Ding Nan opened the message and saw that Sun Guowei was asking her how her preparations for the postgraduate entrance examination were going. He probably called again because he didn't reply to her message. She quickly replied.
It was only then that she remembered that she had to attend the second interview this Saturday. Recently, she had been in a daze and had a lot of chores to do. She felt that she had not read for a few days, so she quickly went home to prepare.
On the day of the second round, Ding Nan finally met his fellow disciples who were about to become classmates in the public classroom where they were waiting for the interview. Everyone discussed that the second round of the National Normal University was very relaxed in previous years. There was basically no passing. A group of people from the same batch and different mentors gathered together and chatted casually. They asked about other people's resumes and talked about their own backgrounds. Of course, it was within a limited range.
When she was asked the same question," Are you married?"" I'm married." Without waiting for the person to ask, she immediately added," Divorced again." Then, everyone laughed. They looked at her in disbelief, thinking that she was joking. She was too lazy to explain anything. She did not want others to know too much. She did not like the strange looks from others. In modern terms, it was the spirit of gossip.
Therefore, in the three years of her postgraduate studies, before she took the initiative to tell everyone about her " family background ", no one knew her true situation. They all thought that she was an unmarried woman.
On the Friday night at the end of April, Sun Guowei sent a message saying that he was going to the director's house on Saturday to tutor his son in physics. He said that he would look for her in the afternoon. She was frustrated again. She felt that he might have gone on a blind date again, but she couldn't ask him. What if it was true? So what if it was fake? Did they really have to have a tacit understanding between them? She suddenly wanted to escape.
Did she love him? Ding Nan asked himself. The word " love " was too deep. She was not sure what true love should be like. She didn't seem to be very passionate about him. She longed to be together forever, but she was very used to him. She was willing to be with him. She liked to be protected by him gently, liked to be greeted and taken care of by him meticulously, liked to chat with him deeply, and liked to be unrestrained in front of him. No man had ever treated her so well, and this man was also very handsome and outstanding.
Perhaps this was love, but who could refute that?
At three o'clock on Saturday afternoon, Sun Guowei still hadn't arrived. There was no need to prepare for the second interview. Ding Nan suddenly felt bored. She sent him a message asking where he was. He didn't reply. Ten minutes later, she sent another message, but there was still no reply. Her stubbornness was aroused. She immediately called his phone number and dialed it. It rang for a long time, but no one picked up.
She thought that he must be on a blind date, so she set her phone to vibrate and deliberately did not reply to her messages or answer her calls. She lay on the bed, tears streaming down her face. At this moment, she felt a sharp pain in her heart. At this moment, she thought that she was in love with him.
About half an hour later, someone knocked on the door. She guessed that it was him and did not move. It felt like Ya Jing had opened the door. Soon, the door to her room was pushed open and he walked in.
"I'm sorry, I didn't hear you on the phone. She was tutoring in her room. She had left her bag in the living room when she left in the morning. I was afraid that you would be anxious, so I took a taxi over. I thought that I would be arriving soon, so I didn't call you back.”Sun Guowei explained calmly, always looking calm. In the past, his calmness had given her too much sense of security and security, but now it angered her. She felt that he did not take her to heart and was not in a hurry to care about her.
She finally exploded. He was real, and she imagined it. All her patience for his blind date finally exploded. "Who are you lying to?" she shouted at him. Who would believe him if he said he had something to do every Saturday? You weren't like this in the past! Can you use your brain to lie? Who wouldn't be able to tell that something was so abnormal? I don't even know why I put up with you. You can leave! You can leave! Let's stop here! I don't want to see you again! Let's go! Let's go!"
As she shouted, she opened the door. Ya Jing seemed to be poking her head out.
His face flushed red. He stood awkwardly for a while, then turned around and walked out. She did not look at him. She heard his footsteps coming to the living room, then to the door, and then the sound of the door opening. After that, there was silence. About two minutes later, she heard the sound of the door being slammed.
He was waiting for her to chase after him to make him stay, but she didn't.
Her tears flowed out again. She walked to the window, waiting for him to come downstairs. After a while, his figure appeared downstairs. He walked very slowly, but he did not turn around. Perhaps he knew that she was watching him from upstairs. She leaned against the windowsill and cried softly. She wanted to call out to him and ask him to come back. She also wanted to send him a message, but she held back in the end and did nothing.
When his figure gradually disappeared around the corner downstairs, she collapsed on the bed and wailed. She felt pain again.
Even so, even if she loved him, so what? She couldn't wait for the result she wanted. Getting married and then getting a divorce, and then marrying her again after getting a divorce, how distant and uncertain was that? She decided to calm down.
Three days passed. Three days of not contacting each other, three days of pain and struggle. Ding Nan picked up her phone countless times, wanting to send a message to Sun Guowei, saying that she missed him and wanted to look for him. However, she told herself, Ding Nan, you know that it's better to have a short pain than a long one. It's not a big deal. Endure it! Persevere! This was how it was to be heartbroken. Pain and discomfort were normal, just like drug addiction. Persevering to the end was victory!
On the fourth day, Wednesday, at noon, Ding Nan was reading the news on the computer at work when her phone in the drawer rang. She took out her phone with a little trembling. At this moment, she realized that she was still hoping that it was a message from him.
It was indeed his. The moment she saw the words " Sun Guowei," her heart skipped a beat. In a trance, she felt a mixture of sadness and joy. Yes, joy.
She quickly opened the message and he said,"I've tasted pain that I've never experienced before! I miss you! I'll go find you, okay?"
Ding Nan really wanted to reply,"I miss you too!"”，However, in the end, she sent a message saying," When Cinderella meets the prince, what she gets is not roses and crystal shoes, but endless tears." If you love her, let her go. Otherwise, it will be the greatest harm to her!”
After a long silence, he replied," I can't bear to hurt you again when you say that! Not being able to marry you will be the pain of my life!”
She did not reply.
Good job! Ding Nan, hold on! After that, she said to herself.
It was Friday night again, and Saturday was coming soon. Ding Nan concluded that if you always had a date on Saturday, once the date stopped, then for a long time, Saturday would become a very painful day in your life!
In order to avoid the sharp pain on Saturday, Ding Nan called Sun Yan and told her that she had broken up with the People's Liberation Army. He said that he wanted her to spend Saturday with him.
Unexpectedly, Sun Yan said,"It's just right to break up." A few days ago, I met a former colleague of mine on the Internet and chatted with him for a while. I didn't expect him to divorce last year. He's from Beijing, has a car and a house, and his son belongs to him. I'll ask him if he's free tomorrow. If he is, I'll introduce you to him tomorrow. I'll hang up for a while. I'll call and ask now.”
Soon, Sun Yan called again. She said,"He's free tomorrow. I've made an appointment with him to meet at noon tomorrow at the place where we had lunch last time. You can just go there tomorrow. He and I will go our separate ways."
It was said that the best way to forget someone was time and a new lover. Ding Nan thought about it and agreed.
At around 11 pm on Saturday, when Ding Nan arrived at the Sichuan restaurant, the two of them had already arrived. She walked straight over and sat down beside Sun Yan. She smiled and nodded at the man. The man nodded politely and smiled back.
Sun Yan raised her head and saw her, and quickly introduced her to the two of them.""This is Li Shi, my colleague. This is Ding Nan, my good friend. Li Shi, how old are you?"
"Thirty-three years old.”
"Ding Nan, 28 years old." Sun Yan said on her behalf.
While Li Shi was looking at the menu, Ding Nan took a closer look at him. He looked ordinary but capable. He was wearing a white T-shirt and a dark blue coat.
"Oh right, Li Shi is a field worker, not an editor. I forgot to tell you. Ding Nan, editor." Sun Yan introduced them to each other.
"Field work? I don't quite understand. What exactly do field operations do?”Ding Nan asked.
"I just run errands for the leader and do odd jobs.”Li Shi said jokingly.
"Li Shi is just so humorous. He's especially good at talking in our original unit. He's also very popular.”Sun Yan said as she took the menu from Li Shi and looked at it.
"Can't you go back to your original unit?”Ding Nan looked at Sun Yan and then at Li Shi.
"According to Li Shi, we don't lack people now, so I don't think we can. Forget it, I'll make other plans. He was not in a hurry. What did you order? Or pickled fish?" Sun Yan saw that the waiter wasn't around. As she spoke, she wrote down her order on the menu.
"Alright. Sure."
"A small temple can't accommodate a big Bodhisattva. Our unit can't afford to use an overseas returnee like her.”Li Shi looked at Ding Nan and said.
"Fine, don't make fun of me. It's called going abroad in name, but I'm just taking care of the child.”Sun Yan mocked himself.
"I wouldn't dare. That's the United States, where everyone in the world wants to go.”Li Shi smiled.
During lunch, Li Shi went to the bathroom. Ding Nan took the opportunity to size up his back.
"He's not tall. He's probably less than 1.7 meters tall?”she asked Sun Yan.
"It's not high. It's fine as long as it's higher than you. How could there be such a perfect person waiting for you? Beijing hukou, a car, a house, and handsome. Dream on!”Sun Yan attacked her.
"That's true. It was rare for him to have the rare quality of humor. But I don't feel anything."
"Do you think you can tell just by meeting her?”
"Sometimes, I can tell at first glance if there's any feeling. However, this wasn't absolute. Some people didn't feel anything when they met a few times, but after a long time, the feeling would slowly develop. That's what happened to me and the People's Liberation Army."
"Yeah, that's why we'll talk about it in more detail. Don't come to a conclusion yet. However, what do you mean by feeling?”
"It's just an interest in continuing to date, that is, whether you like it or not.”
"How strange! Void! Void! Void!"
As he spoke, Li Shi came over and sat down with a smile. He took the napkin on the table and wiped the water on his hands.
"Miss Ding, what are your plans for the future?”Li Shi looked at Ding Nan.
"She's probably going to graduate school in September. She'll be dating and getting married while she's in school. Anyway, the school allows it.”Ding Nan was about to answer when Sun Yan interrupted.
Ding Nan could only smile at Li Shi, and Li Shi also smiled generously.
At this moment, Ding Nan's phone rang. She opened it and saw that it was from Sun Guowei."I just got the news that I'm going to Nanjing to study on Monday the day after tomorrow. I want to see you before I leave. Can we meet?”
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