry all the tears in your life because you have to know that in the future, we will only have happiness and happiness.”
Mo Xunjie's affectionate words were so piercing to Luo Weiru's ears. Luo Weiru could imagine how devout Mo Xunjie's expression was when he said those words to Bai Ruoxue.
Luo Weiru's heart ached as she lowered her eyes, not wanting Mo Xunjie to notice the tears in her eyes. Luo Weiru was destined to be disappointed. At this moment, Mo Xunjie seemed to have completely immersed himself in the love from three years ago.
When he uttered the words 'Bai Ruoxue' from his lips, his expression was a gentleness that Luo Weiru had never seen before. When he spoke of the past, the expression on his face was filled with happiness and joy, making Luo Weiru's heart almost shatter into pieces.
It turned out that he had once loved a girl with so much heart. It turned out that he once had such a gentle expression. It turned out that he could be so romantic in the past. It turned out that he had once said so many sweet words. It turned out that he had once…really loved her so much.
This result made Luo Weiru feel a little ashamed. She didn't know how to stop Mo Xunjie from continuing.
However, when her eyes fell on the faint smile on his lips, she couldn't bear to interrupt him even though her heart ached so much.
He reminisced about his past.
He sank into his memories.
Then, where was she? Was it in his eyes or in her heart?
She didn't have as many memories with Bai Ruoxue and him, and she didn't even have so many glorious past. Did she really have a way to defeat this ex-girlfriend who was so powerful even in Mo Xunjie's memories?
For the first time, Luo Weiru doubted herself.
Mo Xunjie didn't notice Luo Weiru's crying expression. He was still immersed in the joy of reminiscing. However, his tone became even lower. He said that after he and Bai Ruoxue's marriage proposal was successful, Mo Xunjie brought Bai Ruoxue to the Mo family villa with great fanfare. Li Mengqin's difficulties made Bai Ruoxue cry bitterly, and the sudden appearance of Yu Yanran in the name of his fiancée caught Bai Ruoxue off guard. Bai Ruoxue was defeated. She had the support of Mo Xunjie, but she couldn't resist the double pressure of Li Mengqin and Yu Yanran. In the end, Bai Ruoxue chose to escape.
" I'll always remember that day," Mo Xunjie said hoarsely." The sky was gray and drizzling." When I went to Ruoxue's apartment to look for her, she had already disappeared. All her clothes and makeup were gone. I looked for her in many places, but I couldn't find her. After that, just as I was about to break down, Ruoxue sent me a farewell message. The message said that she wasn't worthy of me. She left and asked me not to look for her again. She asked me to forget her and let me start a new life. She would bless me forever from afar. She said that she hoped that I could live a happy life.”
His voice started to choke. Luo Weiru didn't know if it was her imagination, but she seemed to see tears rolling in Mo Xunjie's eyes.
That girl had actually hurt him so much? So much so that even a man of indomitable spirit like him could not help but tear up?
"At that moment, I felt like I was struck by lightning. I had imagined many scenarios, but I never thought that Ruoxue would leave without saying goodbye. I really don't know how helpless and hurt she must have felt when she left alone at that time.”Mo Xunjie said calmly, forcefully suppressing the surging emotions in his heart.
"This is the entire story between Bai Ruoxue and me. Ruoxue had been gone for three years. Because of Ruoxue's departure, my relationship with my mother completely collapsed. My mother spent three years persuading me to accept Yu Yanran, and I…God knows, I don't want anyone other than Bai Ruoxue.”Mo Xunjie raised his head. Luo Weiru couldn't see his expression, but she could guess how Mo Xunjie felt at that time.
"What about now?" Luo Weiru sniffed. Do you still want nothing but Bai Ruoxue?”
Luo Weiru didn't know how much strength she had to expend to be able to say those words. She was so afraid that Mo Xunjie would say yes.
If things really turned out that way, Luo Weiru really didn't know if she could still hold on, she was afraid that she would collapse soon.
" This…" Mo Xunjie did not expect Luo Weiru to ask such a question. He was stunned for a moment. If he hadn't seen the woman who looked like Bai Ruoxue that night, Mo Xunjie might have told him with certainty that the person he wanted now was Luo Weiru.
However, for the past few days, Mo Xunjie's heart had been in a mess as he kept seeing the figure that looked like Bai Ruoxue.
"Looks like you don't know what to choose, right? Is it really that difficult for me or Bai Ruoxue? So, what you said to me that day, were you lying to me?”Luo Weiru could no longer suppress the tears in her eyes, allowing them to slide down her face.
"No, I don't. Wei Ru, please believe me. Every word I said to you that day was true. " It's just that…" Mo Xunjie was a little hesitant and didn't know what to say.
"But what?" Luo Weiru's eyes were burning as she stared at Mo Xunjie stubbornly, forcing him to blurt out the truth.
"It's just that I really want to see Bai Ruoxue return!”
Mo Xunjie couldn't control himself and roared.
" What?!" Luo Weiru widened her eyes.
"Yes, I am. I saw Ruoxue again." Mo Xunjie covered his right eye and continued hesitantly,""I don't know which woman is really Ruoxue. However, they looked too similar. It's so similar that I can't tell."
Luo Weiru's chest rose and fell. She panted heavily and frowned."Just a woman who looks like Bai Ruoxue can make you look like this. If Bai Ruoxue comes back, you will definitely be with her without a second word, right? Now, the Mo family no longer has the power to stop you from being with her. Mo Xunjie, have you achieved your goal?”
Luo Weiru shouted angrily at Mo Xunjie,""Mo Xunjie! I really misjudged you! Enough, you don't need to say anything else. I understand everything. In your eyes, I, Luo Weiru, am just a substitute for Bai Ruoxue, right? As long as she comes back, you'll throw me aside, right?! The purpose of you marrying me is to anger Yu Yanran, right? You didn't expect things to develop like this. Not only did Yu Yanran leave, but even your mother also left, right?”
Luo Weiru's voice was high-pitched and sharp. Right now, she was like a wild beast that had lost her mind, biting off a piece of flesh from whoever she caught.
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